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[ October 20th 2008☺ 4:10PM ] to tell someone so close to you, something so important to you and for them not to do or claim not to be able to do a thing about it, fucking hurts more than any other pain in the whole world. I'll be so glad when I can be away from all of this. post a comment

[ October 2nd 2008☺ 10:11PM ] It's really hard, to be alive. And its really hard to feel that, and want more than anything for it to go away. post a comment

views changed. [ September 7th 2008☺ 3:30PM ] I think I'm getting sick, I'll fix this later. post a comment

[ July 20th 2008☺ 4:35PM ]  god, people are shitty. I hate when people automatically assume shit about me, or accuse me of shit then don't let me explain it? then call me a bitch cause i hate everyone, whatever honestly. I have the most valid legit reasons to hate people, they don't know what i've been through and never will so fuck 'em. I don't need anyone man, its just annoying cause its always gonna be me and the moon. can't trust people for shit, always screw you over. damn' post a comment

mmm. [ July 5th 2008☺ 2:47PM ] lifes funny you know. its weird cause by day im just cruisin through everything but when it gets to night i calm down in a weird way and i start thinkin about alot of stuff you know. Lifes just funny, funniest thing i've ever heard of.  post a comment

oh hey. [ June 29th 2008☺ 11:05AM ] "I feel the need to write down everything, because I'm afraid I'll forget how happy I am" -brittany chicsim,(butchered your last name) oh brittany chisim, thank you for forever stitching that line in my brain. I just read over, just about every entry in here. Still feelin good about how my mind works, still feelin pretty down about everything else. beh' im gonna go for a walk, i think lately i'll stumble over this and actually take the time to document everything thats gone on.  post a comment

[ April 4th 2008☺ 10:42PM ]  i've gotten into blogspot, this thing is depressing. i mean i go through the pages, its got the highest of the highs and the lowest of the lows. I'm trying, so hard to just erase what used to be and who used to be there. post a comment

The highest of the highs. [ March 20th 2008☺ 7:51PM ] and the lowest of the lows. post a comment

[ March 16th 2008☺ 4:07PM ] acutally, I'm not happy with myself. I really hope i make softball, i mean i really want it and i really need it. post a comment

Well, here we are [ March 15th 2008☺ 10:04PM ]  At this point, I'm back to wanting things.  I just really wish i make softball, I think It'd really help my confidence, not to mention help keep me in shape, and shape up some things. For now though, I feel like I'm happy with myself, I feel like that.. Yeah :) I'm really feelin this designer thing lately, i mean I'm really feelin it. post a comment

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