happy valentines day.
it's a good thing that we celebrated it yesterday, otherwise today would suck.

we bitched at each other all morning (pms, you know)
and well he said something that hit me really hard.

--he said,
i feel bad
why?
well it's like you're not even trying to like indiana, it's like you're just waiting until we move back, waiting to be happy, and it makes me sad...


so needless to say; it's true.
i'm WAITING to be happy, simply because it's what i KNOW.
i don't know stuff around here.

i should try though, stop thinking with my head up my ass and open up to things and people that are different than me.


i got a job a chilis as a server/hostess
yep.


well, uhhh..that's it.