Ashlie

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 00:19:00 GMT

*sigh* I can't take this shit anymore, but there is nothing I can do... I want to fix this all and make everyone live happily ever after, but I can't this is beyond my control and I hate that so much. I don't want them to loose each other and I will do everything in my power to make sure they don't. All we have is 3 more months we just have to stick it out and keep reminding ourselves that 3 months isn't that long of a time... but god it feels like forever.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 01:40:42 GMT

What an eventful day. I broke my finger and the cops came to my house twice... I am so stressed, tired, pissed and worried. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so confused. Everything sucks, but I know it will get better.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 18:12:32 GMT

Well let me update you all on what has been going on. I have talked to a few friends: Heather, Kyle, Rivers and Laura. We have all decided to get an apartment together, well actually what we were looking into was a townhouse in Ashley Run. We went last week and looked at an apartment there because all the townhouses were occupied. The apartment was really nice, Kristen the lady who showed us around said that after everyone moves out of any apartment/townhouse they paint the walls and they get new carpet. The kitchen comes with all new appliances and a really nice marble top counter. We all really liked it. So I think that is what we are going for. The townhouse will be available in July and that is when we planned on moving in so it was perfect. The only thing is I wont be 17 until November so I am going to have to pay rent until then so they will hold my room for me, but I don't care I really need a place to live. Plus I know I can live with Heather, Kyle and Rivers, but I'm not sure about Laura she is kind of annoying. I am hoping her and Rivers will break up before July. I mean rent would be a little higher, but I would rather pay more and not have conflict in the house then have some annoying bitch live with me. Anyways I am really excited because I am finally getting out of this house. w00t w00t! Oh and also my mom and I have talked and well she said she will match me on whatever amount of money I save for a car. So my goal is to save at least $3,000 so I can get a decent car to drive. I have 2 years and 7 months to save up the money so that's not all that bad. I have been really happy lately and I really hope things stay the way they are for awhile.

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Fri, 08 Apr 2005 03:54:18 GMT

Well things are going good I think, but everything is really weird. I'm not sure how to actually put it all in words. I'm just like WHOA... I mean my life just took a VERY dramatic turn and I'm not too sure what to do about it. I'm so confused right now. I have no idea what the future has waiting for me, but for some reason I'm worried. I am possibly starting to go back to school after summer break and all. There is no fucking way I am going to Norcross though I hate it there. I'm thinking of going to Phoenix in Lawrenceville with Heather and Kyle. Oh and I am going serious job hunting starting Monday, because I have to get up off my lazy ass and do something. Ugh! My life is starting now dammit. I have to grow up and take on responsibility. GOD!!! This sucks! I just want to stay 16 forever.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 07:16:26 GMT

The time is 3:11
...dick suckin' in the auto.

Spring Break so far equals: BAD ASS!!!

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 09:44:08 GMT

Well I'm back to livejournal.