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never imagined id be sitting here beside myself
all alone ..
Created on 2004-08-28 12:53:06 (#4352100), last updated 2005-04-26
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| Name: | it started off with just a kiss |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-01 |
| Location: | Florida, United States |
| Website: | ♥ BABY FACE ♥ |
♥ liddle miss tara lynn ♥
iT'S FUNNY HOW ONE SUMMER CAN CHANGE EVERYTHiNG. iT MUST BE SOMETHiNG ABOUT THE HEAT AND THE SMEll OF CHlORiNE, FRESS-CUT GRASS AND HONEYSUCKS, ASPHAULT SIZZLING AFTER LATE-AFTERNOON THUNDER STORMS, STEAM RiSiNG WHilE EVERYTHiNG DRiPS AROUND iT. SOMETHiNG ABOUT THE lONG lAZY DAYS AND WHiRRiNG AiR CONDiTiONERS AND BRiGHT PlASTiC FliP-FlOPS FROM THE DRUGSTORE THWACKiNG DOWN THE STREE. SOMETHiNG ABOUT FALL BEiNG SO CLOSE; ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER CHRiSTMAS, ANOTHER BEGiNNING. SO MUCH iN ONE SUMMER, STiRRiNG UP LiKE STORMS THAT CREST AT THE END OF EACH DAY BlOWiNG OUT ALL THE HEAT AND DiRT TO lEAVE EVERYTHiNG GASPiNG AND COOl. EVERYONE CAN REACH BACK TO ONE SUMER AND lAY A FiNGER TO IT, FiNDiNG THE EXACT POiNT WHERE EVERYTHiNG CHANGES. That summer was mine.- [ that` summer ]
THE MORE THiNGS CHANGE, THE MORE THEY STAY THE SAME. i'M NOT SURE WHO THE FiRST PERSON WAS WHO SAiD THAT. PROBABLY SHAKESPEARE. OR MAYBE STiNG. BUT AT THE MOMENT, iT'S THE SENTENCE THAT BEST EXPLAiNS MY TRAGiC FLAW: MY iNABiLiTY TO CHANGE. I DON'T THiNK i'M ALONE iN THiS. THE MORE i GET TO KNOW OTHER PEOPLE, THE MORE i REALiZE iT'S KIND OF EVERYONE'S FLAW. STAYiNG EXACTLY THE SAME FOR AS LONG AS POSSiBLE, STANDING PERFECTLY STiLL... iT FEELS BETTER SOMEHOW. AND iF YOU ARE SUFFERiNG, AT LEAST THE PAiN iS FAMiLiAR. BECAUSE iF YOU TOOK THAT LEAP OF FAiTH, WENT OUTSiDE THE BOX, DiD SOMETHiNG UNEXPECTED... WHO KONWS WHAT OTHER PAiN MiGHT BE WAiTING OUT THERE. CHANGES ARE iT COULD BE EVER WORSE.
i WiSH i COULD EXPLAiN WHAT i SEE
OR HOW THE SOUND OF YOUR VOiCE
GiVES ME ` BUTTERFLiES
THE FiRST STEP TO GETTiNG THE THiNGS YOU WANT OUT OF LiFE iS THiS :
DECiDE WHAT YOU WANT.
- [BEN.STEiN]
JUST THiNK ABOUT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.
BECAUSE iF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT,
YOU'RE JUST SCREWiNG AROUND WiTH OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELiNGS.
- [MAiNE` SQUEEZE]
ALL PEOPLE WANT iS SOMEONE
` TO LiSTEN
- [HUGH.ELLiOT]
SOMETiMES YOU NEED TO RUN AWAY
JUST TO SEE WHO WiLL FOLLOW YOU
MY FRiEND, iF i COULD GiVE YOU ONE THiNG, i WOULD WiSH
FOR YOU THE ` ABiLiTYTO SEE YOURSELF AS OTHERS SEE YOU.
THEN YOU WOULD REALiZE WHAT A TRULY SPECiAL PERSON YOU ARE.
SOME TREES GROW VERY TALL AND STRAiGHT AND LARGE iN THE FOREST, CLOSE TO EACH OTHER. BUT SOME MUST STAND BY THEMSELVES OR THEY WON'T GROW AT ALL.
MANY PEOPLE HAVE GONE FURTHER THAN THEY COULD BECAUSE
SOMEBODY ELSE THOUGHT THEY COULD.
LiFE'S ONLY LiMiTATiONS ARE THE ONES WE MAKE.
LiFE IS A GAME : PLAY iT ; LiFE iS A CHALLENGE : MEET iT ; LiFE iS AN OPPERTUNiTY : CAPTURE iT.
TO BE BRAVE iS TO LOVE SOMEONE UNCONDiTiONALLY, WiTHOUT EXPECTiNG ANYTHiNG iN RETURN. TO JUST GiVE. THAT TAKES COURAGE, BECAUSE WE DON'T WANNA FALL ON OUR FACES OR LEAVE OURSELVES OPEN TO HURT.
- [MADONA]
.. THAT SUMMER WAS MORE THEN JUST A MEMORY TO ME ♥
+ i'VE LEARNED THAT iT'S OKAY NOT TO REGRET A MiSTAKE ______
BECAUSE i WANT iT ALL
` OR NOTHiNG AT ALL
THAT WAS THE THiNG. YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. FOREVER WAS SO MANY DiFFERENT THINGS. iT WAS ALWAYS CHANGiNG, iT WAS WHAT EVERYTHiNG WAS REALLY ABOUT. iT WAS TWENTY MiNUTES, OR A HUNDRED YEARS, OR JUST THiS iNSTANT, OR ANY MOMENT i WiSHED WOULD LAST AND LAST. BUT THERE WAS ONlY ONE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER THAT REAllY MATTERED, AND THAT WAS THiS: iT WAS HAPPENING. - [The Truth About Forever]
i REMEMBER THOSE DAYS WHEN WE FiRST MET
HOW SiMPlE THiNGS WERE THEN
WiTH NO HEARTACHE AND NO PAiN
NOW THiNGS CHANGE SO FAST
THAT WE MUST TAKE THE TiME TO TALK THiNGS OVER
AND LiSTEN TO OUR MiND
♥ ♥ ♥
+ MY ANGEL +
#12; rest in peace teddy

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you.
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death.
♥ Rest in Peace;
Francescia, Eddie, Teddy, &Matt.
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