so, things have been good lately. being with brenton is well, amazing. i love him to death, if it wasnt for him being in my life lately, i dont know. this weekend was hectic but fun. well, my singing lessons were caneled on friday, so i got to spend more time with my baby on friday. and then saturday i had work in the morning, blah. but saturday night was a blast. me, baby, lisa, todd, corey, kristy, sam, and some other kid watched the show at tj's bar. so anyways, then sunday, was boring at first.. kar, chud, and khris wanted me to go to pizza hut, but i didnt, i wanted to spend more time with my baby, plus i wanted to see him get his 2nd tattoo. but after that he took me to kar's. the night was going great, we headed out to khris's house to grab some shit, and so we took his truck from there and went 4wheeling in peoples yards (i guess thats what you would call it. lol.) but then joseph called, i didnt awnser. he kept on calling cause he knew i was with kar and them, (just to start). but then chud and them got ahold of my phone, and they got into it. next thing i know, we're on our way to meet up with him. so we got there, me and joseph started getting heated up (fighting.) then chud and him fought. all i sawl was chud hook joe in the face and joe go down. i stopped watching. i couldnt take it. all i rememer was that, and me hitting the ground. i mean, me and joseph have been through a great deal of shit, and i mean, no matter what has happened between us, nobody wants to see that kind of shit happening to someone who was in there life for such a long period of time. it hurts, alot. and joe has always been a big part of my life for the past year and a half, but its not like that anymore, im always gunna care for him, but its changed. brenton means the world to me. if he didnt come for me lastnight after that happened, i dont know what i wouldve done. then today, i found out my uncle is in the hospital, and hes not doing good. so.. i dont know. other than that, lifes pretty good. theres not alot to complain about.. so. i dont know what else to write. ima get goin now..
Brenton I love you baby. You mean everything to me timesss moreeee! I cant wait to spend the rest of forever with you sweetheart. YOUR AMAZING! &&& I loveee youuu tooo deathhh! i do. i really do.
When a guy would rather spend his
Friday night laying on the couch next to you,
Watching a movie && falling asleep,
&& that's his idea of a good time
&& he'll do it again next week,
That definitely means something<333