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life is perfect.
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I have been have severe chest pain for the last 3-4 days. I did an EKG yesterday and it came back abnormal. He put me an a beta-blocker to slow down my heart rate. I have to have another Echocardiogram and he wants me to have a holter monitor put on for 24 hours also. I'm too young for this shit.

On a lighter note.  I get to see fielding tomorrow. i am uber uber excited. i miss him. 

okay i'm out to chill with the hotter that is mary and go shopping and then go party it up white trash style.

peace out.

Current Mood:
amused amused
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i have decided that my life pretty much sucks. 

sweetness.

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party at terry (clam)bakers every night of the week. 

i fucking love my family.

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i found out last night that walter has a girlfriend.  i am really happy for him. i cried a little but not because he has a girlfriend even though i'm sure thats what he thinks. just sad that i don't have/want any one like that in my life. lol. but i am very happy for him and she sounds really nice.  and of course i am a little upset but its been what 2 years. i'm happy that he has friends there because i remember when he use to call me upset that he didn't have any one.  just sad that when i call we still get into fights and when i want to get off the phone he still doesn't let me. lol. and i think that was the last time we will talk.  i don't know if our last convo was good terms or bad. but if you read this walter. i am completely happy for you. i have no regrets about are relationship. you were fantastic while it lasted. 

eek! phone is ringing. so i haven't been around. myspace has consumed me.

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camping all weekend with 14 of the coolest people i know. 

thank god for vacation.

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accomplished accomplished
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panic! at the disco = amazing
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perfect
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to jobeth:

i am completely sorry about last night/very early this morning. if i was coherent in the least please know that i would never put you that situation. if any thing like that happens again. just pull me by the arm and drag me out of there.  you are one of my best friends and i am sorry if i caused any trouble between you and rob. we will never go to canada again. i am so sorry. 

from: terry

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contemplative contemplative
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muscle relaxers are the best invention since the tv. 

happy birthday justin!

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high high
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i have lost 4.5 pounds and i crave to lose 5 more. 
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parties this summer that any one can go too.

camping trip july 27-29th where: sleepy bear dunes

house party end of august probably the weekend of the 18th.

my 21st birthday party! September 16th! tigers game-cost probably $15 (depending on where we sit, my mom is buying a block of like 20 tickets) afterwards we are going bar hoping so you do need to be 21 to go out after but any age can come to the game!

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amused amused
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