| NARNIA |
[ Sunday Dec 18th 9:25pm] |
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last tuesday i went and saw the "chronicles of narnia: the lion the witch and the wardrobe" with sara and it wasssss an amazing movie!
( i LOVED it omggg )
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| DA SHOW |
[ Saturday Dec 3rd 7:00pm] |
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so im incredibly sore. my arms and sides ache like no other. it feels like i just got done sprinting for miles. i was a show last night. the job for a cowboy show in tempe. we got there and the line at the door was like 50 yards long. but we saw some kid we knew in one of the bands playing. so he got us in for free. without standing in line. =D it wasnt bad except for the fact it was at the clubhouse. and they odnt let you out and back in unless youre over 21. i have no idea whyyyy. but it sucked. so i was stuck standing in small over packed dark room for 5 hours. not to mention it was incrediblyyyy hot from all the body heat. blah blah. enough complaing. it wasnt a bad show at all. i did some dancing. some standing around. =P it was a death metal show so of course you had your local 24's there. the lame straightedge gang who consider themselves family. but they beat everyone up that isnt their "family." they turn straightedge, which is a good thing, into a bad thing. so being me, not part of the 24 family, got punched in the lip, which gave me a nice ugly cut and bruise and someone was even nice enough to kick me in the throat. which made me kinda sick. BUT OVERALL IT WAS A GOOD SHOW. im fine. i look no different lol.
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[ Monday Oct 10th 2:45am] |
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kage bunshin- elevator |
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I had a nightmare and I only went to bed an hour ago.
it made me think of this poem by edgar allan poe:
I love this man
Dreamland
By a route obscure and lonely,
Haunted by ill angels only,
Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,
On a black throne reigns upright,
I have reached these lands but newly
From an ultimate dim Thule-
From a wild clime that lieth, sublime,
Out of SPACE- out of TIME.
Bottomless vales and boundless floods,
And chasms, and caves, and Titan woods,
With forms that no man can discover
For the tears that drip all over;
Mountains toppling evermore
Into seas without a shore;
Seas that restlessly aspire,
Surging, unto skies of fire;
Lakes that endlessly outspread
Their lone waters- lone and dead,-
Their still waters- still and chilly
With the snows of the lolling lily.
By the lakes that thus outspread
Their lone waters, lone and dead,-
Their sad waters, sad and chilly
With the snows of the lolling lily,-
By the mountains- near the river
Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever,-
By the grey woods,- by the swamp
Where the toad and the newt encamp-
By the dismal tarns and pools
Where dwell the Ghouls,-
By each spot the most unholy-
In each nook most melancholy-
There the traveller meets aghast
Sheeted Memories of the Past-
Shrouded forms that start and sigh
As they pass the wanderer by-
White-robed forms of friends long given,
In agony, to the Earth- and Heaven.
For the heart whose woes are legion
'Tis a peaceful, soothing region-
For the spirit that walks in shadow
'Tis- oh, 'tis an Eldorado!
But the traveller, travelling through it,
May not- dare not openly view it!
Never its mysteries are exposed
To the weak human eye unclosed;
So wills its King, who hath forbid
The uplifting of the fringed lid;
And thus the sad Soul that here passes
Beholds it but through darkened glasses.
By a route obscure and lonely,
Haunted by ill angels only,
Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,
On a black throne reigns upright,
I have wandered home but newly
From this ultimate dim Thule.
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| lol. im lame |
[ Tuesday Sep 20th 7:47pm] |
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ok i know no one reads these. becaussse theres nothing to read. i never post in here. but thats ok. i guess. but just for me and myself, im posting.
a lot has happend. but ill just tell it in a summary:
im in love with sara and thats all that matters.
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| May |
[ Thursday Aug 11th 2:18am] |
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1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put your month in an entry.
5. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut.
Stubborn and hard-hearted Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet!
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| [all nighter] |
[ Wednesday Jul 20th 3:02am] |
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still in artsy mood. hahahahah im so lame. honestly. but im fucking hilarious at the same time FGDSFgdsg
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[ Wednesday Jul 20th 2:12am] |
WTF I FUCKING HATE INSOMNIA. i get it wayyy to much. so im here drinking coke and playing xbox in the middle of the night when i have work at 11a tomorrow. gjkljdlgkjk mkay. and ive been in artsy moods latley. cooool eh?
(i was looking at an old old playboy dominic let me barrow)
of course i read the articles.
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| Stuff |
[ Friday Jul 8th 12:17am] |
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third eye blind = 1000 julys |
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ok latleyyyy ive been hanging out with sara and dominic a lot (not all together, but seperatly).
today.
i went with dominic so some tattoo shop in phoenix and we met this skinny nerd covered in tattoos. he was nice and everything. just a little weird looking. im sure he thought the same exact thing when he looked at me. but thats fine. so dominic without hesitation got his tongue pierced. the little guy didnt even cryyyyy haha i thought for sure hed say ouch but noope. didnt even wince. makes me want to try. i took some pictures of the needle going through. it looked cool. ill try to post them some other time if i can.
AND.
this summer has been by far the best summer ive ever had. within the past 2 months ive met a girl, slowly gotten to know her, quickly fell in love with her, and now im having the happiest time with her and when i think things cant get better, they do. this is so weird. usually im not the one who post stuff like this. i never thought iiii would get so lucky. never ever did i think i would have a relationship like this. i couldnt ask for more
fdgjkldfkgj
ps. sara olga gives mean hickies:
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[ Saturday Jul 2nd 1:19pm] |
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blood brothers- crimes |
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let just say i had an amazing night with sara and i couldnt be more in love with her
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| insomnia |
[ Friday Jul 1st 4:04am] |
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isnt it weird i always find myself in front of this mirror taking these pictures at 4 am like every other night?
well heres the truth.
im startng to get into a little photography
it started in chicago like a week ago and im seeing things almost whereever i go and i think 'shit sam fucking take a picture of that'
so latley i guess ive been experimenting with myself haha. obviously nothing to brag about. its all for shits and giggles.
this is mine and saras way to keep eachother horny when were not with eachtoher.
if youre on her VIP list, youll get the details. =P
and wtf. i havnt been keeping up with the art that i already enjoy: drawing. timmmme to take out the sketch pad and charcoal.
also let me mention ive been kind of cranky on the inside due to lack of sleep. im never tired. but my body is telling me i am.
ps. happy july 1st.
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| omggggg |
[ Thursday Jun 30th 3:01am] |
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mine and sara's one month anniversary. cmon cmon, props all around.
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| warped tour and stuff |
[ Wednesday Jun 29th 11:18pm] |
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okokok.
well lets start of with last night.
i was planning to hang out with sara for most of the night but andrew kept me at his house til four because he had to clean his room and a bunch of other crap until his sister finally gave me a ride home. then i had a quick 3 hour shift at barros when i got off at 8. i quickly got cleaned up so i could hang out with sara for the remander of time i had. i was expecting to hang out for at least an hour but dominic called me said were leaving to go to this indoor gocart place called speed street which he had been asking to go to for awhile. so i got to see sara for like. 7 minutes. and i should of blown off dominic because after gocarts i got into a small argument with this kid trevor who can be a faggot at times. such as last night..
the next morning (this morning) dominic and i woke up and prepared for warped tour. we took showers, did our hair, blah blah blah, and then we called andrew (our ride). he woke up late and we ended up being and hour and half late. letting us miss 3 of the bands we had come to see. the warped tour would be a lot better in my opinion if the majority of the people werent annoying little mexican girls screaming "im not okay, i promise" while writing xxx on the back of eachothers necks. but besides all that, and the heat strokes, it was pretty fun. i think i might need stitches on my knuckle though. i split it when i 'accidently' punched some random guy in the back of the head during a show. buttttt. chances are the bands are only going to get worst as warped tour moves on, so i highly doubt youll see me at warped tour 06.
and.
right now some random fuck keeps calling me with the caller ID: File, William. i finally answer and its some girl trying to fake a voice. i hang up and 10 minutes later i find a note on my doorstep saying "samuel crump we can see you in your red underwear. signed, guess who" ok. my best guess is its my annoying little neighbor jordan james. fucking tiny little midget.
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| Strange things go on a 4am |
[ Monday Jun 27th 5:26am] |
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so of course my love sara has kept me up all hours of the night as usual. i decided itd be a great idea to take pictures in my new panties she got me. evidently, she thought so too.
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| My Brother |
[ Sunday Jun 26th 8:05pm] |
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Mkay.
So this afternoon. My brother and i got into a littleee fight. to make things go fast. ill do a role play for you:
SAM: JJ, if you keep drinking all those energy drinks, youre going to have a heart attack by the time youre 30
JJ: i dont fucking care
[note hes trying to act cool in front of his friend jarred]
SAM: why do you always cuss? its realllllly annoying how you try to act tough all the time.
JJ: i dont cuss all the time, you do. you call me a perve.
SAM: you ARE a pervert! you ask girls to send naked pictures of them over myspace and then never talk to them again. you only look at girls with fucking lust. pervert.
JJ: shut the fuck up ill kick your ass
SAM: im sure.
JJ: i fucking will if you keep talking, emo faggot.
SAM: whered that come from? what makes you think im emo?! im not
JJ: you wear tight clothes and listen to taking back sunday
SAM: LOLZZZZ. i havnt listend to them since like uhh i was your age. you dont know what youre tlaking about so shut uppppp
JJ: im going to kick your ass, you know i can
SAM: you say that, but never do
[JJ jumps off couch on top of me and starts punching me in the chest, then i somehow made him bleed from the inside of the mouth. then there was a lot of screaming and yelling when my mom broke it up. right now the back of my throat hurts from screaming "i fucking hate you youre not even my brother anymore" (i know. sounds a little deep- youre not my brother anymore- but honestly, he isnt. i hardly know him now) then i through a paper ball at him. the paper ball was a bunch of letters crumpled up together that i wrote. they all said stuff that i wanted to say to him but never could. stuff like "i hate how you constantly lie to mom and dad" "i hate how you just act like school is nothing" etc etc.
my mom read the letters. then she finally caught a clue to how i feel and what my brother is doing to his life. my sister laura (his twin) got into the conversation as well. she started crying as she started yelling at JJ too (i was already crying- becausssse i was mad. shut upp..) we had about a 2 hour conversation and now i know more about my brother than i need to. hes 13 and drinks more than a 50 year old alcohlic. he then tried to bring some of the heat on me by saying he found porn and a cigerette in my dresser. didnt work (even though that was true.. shh). my dad come home. he and my brother had a long talk. i think hes grounded for awhile now. and has to find new friends. which is good. truusst me. but. i feel better. actually i feel a lot better. ive been worried about him all school year and finally something will change.
(now all i need is some LJ friends so that this will be read by someoneelse other than me)
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| NeW Lj!!! |
[ Sunday Jun 26th 6:04pm] |
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mmmkay. so i just made this livejournal becausssse it looked cool and i envied sara for having one. mine is obviously pathetic, because im the one who made it. chances are that this will become my new drug (lj) just like buddypic and myspace are.
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