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This journal is Friends only for a few reasons.
1] To stop temptation on my part. I don't want to tempt myself with entries of people that I don't particlarly want to read about. I have a morbid curiousity about what certain people are doing that I just don't want to let myself get sucked into.
2] So that some people cannot read and get more information on me than I want them to have.
3] I'm a brat.
4] More of a disclaimer - I curse, and I obsess, and I do what I want, since this is my journal I am allowed. If you don't like it, or it offends you, I'm sorry, but you have fair warning now, so deal. mkay?
If you want to friend me, please do so and leave a comment so I know to add you back. I'm not that bad of a person I promise. ^_^
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[Thu, Nov 26th, 2009 at 1:27] |
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!
I hope you all have a great time filled with love and lots of food.
I have to figure out a way to get 2 cheesecakes and 2 pumpkin pies to my grandma's house without them exploding everywhere. This shall be fun. >D
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[Sat, Nov 14th, 2009 at 12:13] |
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Cinema Bizarre - erase and replace |
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How many years since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky?
I want to stop being angry. I really do. Do you even come around here anymore? This is for you. Do you see it? Will you read it?
I'm so just... upset...
I keep seeing that you want to say things to me, then why don't you? Or is it all just hear say? A matter of appeasing? Do you not want to say anything to me at all?
Welcome to the break down. If we could just break.down.
Fuck.
I'm still mad.
VNV always gets to me. fuck.
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[Mon, Nov 9th, 2009 at 11:14] |
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I love my friends.
I love laughing until I cry.
It's 90% AWESOME and 10% GREAT!
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| Music sharing. |
[Mon, Nov 2nd, 2009 at 9:34] |
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Nevershoutnever - I can't stand it [in my head] |
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Carter Hulsey [EP]: Download
Tracks listing:
1. Before we go down
2. Mariana
3. Dreaming of Heaven
4. If it feels
5. What to make.
Please give him a try. He's a little folksey but well worth the listen. Saw and met him at the Nevershoutnever shows. He is honestly such a sweet dude. I hope I get to see him again sometime soon.
My favorite songs on the EP have to be Before we go down, and Dreaming of Heaven.
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| 17! |
[Mon, Jul 13th, 2009 at 5:04] |
17 IS HERE! I HAD TO DRIVE ALL THE WAY OUT TO HUDSON TO GET HIM BUT IT WAS WORTH IT CAUSE I LOVE HIM AND HE'S SO DAMN ADORABLE!
So yeah for some reason the post office screwed up and sent my package to Hudson. Which is about half an hour away from my house. So after calling the Hudson post office [online it said that they were going to send him back to Colorado] to make sure that I could go pick him up [and not have to wait forever for him to be shipped again] Ruu and I hopped in Jumbie and headed off to Hudson.
And now he's here and adorable and I'll post pictures later.
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[Tue, Oct 28th, 2008 at 1:23] |
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tokio hotel - live every second [in my head] |
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Tokio hotel show was awesome. Got some great pictures a bag and a keychain that I've made into a phone charm cause i'm awesome like that.
I can't hear for shit, I'm tired and I don't want to go to work tomorrow though I know I will.
A better update when I'm not about to die. Probably sometime much later tomorrow. *ded*
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| sick paranoia. |
[Tue, Oct 21st, 2008 at 11:33] |
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metro station - after the fall [in my head] |
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So I'm sick again. And with this comes the paranoia again. I have masks that I would like to wear in order to keep the people around me from getting sick. Living with my grandma now I can't even go near her with out one for fear of getting her sick. That being said I'd like to wear one to work tomorrow. Hello I work in food industry. I'm in the back while I'm there I don't deal with customers. I should be fine. But I'm so afraid that they won't let me.
I've gotten so used to being told that I get sick for attention that that's how I feel people view me. And I hate it. It starts to make me wonder if I do. But really if I wanted attention I would go about it in a less detrimental way don't you think?
I don't know. I know I'm being paranoid but yeah... I can't help it.
In other news I was a big girl and got my blood drawn with out anyone to hold my hand.
And pulse 2 is an aweful movie. But still worth renting for the lulz.
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[Mon, Oct 20th, 2008 at 12:37] |
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rent - seasons of love [in my head] |
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Watched rent again tonight. Amazing. I love that movie and the music from it. Realized that if I ever get the chance to see it live I will probably sob. So it's all cool.
Learned how to purl too cause I'm gangsta. And I have an awesome teacher. <3333
Going to be putting that to use soon.
Uh yeah it's freaking cold and I'm tired so time to curl up in bed and go to sleep. Mmmm.
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[Tue, Sep 16th, 2008 at 1:47] |
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cute is what we aim for. |
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We are the three musketeers of gay sex!
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[Tue, May 27th, 2008 at 3:09] |
Staring at the sky, spinning in a vortex.
Bullet proof.
I wish I was.
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[Wed, May 21st, 2008 at 10:25] |
Dear Present,
There was a point in time when you were my future. You know, when I was younger and the year 2000 was a big fucking thing. Now the year 2000 has passed, and thus become the past. And I can't help but wonder where are my flying cars? Was I not promised flying cars and time travel? Where is the robot to do my chores? You are severely lacking present that was once future. I suggest you get your act together, or tell people to stop giving false hope to us impressionable people.
Sincerely wanting a flying car,
Totchi.
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| Dear Mr. Trace Cyrus. |
[Sat, May 3rd, 2008 at 11:10] |
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I wish to inform you about something that has been bothering me lately.
( Please read this )
Sincerely,
Toshi
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[Tue, Apr 15th, 2008 at 12:29] |
I miss this hair greatly. I need to do something with my hair. ;----;
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| This is following your dreams.... |
[Mon, Jan 21st, 2008 at 1:30] |
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Gene Louis - This is me |
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Go Here! and listen to the new song. It's seriously... making me want to cry. It's beautiful. Honestly, beautiful.
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