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[21 Dec 2009|09:38pm] |
Its New Years Resolution timeee
2008
1. stop calling my friends annoying when they tease me.
2. lose a significant ammount of weight.(i'm actually really serious about this one. i've been on a diet for the last couple of weeks and i'm doing really well on it. i feel like i can lose at least 20 lbs this year, and hopefully another 20 the year after. this is more of a longterm lifestyle change than a 'diet'. i'm willing to do it slowly and do it the right way if it means the weight will stay off.
3. let go of things that i'm trying to hold on to. i have a hard time with this."
status: accomplished
2009
1. make decisions based off of what *I* want to do, not based off of what other people think/out of fear.
2. kiss more boys.
3. keep living healthy/taking care of my body.
4. take more risks.
5. strike a better balance between social/school work (and by that i mean dont become a hermit again.)
6. be open .
7. make it work.
8. carry on.
status: accomplished
2010
1. Concentrate on what I have, not what I want.
2. Put out positive energy.
yep!
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[13 Oct 2009|10:39pm] |
dear rosie,
stop trying to date 30 year old men.
love,
common sense
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[17 Apr 2009|09:48pm] |
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this week sort of sucked for a number of reasons, but it definitely made me appreciate how wonderful my friends are. i'm a lucky lady.
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[01 Apr 2009|02:11pm] |
i am so happy lately.
:)
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[03 Feb 2009|02:10pm] |
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everything i have to do in life i am complaining about
ALL I WANT TO DO
is lay in my bed me tooooough
like
nothing brings me joy
its fucking cold out
i suck at art
nobody loves me
i just want to eat shitty foods
i'm getting fatter
this thingy on my lip makes me feel like a leper
my room is disgusting
no one wants to dance with me
i can never nap
i cant shower for several hours at a time
i have BO hahhahahathings cost money
i dont really have any i know tf
wtf*i never get to wear anything i want to wear
because my life is messy
2:00 PM
i have a crush on a last nameless mystery man who lives far away
i am a virgin
a fat virgin
did i mention i suck at art? i just wanna watch a movie on my couch and drink hot cocoaand listening you donnnntand remembering things
and i have no butt
and i cant ride my bike
because it is scary
wow this feels good
i feel all purged
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[18 Jan 2009|09:20pm] |
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i need classes to start.
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[29 Dec 2008|12:32am] |
1 year ago:
"new years resolutions:
1. stop calling my friends annoying when they tease me.
2. lose a significant ammount of weight.(i'm actually really serious about this one. i've been on a diet for the last couple of weeks and i'm doing really well on it. i feel like i can lose at least 20 lbs this year, and hopefully another 20 the year after. this is more of a longterm lifestyle change than a 'diet'. i'm willing to do it slowly and do it the right way if it means the weight will stay off.
3. let go of things that i'm trying to hold on to. i have a hard time with this."
wow i actually accomplished all three of those things. high five. very niiiiceee.
2009
1. make decisions based off of what *I* want to do, not based off of what other people think/out of fear.
2. kiss more boys.
3. keep living healthy/taking care of my body.
4. take more risks.
5. strike a better balance between social/school work (and by that i mean dont become a hermit again.)
6. be open .
7. make it work.
8. carry on.
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[25 Dec 2008|09:21am] |
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christmas always makes me feel weird.
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[24 Dec 2008|01:36am] |
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i need to get kissed more often.
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[18 Dec 2008|05:38pm] |
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
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[09 Dec 2008|09:12pm] |
my life needs more adventures.
i cant wait to clean my apartment after finals.
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[03 Dec 2008|08:14pm] |
painting major.
:)
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[02 Dec 2008|10:57pm] |
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sometimes my life feels like one big margaret atwood novel.
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[01 Dec 2008|02:19pm] |
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i miss my life.
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[05 Nov 2008|09:16am] |
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I haz it.
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[28 Oct 2008|03:42pm] |
life is so weird.
also, i've lost 22 lbs since christmas and weigh less than i have since 8th grade. none of my pants fit. its so amazing. i guess thats what living on a hill/not having time to eat will do to you.
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[18 Oct 2008|06:31pm] |
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ughhh fuck my life.
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[15 Oct 2008|01:07pm] |
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[11 Oct 2008|02:30pm] |
i am an old woman and go to bed at 11:30 on a friday night after an exhausting day of studying for art since 1945 and a taxing trip to jp licks for icecream.
i'm still training to be a tour guide. its really hard work and half the time i feel sort of defeated by the end of it because its just SO much information to remember. and it only pays minimum wage. eh.
that being said, when i have good days on tours it feels really awesome and i like helping people who are trying to chose a school because i remember how hard it was. and i mean, massart is so fucking awesome that it doesnt take a lot of work on my end to sell it.
in other news, i'm thinking about switching to painting. ugh. i dont know. i'm not feeling inspired by my illustration classes, and at that i dont even feel that challenged. honestly, i feel like i'm just autopiloting my way through my classes, and at that i feel like i'm doing really well in all of them. i want to be pushed, i want to be awake at 3 am in a panic, i want to be told in critique that my work isnt good enough and that i need to redo it. i dont know. maybe its just sophomore year, maybe it will be better next year. i dont know. wheres marc holland when you need him?!
i'm still trying to go to peru this summer. i hope i can make it happen. i want this so, so much. i talked to allison about her peru trip last night and it made me so excited for this summer.
i'm starting to get really fucking bitter about the fact that everyone around me is a couple and i am still alone. sigh.
as a final note, last night i had a dream that my grandmother spontaneously combusted and it was really awful.
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