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[20 Aug 2008|02:39am] rolodex [ mood | Down for the count. ] I break my own luck via Livejournal. Tropical storms rule. Tonight has been a mess of rain, burritos, blunts, crazy weather reports, wind, more blunts, pounding beers and painting lightbulbs (that I just ended up throwing out) instead of playing Risk, more wind and rain and blunts, and probably being too shithoused to be posting on da el-jay. Talking about hurricanes makes me all tingly with South Florida pride. Wierd, huh? The Balitmore boys are all nervous about the storm and it's kind of hilarious. At least Derek understands and is thinking of it like a snow day, hahah. For the record: I'm totally geekin' out over this. You should see my doodles! So many asian faces!!! ^_^ Hahahah, so silly but who cares, I'm not a player I just crush a lot. I will elaborate later when I am not so toasty. (On-second-thought-I'm-not-done. I changed my screen name today for the first time in years and I think it's dope. See my userinfo for more information. I've been having new dreams about places I've never been and, as always, I've got an itch to see somewhere new! I just layed in bed for an hour and ate Ruffles and listened to my own personal "best of the best" Bright Eyes playlist and overcame the spins. I know Conor Oberst has always written the ~*soundtrack to my life*~ or whatever but man I forgot how much I really do love that band, hahaha. Still drunk. Goodnight.) 2 comments|post comment

[18 Aug 2008|11:49pm] layouts_galore [oh______tragic] hey. i'm new here and in desperate need of a new layout. - contact info- liberal4punk@hotmail.com or send me a message on myspace. www.myspace.com/dysfunction - screen resolution- no idea - url of background image - i'd like this as the header. with a white border around it. http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y26/liberal4punk/Twilight-twilight-series-1697781-50.jpg anything swirly that looks old fashioned. that would be cool too. - style of your journal- generator - colors- black white and gray. maybe with gray for the text background with a white border, and white text. if that is possible. whatever you think looks best. - fonts tahoma - anything specific - any quotes from the books. if you need some e-mail me and i will get right back to you. thanks so much!!! post comment

I am so fucking ridiculous. [16 Aug 2008|09:26pm] rolodex [ mood | I am the whitest girl ever. ] [ music | MF DOOM. ] I JUST WROTE MY FIRST RAP!!! "I'm a specimen with extra-terrestrial estrogen and when I say "nigga" I ain't talking Afro-merican It's a term of endearment, don't think I'm totally whack Cause, in all reality, I just wish I was half-black! I got boys hittin' me up, forever tryin to mack so I drop an excuse or two to get 'em off my back You ask if I'm comin' through and I say I don't wanna Instead I kick back and smoke that funky marijuana I gut Swishers and Dutches and smoke oodles of blunts Big time hitters 'round these parts, no such thing as runts I wish I still geeked like when I first started burnin' Now it just keeps me normal, keeps those wheels turnin' I mostly smoke Phillies cause I think it's '93 Don't hate cause I still bump that old-school Eazy-E! Haters always talkin' 'bout what they wanna be They forgot to mention one thing: they just wanna be me! My smoking may be excessive but my skills are impressive And you cats have a style described as simply regressive If I'm done with you, boo, don't go and get possessive There's only one word for me and that word's progressive This rap game may seem pretty silly for a white girl, but I thought why not? Might as well give it a whirl. I may not have the rhythm but I've sure got the desire. Burning like the end of a Dutch, I just set this shit on fire!" Lil Weezy? Nah, Lil Leeeeezy! Hahahaha! It needs more work, obviously, but some of the lines are ill and I'm pretty fucking proud for my first try!! Now I just need someone to teach me how to actually spit and to make me beats. Hollllllla. 3 comments|post comment

I'm gonna turn to the earth and scream "love your life". [16 Aug 2008|03:22am] rolodex [ mood | Dope as fuck, dawg. ] [ music | Atmosphere 'Lovelife' ] So tomorrow I find out if I got the job at Jimmy John's! I'm pretty confident that I got it. The manager seemed to like me and I'm way cuter than the monster they interviewed before me so that's always a good sign, hahah. I'm pretty stoked, I really hope I get it! I need a job so bad. I'm just excited to actually have money to do things for once! I have so many things I want to save up for (besides rent and bills and all that boring stuff). I want to fix my laptop, maybe start selling pot, get a million tattoos, buy a new camera, and buy an iPhone. In that order! I've made a deal with myself that I have to lose a little weight/tone the fuck up before I get any tattoos, though. I've lost five pounds since Chris and I broke up (almost a month already, whoa!) so I'm only ten more away from my "goal". I really just want to lose my babybelly and jiggly thighs and gross love-handles cause I'm sick of being a chubbster. I don't know, I guess I just feel a lot better about myself lately and I want that to reflect physically. I'm not on some crazy health kick or anything and I don't think I'm totally disgusting, but I'd like to feel more confident about myself and that won't happen until I lose the rest of this pudge! Now, just for my reference, a huge list of the tattoos I want!! ( I have too many ideas and not enough money.... ) That's pretty much all I've got for now. I really, really, really want to get a tattoo for my grandma, aunt, and brother, but I don't know what yet. I want to put a lot of thought into it, obviously, but I would like to get tatted for them by the end of the year. They'd probably want to kill me, but I think they'd understand and appreciate it. Or at least I hope they would! So our fridge and freezer aparrently broke and I didn't notice until I was walking in really sweet puddles dripping from the mass amount of ice melting in the freezer! Melted ice cream and bad chicken sucks, but not as bad as rotting lettuce and old bacon in the hot fridge, eww! Maintenance hooked me up though and fixed that shit quick and I was able to (hopefully) salvage most things. Awesome, but not as awesome as when you finally have great sex with someone and then you don't see them afterward for weeks at a time! Hahaha my life rules except that I haven't fallen asleep before 4am in over two weeks! I guess I'm going to smoke resin and watch "The Wire", kbye. PS: "The Boys and Girls Guide to Getting Down" was a lot funnier than I thought it was going to be! I got high with a random and we watched it today and it ruled. Rent it or something, it's tight! 1 comment|post comment

It'll take a lifetime to clear your name. [12 Aug 2008|03:15pm] rolodex [ mood | Caged-bird. ] [ music | Jenny Lewis 'It Wasn't Me' ] Creepy dudes will never stop making me laugh, cute dudes will never stop making me blush, and shitty dudes will never stop making me sick to my stomach. For the record, the general consensus is total downgrade. I hope your shitty decision is making you happy, because I know I am happier than ever! Once you realize your massive mistake, don't expect much from me. We will all get what we deserve in the end. I wrote my first poem last night. It sucks, but I'm still relatively excited about it. I want to learn how to rap like Big Boi and I want to make out with Slug at the Atmosphere show in October. I want a puppy and a fat chronic blunt. I want the sun to come out and I want to go to the beach. Let's take some drugs and go to Disneyworld. Let's chase our dreams! 1 comment|post comment

[11 Aug 2008|04:01am] rolodex Lea is a very good Lea Lea is very effective and has outstanding leadership Lea is back Lea is hot Lea is considered an essential partner Lea is one of change Lea is responsible for loss or damage of the property Lea is for you Lea is growing well Lea is still climbing up the mountain Lea is resolving data discrepancies Lea is breaking when you contact him Lea is the 3 Lea is eelkje tuma Lea is so strong that she has to have her Lea is well trained Lea is for all who enjoy the experience of nature on foot Lea is that rarity in this day and age Lea is the one i love Lea is not the "girl next door" Lea is now 8 years old and she has been fighting this cancer for almost 3 years (I know it's silly for me to act like this, but I just can't help it! You make me feel absolutely ajhfklajksalkfagskjg, in the best way possible.) 2 comments|post comment

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