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[01 Aug 2008|02:35pm] |
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I'm out!
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[01 Aug 2008|11:45am] |
I am feeling very overwhelmed.
Why is my journal so negative?
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[31 Jul 2008|09:31am] |
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Me, Myself and I-De la Soul |
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I cleaned the crap out of my room yesterday. It just needs to be vaccummed and we are good I think. The shower was nasty.
I feel peaceful.
I hope you get better, girl.
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[29 Jul 2008|08:45am] |
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Focus! I am a very stressed little lady. I am absolutely exhausted by everything in my life! Not to say that I am not grateful. I am grateful. I have it good.
Its just that my tummy hurts and I have terrible skin right now.
But Cassie lives in Chula Vista again so I am happy.
And Satin is leaving and it is super awkward for us because neither of us has the capacity to express anything to each other.
Women.
I'm so glad I don't have to marry one.
I love my love.
Yesterday I was feeling good and expected to see him and lose my spirit. Harsh, I know. But, when I saw him my heart filled with love for this patient, generous little love bug God has blessed me with. I love him. I think people try to convince me otherwise because they see how difficult my life has become. They see how much I stress and the difficulties we have. The issue is we are judged far too much. No relationship is perfect, and we are trying to better ourselves and support each other in the changes that need to be made.
Life is dangerous and scary.
But beautiful.
I just want to live it the way I see fit.
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[28 Jul 2008|05:55pm] |
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talked to him on the phone today for the first time in about two weeks. can honestly say my feelings havent changed. of course its hard, knowing that he wants to be my friend and that he still cares about me. but i need to stay strong. and remind myself this is whats best.
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