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Ok so I'm not leaving, I mean a part of me wants to, really does. I REALLY want to right now... but I dunno, I love my journal, and I love some of the people I have added.

But I'm thinking of doing a full-cut and then letting people add me back if they want me on their lists. I just.. I dunno. Some shit went down tonight... within like 30 minutes. CRAZY SHIT. Like Outer Limits shit, and I'm just reeling.

So stay stuned cuz I haven't decided if I'm gonna do the full-cut or not.
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*shakes it off*

urhjghj. I'm glad that's all over and done with. LJ-Drama is so..... so. lol.

Doing stage crew tonight was fun, I got to hang out with Frankie and Emily ([info]itshotdropit) and they're always fun. I know I was kinda hurt about all that drama that happened with Amy's Halloween party, but w/e, people make mistakes, I moved on. And I hadn't gotten to hang out with Emily since The Scare, and she's wicked fun, so that made tonight better. I also met this cool friend of Frankie's, named Andrew, apparently he goes to NEHS as well. Fun times.

But UGH. I found myself getting so mad at some of those kids guh lol. They just.. they listen, I guess, but to an extent, and I want to be encouraging and helpful, I know I'm only stage crew, but still, I mean.. damn. LOL. One kid ran across the stage when the curtains were open and I was like "omg no she didn't" lol. But oh well.

I dunno what happened to [info]remixed_.. anyone know? We were talking and I was sending him the clip of Justin on Ellen and then the transfer died, and I needed to reboot my comp anyway, but when I came back he wasn't on. I'll have to try and catch him tomorrow.

I want a pair of Green Chucks like Emily has to wear to Wicked on Sunday! ...

Speaking of..

ONE DAY BABY!!!!!!!!

I'm way past excited at this point. But if Idina doesn't perform I will be soooo incredibly devastated. And Dickie keeps saying we're not going to the stage door.. but I really wanna get a Playbill signed by some of the cast members (especially Idina) and.. I think he should let us go, I mean if it weren't for me (or rather my mom), they wouldn't be going at all. So we'll see I guess.

I'm hungry and our kitchen is like Mother Hubbard's Cupboard since my mom hasn't been to the store yet. She needs to get on it! lmao.

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Darren Hayes-Dublin Sky

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lOCKed.

as of right now my journal is friend's only and locked. i'm really, really satisfied with who's on my friend's list and i'm not really looking to add anymore people. everyone has a fair chance, so if you think we might get along, feel free to comment and maybe you'll get added back.

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DOUGIE

DOUGIE! 16. june 1. {gemini} HDG, maryland. loud. crazy. lovable. movie buff. smartass. theatre freak. say what I want. unedited. 11th grade. goober. on anti-depressants. semi-bipolar. lj lover. christina aguilera. sarah michelle gellar. christina ricci. carrie underwood. britney spears. justin timberlake. jc chasez. madonna. nsync. thongs on girls. ipods. red. post-its. dvd. music music music. buffy the vampire slayer. friends. the o.c. charmed. drew barrymore. jenna jameson. sandra bullock. beetlejuice. showgirls. dirrty. wants love, happiness, friendship, and stardom.

You don't know how long I have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight. You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight. But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown. Alone. Till now I always got by on my own, I never really cared until I met you. And now it chills me to the bone. How do I get you alone?

MY LAYOUT features the AMAZING CARRIE UNDERWOOD from American Idol 4. The graphics were made by ME and are © SNOOP DEK PRODUCTIONS 2004-2005.

THANK YOU to LIME LIGHT & CARRIE FANS for the amazing pictures. Component layout coding made with help from tutorials by pamelajoy. Extra component ideas, help, and coloring came from insecureblue. Lyrics are from "Alone" by Heart

SOUNDS
Heart
Heart - The Greatest Hits: 1985-1995
 
Cyndi Lauper
Twelve Deadly Cyns...And Then Some
 
Mariah Carey
The Emancipation of Mimi
 
Martine McCutcheon
Musicality
 
Garbage
Bleed Like Me
 
Christina Aguilera
Stripped
 
Various Artists
Cursed
 
Various Artists
Time After Time 2
 
Scissor Sisters
Scissor Sisters
 
Ryan Cabrera
Take It All Away
 
Kelly Clarkson
Breakaway
 
Darren Hayes
The Tension And The Spark
 
Sara Evans
Restless
 
JC Chasez
Schizophrenic
 
Geri Halliwell
Scream If You Wanna Go Faster
 
Boy George & Culture Club
At Worst...The Best of Boy George and Culture Club
 
My Chemical Romance
Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
 
Original Broadway Cast
Wicked
 
SIGHTS
The Incredibles
Widescreen Edition
more info 
Bella Loves Jenna
DVD Edition
more info 
The Masseuse
2-Disc Set
more info 
Friends
The Complete Ninth Season
more info 
Buffy The Vampire Slayer
All Seasons
more info 
The King of Queens
The Complete Second Season
more info 
Buffalo '66
DVD Edition
more info 
The Addams Family
DVD Edition
more info 
Death Becomes Her
DVD Edition
more info 
Van Helsing
Widescreen Edition
more info 
Charmed
The Complete First Season
more info 
OBSESSIONS
Christina Aguilera
MY girl; not yours; The Love Of My Life
 
BuffytVS
My show; true favorite; it's killer; 7 AMAZING years
 
Carrie Underwood
MY Farm Girl & MY American Idol
 
Sarah Michelle Gellar
SMG, my #2.5 girl haha
 
Jenna Jameson
The Queen Of Porn; An amazing woman.
 
Mariah Carey
Loved Her Since The 2nd Grade
 
J. Timbs
My idol.
 
Christina Ricci
I freakin love her; such a great actress
 
The O.C.
Obsess. Completely.
 
Friends
I'll be there for you; 10 Great Years - Friends Forever
 
Icons
It's a sick obsession.
 
Wicked
Tell 'em how I'm defying gravity.
 
Kate Beckinsale
Gorgeous woman; Amazing actress
 
Megan Hilty
My #3 girl; so cute, so sweet, the BEST Galinda
 
Martine McCutcheon
Beautiful actress and singer
 
The Simple Life
Paris & Nicole pebble my earth & they came here!
 
Nicole Richie
So fucking cute and hilarious
 
Britney Spears
Lil bit nutters, but I <3 her
 
LYRICAL CONTENT
"like a comet pulled from orbit, as it passes a sun; like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood; who can say if I've been changed for the better? but because I knew you, I have been changed for good"
++ kristin chenowith & idina menzel for good

"so if you care to find me - look to the western sky! as someone told me lately: everyone deserves the chance to fly! and if I'm flying solo, at least I'm flying free! to those who'd ground me take a message back from me; tell them how I am DEFYING GRAVITY! I'm flying high, defying gravity and soon I'll match them in renown. and nobody in all of Oz, no Wizard that there is or was is ever gonna bring me down!"
++ kristin chenowith & idina menzel defying gravity

"don't go away, my love (you're my love supply). I want you to stay in my life (every day, every night). don't go away, my love (you're my love supply). I need you, you're my love supply."
++ gwen stefani the real thing

"I know he knocks you off your feet. you're so bitter, you think he's sweet. well, he's wrong for you, I swear. did you forget to read the script? there was never a role for him. it was always you and me. just me."
++ beulah popular mechanics for lovers
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