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The time has come where I've gotten bored with my LJ name. I made a new LJ:
http://www.livejournal.com/~vanillax
OR
 vanillax
So, I've added all of you... just add me back. And yes, it will be friends only... I think, so you better add me just in case I decide to make it friends only <33 |
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| Friends only <333 |
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| 08:36pm 15/06/2004 |
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los amigos sólo
les amis seulement
Freunde nur
gli amici soltanto
Vrienden enkel
os amigos só
друзья только
venner bare
朋友仅仅
朋友僅僅
Yeppp, you got it... friends only.
Comment or add me if you wanna be added <333
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| Home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight... |
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| 03:19pm 13/06/2004 |
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mood:  bouncy
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The dance was okay. I won a CD player for the raffle thing, and they played good music. He was staring at me...I don't know if that means anything.
FonZ's party was great. Jon, Ashley, and I were against Chrissy, karen, and Ocho in this weirdo game of monkey in the middle that involved me and Ashley like..raping Jon and trying to spike his hair. He looked really hot and he was warm. So Ashley, Chrissy and I were hugging him. And then Chrissy, Ashley, and I were attacking him...it was really fun. I took pictures of FonZ and Nikki and everyone else so maybe I'll post them.
Memegens....are...fun.
| __starlite's LJ stalker is __unperfect! | | __unperfect is stalking you because you made a nasty comment on their LJ. They are also mentally deranged! |
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| Oh my god. |
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| 09:34pm 05/06/2004 |
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xox j e s s 9: i am watching the inside of my eyelids.
nitemare x wings: cool
xox j e s s 9: did i type that right?
xox j e s s 9: i cant see
nitemare x wings: yes
nitemare x wings: YAY
xox j e s s 9: OMG I CANT EE
nitemare x wings: YOU CAN'T EE?
nitemare x wings: OMG!!!!!!!!!!
nitemare x wings: CALL THE HOSPITAL!
nitemare x wings: JESS CAN'T EE!
xox j e s s 9: I am cracking up
xox j e s s 9: cuz I can ee now
nitemare x wings: =-O
nitemare x wings: cancel that order George
nitemare x wings: don't need popcorn now
nitemare x wings: no show cuz the ambulence isn't coming
nitemare x wings: ....Jess can ee again
xox j e s s 9: woooooooo
nitemare x wings: I wanna know
xox j e s s 9: I am happily eeing ever after
nitemare x wings: how am I so hyper
nitemare x wings: if all I ate today was cheerios and all I did all day was sit here, watch tv, and work on my regents thing
nitemare x wings: hmmmmmmmm
xox j e s s 9: .........
xox j e s s 9: .........
xox j e s s 9: ...........
xox j e s s 9: ..........
xox j e s s 9: ........
xox j e s s 9: .........
xox j e s s 9: .......
xox j e s s 9: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
...I am eeing.
nitemare x wings: .....dots....
xox j e s s 9: IM EEING LEAVE ME ALONE
xox j e s s 9: NOW!
nitemare x wings: k
nitemare x wings: bye
nitemare x wings signed off at 9:30:51 PM.
xox j e s s 9: no!
Previous message was not received by nitemare x wings because of error: User nitemare x wings is not available.
nitemare x wings signed on at 9:31:31 PM.
nitemare x wings: hehehe
xox j e s s 9: ee.
nitemare x wings: GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
nitemare x wings: .........hello, Mr. Block Button
nitemare x wings: how are you doing on this fine evening/night/morning?
nitemare x wings: I think I need your help
nitemare x wings: .................................................................................
nitemare x wings: no wait I don't
xox j e s s 9: guess what?
xox j e s s 9: Mr Block Button says you have change his life with your wonderful caring and loving
xox j e s s 9: no...wait...
xox j e s s 9: he's just screwing with ya
xox j e s s 9: *Mr. Block Button grabs chainsaw*
nitemare x wings: and dances.....
xox j e s s 9: and then the president opens the door...and mr block button becomes dysfuncitonal...i mean unfunctional...
xox j e s s 9: ....
xox j e s s 9: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xox j e s s 9: I am eeing.
nitemare x wings: stop!!!!!!!!!!!!
xox j e s s 9: ee?
xox j e s s 9: like shnee? or pee? or flee? or ashlee? or meef? heehee
nitemare x wings: STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xox j e s s 9: okay Ill stop
nitemare x wings is away at 9:37:16 PM.
xox j e s s 9: but in my heart, I will always be eeing happily ever after.
never...ever..go to a sleepover and eat lotsa sugar all night. and never, ever talk to Ashley when you and her are sugar high. Better yet, don't talk to Ashley at all.
xox j e s s 9: is ashley telling you that I cant ee anymore?
soccerfreak2day: yes
xox j e s s 9: OMG SHES A LIAR
xox j e s s 9: I SO CAN!
soccerfreak2day: nono
soccerfreak2day: she said that u were goin eee an it was annoyin
xox j e s s 9: heh heh hehO:-):-P
soccerfreak2day signed off at 9:40:14 PM.
and never talk to Jon when you're sugar high, he won't care. |
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| 04:18pm 05/06/2004 |
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type your username with your:
nose: --starlite
elbow: --starlite
tongue: --starlite
chin: --statewluite
feet: --starlite
eyes closed and one finger: --starlirw
back of your hand: --s6tarlite
palm: --starliyte
mouse: --starlite
wrist: --starlitee |
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| Maybe we can make it if we're heart to heart... |
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| 02:11pm 05/06/2004 |
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mood:  cheerful
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Went to Mays Field yesterday...it was fun, we had a waterfight with the school water bottles. Then after we got back to school, Billy was looking at the pictures I had in my planner and he was like holding my hand for a couple seconds. <333
Then last night me, Chrissy, Ashi, Christina, Michelle, Christina, Can, and Kelly all went to Carly's for a 'review' sleepover. It was great, everyone except Chrissy, Christina, and Kelly slept over. We watched Scary Movie 2 and 3, they were funny. Then we ate lotsa sugar and were really hyper.
Take this quiz...and answer HONESTLY:;
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I died:
I asked you to help:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Hehehehe... |
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| Sit on the street watchin heat from the pavement... |
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| 09:29pm 02/06/2004 |
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mood:  crazy
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Kelly came over after school today..we did her project. She has to come back tomorrow so she can finish in time. It's so amazingly funny to watch us all dance around looking like complete idiots. YAY for us...
I actually went to swimming tonight. I found out heart-breaking news...COACH TY HAS A GIRLFRIEND. I was sitting out and I was crying and Chrissy asked what was wrong and I told her...and we were crying together. Which means that since he was staring at us at the banquet, he was cheating on his girlfriend. But he still has a girlfriend. GRR. (Note to anyone that isn't Chrissy; I'm not really in love with Coach Ty, since he is my principal's son and coaches a swim team.) Swimming was fun I've gotten a lot better. Yay!
The 1st part of the social studies test was pretty easy, but tomorrow I have to write an essay...ohmygod. I shall fail. See you in AIS! |
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| This city air chokes me today; more than it ever has before... |
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| 04:21pm 01/06/2004 |
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mood: good
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Ashi's memegen makes me laugh...hard. :D
I WANT HIM TO LIKE ME. I'm still a hopeless romantic. Woot! I want his screen name...I'll ask him tomorrow. My brother has a concert tonight and so does Ashi's brother so we'll prolly go...yay. Tomorrow and Thursday we have SS tests then Friday we have Science tests...time to fail. After the science test we get to go to a picnic. And he'll be there. Ohmygod... |
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| Happy Memorial Day... |
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| 01:17pm 31/05/2004 |
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mood:  anxious
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Well, today is Memorial Day. What a boring day. Ashley and Carly can't come over cuz they actually have lives, and it's prolly too cold to go swimming. If the pool is even ready. Oh well..at least we have school tomorrow! I still have to do my WHOLE review packet...uh-oh... |
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| I'm dying to explain my heart to you now.. |
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| 09:29pm 30/05/2004 |
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I haven't really updated in a long time. Dunno why. Well, I'm no longer confused and I really do like...Billy (9). I don't really like TJ anymore..he's been really annoying through this whole thing. All he can talk to me for is if one of my friends tell him to or if he needs something. Kelly said he only liked me cuz 'I have a nice body,' as she puts it. She's prolly right, she usually is...that and he liked me before he'd really talked to me. My life is so pathetic. Oh well..maybe things will work out better with Billy. I'm so pathetic, why do I like him? Well, I guess like FonZi says, you can't control how you feel.
On Friday I went to Kelly's house with Michelle, Sam, Emily, and Carly. Then Michelle, Carly, and I slept over. It was fun, we played manhunt in Kelly's huge basement and hung out in the new part of her house. Her house is like a freakin mansion.
Today and yesterday I went to the mall. I got a bikini for the trip at the end of the year and a whole bunch of other cool stuff. I don't know why I had to go both days. Oh well, it was fun.
On Wednesday and Thursday we have the Social Studies state tests. Going to fail. And then on Friday I have Science state tests. Going to fail that too. After our science tests we have the picnic though. That should be a good chance to talk to Billy. Is it pathetic that I'm so obsessed so soon? Then next Friday is FonZi's party! I can't wait, it's gonna be really fun.
I'm falling for you, falling for you, I fell for you.. |
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| c'est la vie... |
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| 09:56pm 29/05/2004 |
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| 07:35pm 26/05/2004 |
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I'm such a hopeless romantic. I have these visions of everything working out so perfectly, and all these thing's I'd say to you if I could. But I know I can't, you'd never let me. And everyone says I have a chance with you, but I don't think so. You're too preoccupied, you have a million other girls who would do anything you want. And I just don't think I'm the kind of girl you'd even consider. You're definitely the closest thing to perfect, but the farthest thing from me. I'd love to be your everything. But nothing ever works out the way it's planned. I know I should try to be optimistic but it's so, so hard when nothing's going right and everything's a mess. You're the words that come out easy, And I am speechless at best. Your star; it seems to shine above the rest. You're the face before the cameras, The smile i'd like to earn. The closest thing to perfect, In a hollywood to burn. You're the beauty that is deeper, Than eyes can merely see. The closest thing to perfect. But the farthest thing from me. You're the dream that hasn't ended, And I'm still anxious for rest. Your words they seem to hang above my head. You're the bud before the flower, Unfurls into full bloom. Captivating beauty, But it maybe all too soon. You're the song that writes a story, But leaves a lot to read. The closest thing to perfect, But the farthest thing from me. And like I really deserve a chance to, Sit across the table, And tell you that I think you're wonderful. And I think you're something special. I guess this is my only chance to, Say I wish I knew you, Because I'm sure you're wonderful, If I'd get to know you. But I don't think I'd ever know if you'd like me or not, because I always get so afraid of you. You have no idea how hard it is to just start a conversation..and you know so much about me and I know so little about you. You knew who I was with and you even asked when we broke up, like you cared. But do you? Or is it just who you are to be nice to everyone and anything. Because that's a reason I like you. And I wish for everything to go right, and I wish for you to see me and like me for who I really am. All your friends always laugh at you for being so so smart. But is it that they're jealous? Because I know I am, to an extent. I wish I could be just as dedicated and smart as you. But I could never be as good as you or almost as good. I just can't. And people are so superficial these days and they can't see anything than what people look like and how far they'll go. Are you just like them? I know I'm not pretty or cool, like your friends that are girls but I'm sure that you're not the one that normal people like because you're hot, and I don't know who else likes you. I'm not normal. And I like you because of who you are, not what you look like. I wish that this one thing could just work out well and have a happy ending, like the fairy tales we read so much about when we were just little kids. And I know that I should talk to you more, but it's just so hard to think of what to say. Because you can never like me for me if you don't know me. But how did I fall for you so quickly? Why you? You're not like any other guy I've ever had on my mind all the time before. And that's why I like you. Because you're different and amazing and you don't care what others think of you. And I totally admire you for it. Damn. I'm such a hopeless romantic..... |
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| 04:39pm 25/05/2004 |
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Horoscope:;
Travel will be on your mind, but you should be sure that you've got all your work up-to-date. You can meet potential new mates, but make sure that they aren't already committed to someone else. Think about the meaning of your life today.
Libra is an Air sign.
You are a charmer, always a popular addition to any social situation, you enjoy meeting new people and getting to know them. You are also good at settling disagreements between others. You have a gift of tact in that you know when you are about to put your foot in your mouth, and you withdraw. You are highly relationship oriented, and you like to have a lot to do with people as opposed to a little. Arty persuits make you happy.
Planetary Ruler: Venus
Compatible Star-Signs: Gemini, Aquarius, Leo and Sagittarius.
Libra Gemstones: Peridot, Chysolite, Orange Citrine, Diamond
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Idea stolen from dan_the_treeman
J - Jack Off Jill
E - Evanescence
S - Smile Empty Soul
S - Simple Plan
I - Incubus
C - Creed
A - AC/DC
A - American Hi-Fi
N - New Found Glory
N - Nina Sky
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| 06:36am 25/05/2004 |
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He started yelling at me the other day for no reason. I guess he thinks the easiest way to 'get over me' is to be mad, and even though he said he's sorry I'm still annoyed..that and he doesn't talk to me in school; it seems to me like he doesn't even wanna stay friends like he said he did. I guess I'm really annoyed at that; dunno why. Grr.
Only certain people will get this..but I am afraid there will be a number 9 at some point in time. Like today. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO DARN NICE?! I have no chance even though everyone thinks I do..but STILL! So now it's 9 and 4. Maybe, still haven't decided.
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