i didnt mean for that to give you any sort of hope. i just wanted ice cream. and i really didnt have such a great time. i just wanted to cry t he whole time. ok?

so i keep dreaming of this place that i always need to escape. if i ever end up there in real life, i know exactly how to get out. it was weird this time though. there was a dinosaur in there, and this kid that was trapped with me was like psshhh its just one of those long neck vegetarian ones and then the dinosaur busted through the door and started eating the kid screaming stuff like just beccause im a vegetarian that doesnt mean im not gonna tear you to shreds and all this crazy stuff. yeah, the dinosaur was saying it. lol. and then everyone freaked out. chaos. and then the lady who was watching the dino was like relaxxx... he doesnt attack children, he is just extremely bothered by tags! and we're like ooooh. so we all ripped off our tags. lol.

but this time when i was locked up there, mostly everyone i knew was too. and i had no way of getting them out once i was out. so i was very lonely. :(

but seriously.... i duno.

i have to be at work at 9 today even though im scheduled at 10 cuz syed wants to start showing me how to do the paperwork and what not. gaaaayy. and esteban is really starting to creep me out. first with the starring and the googly eyes and now with the touching and then "oh i found out what your name means in spanish!" when we had never even discussed that. so yea. creeeeeeppyy. lol. but anyways he said that my name means blanket and i was like that is really dumb and hes like no its really special and unique. lmao. ooookay esteban.

i hate working in the mornings cuz i never get to see my friends. but when i start working nights its gonna be once everyone is gone :(.

if anyone wants a job, lemme knoww. haha.





i still need more things to do this week so if anyone wants to hang ouuutt, callme. i dont care what. movies, movie theater, pool, mini-golf, playgrounds anyything.i just need to get out of here! and turns out i have the apartment starting thursday so people should sleep over and keep me company :)

time to brush my teef so i can go to work. yaay.