Current location:	Seventh Circle of Hell
Current mood:	guilty
Current music:	MAKE THE NOISES STOP!!!!

I need a new car, and I feel like crap

Seriously, I just can't have nice things.


I think it's about time I got a new car. Honda Element or a Toyota Matrix. Not really too picky 'cause I don't have too much money to work with. Job pays all right, but then there's taxes and insurance to worry about. Not to mention the fact that I still need to money to get back into college, move out of the house, maybe get a new computer, and let's face it....I could use a new job while I'm at it.


Plans, plans, plans...working for the rest of this week, then who the hell knows. Supposed to be going off to Renfest weekend after Mother's Day with cursedcrossbow, stellabambino, decadent_east, and God knows who else. I've also had several people invite me to attend Metro-Con...not too sure if I'm going to go or just stay and save up for Otakon...not too worried about Dragon-Con as I'm on staff....and as for AWA, that's going to be the "Wind down and relax after Dragon-Con" Con this year. Just walk around, buy some stuff, watch some anime, meet some friends, and chill. Maybe even try out for cosplay contest again.

What the FUCK did I drink last night?!? 
I feel like fucking HELL. My head is throbbing, my gut is doing a watusi, and I feel like absolute HELL.
Not to mention the shit I posted up on here. Lesson for you all, never fucking post when you are not in your right mind. You'll have a lynchmob on your trail before dawn.
Which brings me to my next topic:

sting_of_fate. I believe I owe you one big-ass apology. Some might say the only way I could attone for what I posted would be seppuku, but that wouldn't go over too well with cursedcrossbow. So...for what it is worth, I am heartily and honestly sorry for the bullshit that was posted, it has been deleted, and such remarks will never disgrace this Livejournal again. I am sorry for having offended you, your man, and anyone else who had the misfortune to glance upon that shit. I am willing to personally apologize to you, and to make amends for my immature and thoughtless actions. I was in no condition to post anything last night, and sincerely regret that my altered state of mind resulted in such behavior. Again, I am so very sorry.  

If anyone else reads this, let's just say The Oni was a fuckhead last night and shoved a figurative shotgun up his figurative ass, and this is my way of trying to partially atone for the dire mistake. It was a pretty fucking big one, though. I'm just glad only a few certain people saw it and I was able to delete it before others were able to view it and reply. Fuck I hate it when I pull shit like that.

Ruins my whole reputation.