I wish I could be as immature as a 22 year old is.

Yeesh. 22.

Wake me up when life is over with.

Oh and kudos to me for quitting smoking..two months tomorrow...today..I suppose

Hey Vh1..
BET already exists.
It's not necessary.
Stop it now.



Yaaaay turkey day!!!

Ive been waiting forever to post this one..
But i finally did it LJ..

I got a car.

I did a stupid stupid thing today
Why do i always get into these funks?

Oooooooooh no
Its getting really cold
GO GO AWAY WINTER!

that just happend.

Ive been nice for too long and its alot more self fufilling to be a bitch.

It makes my pillow that much softer to lay on at the end of the day knowing i said what i had to and what was on my mind and that i hurt as many peoples feelings as possible :)

This guy at work told me i should sign up for the anti -bullying pledge. Why would i do that when im an asshole to you and you still buy me cookies everyday?? Its working out for me so..

Otherwise my parents want to get rid of my kitty!! Shes shitting everywhere but i finally made an appointment for her .. im just afraid there might be something really wrong with her.

Thats pretty much all i got.. work is work..car shopping soon...
I dont wanna spend all the money i saved though!

If I got a new phone that was easier to type on I guess things would be different.
Actually to be honest I forgot about you for a minute

Long short. My dads going in for his second hip replacement surgery soon. Good. Sooner the better the less bitching and crying. But probably not. He's a hypochondriac. Which is just a medical term for being a pussy.

My job is completely laughable. Its like getting paid to be in a high school atmosphere without the books. I work with grown ass children and I feel so out of place because I'm levels above these people. I feel like Paris Hilton when she did that show The Simple Life. Like am I really supposed to be here? You're joking right?

But its money in my savings. Yeah. I get $100 a month to spend and the rest goes to the car ill never get because everything is ugly and not me and not affordable and bad on gas and not an suv.
Whatever. I thought I'd be excited but I'm not..I'm just gonna give my mom the money and tell her to find something.

I feel like I'm working my ass off for no pay off. Where is the reward?
I even at least just wanna get up in the morning and comfortably accept that this is going to be my life from now on until I get what I need in place to move on to the next level.

I kinda need to just start fresh. I think its taking a toll on me on the inside more than I think because my face is breaking out so bad I had to go and order some face stuff online.

I feel like I have too much on my plate and I don't know which end to start at first. When in reality its not that bad.
Ive always been a mountain maker. Never been a fan of moles anyway.

I'm going to WV for the 4th of July so hopefully I can take that time and just relax.

Oh and so sad about Ryan Dunn. He was my favorite.

I hardly have time to update completely.
Only enough time for stupid ramblings or thoughts.

Speaking of which...
Potheads did not invent shag carpets. Fact. At least it has to be.

I am more clear thinking and rational when I'm high. Less highstrung even.

This why is I need to smoke after work.

High me has a good perspective and gives me good advice.
I need high me to converse with me about my problems and how I should solve them.

The end.