Okay, this is just to funny not to post. You all must watch. ^_^

Okie dookie, so oddly enough my birthday has crept on me. As of 10:10 pm tonight, this is the time I was born, my birthday is one week away. Why does time fly as we get older and older?? Anyway, I have been working on a new lj layout and hopefully it will come out pretty and be ready in the next day or so. ^_^ Two side notes, I have this interesting birthday policy that I have to do something on my birthday that I have never done before. So any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Second, I heard some people are asking for birthday ideas for me. If anyone wants to get me a b-day present check out my amazon wish list it is under my email address: usagiseion@gmail.com. The list mainly contains cds because sadly I still believe in buying music and movies anything labeled high priority is something I really want. ^_^

I am not sure if anyone still checks my lj since I have been out of the loop for sooooooooo long. I went to Otakon this weekend, last minute decision thanks to my sweetie pushing me to go. SO I AM BACK, BOO-YA!!!! :P I love seeing you all and I wish I saw more of everyone. I had a blast as always. Pictures to come sooooooooonnnn!!! Promise!! ^_~ Oh and if I like do not reply like fast to comments it is because my job is like insane!!! :P

Okay so I have a lot going on in my life right now both awesome and bad, mixed bag like everyone else, but unfortunately I have started to seriously prioritize my life and well unfortunately live journal does not fit in the bag of priorities. So this journal is officially on hiatus. I might comment from time to time, but for now, I am looking at what is important to me strait in the face and not letting the trivial things get in the way. I loved doing my quote of the day on lj I found it very releasing so I do think lj is a good outlet to a degree for self expression, but not for me right now. Some people may yell at me for saying that lj is trivial, but for me right now it is. I have so much more I need to focus on right now. I love yous all, but this is me signing of for now.

no no no dont phunk with my heart

i wonder if i take you home
would u still be in love with me(in love me) ?
i wonder if i take you home
would u still be in love with me(in love me)?

girl you know you got me got me
with your pistol shot me shot me
and im here helplessly in love and no, they cant stop me
cant stop me once ive started
cant return me once you bought it
im coming baby dont got it
so lets be about

no no no dont phunk with my heart

baby have some trustin trustin when i come with lustin lustin
cus i bring you that comfort
i aint no here cus i want ya
but i want your mind too
interesting what i find you
and im interested in the long hard
come on girl yeehaaa

i wonder if i take you home
would u still be in love with me(in love me)?
i wonder if i take you home
would u still be in love with me(in love me)?

no no no dont phunk with my heart

girl you had me once you kissed me
my love for you is not ???
i always want you with me
ill play bobby and you play whitney
if you smoke, i smoke too
thats how much im in love with you
crazy is or crazy do
crazy in love, im a crazy fool

no no no dont phunk with my heart

why you so insucure
when you got passion and love her
you always claimin im a cheater
think ill get up and go leave ya
for another senorita
you forgot that i need ya
you must have caught amesia
thats why you dont believe her

don’t you worry bout a think baby
don’t you know you got me by string baby
don’t you worry bout a think baby
don’t you know you got me by string baby

baby girl you make me feel
yanno you make me feel so real
I love you more than sex appeal"

Okay, so I usually don't do more than quote of the day, but this one for me is extremely deep.

"I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting"

That is all I feel is pain right now both inwardly and outwardly, long story. Anyway, I decided to let my angry out on the floor last night about six times and on the last time, I reallllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyy hurt my right hand, of course since I am right handed. GRRRR!!! Anyway, I thought it would pass by morning but it seems I really damaged myself. I fucking cannot even open a bottle of water and it took me fifteen minutes to get dressed. It has also taken me forever to even write this, oh well what can you do, but just keep moving. The only thing is I can't sew right now and play guitar which pisses me off!!! I need to have a Nami military costume from Utena for Otakon. I was wondering if anyone was taking comissions and if so could I see samples of your work and what price range you would believe to be far. If anyone is interested please let me know by posting here or by emailing me at: serenitymp@aol.com!! Thanks!! ^_^

"This is the first tale of death in the world
When Cain struck down Abel, a family broken
Since then mankind's dominated his own kind
To insult and injure there's no such thing
As peace, till death do us part

Till that last (truth be told)
Sin lies at the doorway (truth be told)
Hell's open for business now (truth be told)
The soil cries out for revenge (truth be told)
And death is upon the ground, all around

The battle ain't over, without spoils of war
Just 'cause it is written, does not make it so
When you dance with the devil, make sure the song's over
I ask myself how bad do i want you to live
My anger is near

Till that last (truth be told)
Sin lies at the doorway (truth be told)
Hell's open for business now (truth be told)
The soil cries out for revenge (truth be told)
And death is upon the ground
Sin lies at the doorway (truth be told)
Hell's open for business now (truth be told)
The soil cries out for revenge (truth be told)
And death is upon the ground, all around

Tribulation strikes and we're hit hard
Still you just go on your way
Head in the sand, ignoring the rain
Just like the flood in Noah's day, In His day

Can't punish those for ruining the Earth
its suicide to some degree
because we are all guilty, guilty as sin
There'll be no peace, never for you and me

Before Alqada and Bin Laden
Long before Hitler and Hussein
Ever since the first murder was committed
The verdict's always been the same (been the same) WRONG!

a cursed future just repeats the past
There's hell to pay, the stone's been cast
So there'll be no peace (never be peace)
Till the last truth be told, by you and me"

Okay so here are pictures of the pinkness!! jenybean posted pictures in her lj, but I decided to post them to mine too!! ^_^ So here you go the pink hair pictures and of course I needed to show of my tattoo!! ^_^ Hee-hee!! ^_^

PINNNNNKKKKKKNNNNNESSSSS!!!! WOOT!!! IT IS SO METAL!!!! :P

"Nobody on the road
nobody on the beach.
I feel it in the air
the summer's out of reach.
Empty lake
empty streets
the sun goes down alone.
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not home.

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got your hair combed back
and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you
will still be strong
after the boys of
summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream.
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream?
Now I don't understand
what happened to our love,
But baby when i get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow
and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
after the boys of
summer have gone

Out on the road today
I saw a black flag sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice inside my head said,
"Don't look back.
You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was,
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but,

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got that top pulled down
and that radio on baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
after the boys of
summer have gone

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and
those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
after the boys of
summer have gone"