SEMI-CHARMED KINDA LIFE

For Verm

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 18:04:05 GMT

Sun, 09 Mar 2008 00:50:37 GMT

Do I have anyone on my friends list that is from Canada and gets this channel called Slice?

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:49:20 GMT

Verm sent me my sister's myspace. We have so much in common it's almost scary. It was kinda nice, but then kinda sad. The only thing that makes me really sad about not speaking to my dad is the fact that I may never get to know my sisters. In my mind they are still kids...when in reality Meagan just started college and Sarah is finishing high school soon. I would like nothing more than to have a relationship with them. Especially now...

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 05:03:32 GMT

I can't sleep. My buzz wore off about an hour ago and now I can't make my mind stop running a mile a fucking minute. I can't get this sick knot out of my stomach. I can't stop feeling mad as hell. I can't stop crying. I just can't...understand.

I haven't changed. Or maybe I have. In the past I wouldn't have stood for any of this. I wouldn't have just sat back and watch my friend slowly drift away. I wouldn't have kept my mouth shut for so long. I wouldn't have been afraid of being honest because I didn't want to lose a friend. Because in the end, it happened all the same.

We can talk if you feel you have more to say. But in all honesty, I'm afraid to. I'm pretty sure I know how it's gonna go. I don't fit into this new life of yours. I get that. Well, I don't really. Personally I think it's pretty lame. I believe that friends are just as important as lovers. I believe that you are taking me forgranted. And I believe that one day you are going to need me. There's more I'd like to say...but I'm not sure if it really matters anymore.

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 13:00:22 GMT

And the fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world
On the other side of the world
You're on the other side of the world to me

Tattoo!

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 16:57:40 GMT

I got a new tattoo...Friday...on my foot. It's not exactly what I wanted but it's still cute. It hurt like hell. My last one didn't hurt that bad. This one hurt so bad! But anyway...took a picture with my cell.

I'm growing...

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 18:34:13 GMT

I am having a good day today. I feel all kinds of grown-up. I went to STCC and registered for my classes. I got everything I wanted...except I have to take 3 classes instead of 4 because I'm on acedemic probation from the last time I went there. (2 years ago.) But I think I can test out of a stupid computer class that I don't wanna take because it would be so boring and useless. So that will be like my 4th class. I'm taking 2 classes online and 1 saturday class. It starts at 9am...which isn't horrible and I never get to sleep in anyway. And it's just English Comp 2...so it's a cake walk.

I'm really excited to go back to school. I'm gonna do good this time. I'm gonna...I have to. Hopefully after 2 years...I'll be done and I can squeeze all the classes I have to take at Westfield State (11) into one year. Then I'll have my BA and I'll be done. Unless I get really ambitious and decide to get my master's. We'll see about that...

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 04:08:42 GMT

I'm supposed to post more. So here I am...posting.

I don't like living alone. I've decided that. It's nice during the day...to have my space...but at night it's creepy. I don't like it.

Verm and I are going on a real grown-up vacation! Hopefully in May we are gonna go to the Bahamas...the Atlantis resort. You know...that super cool place in that Mary-Kate and Ashley movie. Every since we were little teeny boppers we've wanted to go there. And now...we are. YAY!

Can I just say that I have a strange obsession with Seth Rogan (from Knocked Up). I can't explain it...but I can't stop it either.

D I S N E Y !

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 16:56:28 GMT

I'M GOING TO DISNEY IN 7 DAYS!!!

I've been dying to go again since I went in April. And I found a way to go...so I'm going. In 7 days! I got an awesome deal. Especially on the plane tickets. And we got reservations for all the character meals that we wanted. Pretty good for booking a last minute trip. And we get to stay at a different resort than last time. Pop Century. I'm so excited. Mostly to see all the Christmas stuff. And go to the Very Merry Christmas Party. I love Disney. I know...big nerd.

OH! And I got a new baby kitty. Ruby. She's a 3 month old silver tabby. And she's really cute. I'll post a picture later.

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 14:36:23 GMT

So Halloween is over...which means the Christmas stuff is coming. Really it's already here. On TV, in stores. I'm sure the mall will start hanging the decorations and playing the music really soon. My point is...Christmas is coming! This year I'm really excited about it and I'm not sure why. I wanna start my shopping like right now. Which is not normal because I'm very last minute. But anyway...Verm gave me her Christmas list. Now it's my turn. And I'm bored at work so I put far more work into it then necessary. But anyways...here goes:

DVD's

PURSES

Lexington Halp Flap Handbag and Lexington Slim Clutch (both in Black) from Guess.com

Sicily Mini Dr. Satchel and Sicily Checkbook Wallet (both in Coal) from Guess.com

FOR MY ROOM

OR
IPod Pillow (in Pink or Purple) from Sears or JCPenney

AND
French Memo Boards (Horozontal and Vertical) from Bed, Bath, and Beyond

AND
"DREAM" and "IMAGINE" signs from Kohl's

No Boundaries Iridescent Beaded Window Curtain (4 Panels) from Walmart.com

Spaghetti Strand Lamp (in Turquoise) from Walmart.com

MISCELLANEOUS

Monopoly Here And Now from Target, Walmart, Toys R Us

SanDisk 12-in-1 USB 2.0 Card Reader from Best Buy

Table Mate II from Target, Sears, Dick's, or Walgreen's

Updated: November 13th, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 14:19:04 GMT

I was cleaning out my computer files and I found these surveys that I filled out and never posted here. I think Jess posted them a while ago...and I finked them from her.

SURVEY #1

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
God...I have many scars. There are a bunch on my knees...one from and nail incident...one from my very first day of kindergarden. I fell a lot. I was clumsy.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A cute little shelf...little white box thingys...a hole. (I like to throw things when I get mad...oops)

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Pink...pretty.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Lots. Whatever sounds good to me.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
9:19...but I can never remember if it was in the AM or PM.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Many things...

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
High school...as pathetic as it sounds.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My concert photos and autographs. Especially ones of the Backstreet kind.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
I like the way a guy smells right after he gets out of the shower...

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Not so much.

11. IF YOU DIED TOMARROW?
I dunno...a few people would miss me. (And I can't help myself...T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W.)

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Everyone...and no one in particular. Sometimes a girl just needs to cry.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Goddess, Miami Glow, and So Pink

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Whatever...I do like when a guy has just enough hair and the base of his neck to twirl aroundmy finger.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Someplace private. In bed.

16. DO YOU WATCH PORN?
Not often...but I'm seen one or two.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I dunno...I'm sure I did though.

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
I can say like 5 words in Spanish and I know how to say one swear in Italian.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
I could be really cheesy and say my mom gave my the gift of life...but I won't. I think the first thing I can remember is this little reddish-brown teddy bear...and a baby doll in a basket.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yeah...

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
You're asking me?

30. WRITE A NUMBER FROM 1 TO A 1000?
753

31. BLONDE, REDHEAD, OR BRUNETTE?
Depends...

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
There are a few...Verm, Tausha, mom

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Lots of things.

34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Working...bleh.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Boobs...chin...tummy.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Cause I'm bored.

42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
Lots of diffent combos. Sometimes just cheese. Sometimes combination. Sometimes ham and pineapple. And sometimes chicken and brocolli.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Drink illegally?

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
That's so far away...I dunno.

45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
Be very, very afraid?

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yep...my uncle Brooks. He gave me my middle name.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Sometimes.

48.WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Pinkys are cute.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
It's been about a week...at least.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeah...it's ok. I hate the way I write my last name. My first name comes out so nice...then my last name comes out so messy. So I just scribble my name now.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Tons...

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Good lord there are so many...so, so many.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I dunno.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
I have a big mouth...yes.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Cry and/or yell. Sometimes I throw things.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Work? I dunno.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No.

61. WHAT CLASS IN SHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
Trig...stupid most useless class I ever took.

62. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
__semicharmed @ LJ.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeah.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Close to one...but never in one.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Honesty, attraction, connection.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Cait. Caity. Caity-B.

67. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yes.

68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
I don't like shoes...I live in sandals. Even when it snows. I hate shoes.

69. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
I hope so.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Cookies and Cream.

71. What is your sign?
Cancer.

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Pink...just pink.

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
I still have all four...although I've been told they are all going to be impacted...so I'm looking forward to that.

74. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
If I told you...you would laugh.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Sure why not. It'll give me something to read.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The Perishers. Let There Be Morning.

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
BLT

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Someone from work.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
The more I answer this question the more I realize...it's really nothing in particular. Just the first thing that stands out.

80. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON THAT POSTED THIS?
Jess is the shit.

81. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
Peachy.

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Soda...no matter how bad it is for me.

83. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Parrot Bay and Pineapple Juice.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Ummm...baseball?

85. HAIR COLOR?
Right now...dirty blonde. It'll change soon though I'm sure.

86. EYE COLOR?
Blue.

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Yeah...they make me smart. Or at lease look smart.

88. SIBLINGS?
3. A brother and 2 sisters. I'm the oldest.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
July

90. FAVORITE FOOD?
Stuffed Chicken.

91. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The Guardian??? No...no I watched like 5 movies at a time on Sunday on tv. It was a lazy day.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
I dunno.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Usually.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring and fall.

95. HUGS OR KISSES?
Kisses.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Nothing too serious...but nothing too fleeting.

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Whoever is bored enough.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
People who have better things to do.

99. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Monopoly. I always win.

100. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Nothing...I wasn't home.

SURVEY #2

1. FIRST NAME:
Caitlyn

2. WHAT IS THE MOST PHYSICAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER BEEN IN?
Getting my nose pierced is the first thing that came to mind.

3. DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE GUM WITH YOU?
No...just sometimes.

4. WHAT KIND OF MOUTHWASH DO YOU PREFER?
ACT.

5. ARE YOU GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BI?
Straight. I like me some boys.

6. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE A GOOD KISSER?
Sure.

7. WOULD YOU SEVER YOUR OWN PINKY FINGER WITH A KNIFE FOR 10 MILLION DOLLARS?
I'm quite fond of my pinky finger. But that's a lot of money...

8. DO YOU THINK MIDGETS ARE CREEPY?
Sometimes.

9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN A HIGHER BEING?
I'm not sure yet.

10. IF YOU ARE A SMOKER, WHAT IS YOUR BRAND?
Smoking is gross.

11. WHAT IS YOUR DRUG OF CHOICE?
Life.

12. BIG TRUCKS, LUXURY CARS, MOTOR CYCLES, OR FAST CARS?
Luxury cars.

13. WHAT KIND OF SUNGLASSES DO YOU WEAR?
The kind that remind me of Jackie O.

14. HAVE YOU EVER ENGAGED IN ANAL SEX?
No.

15. DOES YOUR LOCAL WATER TASTE GOOD?
I dunno. But I won't drink it.

16. WHAT KIND OF PC DO YOU HAVE?
Dell Inspiron.

17. HOW OFTEN DO YOU POOP?
OMFG. LOL...when I have to.

18. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?
My last birthday.

19. IF YOU HIT A 50 MILLION LOTTO, WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD BUY?
A big ass house.

20. DO YOU EVER GAMBLE?
Yeah...a little.

21. IF YOU COULD LIVE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
New York City.

22. WHAT IS YOUR CREDIT CARD NUMBER?
Which one?

23. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A FLAT TIRE?
Yes.

24. ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW HAIRY IS YOUR ASS?
OMFG.

25. DO YOU LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH?
Can't say I do.

16. ARE YOU HUNGRY RIGHT NOW?
Not really. Kinda.

17. WHAT IS/WAS YOUR FAVORITE SCHOOL LUNCH?
I loved chicken patties. Right Verm?

18. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAKFAST FOOD?
French Toast.

19. WHAT IS THE OLDEST ITEM IN YOUR HOUSE?
I dunno.

20. HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU HAVE?
400+

22. IF YOU COULD HAVE SEX WITH ANY ONE PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Wouldn't you like to know.

23. HAVE YOU EVER UNDERGONE SURGERY?
Yes.

24. WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE OR BUMP YOUR HEAD, WHAT DO YOU USUALLY SAY?
FUCK! or DAMMIT! Depends on how bad it hurts.

25. DO YOU ENJOY MAKING PEOPLE FEEL STUPID?
Sometimes. That's not nice is it?

26. WHO IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PERSON AT WORK/SCHOOL?
I like everyone at work...

27. WHAT BRAND IS YOUR CELL PHONE?
Motorola.

** WHERE IS 28? **
I stole it.

29. HAVE YOU EVER CAUGHT ANYONE MASTURBATING?
Sadly...yes.

30. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU PUKED?
LOL...I think that time in my garage. And outside my garage. And in my doorway. Basically everywhere. Long story...but Dill and Lou know why.

31. HOW OLD ARE YOU?
Twenty-two.

32. WOULD YOU RATHER SKY DIVE OR BUNGEE JUMP?
Bungee.

33. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED?
Nope. Not yet.

34. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SHAVE?
When it's no longer stuble.

35. DO YOU THINK THE MIDGET QUESTION (8.) WAS OVER THE LINE?
Not really.

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BEER?
Nothing...it tastes like piss.

37. GIRLS: DO YOU SWALLOW? GUYS: DOES YOUR GIRLFRIEND SWALLOW?
Ummm...

38. ARE YOU RACIST?
Not really.

39. DO YOU THINK FARTS ARE FUNNY?
Sometimes...

40. LIBERAL, CONSERVATIVE, OR NEITHER?
Liberal, I guess...

44. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF YOUR BODY?
I dunno...my hair? I have pretty hair.

45. ARE YOU STILL THINKING ABOUT THE MIDGET QUESTION?
Not really.

46. IF AN ENTIRE STATE IN AMERICA WERE TO VANISH, WHICH DO YOU THINK WOULD NOT LIKELY BE MISSED?
One of the Dakotas...

47. HAVE YOU EVER FLUSHED A DECEASED PET DOWN THE TOILET?
Fish. Actually I made my brother do it. Dead fish creep me out.

48. WHO ARE BETTER DRIVERS, MEN OR WOMEN?
I dunno...both drive with their head up their ass sometimes.

49. ARE YOU SEXIST?
Nope.

50. WHAT DO YOU THINK THE DUMBEST SPORT IS?
Golf.

51. DO YOU FORWARD CHAIN EMAILS THAT CLAIM TO BE GOOD/BAD LUCK?
When I was younger. I know better now.

52. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING THIS VERY SECOND?
How to answer this question.

53. DO YOU SLOW DOWN AT CAR ACCIDENTS ATTEMPTING TO CATCH A GLIMPSE?
Yeah.

54. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING OTHER THAN CHECKING YOUR LIVEJOURNAL?
Working.

55. HAVE YOU EVER HAD JURY DUTY?
Yeah...it sucks.

56. DO YOU KNOW YOUR SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER OFF THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD?
Yes.

57. DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE SAYING "OFF THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD" ORIGINATED?
No idea.

58. ERA OYU DYXLESIC?
Sometimes.

59. DID YOU ENJOY THIS SURVEY MORE THAN THE AVERAGE "TIRED" ONES THAT HAVE BEEN GOING AROUND FOR YEARS?
I guess...

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:07:45 GMT

Well...let me just say I'm loving my new car right now...NOT! I like it when it works...and right now...it's not working. AGAIN! I'm driving to work this morning and the battery light goes on. No big deal...I'll get a new battery. Then when I try to turn the wheel it is tight as a mother fucker...I have to put all my strength into turning it. So I call my mom cause she owned it before me. She's like your electrical system is fucked up. She took the car in a few months ago for the same problem. It shoudld have been fixed...but apparently it's not. Goddamn Bertera...I'm never taking any car there ever again. EVER!

I'm a little irritated. I had my whole day planned. Go to work for a few hours, hit the mall with Tausha, then maybe catch a movie. Hopefully her Lincoln will behave so we can actually do all this stuff.

On to happier things. I FINALLY HAVE MY IPOD! I love it! So happy to have one...FINALLY! And! I bought a new purse. I love purses...I've been dying for a new purse. And I finally found one I like. Well, I think I like it. I'm not quite sure yet.

Cute? Not cute? It's growing on me.

And now...back to work. Enjoy your Saturday!!!

Sorry sweetie...

Sun, 29 May 2005 16:53:15 GMT

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