Tell Me That We Belong Together

Tue, 05 May 2009 17:03:06 GMT

I graduate in a month!

Woo woo :]

wow

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 00:17:25 GMT

its been a while..
haha i bet no one was expecting a post from me
or even remembers me
i remember how often i used to use this
and how close i was with some of you
and now i doubt anyone remembers me
i dont even talk to jessy anymore
who would have seen that coming?
not me.
i miss a lot of people i used to be close with..

I swear I'll take just one lifetime [05 Dec 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | "Letters To God" Box Car Racer ]

How come everyone's doing stupid things? lol seriously though, everyone's off getting high, getting drunk, fucking someone they'll never see again, and seriously, whats the point of it all? Yeah, I know life's short and all but seriously, it's like 1 night of fun, you forget about it, and in the end it doesn't matter. cuz you know, brain damage isn't a big deal. *rolls eyes*

ANYWAY. im fuckin tired. i had to go to this stupid radio thing with my sister and then to some store, and now im whoa. so tired.

lol, but im still so excited about pictures tomorrow. yay.

Too bad I've become everything I described as "stupid" (minus getting high)
Had the Michelle 5 years ago met the Michelle typing this..
She'd hate her
I nearly do now.
What have I done with my life?
Why did I let Jessy go?
And all the people I swore I couldn't live without?
I've come so far
And I've changed so much..

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 23:33:02 GMT

i just want to scream at the top of my lungs

i hate you, didnt you know?

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 01:54:16 GMT

i have so many goals for myself
and so many things i want to do
but im probably the most impatient person you'll ever meet

my spirits are so low right now all because of cory
i feel rather pathetic. :/

motivationnn.
i really need to find some right now

senioritis much?

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 10:14:59 GMT

Someday ill learn..

Once a cheater.. Well you know the rest

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 06:04:52 GMT

i usually hate saying this cuz im always afraid it'll somehow jinx something lol
but i love life. :)
amazing friends
spectacular boyfriend
good job
and great classes

=)

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:13:00 GMT

i dont feel anything right now

it's just a pathetic kind of numb

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 22:35:18 GMT

ugh fuck
i wish i could just see him
:[

today was good!

but now i miss him

imagine your heart being thrown into traffic
and a million trucks running over it
thatd be closeeee to how i feel

yick
at least its summa :]

Sun, 04 May 2008 05:55:33 GMT

haha, i HATE waiting for texts
and it seems like everyone in your phone book texts you except for the one person you want to text you
its rather silly!

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 16:39:34 GMT

i really need to talk about this boy right now
but i feel that letting it all out will jinx it all

:)

summer needs to hurry up!

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 01:00:22 GMT

i really need to find a boy worth my time

this is ever so ridiculous
guys suck so terribly.

:[

EFF.
terrible mood
hardcore.
i hate my lifee.

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:56:14 GMT

overrated

its so cold right now
and im beyond tired

summer please?

<3

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:33:47 GMT

=)

i really want to chill with rico tomorrow but he might not be able to
I REALLY HOPE I CAN

guess who fell back into my life :D
jared<3

fuck yeah

i wish i could just put how i feel right now into a ziplock bag
and keep this smile on my face for the rest of the school year

my day was okay
and now its no less than amazing

goodnight!

<3

hmm?

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 15:07:20 GMT

how much weight can you lose in 2 months?

heh.

and in 5 months?

lemme know babes.<3

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 00:22:47 GMT

i'm wasting my own time on stupid things that don't matter

:]

moving on
seriously.

8 more weeks to get through

this year has made me so much stronger

<3

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 21:31:22 GMT

mister, if you ever read this...

you're the one i want back
and i know we've "moved on"
but you're still the only one i always think of

i'll always love you.. always.

you were never a mistake like the others.

you havent read this in years (maybe you have and i just dont know haha)

but if you ever do

this is for you..

its always been you.

[and its not adeel...]

i don't care what they say, i'm in love with you

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 00:59:52 GMT

hmm..

today was good. :)

about to get off here and do some homework.
ah
ive been like speed reading huckleberry finn
let's end this year, shall we?
no more ap history or ap english for three months<3
then next year we can start it all over
haha

justen is dating a 15 year old

CUTE!

haha

whatever.

ahh

gym tonight

<3

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:55:51 GMT

stayed up and out all night last night :)
got home around 8
went to bed
woke up around 11:30
went to the gym
and now i'm doing laundry...
:)
still have a lot of homework...
"/

but hey!
i've lost 8 pounds.
hehe. :)

hmm..
i need to go do some more
love you all!

<3

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 05:51:47 GMT

just kidding about my last post

i over exaggerate

and i was out all day lol

im about to leave
at 10:52 pm

life is so amazing.

:)

i hope i didnt just jinx it

whatever

ah <3

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 20:04:01 GMT

i dislike my friends right now

we're all supposed to chill, but none of them have contacted me at all today

i guess ill stay at home
by myself
all day...

:(

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:26:24 GMT

i know i keep saying it, but i would really like to get back into this livejournal thing.

maybe start up a new one that wont have any memories tied to adeel.
yuckk.

today was good.

it was "soon to be raider day"
all us mentors had to give 8th graders tours of the school
some were pretty snobby
some were pretty cool
ehh.

i went to megan's after school with megan j. and brea

it was enjoyable.

we played mario kart or something?
yeah, i don't know.

then hung out with brea and jamilee
saw shutter
i'm kinda scared still. lol

i'm tired but i dont wanna go to bed

my house is pretty empty cuz my mom and grandma are in the phillippines

i got my sister a beefy melt or whatever it is from taco bell but i have been unable to give it to her because shes asleep

my dad is sick "/

i was reading old entries from YEARS ago, and i hope i don't sound that dumb anymore. lol. i'll read this in a couple years and ill be like "OH michelle, you were soo lame! haha. SHUT UP"

and itll continue for the rest of my life. yep :)

seriously. i'll write in here all the time.

i'm on a diet!
i have lost ten pounds
and i will continue doing so

how do you like me now??

time to prove everyone wrong
maybe even myself

lovelove
<3<3

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:25:57 GMT

justen is the best kisser ever :)

hah

now all we need is to date

eff my life

lol.

being sick sucks

school sucks

i need to comment everyone sometime

hmm?

my mom left for the phillippines today

and now the house is lonely..

love and stuff :)

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 23:30:18 GMT

i hope by now i've put up with enough
i've cried my eyes out and ive faked plenty of smiles
ive pretended i dont care about him and i lost my best friend
ive been called every name
this is all making me stronger...
step your game up
its gona take a lot more than words to break me.

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 23:05:20 GMT

ew. i have never liked a guy as much as i like justen. lately boys have been a dime a dozen but i just cannot shake this "/
prolly just cuz i cant have him. lol

gym tonight. =)
and all week!
im gona get so in shape itll be ridiculous

saturday will be the bomb

and summer is nearly here

11 weeks of school left.

oh lord.

hehe.

loveee youu all =)

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 06:04:56 GMT

me and justen are so fighting right now

ITS GAY

he's blown me up hella times today
and i cant figure out why
=)

eff boys man
single lifeee <3