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[22 Oct 2006|12:34pm] Very small, squatty man listening to "Play With Fire" really loudly on his headphones.  Starts doing his Mick impression that he's no doubt practiced. Cashier looks on. Man: "I am tired of people thinking I'm on drugs or drunk. I am just a rock and roll fanatic". Continues to swivel.. Highlight of the week. 4 talk!!| talktalktalk

[01 Oct 2006|10:50pm] If I could ask god any one thing, I think I would ask him if there really is a Loch Ness monster. because everyone else may ask what the meaning of life is etc...but I would be the only person in the world who knows for sure if there really is a beast in that water.   8 talk!!| talktalktalk

creating my own double standards [09 May 2006|10:44pm] getting caught smoking is a  pretty big deal around this house it seems. today I yelled "I don't have a dad, so shut up both of you", to Simon and Maria. oops.  see physically I still have a father (I think..) but that's pretty much it. it's nearing a year now, too bad eh.  I'm about to pop a few caffeine pills, pull an all nighter and get some of this work done that's been piling up, wicked fun. tomorrow I'll talk to him. tell him I'm not okay with what he's doing and saying and feeling and...being. I've begun to see this town in a whole new mind set, it takes a bit, to concentrate enough to step outside yourself (like actually actually leave your body and mind and see the island for the first time), I'm training myself, it's very confusing and frustrating but good. yesterday I looked at myself in a broken mirror and actually saw behind my eyes, into them. it was so scary. never doing that again. 5 talk!!| talktalktalk

[08 May 2006|02:42pm] I've come to terms with the fact that my father won't be seeing me graduate in june.  Grey's Anatomy makes me sob like a child, it's heartbreaking and once I get going I just think I might as well get it all out so I start to think of the most tragic things and really just sit on the couch alone in the dark at 1 am on a monday morning just feeling sorry for myself. if we were to ever have a burglar the site of me would surely frighten him so much he'd give up on trying to steal our...china? we've not got any fancy electronics or booze or drugs in this house, we've got a lot of old diamonds though, and fancy silverwear, it's just the way we are. 7 talk!!| talktalktalk

[07 May 2006|09:22pm]   how you go from a seventeen year old to a nearing forty year old I'll never know. I want it so badly to rain. it'd be perfect. gary went fishing today, and saleem left for good. just me just me. he asked if I'm mad, of course I am. he's ridiculous and why even bother if he's not going to talk? I'm not interesting he said, what's the big deal? I love the weather, talk to me about that. he needs specifics, I need to talk to him, specific, simple as that.  last night was bad. he sensed "doom", I got pissed. at two in the morning nicole calls me from some Bailey's (which I'm convinced was just some guy's seedy basement) screaming that Kevin was going to start singing the strokes for me. when I woke up three hours later for work for the life of me I couldn't tell if I had just dreamed that or if it actually happened. story of my life. she's got a new apartment, $1,400 a month, less than what she's doing now, and minus Jen so it's such a steal. we're going to buy a barbeque. 2 talk!!| talktalktalk

to make it all about myself [12 Nov 2005|12:26am] I fear I am far too simple for this complicated world. I love warm beds and the smell of old books. worn out shoes and lisa's chocolate soup(without the bread). kewpie dolls, my mummy's laugh, the sound skateboards make, and having good nails. I like the way people look at you when they're really listening to what you've got to say, when people say "thank you" and actually mean it, and dirty boys with good table manners. trying to express feelings when all you can manage is a few short words, because the passion is that strong it takes over your abilities to form comprehendable sentences, oh you know how it is. I like finding bits of beauty in this ugly ugly town (down by the river where the planes land), and girls that are so stunning you can't help but take an extra glance. I want to take the time to find the good in everything. I want to travel with just my camera and tambourine and make up my own Seven Wonders of the World, while drinking so much tea I won't know what to do with myself. I have unwavering hope for you, you and especially you. there will always be a spot in my heart for a certain libertine, and one day I'm going to live in a castle. And if you read all that, I want to add you. 41 talk!!| talktalktalk

[20 Aug 2005|10:22pm] Today a guy came into work with an English accent. I thought he was cute, so I gave him a free drink. The end. 5 talk!!| talktalktalk

[31 Jul 2005|05:55pm] [ music | Morrissey ] The other day while sliding keys down backs of counters, a Morrissey twin comes up and I fall dead in love. Really now. He was exact. And smart! And he laughed. I want to see him again. Nevermind that he was probably thirty years my senior...that does not matter! But it worries me because this one man, such a tease. And she is only young. Bastard, got her all wound up. Leaving in four days. To see my kiki I miss her so.She's going to bring me food. Fatten me up some more. Oh yes. A bum on your friends page. Lovely! ( hello boobies! ) He was good until he gave me the old "Are you sure you're not blonde?" line. Enough. Good bye sir. 8 talk!!| talktalktalk

[14 Jun 2005|09:19am] [ music | feist ] Sometimes I skip math class and stay at home to straighten my hair and look at old Priscilla Presley pictures. But whatever. She was[is] really hot. 1 talk!!| talktalktalk

[18 Apr 2005|05:49pm] -getting hopes up- talktalktalk

[24 Mar 2005|07:48pm] [ music | if you see her, say hello ] It is finally Spring Break. I could not be happier! We leave Monday morning, lots to do before then. I have to remember to get down to the camera shop. Why can I not remember to go? I've been loving Loretta Lux's work as of late. It's so charming and sweet.    ( +7 ) 'Golden Lights' by The Smiths reminds me so much of Peter. 12 talk!!| talktalktalk

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