lemunchii

strength @ 2006-02-08T04:23:00

2006-02-08T09:25:27Z

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thats classic

2006-02-02T09:30:21Z

i quote from Mistress of the Dark by Sephera Giron

"And Johnny Depp is so hot, how could anyone not want to ride his ship?"

HAHAHA

that is so classic.
really.

strength @ 2006-01-25T13:35:00

2006-01-25T18:34:52Z

Happy New Year!

2006-01-02T02:07:47Z

2006

happy new year to you all!

have any resolutions?

mine is to lose 5 pounds. pretty reasonable!

strength @ 2005-11-22T01:55:00

2005-11-22T06:55:15Z

Time started: 0051 hours

Full Name: Jesseca Yvonne

Single or Taken: Taken

Sex: Hardcore.

Birthday: 1982

Sign: Cancer

Siblings: Not anymore...

Eye color: Green mostly

Shoe size: 6.5-7.5

Height: 5'3 3/4"

Innie or Outie: Innie

What are you wearing right now: grey pants with pink stripes, an aqua colored shirt that says "Escape to Jamaica" and a silver western style belt with teal stones.

Where do you live : Central Florida

Righty or lefty: Righty (tighty)

Can you make a dollar in change right now: yes, in a few different ways.

Relationships
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Who are your closest friends: Phan and Elise (and my mom too)

Do you have a BF or GF?: Yes, we've covered this.

Best place to go for a date: Bithlo

Stuff
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Where is your fav place to shop: the INTERNET!!!

Favorite kind of pants: Pale blue denim with slight fade, boot cut, extra low cut.

Colour: Aqua, clear, and black.

Number: 5 & 29

Girls Name: Irina

Animal: I'm going back to my roots and saying giraffes.

Drink: Iced raspberry mocha

Sport(s): Tennis, baseball, and extreme or unusual.

Fast-Food Place: Today, it's Burger King. Tomorrow it might be McD's or Taco Bell

Month: October

Movie: Thelma & Louise

Juice: Apple

Finger: Pinkies

Breakfast: Biscuits and gravy with bacon (LOTS) and hashbrown casserole

Favorite cartoon character: Jimmy Neutron

Have you ever
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Given anyone a bath: Yes

Smoked Cigarettes: Yes

Bungee Jumped: Nope, and won't

Made yourself throw-up: Yes

Gone skinny dipping: Hell yes, absolute freedom

Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Things don't freeze much here

Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yeah

Have you ever needed someone so much you can't sleep at night?: Are you hitting on me?

Broken a bone?: No

Played truth or dare: Yes

Been in a physical fight: Yes

Been in a police car: Yes, they ALL smell bad, take my word for it.

Been on a plane: Eh, sort of.

Come close to dying: Yes.

Been in a sauna: Yes

been in a hot tub: Yeah, they're gross.

Swam in the ocean: I live in florida... so no. *sarcasm*

Fallen asleep in school: That's what high school is all about!

Ran away?: Unfortunately, yes.

Broken someone's heart: I'm sure I have.

Cried when someone died: Yes.

Cried in school: Yes, and work, and everywhere else.

Fell off your chair: Yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: I never just sit waiting. I usually do something to pass the time.

Saved AIM conversations: For a little while.

Saved e-mails: Not usually.

Fallen for one of your best friends? No.

Made out with JUST a friend?: Yes

Used someone: I'm sure I have, it's human nature.

Been cheated on?: Maybe

What is...
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Your good luck charm: Uranus :D

Best song you ever heard: Um. I don't know.

What's your room like: Horrific, tiny, busy.

Last thing you said: "What'd she say?"

What is beside you: Mac N Cheese

Last thing u ate: Mac N Cheese! (Before that, chicken fries)

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Generic Biolage

Best thing that has happened to you this year: Getting the Eclipse

Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Drinking

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Chicken pox: I prefer chicken nuggets, thanks.

Sore Throat: Yes

Stitches: Yes

Broken nose: No

do you..
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Believe in love at first sight: Yes

Like picnics: Wouldn't know

Like school: Eh, I never used to when I was in hs.

What schools have you gone to: OE, DE, GM, E, DHS, DBCC, PACE

If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Phan, mommy, daddy, elise, and ff2l. And Kathy Reichs.

Who was the last person that called you: Um... *thinking hard* Phan

Who was the last person you slow danced with: Myself

What makes you laugh the most?: Goofy things, especially when I feel really tired.

What makes you smile?: Periods of reverie where I fantasize about things I'll probably never experience, like having a million dollars, having 3 wishes, things I wish I could draw or paint.

Last person..
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You yelled at: I don't know. I don't like me when I yell. :(

Who broke your heart: Phan.

Who told you they loved you: My mommy.

Is your loudest friend: Well, considering this section is supposed to be "the Last person" and the loudest person that used to be in my life was Chelle.

Do you/Are You:
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Do you like filling these out: I love it. It's a strange addiction. I know.

Do you wear contacts or glasses: Nope.

Do you like yourself: Eh, I like my personality. When I am in a good mood, I am so fantastic.

Do you get along with your family: I heart my family a lot.

Stolen anything over $50: Hm. I don't think any one particular item, but gathered together all at once, the total would surely have been much higher.

Obsessive? With certain things.

Compulsive? With certain situations.

Anorexic? No. I like pasta!

Suicidal? Thoughts, yes.

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How many people are you sending this to: however many read it.

What are you listening to right now?: nothing

What did you do yesterday: Went to BAM and got a book on astrological love.

Hated someone in your family: Probably.

Got any awards: A few that didn't mean much.

What car do you wish to have: Cadillac CTS, Cadillac XLR, Nissan 350z, 2006 Eclipse, Hummer

Where do you want to get married: outside

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: Where do I start? My weight, my boobzez, my teeth, the shape of my jaw, my fingers, and my voice (singing)

Good driver: I think so. Other people are scared.

Good Singer: Um. NO.

Have a lava lamp: No

How many remote controls are in your house: Several

Are you double jointed: No.

What do you dream about: Pools and natural disasters.

Last time you showered: This afternoon (around 2)

Last time you took a bath: After my shower, I ran a bath and shaved my legs.

The last movie you saw at the theatres: Prime

Scary or happy movies: Both

Chocolate or white: Dark. Dark. Dark.

Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: Dr. Pepper

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-o

Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla

Skiing or Boarding: Boarding

Summer or winter: Autumn

Silver or Gold: White gold

Diamond or pearl: Diamonds are a girls best friend.

Sunset or Sunrise: Sunrise

Sprite or 7up: Sprite

Cats or dogs: Plants.

Coffee or tea: Coffee. Duh.

Phone or in person: In person. For sure.

Indoor or outdoor: Outdoors.

End Time: 0136 hours.

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1. Ever been given a ring? Yes.

2. Longest Relationship? 3+ years.

3. Last gift you gave? A scented car thing

4. How many times have you dropped your cell? About a gazillion

5. Last sport played? Ten EYE

6. Things you spend a lot of money on: Cigarettes

7. Three things you ate last: Chicken fries, french fries, and Mac N Cheese

8. What you notice first about the opposite sex/same sex? General facial features

9. One favorite song? Broken Glass Syndrome

10. Where do you live? Central Florida

11. High school you attended: DHS

12. Cell phone service provider: Cingular.

13. Favorite mall store to shop in: Charlotte Russe

14. Longest Job held: DBCC

15. Do you own a pair of dice: If I empty the games, probably.

16. Do you prank call people: No

17. Last wedding attended: Kat's

18. First person you call if you won the lottery: MOMMY!!

19. Last time you attended church: Jesus, I don't have any idea.

20. Favorite fast food rest.: Differs from day to day, but I think it's Long John's

21. Biggest lie you've heard: That I was kidnapped and almost murdered.

22. Where do you work? Books-A-Million (Joe Muggs)

24. Can you cook? Yeah, not pancakes though.

25. What kinda car do you drive? An Eclipse GT

26. Best kisser? Your grandma! haha, no, Phani, def.

27. Last time you cried? Today, but only one tear.

28. Most hated food: Seafood

29. Thing you like most about yourself: My sense of humor

30. Thing you hate most about yourself: Everything else! haha

31. Have a secret you can't tell. Yeah.

32. Longest work shift worked: 16 hours.

33. Favorite movie? Thelma & Louise

34. Can you sing? Not a lick.

35. Last concert attended? TBS c/ FOB

36. Favorite Restaurant: Chili's

37. Last movie rented? Convicted

38. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Beer

39. Thing you never leave home without: Myself

40. Immediate vacation spot: Greece

41. Reason you did this survey: Because it's an addiction.

Do you have an air freshner in your car? NATM

Do you have plants in your room? No

If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? Cheerwine

Last piece of mail opened: My poetry thing

Does anything hurt on your body right now? My feet are fucking killing me.

What city was your last taxi cab ride in? Daytona to Deltona

If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave? hell no. that's fucked.

Do you own a picture phone? yeah

What were you doing at 9 pm last night? according to phan, watching a movie

What's your favorite Starbucks drink? iced raspberry mocha

Do you exercise as much as you should? no

Did you do the deed on prom night? Probably even though I didn't go to prom. I was probably licking your grandma's ass while you were pretending like u were going to... well, nm.

SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Something purple within 5 feet of you: A page marker

The sexiest item of clothing you own: do my shoes count?

Your nails were last painted: last night

The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave? ejaculatory liquids

How much Japanese do you know? none.

Do you look good in yellow? no

Do you sing? Yes, but not well.

Do you spit? well i dont swallow!

Is your hair long enough to chew on? YES!!!! HAHA!!

Least favorite color? brown.

Ever had Dippin' Dots? yes. peanut butter flavored.

Ever played an instrument? this one time at band camp...

Ever had a H2O massage? mmmm sounds nice

Do you believe in Big Foot: no

Ever been to a palm reader: not yet.

Have you had sex in your current car? no. and won't.

Did you have a good weekend? yeah. i guess i did.

Current yearning: rock hard..... rock candy

Have you ever had a black eye? only when my makeup runs!

How is today going for you? fine

Any plans for tonight? SLEEP!

Ever photograph something that was dead? your mom's pussy

Were you ready for Halloween? not particularly.

Do you find Smurfette sexy? nah.

Current disappointment: that my feet hurt so bad and my bladder is full.

strength @ 2005-11-16T15:30:00

2005-11-17T00:38:10Z

Which am I?

--Redneck--

1] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch? No.
2] Do you drive a four-wheeler? if we didn't sell ours *cries*
3] Do you ride four wheelers? of we dodn't sell ours *cries*
4] Do you like to get dirty? no
5] Do you like country music? yes
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? haha, yes
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? i wish.
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no

Total YES: 4

--Goth--

1] Do you wear black eyeliner? yes (but so do preps)
2] Is most of your clothing dark? yes
3] Do you think about death often? no
4] Do you want to die? no, not today
5] Are you a social outcast? nah
6] Are you pale? not in the pale sense, no.
7] Do you like Hot Topic? i like keychains
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? of course
9] Are you mean? no

Total YES: 3

--Skater/Punk--

1] Can you skateboard? no
2] Do you wear Etnies? no
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? no
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? no
5] Do you watch the x-games? no
6] Do you have any piercings? yes
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? eh, i don't love them
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts? yes
9] Have you called someone a poser? i don't think so?

Total YES: 2

--Prep--

1] Do you say the word "like?" Excessively? not excessively
2] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch? no
3] Do you pop the collar? HELL NO
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you? no
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen? who?
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? no
7] Do you like pop music? its not my favorite genre...
8] Do you want/have a little dog? kind of, but not in the sense of paris hilton. but at the same time, i dont want any pets.

Total YES : 0

--Hippie--

1] Is your hair long? no
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt? no
4] Do You want to save the animals? i dont want to kill them or be their savior
5] Do you think war is unneccesary? no
6] Is love essential in your life? not in a hippy way
7] Have you smoked pot? *cough*
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? not really

Total YES: 1

--Gangsta--

1] Do you act ghetto? HELL NOx2
2] Do you wear do-rags? HELL NO
3] Do you like hip-hop? not much
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world? no
5] Do you believe he's alive? no
6] Do you like afros? thats nappy
7] Have you ever said "fo-shizzle"? not realistically
8] Do you like to dance? not so much anymore
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit? don't know what that is

Total YES: 0

--Emo--

1] Do you cry often? no
2] Do you wear hoodies? yes
3] Do you like soft music? some, but i prefer somewhere in the middle closer to hard
4] Do people not understand you? no
5] Do you write your own songs? not anymore
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark? yes
7] Do you cut your hair? what? i get it trimmed?
8] Are you lonely? no
9] Is Ohio for lovers? no

Total YES: 2 (.5) if you count that i get my hair trimmed

--Surfer--

1] Do you surf? i wish
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round? i live in florida, so yeah.
3] Is your hair shaggy? no
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning? no
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts? yes
6] Are you tan? no
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now? no
9] Do you hate tourists? no, as long as they aren't bothering me.

Total YES: 2

--Geek--

1] Do you wear glasses? no
2] Do you get good grades? no
3] Do you use an inhaler? no
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes? no
5] Are you on the computer often? yes
6] Do you ever get picked on? no
7] Do you look forward to go to school? no
8]Are you shy around the opposite sex? no

Total YES: 1

apparently i'm a redneck

***************

Random answers from my iTunes

What do You think of me?
Dry Bristles (In Memory) :: Harsh and thoughtless?

Will I have a happy life??
World Go 'Round (No Doubt) :: I will live my life without really paying attention to it, it will all go by and not offer true happiness

What do my friends really think of me?
Ready (The Starting Line) :: I'm always changing

Do people secretly lust after me??
San Fransisco (Me First and the Gimme Gimmes) :: According to the lirics, people aren't lusting after me, but I'll be loved

How can I make myself happy??
We're All Thieves (Circa Survive) :: getting out of someone's life (I bet I can figure out who!)

What should I do with my life??
Bathwater (No Doubt) :: Stay away from people who can't love me

Why must life be so full of pain??
Worms of the Earth (Finch) :: Because even when we stand up to our fears, they seem to engulph us, we lose faith

How can I maximize my pleasure during sex??
Emily (Anadivine) *I love this song!!* :: Finding forgiveness and loving when people are gone

Will I ever have children??
The Abolition of Man (Thrice) :: If life weren't full of abandonment, addicts, and weapons

Will I die happy??
Stare at the Sun / acoustic (Thrice) :: if I find a miricle, a sign, if I close my eyes and believe

Can you give me some advice??
Going Numb (No Motiv) :: Don't be afraid to feel

Do you know where your children are?
A Green Desire (Dead Poetic) :: Falling in love

What do you think happiness is?
Waiting (Finch) :: Moving on from the things that hurt you

What's your favourite fetish?
New Beginnings (Finch) :: Being in pain emotionally, or doing it by myself?

***************

How are you feeling?
Alvarez (Funeral for a Friend) :: There are a lot of bad things going on, but I am still finding a way to be positive.

What is the purpose of life?
Responsibility (MxPx) :: Being responsible even when you don't feel like it.

What makes you cry?
Hostages (Dead Poetic) :: Reality; finding out that everything you believed in was all an image

What kind of book would be best for you?
The Weak and the Wounded (Silverstein) :: A story of seduction, lies, and love. A story of getting close to someone and being ripped apart.

How would/is your marriage (be)?
Paper Tigers (Thrice) :: Loving so much, but being so different that it doesn't work.

Your relationship with people is like:
Dannys Song (Me First and the Gimme Gimmes) :: Happy and free regardless of problems

Art in your home should make people feel:
Third Engine (Saves the Day) :: Something that represents freedom in life and love

The hardest thing in your life will be:
3 Libras (A Perfect Circle) :: Being oblivious to the obvious

You'll lose someone because:
Conquer the World (Die Trying) :: Because they didn't believe in me and tried to keep me down

Describe your addictions:
I Let Go (Eighteen Visions) :: Wallowing in misery

When you are alone, you feel:
Standing on the Edge of Summer (Thursday) :: That I am losing my life, there is no point in trying to be happy

Your dream place would be filled with:
Sixteen (No Doubt) :: Things that make me feel mature

How you feel about yourself:
Say Days Ago (The Used) :: I should be happier, but I feel the same as I used to.

***************

strength @ 2005-11-14T16:59:00

2005-11-14T22:08:33Z

oMg.

my feet are killing me.

*****

I'm going to tell you a story:

Once upon a time, there lived a psychotic girl who worked at a job that was awful.
That girl was me.
And on my first training day, I was one hour late because they told me the wrong
time. Fortunately for me, one other girl showed up at the same time. They told
her the wrong time, too. Apparently we were the only 2 in the WHOLE entire program
they told the wrong time to. We're talking a good 40 people here.

Well, it turns out that this girl was going into the SAME training as me. How bizarre.
Right? Well, we decided to chum up and be pals. Inside and outside work. It took a
mere day or so to figure out that this girl was pretty crazy. Simple as that. But for
some reason I hung out with her anyway.

She and her boyfriend were psychotic. For real. I can't even describe it. I don't know
how, but they were weird in a way that you don't feel good about at the end of the
day. I knew it was time to end our friendship. Well, she asked me to be her maid
of honor at her wedding. But I skipped out on all that and hadn't talked to her since.
That's been almost three years.

Go figure, today,my first day on the job (coincidence???), her husband comes in. I
was pretty sure it was him. I asked him. Positive. And he's still weird. And I hope
that he just somehow forgets he saw me and doesn't tell her.

*****

My feet are killing me.
Anyone want to give me a massage??!!
*cough*Phani*cough*

lemunchii

__strength__ @ 2006-02-08T04:23:00

thats classic

__strength__ @ 2006-01-25T13:35:00

Happy New Year!

__strength__ @ 2005-11-22T01:55:00

__strength__ @ 2005-11-16T15:30:00

__strength__ @ 2005-11-14T16:59:00

strength @ 2006-02-08T04:23:00

strength @ 2006-01-25T13:35:00

strength @ 2005-11-22T01:55:00

strength @ 2005-11-16T15:30:00

strength @ 2005-11-14T16:59:00