I feel like I'm getting thiinnnn... :) [07 Oct 2008|10:05am] _______feathers [beastmode_09] [ mood | ecstatic ] Yes sir thats right. Im losing some more weight If I'm not mistakin I weigh 153.. Its still far from my goal, but yeahhh.. I did eat yesterday, but all I had was 3 pieces of brisket ( probably 300 cals ?), 1 cup of cornflakes (100 cals ) and sugarfree jello (10 cals ) I wont eat anything today, because I'm not gonna have time. Tonight I will be home, but I'll tell my mom I ate when I got home from school, or I dont feeel good. ( that always works ) Well talk later. Peace Think thinnn by loves.. Britany. :) post comment

A little tip [07 Oct 2008|10:57am] fivefootthree [0_deborah] [ mood | chipper ] Here's something I ran across that I'm sure could benefit everyone. "A tablespoonful of honey in celery juice, sipped slowly, will very effectively reduce the appetite if taken before a meal, and makes a delightful drink. You can take the same mixture as a nightcap when it will help you to relax into a soothing and restful sleep." Off of http://ezinearticles.com/?Health-Benefits-Of-Celery-Juice&id=119999. It'll be great for me at night when I can't drink caffiene and don't want the calories from alcohol. Stay strong everyone! post comment

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isnt it strange.. [07 Oct 2008|02:17pm] _______feathers [cupcake_and_sun] [ mood | confused ] that on average we should be eating 2000 calories and yet we feel terrible for eating just 400 =/ i dont understand how much food i would have to eat to amke up 2000 cals a day.. and have you seen that supersize vs superkiny programme, where all them larger people eat like 7500 cals a day.. thats crazy.. i just dont understand it. i dont understand how my sister can come home from school and eat some toast then have a plate of waffles and then have some pasta a couple of hours later and still find time and space for a can of hot dog sausages and gravey before bed. btw, could someone explain saturated fat to me.. i can just about cope with counting callories (when they are wrote as 'in this portion' rather than rounded to 200 grams.. but i have never understood ANYTHING else lol! sorry, you must get annoyed with my posts.. im just a little bored.. terrible terrible weather today and home alone =[ much love x-o-x-o xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx post comment

CRIES A LITTLE ABOUT A SLICE OF TOAST.. [07 Oct 2008|02:08pm] _______feathers [cupcake_and_sun] [ mood | crushed ] HOW PATETIC.. (btw, i only remembered the toast just before posting =[ ) my mum hasnt done the.. you're eating properly arent you.. thing in a while.. make me feel fat when i dont get someone saying that!! stupid huh? i dont know why but all my family think i eat loads, i think its because i always say ooh i could do with some chocolate i want this i want that they dont seem to notice that when i do walk off with a plate of food its just a salad or some crakers.. i kinda like that.. my friends drive me crazy thought.. they are constantly saying 'maybe you should eat more' as a reply to anything i say.. that drives me mad.. when i was ill and didnt know what was wrong, i met my friend for our lunch hour as we were both at work and i didnt get anything to eat (i said it was because my belly was hurting, which it was, but i was just using it as an excuse to not eat lunch) and the only reply she would give me was 'maybe you should eat something' i could say ohh no my foot just fell off and the only reply i would get would be, maybe you should eat more.. im going away with this friend on friday for the weekend.. i dont know what im going to do about food! anyway, end of the day, when it turned out i was ill and had to have an operation she felt well bad for not having any sympathy!! all my friends are like that, its because im the smallest and therefore im not allowed to ever say anything about feeling fat, bloated or bigger than usual. today i have had quite a lot.. well, it sounds like a lot.. fromaige  frai- 50 cal 4 crackers with butter- just over a100 cal 1 and a bite small low fat choc brownies- bout 110 2 cups of tea.. bar the tea thats about 260 ohh shit, i had a slice of toast this morning.. i even managed to blank that out.. okay so thats another like 130 or something, it wasnt bad bread lol and i had marmite which is like 13 cals.. =[ 390 ish.. thats more like 400 OMG. thats so shit, i thought i had done well today =[ *cries* i cant wait till im living on my own and have only salad and fruit in the house and the parents have gone food shopping today =[ post comment

Arg! [07 Oct 2008|08:58am] _______feathers [waifofagirl] I'm getting super annoyed because I'm STILL 137.5!! I thought I did so good yesterday! I ate so little and I worked out so hard! All i wanted to see was half a pound gone :/ Maybe tomorrow? post comment

well [06 Oct 2008|10:46pm] fivefootthree [cadencecoda] i was 102.5 this morning, now i'm 103.5 after a cheerios binge. eh. "i don't feel at all like i fall" but when i was drying off from my shower, i noticed that you could see a few notches in my spine. very pretty. i've NEVER been able to see them before. it made me feel better about my terrible eating day. tomorrow will be better because my family ate everything i baked! hurray! one day all of us will be perfect, just wait. 3 comments|post comment

[06 Oct 2008|10:25pm] _______feathers [wittledmsvixen] This weekend is Thanksgiving in Canada, and I'm so excited. Not only do I have a day off from school on the Monday (October 13) but my parents are leaving me home alone. That means being able to eat as little as I choose with no judgement and a nice quiet house to come home to after work. I have a lot of shit to do this weekend, some projects to work on and studying to get done. It's ridiculous. I bought a glass scale last night, it's gorgeous and so far seems pretty accurate. Today I had a veggie wrap with two slices of cheese, a diet pepsi, a "portion" of mac and cheese and 4 small pastry-like sticks. Not to bad, but obviously could've been better. I decided that as a reward, when I can finally fit into my black TNA jeans (size 10, but they make my legs look AMAZING!) I will reward myself with booking a tattoo appointment. I want to get "Myself and I" or something like that, a little remind that I need to learn to rely on myself to get my dreams accomplished and become more assertive about the things I want, on my rib cage in a very nice, feminine font. PS. I know this is obvious, but does anyone ever wonder how celebrities do it? It always seems that one morning the kind of chubby ones wake up and are just magically skinny. Look at Shenae Grimes, she went from being somewhat average on Degrassi to "way to thin" on 90210. I wish I knew their secrets. However, so far my plan of attack is working...for now. Soon I'm going to start introducing exercise like some light walking and weights. I have a coffee in the morning to get me going, and then I eat dinner with my family so that they don't think anything of it. I'm not hungry in the mornings or during the day. I read in a book that you shouldn't eat until you're actually hungry, but most say that you should eat breakfast regardless of wether or not you're hungry. I had a German test today, pretty sure I bombed, but we'll see. I kind of like being stressed. It keeps me busy and distracted so I don't focus on food. Now if only there was a boy kicking around... Love all of you, Think thin. 2 comments|post comment

[07 Oct 2008|12:21am] ana_mia [johnnyvixen] hi. my name is johnny. i'm 21 years old and 6'0 ft. tall... i've always been obsessed with food and what i put into my body. i used to play volleyball and ate basically what i wanted... i was a 165lbs my first year of university because of all the muscle i gained and fat from being on birth control. i really didn't care about what i ate, and thought i looked relatively good... after i quit playing university ball, i kept my eating habits but began to gain weight, nearing 175lbs... i started going to the gym but i couldn't stay dedicated and did not change my eating habits.... later, i decided to play vball again and began an intense weight program - i was back to eating obscenes amounts of foods but with all the training I did, it did not matter. I lost weight and went back to a 165lbs. i then gave up on volleyball but i did not want to go back to being fat like i was before... i started drinking heavily and lost 5lbs... and then 5 more pounds... and 5 more... then I started purging a lot, due to stress eating and then the guilt. I dwindled down to a 150lbs... slimmer than I was in my last year of high school. i kept purging for months, several times per week sticking my fingers down my throat - my face began to bloat, my stomach would get irritated easily and i have a raspy voice now (smoking may of worsened that too..) so i made a decision to stop hurting myself and eat healthy. i also went off birth control... i am now around 130lbs... i maybe purge once a week (i get help for it though so i can stop some day) and eat only clean foods such as veggies, fruits and protein. i'm obsessed with spinach salads. CW: 132lbs HW: 175lbs goal: maintain a 130lbs. once you start maintaining healthy eating habits, it's hard to go back to junk eating (but i do fall off the wagon for nachoes, a slushie or licorice from time to time. it doesn't affect my weight) 3 comments|post comment

ugh [06 Oct 2008|07:54pm] _______feathers [dirtywords_xx] yesterday and todays been shitty. i binged/am binging all day. it's getting worse though..i've tried to purge twice now but come to my senses. i still walk away from the bathroom feeling like i want to take everything inside of me out. question: which birth controls make you gain weight? if they even do.. i'm getting on it soon. fucking..first trip to a big girl dr. fuck. gross shit. but uh yeah. halp? 1 comment|post comment

[06 Oct 2008|10:39pm] _______feathers [wheretolook] Hi all, I've been absent from this community for a while. After falling off the recovery wagon, I'm climbing back on. I've been taking pictures of my meals lately and I think it's something that's going to become a trend. I would love it if anybody who's interested in recovery or is trying to get back to being healthy could watch my journal and hold me accountable for what I eat. I don't want to feel like I need to restrict, I don't want to binge, and I don't want to worry about every single calorie. I just want to eat reasonably healthy meals and be okay with it. Let me know if you're interested, mostly because it would really help me to know there's someone watching. Thanks =) Aimee post comment

[06 Oct 2008|10:23pm] _______feathers [briarmarque] I hate being stressed on all fronts. I'm stressed about finding a job after college. I'm stressed about being too exhausted to go to the gym or to even clean my room. I'm stressed because... - I cannot seem to stop eating now that it's getting below freezing at night! AHH. I hate being cold too. - I've been really awful lately, way too much eating. - Everyone keeps trying to pressure me to drink with them, because I'm just so much damn "fun" drunk... but all I feel is regretful, angry that I've been made to drink and really really really frustrated at having drank all those calories. - I have no money. Seriously, I have 40$ for the next 2.5 weeks, and basically no food in my kitchen. This might sound like a good thing, but not only can I not even afford to rent a movie, I get really panicked when I can't afford even low calorie foods, and start freaking out. Plus, my friends are all rich, so I can't admit to them that I am broke. - I just got turned down for this on campus job... contributing to my money troubles. The cost of rent and tuition is killing me. - Finally, my roommate wants to host a brunch for our friends this weekend, and I don't want to tell her why I can't (money, AGAIN, and the fucking calories) because it's a vacation weekend (4 days) so I have NO excuses and I can't afford a plane ticket so I can't fly home to see my friends. I don't know what to do. I feel like the world is abnormal, not me. We're going into a freaking recession and you people spend money like there is no tomorrow ! (or, more correctly, like your parents pay for everything) Why can't I diet? Why is it so HORRIBLE that I should want to skip a meal, or eat only what I buy from the grocery store? Why can we not ever hang out without it being about eating???!?!?!!!! I'm losing my mind from stress. And when I'm stressed, I want to eat lots of sugar. I just want to run away and I have nowhere to go. Thanks everyone who read this whole thing... I don't know what my stupid problem is. 1 comment|post comment

[06 Oct 2008|10:14pm] ana_mia [kaaraaaaaface] 5 days fasting/chewing spitting/ eating a crumb (literally of food) 9 lbs lost 5 comments|post comment

VIDEO UPDATE [07 Oct 2008|03:05am] _______feathers [wherermywings00] Seeing as I havent in a while.. post comment

Workouts [06 Oct 2008|09:55pm] _______feathers [veggiextales] So, I was wondering what everyone does for their workouts. I dance six hours a week, which isn't much, but it's something. When I need more, I do jumproping. I also have this ab workout that I got from a fellow dancer, if anyone is interested. It works for me. Change the number of crunches to your own liking. I usually do ten. 10 regular crunches 10 with one leg up, one leg down (ninety degree angle) 10 with one leg up, the other leg bent and resting on the knee area so it's like the tree in yoga or retere in dance 10 with other leg 10 with other leg 10 with legs hanging straddle in the air (this on is ridiculous, but it works) 10 with both legs in the air 10 with legs to the left, crunches to the right 10 with legs to the right, crunches to the left 10 regular crunches 10-12 legups Then I do 150 jumping jacks and 60 releves, for dance. Anyone else? Sorry there's no cut, I fail at livejournal. post comment

[06 Oct 2008|08:55pm] ana_mia [willbethin97] [ mood | disappointed ] So my show comes on in a few minutes. Tonight i ended up taking a nap, getting up and having a small binge. I had a turkey sandwich, a yogurt, and some sunchips ugh. i purged it all up though right away.  Tonights purge was golden. (: i am empty for what i know of, or mostly am. Tmwr i am DEFF fasting. sorry ladies about ruining todays. i will make it up to you. i am going to go watch the hills, and lay down for the night. good luck ladies. stay strong. i will be on tmwr. get some rest. post comment

[06 Oct 2008|09:24pm] ana_mia [crave_thin22] [ mood | fucked! ] I need help my mom is trying to control me and now teachers st school know about my we... What do I do... Say I'm not eating and there is nothing they can do about it? Please I would greatly appriciate as many replys as possible stay strong girls and please help me stay in control of my life. 7 comments|post comment

Abandoned motel on Route 22 (near Cadiz, OH) [06 Oct 2008|07:40pm] abandonedplaces [thelonious] I went poking around an abandoned motel that's just east of Cadiz, Ohio on Route 22. ( 6+ ) 10 comments|post comment

[06 Oct 2008|07:18am] ana_mia [quitecloudy] I don't mean to double post. But.. I did the online BMI calculator, and it said my BMI is 18.5 which is not bad, however it's pretty much bullshit because last year I took a weight lifting class and the coach calculated our BMI and I am almost 10 lbs lighter now than I was last year, and just as active and my BMI was 18.2 But he measured it the real way with measurements and a pinch test. Soo...ya online BMI calculator is whack. 1 comment|post comment

[06 Oct 2008|07:13am] ana_mia [quitecloudy] Wtf. I don't know what's going on with me today. I lay down and I feel uncomfortable. I stand up, I feel light headed and want to lay down. It never ends. I feel uncomfortable in my own body. Anyway, still 118 today. At least I didn't gain. Today I did not stay within 300 cals. I know, I've already beat myself up over it, I had a sort of mini b/p session. I didn't over eat, but I did purge everything I consumed. post comment

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