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[Aug. 7th, 2006|12:39 pm]
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wow its been way to long in this thing hmm what to say i just got my car fixed and it makes some other noise prolly something else that will cost a wholllle lota of money you know just my luck. But anwyays i miss my friends.. especially the ones who are ACTUALLY trying to make an effort into hanging out with me even though i prolly have the worst schedule ever with work and you knwo sleep duh. but yeah to my friends who ive tried and tried to hang out with guess what yeah im giving up on you it seems that you guys only have time for certain people see what time does it changes people and you see the ugly side of them it sucks but for those who have been there yeah thanks i love you guys |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|10:51 am]
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well lets see im still working @ the gay bakery but im still making money for college which is good. I just recently registered for college and since i was top twenty percent of the freakin` class i saved 1463 dollars then i got another 1420 from financial aid which is flippin` awesome. But anywways ive been very happy lately because i have a boyfriend. No one knows him i work with him and i've known him for almost two years now. Hes like me since wayyy before last summer which is actually kind of cute since hes never told me until now. But to describe him, some people may be surprised what im about to say, but hes mexican but not like those ones that stare you down and ahh but hes a sweetheart hes 21 and he treats me like i wnat to be treated. We have been going out since last month the day after turkey day, which made me happy. I've been happy ever since and I seriously don't care what people say about him or what people know about him because yeah he may have a bad past or a bad rep. but hes changed a wholllle lot and when i say a whole lot i MEAN it. But anyways last night guessss what... I SAW HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS. It was craaaaaazy i was in about a good 15 mosh pits there was @ one point where i was in two at one time yes i know crazy. One guy pushed me so i turned arond and there was a mosh pit right behind me and BAM i got an elbow right to my mouth im okay though. Um Silverstein, Aiden, & Bayside opened up, absolutely amazing. I wouldn't change it for the world. But yeah im still working signed up for college have someone who treats me well in my life and on top of that I SAW MY FAVORTIE BAND LAST NIGHT.
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|05:15 pm]
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wow its been a while when i definately get a chance i will soooo update i have so much to write about you have no idea.
LET ME KNOW IF YOU STILL ARE USING THIS. <3 |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|11:46 pm]
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Well lets see since the last update that I have done not much has gone on; well I got a new date for my court session which blows its on my sisters 20th birthday. Then well I've been working really hard haven't had the actual time to hang out with anyone other than my little Liz. Yea well other than that I got paid today.. its about 300 dollars, thank god. I need to get a credit card to build up my credit; anyone know any good ones? But anyways how is everyone doing who still reads this like my MISS AMANDA HEINLE who i miss so friggen much. Yes amanda I must go see you but I need directions for the hundreth time, haha, sorry sweety. Well I don't know what else to say except summer is almost over & all my close friends are going to be leaving soon. This is sad to say but some have more of an affect on me then others because I finally truely realized who my true and actual friends are. They are the ones that try to hang out with me & not only use me to get around, yea having a car sucks sometimes. I sometimes think thats the only reason why I still have some of my friends that I have. But anyways its 12 and I have work @ eight in the morning so I shall update as soon as I can.
much love to you all
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|07:33 am]
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I'm back to this journal too many memories in this one that I can never leave behind. Let me see I recently got into an accident nothing major just a ticket for careless driving which is 85 bucks. I was driving and the girl who was with me pointed to my right saying there it is me thinking I had my right turn signal on well I didnt i had my left and when I went to go turn I turned right into some girls car. It happeend but I am going to go to court to plead not guilty to my ticket due to the fact that there were no injuries. Hopefully I'll get my points dropped cause that ticket is two points and it will cost a few hundred but its better to pay a few hundred then to pay a higher insurance cost. But anyways last night was amazing me and my two friends took a shot of Southern Comfort; anyone every have it? Some strong stuff but its so good haha. Anyways I got my check yesterday from the week that worked during the carnival and i worked so many hours because I would work from 7-4 leave to come back at 10 to slice rolls for the carnival food stands, and it was 490, how awesome is that thats amazing for me. I worked like a workaholic its insane but hey in the end its all work the hours you worked when its pay day. Other than that I haven't been doing much lately just enjoying my summer spending time with the ones who actually want to see me and nto just leave me in the dust
but lets just say one thing, I'm a fool for ever thinking I could get a chance, I'm a fool for ever listening to what others told me to think of you, & I don't want to get hurt again. I know if I don't take the chance again Ill regret it later but i just don't want to feel the way I did the first time, but there is something about you I can't quite put my finger on it but its.. ugh; what am I doing? =( I want to move on from you but then again I want to stay right where I am. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|08:19 am]
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Sorry its been a while I've just been working my ass off can't wait til the checks thats all I know. So how is everyones summer going? I've been trying to take time to go to the beach and guess what I am definately going tomorrow cause I said so its suppose to be nice HOPEFULLY; we've been getting a lot of rain. Well lets see its been total chaos with all the graduation parties; lets just say I'm no longer a designated drived; FCUK THAT. Next party I'm all over everything haha, just kidding but if there's SMIRNOFF, i'm in! haha well other than that nothing much has happeend I had a meeting yesterday @ work because of the girls and their petty bullshyt that they argue about but everything seems to be situated. I have a question for all; "have you ever thought of doing something that you never thought you would do?" & if so what did you do cause i dunno i really dont want to talk much about it but i dunno its really confusing.. next week my check is going to be over four hundred dollars thats right 400 dollars; can't wait. & for me winning Miss Puerto Rico a while ago I get 300 dollars i had to wait til i was 18 so I finally am thank god.
Do you ever think of that one guy you know you might never get but still see him to be the most perfect guy you ever met; yea trust me i know..
much love
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|12:34 pm]
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Well yes today is the first day of summer; OFFICALLY. Yesterday was my graduation; let me just say one thing whoever is still in school enjoy your senior year cause its the best year out of all of the others. Ignore the pettiness, you lose some you win some friends but in the end its those who you are hugging @ graduation. The ceremony was beautiful, and my best friend was the first person I hugged, right when the final song finished it was like a movie she turned to me and i looked at her and we just ran to eachother and hugged eachother. Jenn Haas is her name and she is definately one person I never want to lose contact with I have so many memories with her when i only met her my sophmore year compared to people who i knew longer than her I love her. Then liz came up to me after i finished crying and i just saw her and for her being like a sister to me and for her being there it made me cry again. Graduation was amazing and i wish i could go back and do it all over again. Whats my excuse now I dont have one anymore i dont have the excuse of oging to school anymore; I was a senior but now im back to the beginning I am a freshman again. But anyways I'm going to go ill update probably tomorrow but I have so much stuff to do like GET MY BRAKES FIXED finally they have been squeeling for the longest time.
i love you all; how are you all doing? <3
much loooooooooove |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|10:13 am]
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wow; today is my last day of school before graduation practice, tomorrow is suppose to be a heat wave so i am going to have gallllllons of water with me. I am going to get five hundred tan lines from practice but hey its all worth it. I can't wait to leave school from all the petty BS, its all over and there is no looking back except on the good memories; with people who i love. Just a pointer to anyone who is still in high school ignore all the petty bs and live high school years the best that they can be; TRUST ME. But anyways how is everyone doing i am in graphics class waiting for my dvd to finish burning but i am going to go to lunch ill update a little later with more to talk about but im thirsty and hungry so seee yaaaa
much love <3 |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|09:06 pm]
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Well lets see ive been awake since 4:30 this morning because i had a friggen nightmare that reoccuring nightmard; DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THEM?! Yea well they suck really bad but anyways then i went to work @ 5:30 til 4ish man some long hours i grabbed my cds that i burned off the computer like three years ago and me and my friend liz listened to them and it was taking a trip down "the memory lane"; it was fun yet brought back some good/bad memories then while we were working we saw this HOT and i mean HOT guy i know he graduated not to long ago but he has a tattoo and its gorgeous<3 anywho liz left work then i went home watched a marathon of America's Next Top Model with my older sister arleen i started to fall asleep and now i am over my lizzzy's house going to watch "THE SEED OF CHUCKIE" haha i heard it was funny prolly is since the newer the movies are of that doll the funnier they get but anyways we went walking and guess who we saw @ WAWA? that dude again with the hot tattoo; ahh he is hot! Me & liz are going on a search for his name yes for his name and then we'll work from there but anyways i graduate in what 6 days; its coming by way to fast and in two more days graduation practice starts ohh man i cant wait!! SO HOW IS EVERYONE DOING?!?!?!
"the BIGGER the better; yeeeeeeeehaw"
-- gotta love it <3
i wanna see him again... who are YOU????
I LOVE Ashley... and congrat on her graduation!!!
LOVE, LiZz
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|03:13 pm]
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holy hell its been a while since i updated just been really busy trying to keep my school grades up and get straight A's in my classes so i get exempted from the exams so far i got exempted from graphics, pre-calculus, PHYSICS [THANK GOD], spanish, and thats it which is pretty good i have to take forensics and english which isnt that bad my english one is only a five paragraph essay so yea that will be a breeze. Anyways how is everyone doing.. im trying to think of a new username but nothing is ringing a bell in this empty head of mine, but any ideas shoot them away. But how is everyone; i miss talking to all my friends off of here, but once i get a new name ill be sure to add those who are still active, sorry i havent been but i am going to go i am going to go buy one month of tanning for thirty bucks and get the second month half off so for two months its only FORTY FIVE DOLLARS for two months bytches. AHH then work after cant wait.
I GRADUATE IN TWO WEEKS FROM TODAY ON JUNE 20TH;
i cant wait yet again i dont want to leave
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