well things have been ok. i guess, although im missing brenton like crazy. :( his friend zach likes me. hes nice and i like him. but i want brenton. i still love him to death. and it just so happens that him and chrissy broke up. so maybe we have a chance to get back together. who knows? but i hope we do cause i cant go on much longer not being with him. its tearing me apart inside. idk what to do. ill write more later.