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June 2nd, 2009
10:24 pm - I Will
"I Can't Stop" listenign to Mozella. I can't figure outhow I ever forgot about this album. It's amazing. Track after aftert track of perfectin. haha.
and I am now a senior.
Current Music: say it aint so-mozella
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April 9th, 2009
01:50 pm - something to believe in
You talk too much.
Maybe that's your way of breaking up the silence that fills you up
But it doesn't sound the same when no one's reallylistening Reach for a hand to hold and any wonder we need to find a certain something, certain. I've gotta find a reason.
Just scratching around for something to believe in.
~aqualung~
Current Location: car in puertorico
Current Music: best not to think about it by athlete
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March 17th, 2009
05:55 pm - Mad Girl's Love Song
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
Current Music: Hosanna by the Soweto Gospel Choir
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March 5th, 2009
07:20 pm - Writer's Block: Chatty
Althouh I think it's very important to have actual face to face conversations and if not that telephone conversations I much prefer texting. I'm extremely awkward and I really can only call someone if I have an actual intent whereas with text messages I can have a random conversation about absolutely nothing. also with text messages there are no awkward "ummm...uhhh....." and silences. So for me I'll take text messaging.
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March 3rd, 2009
10:20 am - Writer's Block: More Island Time
1.Naughts and C.rosses by Malorie Blackman
2.Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
3. The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen
4.Your Own Sylvia by Stephenie Hemphill
5. The Alchemist by Paolo Coelho
Current Music: knock knock by lenka:)
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February 11th, 2009
06:55 pm - broken strings
Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late
Current Location: dining room
Current Music: james morrison&nelly furtado
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January 28th, 2009
09:56 am - everything'll be alright (will's lullaby)
"I wanted to run to him but my legs wouldn’t move
I wanted to scream his name but my voice was gone I wanted to see him but it was so dark I wanted to hold his hand and know he wasn’t leaving I wanted to feel his heartbeat like before but I was just so numb" Even when I'm at my worst and I feel, scared, alone, and hopeless, Amidst my tears, rants, fear, and loneliness, I think of everything I have and all the love in my life and I know I'm never ever going to be alone ad I shouldnt feel hopeless. I just know everything'll be alright. It may not be right away and it may feel as though there is absolutely no light at the end of the tunnel; but there is and I'm getting closer to it by the day.
Current Location: my bed
Current Music: mr. joshua radin
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January 14th, 2009
12:18 pm - take my hand we're treading water...nobody knows where is it she goes...
I couldn’t keep my feet on the ground I was losing all my balance and I started to fall You reached out your hand and I was too scared to take it that’s when I started to cry because I knew I would fall I knew I would hit the bottom and no one could catch me No matter how much they wanted to.
Current Music: porcelain fists ingrid michaelson
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January 11th, 2009
10:16 am - Writer's Block: From A to Z
amazing
brilliant
comical
dedicated
energetic
fantastic
genius
hopeful
insomniac
joyous
karmabeliever (it's one word)
loving
musical
neurotic
obsessive
patient
quarrelsome
reader
sunshine
thespian:)
understanding
vampire
writer
yellow:))
zimbabwean
off to do my world lit paper and my prescribed title(two 1200 words essays) and my ib history project(partayy)
Current Music: damien rice
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January 1st, 2009
03:14 pm - horoscope for the year
Annual Horoscope2009The focus for Virgo, this year, is on developing creative endeavors to better serve mankind as a whole. Your socially independent nature will attract wonderful new people into your life and you will gain more chances to expand your circle of friends. Your self-discipline will help you accomplish great things in your life. As you passionately create, and brilliantly express, the earthy practical ideas that are abundantly flowing through you, your focus shifts to communicating your talents more publicly. Take advantage of the opportunities that present themselves to you. You enjoy organizing and monitoring fundraising events that promote fresh ideas. Changes in your personal identity will prompt you to be more engaged in self-development and participate in new physical activities. Your home environment will be influenced by all the changes you are experiencing, and reflect the happiness you flourish with beauty and creativity. The new you may be attracting an intimate relationship that provides the nourishment you need to keep your balance in the face of change. By the end of the year, you may feel more interested in settling down and enjoying luxury and comfort -- it's the perfect time for passionate weekend getaways.
After waltzing to a twenty minute composition( I only danced for about twelve of the twenty) I can say I waktzed into 2008. It was a great New Year's Eve and a good start to the year. It may have been better without the headache I woke up with and without the throwing up last night but all in all I'm happy and this will be a good year. No matter what anyone else has to say about it 2009 will kick some major ass!
<3<3<3
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