so don't think you're such a queen

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:51:49 GMT

does anyone know who they are?

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 16:05:04 GMT

yeah we all think that time goes by too slow but I think about things from a long time ago and I can't beleive how fast thigns went by. I mean i'm going to be a fucking junoir in high school when I still feel like a freshman. I'm getting my permitt today and I've alreayd had 2 jobs. It kinda sucks that I still feel so young I don't know when my head is going to cathc up with reality. I was watching a really stupid high school-ish movie and it got me kinda sad in a way because it's passing me by and I still want to be young for a longer amount of time. Today is my half birthday which means in exactly 1.5 years I will be considered an adult. whattttttt. Haha no one will comment this let alone read it because all the livejournal's on my friends list are like deceased. lol well anyway I haven't updated in a good 4 months so why not. tootles

i doubt i will get any comment do to the fatc that i have like 3 friends that use LJ and also cuz th

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:11:44 GMT

i doubt i will get any comments do to the fatc that i have like 3 friends that use LJ and also cause this entry is lame

o1. I'm in a relationship
o2. I can't eat sugar
o3. I am in love
o4. I think Bush is an awesome president
o5. I think gay marriage should be approved
o6. I enjoy playing my music loud
o7. I like to decorate stuff
o8. I love the color silver
o9. I have too much free time
1o. I love hugs!
11. I like to take pictures
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I hate my sibling sometimes
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the world of my own at least once....????
19. I love Aladdin
2o. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry
25. Hypocrites piss me off
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
3o. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes....only the bad kind
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I'm an Internet nut
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy receiving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends !!!!
44. </b>I love watching films
45. I am very crazy at times</b>
46. I know how to play the flute
47. I love where I go to school hahah
48. I hate my homelife when its depressing which is alot
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulse spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have lots of nicknames
54. I eat too much junk food
55. I've had a Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games
58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me
60. I love sarcasm its my middle name
61. I'm a bit blonde at times
62. I think I scare people sometimes
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others without knowing them well
65. I prefer the internet to the TV
66. I can cry and not be sad
67. I shower
68. I interrupt people a lot
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings
77. I hate my figure
78. My friends are loud but awesome
79. I sleep on my side
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all
82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ears pierced again
84. I want my belly button pierced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly
93. I don't sleep much
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides
97. My starsign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with best friend....not best but with a friend by the name of Lori Lascio :)
99. I love recieving Xanga Comments
1o0. I've rode in a hot air balloon
1o1. I've bowled left handed
1o2. I love popcorn
1o3. I've liked my best friend before...not my current best frined but a best friend of the past
1o4. I wake up to an alarm clock
1o5. I hide things under my bed
1o6. I hate closed-minded people
1o7. I have gone sky diving
1o8. I've written a book started to write many novels
1o9. I love Def Leppard
11o. I make wishes on "11:11"
111. I've played lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten
113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive
116. I paint my nails....they rarely have any color
117. My best friend lives in another state
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles, but it never looks good.
12o. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizzes like this one

today was ventful so worth updateing

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 01:46:40 GMT

Well as you all know today marks exactly one year that me and Dan have been going out, and I must say it's a comfortable feeling. When you've been going out for a while you don't have that in the back of your mind feeling of " he's gona dump me" or "I dont think he likes me"..now we're just chill, like I dont think about that breaking up stuff, I just go with the flow.

Sometimes I feel bad talking about my boyfriend when my friend dont have one, but in a way I wanna show how there are guys out there that are nice and do sweet things and even a loser like me can find one

Dan bought me Evil Dead (!) and Subway for dinner. And he also gave a a little card that had tom petty lyrics on it and he re-wrote them to say nicer lyrics, hah aw. I made him a photo album with many pictures of him and me and all the stuff we did all through the year, and I think he liked it :)

Also today was report card day so of course me and my mom got into a little squabble about me just missing the honor roll, yeah i hate fighting with my mom but it just always seems to happen

also tongiht I had to go to physical therapy for my back and knees and its funny because as the girl showed me strecthes and stuff I talked to her like a real therapist about the stuff going on wiht my mom and life n stuff, ha, well shes cool so it was fine

also I quit mcdonalds and my last day is Dec 4th (gooo), and McD's sent me a thanksgiving card and it was sent the day before I quit, suckerssssss

I'm beginning to realize I have only a handful of friends that I can really count on, like I look at the majority of the "popular" girls in my grade and I think " wow I was best frineds with all of them at one point or another" but people talk shit and there's only so many people you can count on. It was weird because as I was in Mr. Burrs room I saw this chart of quotes and one was by Dr. seuss and it said " Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind" and I coulnt agree more.

So thanks to Linds,Tar, Val,Jackie and those of you that are true friends, you know who you are hehe

g'night

yes, I did in fact steal this

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 20:19:48 GMT

Leave one memory of you and me together. It doesn't matter if I know you a little or a lot, anything you remember! Next, post this in your ElJay and see how many people leave a memory about you

degrassi season premeire is tommorow night, this is how exctied we are

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:10:02 GMT

Red 1s Love: we shoudl ahve rpg's and make them like degrassi characters, ill be craig and you cna be manny;-)
ep ste in t a ra: hahaaaaa
ep ste in t a ra: i wanna be the hot one:-(
Red 1s Love: fine ill be manny
ep ste in t a ra: good you get an obortion
Red 1s Love: but youve got to promise youll never break my herat
Red 1s Love: ever
Red 1s Love: ^ she siad that to spinner duhhhh
ep ste in t a ra: ugh
ep ste in t a ra: maybe if you're lucky
Red 1s Love: ashleyt doesnt have to know:-*
ep ste in t a ra: but shes mah lover
Red 1s Love: shes in england!
ep ste in t a ra: we can just screw then ill leave you
Red 1s Love: probably fucking some british guy
Red 1s Love: you know im more o a woman than shell ever be, i mena look at her, she has short hair and a weird nose, im a latin lover
ep ste in t a ra: yea so latins are like spics
Red 1s Love: i have a nice vagina dont let JT tell you otherwise
ep ste in t a ra: hahahha
ep ste in t a ra: its probably unshaved biotch
Red 1s Love: and i dont have gonoherea like emma, i only made out wiht her thier was nothign else
Red 1s Love: because thats just hwo sexy i am, ill make out wiht evryone
ep ste in t a ra: ha
ep ste in t a ra: bbbbbbs!
Red 1s Love: now play me your song craig
ep ste in t a ra: we'll continue this
Red 1s Love: i know it was written for me
ep ste in t a ra: I LOVE THAT SONG THAT HE SINGS TO ASHLEY
ep ste in t a ra: its so cute
Red 1s Love: you knwo you were thinking about my sexy body while yor were writing it
ep ste in t a ra: tru
ep ste in t a ra: BBBBBBS! WE WILL CONTINUE THISK HASHDILAS
Red 1s Love: i knew it, youve always loved me

Auto response from ep ste in t a ra: Red 1s Love: i have a nice vagina dont let JT tell you otherwise

Red 1s Love: ahha ok
Red 1s Love: hahahahaaha

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 21:00:12 GMT

I should stop kidding myself

it's never gona be what it used to be

everyone feels like this so its my turn to say it

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:52:15 GMT

nothing. in. this. world. makes. any. sense. to. me. so. I. should. probably. just. not. care.

im lovin it??? haha

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 03:31:07 GMT

Today was my first day working at my first job, McDonalds, and I can honeslty say it wasn't that bad. I know people keep telling me I'm gona hate it, but I really do have major respect for the people that work there long hours everyday and who work hard. I'm glad I'm getting some work experiance and now I wont be a lazy ass anymore. heh

eh

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 03:49:51 GMT

I feel like Ive become a jerk

I hate it

wtf

I hate changeing

birthday mania

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 16:34:04 GMT

So yesterday Dan says to me , " Do I get a special LJ entry or something since it's my birthday?" and of course being the little angel I am I said " No" but now I'm bored and it's raining so sure. why not.

Well I guess you could say it all started Wednesday night. I asked Dan if he wanted to come over to make his birthday cake together, and so he did. But first we went to CVS to make a special little purchase of black hair dye. yes that's right, I was attempting my hair dyeing skills once again.

After I dyed his hair and made the carrot cake we went out to his car to wait for the clock to strike 12. At 11.59 (according to my cell) Lori called, and I told him to not pick up but of course he did, and she beat me to being the first one to wish him a happy birthday. Kinda sucked but it's no big deal.

The next morning I brought Dan out a doughnut and black cherry soda ( yes how thoughtful of me) and then we set off on our journey to Dorney park. Dan was getting pissed off because we were stuck in traffic for over an hour and kept saying how his Bday sucked because of that(even though it just begun) which made me quite sad. Well once the car finally got moving he had to make a stop on the side of the road, and while he was doing his business I picked a flower for him. c:-) haha, well anyway once we got to D/P it was like 12:30 which isnt too late in my book.

The first ride we went on was Hydra which was their new coaster that was supposed to be like amazing and it sucked. The next coaster sucked. The next one sucked because it caused me and Dan to blackout, and it made us have very longlasting headaches.

At one point we went on the ride called "The Dominator", and it's a ride just like the "Double Shot" in Ocean city, but its like twice as high. We went on the one (there were two) that shot you up instead of down, and I must say, it was pretty crazy. I made this like "uh uh uh!!" sound when it shot us up, and it felt like it was gona keep going and never come down. Yeah and then some black lady grabbed me after the ride and asked me " How was that jon?" yeah I was as confused and just said " scary".

Well after one last coaster me and Dan got into our swim attire and hit the waterpark. It was pretty damn cold outside, but we dealed. After a interesting day at Dorney, me and Dan headed back to good ol' Jersey to continue with the birthday festivities. After I got dressed we grabbed the cake and headed on over the the Steers residence. No body was home for some reason, so we just ate Lean Cousine* and the cake after I sorta sang happy birthday to him. Next we watched " Fast times at Ridgemont High" and then i got to watch him argue wiht his mom about going down the shore that night with his friends after he dropped me off. yes lovely. Dan won the arguement , and then dropped me off at my house and thus the birthday was over.

so i guess Dan had a major terrorist attack a happen on his birthday. so i guess today is my dads birthday and also Jamies.

woo hooray for birthdays. mines in 6 months. yay.

this is what i do when i wait to get in the shower

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 22:41:36 GMT

	You Are? by Osaku
	This is about you and me..err I mean you...
	Name	Chelsea Anne Warner
	Nickname(s)	Chels, CW, Cheska,
	Age	15.5
	Hair Color	many different shades of brown at the moment
	Natural Hair Color (if different)	dark brown
	Eye Color	dark brown
	Height	5'7
	Righty/Lefty	righty, and lefty for sports
	Innie/Outtie	innie
	Birthplace	uhh ...Hoodbury?
	Sign	Capricorn
	Glasses/Contacts/"I Can See"	spectacles
	Birthmarks	i dunno
	Song that Describes Your life	theres a few..hmm, probably some by Elliott Smith
	Relationships (aww)...
	Are You In Love	yes'm
	Who Are Your Best Friends	eh
	Do you Intend/Want to Get Married	maybe
	If So, Where	somewhere amazing, outside
	Do You Want a Family (kids!!!)	i definatly want kids, but im not so sure about marrige..is that weird?
	If So, How Many	3
	If So, Boy/Girl/Doesn't Matter	at least one of each sex
	Aspirations (You go-getter you)...
	What You Wanted to Be When You Were a Kid	a, art teacher, an actress
	What Do You Want to Be Now	not sure, but somethign of the arts, like journalism, designing, photography n such
	Where Do You Want to Live	someplace beautiful that i woudl never get sick of
	Where Do You Want to Visit	yellowstone, alaska, hmmm...australia maybe
	Where Have You Been That You'd Rather Be Right Now	no where, everywhere sucks...uhh... disney world?
	What Would You Change About Yourself, Given the Opportunity	little bit shorter, different hair color, different voice, better personality
	Favorites...
	Place (Near or Far, it doesn't matter)	I'm not sure, NJ is pretty sweet
	Vacation Spot	poconos, florida, certain places in cali, im not really into traveling
	Shopping Location	discount stores, good will, flea markets
	Music Genre	indie, techno, hardcore,I dont know, I like it all
	Band	AFI, Elliott Smith, placebo, built to spill, at the drive in, n suchhh
	Color	red
	Flower	anything thats bight and unusual
	Smell	fart? poop? oh...umm...brownies baking, california
	Shampoo	redken
	Ice Cream	brownie/cookiedough/caramel/fudge anything, oh and white chocolate yogurt33
	Website	myspace? haha....ummm actually radioblogclub
	Car	im nto really a car person, dodge neons are cute though
	Movie	i have alot that are favorites, but my favorites are intense dramas like mystic river, crash, monsters ball, 21 grams, yada yada yada
	Actor	john depp, peter sarsagard
	Actress	christina ricci, natalie portman
	Holiday	Xmas
	Soda	rootbeer, vanilla coke
	Book	siddhartha, the bridge to terribithia, the daughters of eve
	Game (Board/Computer/Word/Drinking..It's all good)	zelda, mario anything, field hockey, rollercoaster tycoon , and the sims
	Either/Or...
	Responsibility/Simplicity/Both(?)	both, I woudlnt be able to deal wiht living a too simple life
	Pop/Rock/Rap	rock
	Work/Play	play
	Car/Train/Plane	car
	Cat/Dog	pussy
	Coke/Pepsi	mugg
	Color/B&W (photos)	both
	Tomato/Chicken Noodle	double noodle
	Noon/Midnight	midnight
	Hot/Cold	neither
	Dawn/Dusk	ducks ha
	Books/Movies	moovies
	Did You or Do You...
	Have and Siblings	danny and mattthew
	Cry Easily	yeah, but not infront of people
	Think You are Smart	sometimes
	Act Your Age	i act older
	Have Any Tattoos	neope
	Have Any Piercings	neope
	Have Any Pets	yesss, tiger lucky and ...pyro the fish that wont die lol
	Get Jealous	YES
	Ever Like Boy Bands	i did in like 1998
	Believe in God/Allah/Jesus/etc.	God, Jesus, the whole gang
	Take Criticism Well	who does?
	Have You Ever...
	Gotten Drunk Before	nope
	Smoked (cigarettes)	nope
	Done Drugs (Any)	only prescription
	Kissed a Member of the Opposite Sex	duh
	Kissed a Member of the Same Sex	oh yeah
	Been on an Airplane	way too many times
	Been on First Class on an Airplane	nahh
	Skinny Dipped	nto completly
	Had Sex	oooooohhh babyy
	Take this Survgen survey!

why the #%$& not?

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 02:55:46 GMT

Our relationship
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..
68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is your journal so I can answer it?:
70. Done with this survey?:

happy birthday to me lor jarvis and marylin manson yippeee

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 04:37:57 GMT

lusci0us L0rali3: happy birthday!!!<33333
benSma cmaster: happy birthday
c Ri ley15xo: h.b.c<3c.r:-)
linleeblue: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE MRS. C.
SleeplessN1ghtsx: OHH SHIT NIGGER ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!
perfect circle63: happy birthday chelsea!
SocialxScandal: and again happy birthday
hawt xcorex: haha happy birthday you illegal kid, you
o0jess568: happy birthday c.a.w

CashMatthewss: you seemed sad in gym today
CashMatthewss: and it was your birthday:-)
Red 1s Love: i wasnt sad...i was cold because they left the door open and the air was blowing on me lol
Red 1s Love: if you watched closey i spent 5 mmintues trying to figure out how to close the doors ( i kept pushing them like a idiot) and then i realized that there was a metal bar mholding them open...stupid stupid chels
CashMatthewss: hqahaha

^<3333them all

and thanks to everyone that wished me a good one, yeah so many poepel in school were saying it so i definalty put me in a good mood, well tonight was confusing for more than one reason, and i really thinks its time i got my shit together, so since im 15 its time to start: #1 stop being a bitch, #2 get involved with a activity #3 stop being so lazy # get better grades #5 stop being so depressed and just take a deep breath and try to smile

Dan you are selfish son of a bitch, but danmmit you can be amazing<3

the end.

Last Day of the Year

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 07:31:37 GMT

so many things happened this year.....and yet it leaves so many unanswered questions....so i wanna know...

1) What was your favorite memory that we had his year?
2) What was the worst memory we had?
3) What can i look forward to doing with you in 2005?

Post your answers in a comment and have a happy new year <3 :)

tonight was supposed to be awesome, what the heck happened?

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 04:10:40 GMT

ok so tonight consisted of:

+ Getting kicked and thrown around near the mosh pit
+ Kicking the one guy who i hated every time he fell into me
+ Stealing the horn from another guy
+ Two assholes fighting and ending the show for everyone
+ Having a certain girl challenge Dan and his friends to a fight
+ Getting kicked out by the cops
+ Not getting our money back
+ I didn't get to see O.L.T or A.O.O or H.R ;`( play
+ The cops kept yelling at me and Linz to move it so then we stood outside in the cold and waited for her dad to pick us up
+ On the up side i got to see come cool people there such as Val,Sarah,Shannan,Jon and others..wooo!

well tonight was a waste of a saturday....im sorry to everyone that went and had a horrible time........whats happening to shows nowadays? it seems like all they are now is places to have fights and start drama....i miss last year</3....some good fucking shows we had a while back.....hopefully future shows will be better!@

only 7 & 1/2 more days of basketball, yessssssss

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 21:15:04 GMT

blehhh it sounds like theres a helicopter outside my house. Im cold. I need to stop being lazy. I need to excercize. my friends/mom need boyfriends.I think I need to concentrate on my homework. I think I have ADD. I shouldn't be online, considering im grounded off it. I'm beginning to really get pissed off. ummmmmmm I hate ______<(insert your name) fuckoff kthnxbye!@!!@!#^$#^$^$*&^*%$@

comment with the numbers you picked assholes

1= I like you
2= I love you
3= Your funny
4= Your cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna fuck you
7= Your sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= You're lame
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= Your a bitch
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= Call me
18= You seem really rad, but I wish I knew you better.
19= I think you have issues
20= You need to stop complaining so much

DAYummmMmmmMmmm!@!!@!%$&$&%$(

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:36:59 GMT

im so lucky i get such a stud for a science teacher..FUCKING CRANE-izzle<3<3<3<3<3<3<3....all i can say is my boyfriend should be jealous. and sheppard too, for that matter

hehehe

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 18:10:28 GMT

guess what we were doing

A Letter To Someone Like You

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 03:57:54 GMT

"-Sometimes this beauty is choking me,
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek,
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
-And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
-Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
-I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away

i remember when my dreams were dying, and i damned the sun, i damned the sun to pieces, i carved hateful thoughts into my chest, then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same, and nothing, has ever, nothing has ever felt the same."

these are the lyrics from the only atreyu song ive never heard...I guess I bolded the parts I like the best... well I think its a really amazing song and I know I don't need to actually hear it to know that

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 23:16:38 GMT

Me and the Birthday girl went to the Blood Brothers/Against Me show last night, and it was fun, minus when my purse got stolen in the mosh pit.The bands were good, the pretty boys were nice scenery, and i got my shoe signed by Johnny from the blood brothers, plus King Casz is the friggin coolest adult ever!

My birthday and christmas are in a little over two months but I already know that I really want to go to a show around my birthday. I know i have been extra moody lately (and i'm sorry that i've been like that) but I know if I saw AFI, Atreyu, FATA, PTW, or just any of my favorite bands....I would be so happy I would probabaly cry. So if anyone finds out about shows coming up that you'd know I like please let me know.( the atreyu one in philly is already sold out but theres one in north jersey....thats like an hour 1/2 away :/)

p.s-I'm sorry you couldn't go to the concert BGpimpshades :(

they played atreyu on the morning annoucements! :D

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 21:53:59 GMT

bleh i just spent the last 5 minutes picking gum off my shoe >:/

yeah life is boring, not bad, just boring....does anyone wanna hangout?
..i never have any $ so i can't do much buttttttt hopefully i'll make some soon, but for right now its just peoples houses and football games for me

yeah this summer was amazing and i'm starting to think that i took it for granted...good times..great people....and i need to start hanging out with people since i've been home since school started...609-254-0222 give me a call

and did i mention i miss having long hair? yeah :(.::RIP CHELSEA'S LONG HAIR::

hah, hilary duff is on this lame barbie commercial and is in a new a movie where she is a singer...and i heard this voice on the commercial...it was soooooo not her...thats rediculous...its like me making a movie about being a great soccer player

and speaking of sports i'm getting better at football in gym and i'm actually starting to understand it..fucking BEASTING it hah

i look horribe in all of them but o well fuckkkk it

the skunk that escaped from the animal safari place thingy

this was from a blurty entry from exactly a year ago

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:43:27 GMT

Sunday, September 21st, 2003
9:07 am - "she picks dicks over chicks">no i didnt lindsay

"well yesterday went from good to bad to ugly (miss amercia pagent). tracy cand brittany had a soccer game and chelseys was right next to thiers so me and lindsay decided to go see theier game and check out the skatepark. well we went over there and first saw andy (hahaha) (who was here for jackie) then we saw will sitting in the bleachers (who was here for caroline) only he was at the wrong field.lol.anyway like usual lindsay and will tried to beat the crap out of each other i being the saint i am (;-]) tried to stop it ...most of the time... and we went over to the skaetpark and will got in there and tok off his shoes(i thnk we bet him 2 ?) anyway he skated away and then we met "T" who threw his shoes over the fence thing. basicully the whole time there was watching skateboarding, peopel fighting, throwing water at each other, and all sorts of stuff.well now all my friends hate will and are mad at me for not stoping will from "hurting lindsay" (and i did stop it 90% of the time). the only ione that is still mad at me is lindsay but i dont think that wil last cuz im gona c her today at th banquet and sit at the same table with her.

current mood: stressed
current music: "p-i-m-p" hahah "

woah, ok i couldnt spell back then (well its worse than now)...and things sure have changed huh? yeah. ok

fun?

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 19:51:27 GMT

ok ive been in kinda a weird mood lately

nothings wrong...im just...emotionless?

i dont know....it just feels like theres nothing new going on with my life....like yeah i just started h/s but nothing every happens....every day its the same thing over and over and over..no excitement

this is probably gona sound weird to people, especially if you havent seen the movie West Side Story but i feel kinda like tony did in the beginning....like he doesnt know what it is but he feels like something new is coming...something hes been needing all along but didnt no he needed it...haha yeah im a idiot especially since i think thats "deep" but i dunno i kinda get what hes saying..

..well hopefully something big will happen soon or maybe ill find some "excitement" once my dad gets his house and i move in with him...cuz things right now are kinda dull...well anyway even if im sick of WD
i still know i'll alwasy love it no matter how much it screws me over, leaves me depressed, gets me in trouble,hates me back........yeah its like "you can take the girl out of the city, but you cant take the city out of the girl"..

first day of high school

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 22:20:04 GMT

ok so everyone knows that today today was the first day of school...and for me it was my first day of freshman/high school so i guess i was kinda nervous, but actually today was really fun, infact i havent been in a good mood like this for a while so dont ruin it :p...im happy...so i'm sure pretty soon im gona be miserable cuz that always happens...whatever.. but anyway here was the day

+our bus was late again (not an hour late like yesterday) so i didnt get to talk to anyone during h/r :/ but i found out where lindsays locker is so tommorow will be allll good
+1st period i had chelsey and other people in my sciene class, and i have mr crane...i like him hes cool

+then i got lost going to 2nd period (i forgot if i turned the corner or not :p) and i saw nicole :) she kinda gave me the "eh" face when i said i had Mr Venturi next...hah yeah hes weirddd...he made us go in these weird desk arrangements n' stuff

+ 3rd period was "espanol" i got the spanish name Carmen 8)

+4th was lunch...yeah there are hardly enough seats in the caf.....and when i went to get a pass i felt someone grab my butt...hahah it was Carrie

+5th period...is cool. i knew 5 was my lucky number for a good resaon.... LINDSAY,TRACY and SARAH were all in my class....and so was Will...haha o boy...i can tell this class is gona be crazy

+6th was drama with Miss Young another nice teacher....and she gave us time at the end of class to talk...and of course me and sarah gossiped LyKe wH0a the last few mintues

+7th period was gym...and it was uhhh weird...yeah im the only freshmen in my gym class lol....but i just sat with danny boy and his friends, but still it was {{awkward}} heh

+8th period was ok, mrs mcandrew is a cool teacher and she asked if i was dans sister and i was like "nah i never heard of him" but she was just like "oh sure sure" hehe

+then i walked out to find my bus..and i couldnt find anyone on my bus and i forgot what bus i was on :X...yeah im smart..but then i found Justin and Jamie so we just went and finally found it

+on the bus i heard the upperclassmen talk about how much they hated the freshmen..yeah i wasnt even offended since i hate most of my grade too..yeah...well this entry was long but im allowd to do it since this was a big day for me...and i dont care if it wasnt for you, cuz it was for me so shutup :)

o yeah and tomorow im gona walk home with Lindsay ::smiles::