To every girl, who gossiped about me in corners of parties; to those whowere my slap in the face; to the closeminded or misunderstanding; to those whobroke my heart: you all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of the trials you put me through and no matter what you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me.
I'm not a slut; I just have a body. I'm not stupid; I just lack common sense. I'm not a jock; I just like alot of sports. I'm not a poser; I just like alternative music. I'm not fat; I just have alot of curves. I'm not miss popularity; I just have alot of friends. I don't like my boyfriend; I love him. I don't ignore you; I just don't give a shit. I'm not a bitch; I'm just honest. I'm not a punk; I just like that genre of music. I don't flirt alot; I'm just overly friendly. I'm not mean; I just have jokes. I'm not insecure. I just don't trust people. This is me, you can like it, or you can leave it.
__________shes got crazylove for \\
music . green . acoustic songs/guitars♥ . guys with accents . basketball . writing my thoughts . country . alternative . rock . beaches . sunglasses . purses . & so on.
__________shes got crazyhate for \\
cheating . old people who hit on me . fighting . hypocrites . feet . not meaning what you say . people who think they're better than everyone else. spreading rumors. highschool drama . & so on.
So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or 2 or 12, and you will fall and it will hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fail, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances passed them by, why they didn't take the road less traveled. Those people are not you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, and in transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. And it will be electric, and I promise you it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not 2 minutes from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your bones. And go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning remembering that. And then... Keep going.
________pause play repeat \\
Red Hot Chili Peppers. good charlotte. taking back sunday. the used. dashboard confessional. smile empty soul. switchfoot. maroon 5. rascal flatts. bowling for soup. simple plan . papa roach. matchbook romance. yellow card. sugarcult. story of the year. evanescence. matchbox twenty. coheed and cambria . my chemical romance . jet . the killers . the ataris . counting crows . hawthorne heights . journey
+ The more you know who you are and what you want, the less you let things upset you. Lost in Translation.
+ Give me the strength to be what I was and forgive me for what I am. Antonio Banderas
+ She is vulnerable for the same reason she is strong. Anything she puts her love in - she will trust. She will wait you out - she will put up with you for forever...if she loves you.
+ You don't have to be the textbook definition of a teen girl. Some girls are like that, some girls aren't. It's nothing bad, the bad thing is being what you aren't. YM