urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact ipod ipod 2005-07-22T18:39:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:100277 2005-07-22T17:18:08Z 2005-07-22T18:39:51Z <font size="6">HEY YO, HAY</font><br /><br />New livejournal.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/this_machine_">http://www.livejournal.com/users/this_machine_</a><br /><br />If I didn't add you onto my friends<br />list for that journal then that means<br />I don't read your entries, so <br />don't try and add me back <br />because it'd be a waste. CYA. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:100075 2005-07-19T06:56:17Z 2005-07-19T06:56:17Z people kill themselves all the time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:99701 2005-07-17T18:05:31Z 2005-07-17T18:05:31Z what the fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:99396 2005-07-13T18:44:48Z 2005-07-13T18:44:48Z tonsa stuff!<br />like tonsa work!<br />and tonsa jenna!<br />usually after work!<br />until the early<br />morning!<br /><br />Also, something<br />like $400 on an<br />ovation super<br />shallow acoustic, <br />which my mom<br />is pissed about.<br />Suck it, ma!<br /><br />Something about<br />me, Jenna, and<br />my super slick<br />hawaiin shirt<br />going to philly<br />in a little while.<br /><br />Oh, and the Guyver<br />at Brian's house.<br />We should get tonsa <br />people over to watch<br />it, because it's<br />pretty hawt.<br /><br />blah blah bsvjsd<br />fuck! fuck! fuck!<br /><br />Come see Ariadne<br />for the first time<br />in like, a month<br />at Finnigans<br />on the 24th. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:99116 2005-07-11T04:41:39Z 2005-07-11T04:41:39Z you fit into place. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:98996 2005-07-09T07:09:45Z 2005-07-09T07:09:45Z in no random order:<br /><br />- temple orientation was a good time,<br />and met tons of cool people. I'm even<br />more excited to be getting away and<br />doing my own thing than before.<br /><br />- ended up going back to philly<br />to see do,make,say,think at <br />the unitarian. Had a good time.<br /><br />- i'm totally crushing! really!<br /><br />- the more i hate myself, the <br />more reasons i have to try harder<br />as to not fuck up. <br /><br />- i look in the mirror <br />and hate how i look.<br /><br />- &lt;3 ipod<br /><br />- first band practice in a month,<br />and it was weird. i'm convinced<br />everybody in the band has ADD.<br /><br />it's time for the first sleep in <br />a good while. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:98581 2005-07-07T10:18:25Z 2005-07-07T10:18:25Z I have to spend all day at Temple with people<br />I bet won't like. No sir, no giving anybody<br />a chance for me. That's the american way.<br /><br />I'm torn! and had an awesome night<br />at the movies tonight and want to do<br />it again. I mean last night. Kind of?<br /><br />Here's some props to Pete who's<br />about to ride a bike longer than <br />anybody can fathom. <br /><br />I don't work enough. Which of course<br />means I work entirely too much.<br />I hope summer doesn't fly the fuck<br />by and I'm left with shitty <br />memories such as going out<br />at 11 o' clock every night<br />and hippies. <br /><br />yawn.<br /><br />late! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:98408 2005-07-02T16:14:17Z 2005-07-02T16:14:17Z The best thing about having strep throat<br />is probably missing Poison the Well,<br />Norma Jean, ETID, and countless<br />others at Starland. Fucking. Gay.<br /><br />bla bla bla bla. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:98062 2005-06-29T04:12:48Z 2005-06-29T04:12:48Z The next Ariadne show, I promise i will scream until i throw up blood. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:98007 2005-06-26T00:49:03Z 2005-06-26T00:49:03Z I'm back in Trenton, so let's hang out everybody.<br /><br />6095581579<br /><br />or im: octopi protocol<br /><br /><br />She's talking wrong, wrong songs, <br />long roads to wrong boys. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:97715 2005-06-23T12:35:30Z 2005-06-23T12:35:30Z Besides friends and such, <br />I think I miss playing<br />guitar the most. I <br />get into phases where<br />I´m really into acoustic,<br />because it kinda bears<br />your soul. or doesn´t.<br />Not that I have<br />anything to bear.<br /><br />Brian-<br />Are we playing<br />Finnigans Sunday? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:97347 2005-06-22T14:08:42Z 2005-06-22T14:08:42Z I read, and read, and read, and I´m filled with such <br />ambitions that make me want to pick up a chisel and <br />hammer and make a pieta or a madonna or SOMETHING. BUT!!!<br />I´m not good at drawing, which I´ve accepted already,<br />but still try anyways. I don´t know how to shader<br />right, or draw bodies or anything for that<br />matter in proportion to its other pieces. <br />Phunk it.<br /><br />It´s not based on love, but I don´t think<br />I´ll ever be able to do the whole<br />talk to my gf every/every other night<br />just because that´s not how i´m built.<br /><br />What´s even cooler is that im in <br />Europe and im in a fucking internet <br />cafe. still, its incredibly hot, and<br />i refused to use capitals and good <br />grammar because this keyboard<br />is too hard. louie and<br />his crew were at universtat <br />again, then went into the metro.<br />Rrrrrah! im going to the<br />art museum to skate after this,<br />i just hope i dont get the boot a loot.<br /><br />there´s no such things as whores,<br />just lost souls to be<br />free from their prisons<br />and put back to whole. <br /><br />ive been listening to endless<br />aesop rock, and with the<br />whole reading thing it makes<br />me think there are things i could do <br />which i cant, such as rap. <br />still, im into aesop<br />way too much.<br /><br />ill probably be on later<br />tonight, so check for<br />that octopi<br />protocol door open guy.<br /><br />peaaaaaaaaace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:97028 2005-06-21T19:32:45Z 2005-06-21T19:32:45Z Update from Barcelona.<br />Skated with Louie Barletta<br />today at the UNVERSTAT, and<br />it fucking rocked. Mad tans<br />from nakedness all over the place. <br />Livejournal is in spanish,<br />so I don´t know what the page says.<br />UHMMM!! Three more days.<br />LATER SUGAH PLUMS.<br /><br />- Alex urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:97011 2005-06-20T19:13:04Z 2005-06-20T19:13:04Z Im having a blast in italy. <br />Tomorrow I leave for<br />Barcelona where I will<br />get to go to the beach<br />(it better be nude) and<br />skating my american heart<br />out. If you werent on AIM<br />at around 330 then ill<br />probably talk to you saturday <br />unless I find another internet<br />cafe in Barcelona.<br />Cant wait to get back to<br />hanging with my friends<br />doing nothing for hours at<br />a time, and playing music, <br />etc. <br />Ive been having fun at<br />the bars/clubs because<br />I can actually get into<br />them. <br /><br />See ya guys on Saturday<br /><br />Alex/Jailbait urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:96750 2005-06-14T02:25:53Z 2005-06-14T02:25:53Z Graduation was nice, but I'm not one to say <br />goodbye's that well, or look for them. So<br />if I saw you then awesome, and if not<br />hopefully I will sooner or later. My<br />car has been having some trouble, like<br />yesterday when me and briguy went to <br />Best Buy so I could pick up an i-pod,<br />and my alternator is shot. <br /><br />Last night was tonsa fun even though it started<br />way late, but it was chill and exciting <br />at the same time. I think about it<br />and nobody would have ever seen us two<br />like that, including us I bet. She's nice<br />however, and funny. Gorgeous, of course.<br />It was like freshman year crush all<br />over again, because I stayed until 5<br />because of it, and drove home to catch<br />a train in a hour and a half to take<br />placement testing at Temple. Tired.<br />Get back to train station and my mom<br />took my car with the shot alternator, <br />so it took two hours to get to our house<br />five minutes away. Lame. Still tired.<br />I'm almost done packing.<br /><br />Dear livejournal readers:<br />I'm leaving for Europe tomorrow<br />at around 2, and I'll be back<br />June 25th, so I'll see all my favorite<br />lonely pirates then and we can go<br />on awesome pirate adventures, <br />and my favorite girls, ones who are<br />near and far, etc. I'll try and <br />take pictures, but I'll be distracted.<br /><br /><br />late. Alex. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:96332 2005-06-12T04:56:11Z 2005-06-12T12:58:41Z This is my last post as a student in highschool, <br />because in 9 hours I will get my diploma and my <br />life will never be the same. Thanks to all<br />my friends who have kept me sane and busy.<br />To my band who I love making music with.<br />To all my skateboarders which has <br />been probably more time consuming than <br />anything school related<br />To my friend that I don't get too see <br />as often as I'd like because she lives so<br />far away&lt;3. To my livejournal buds<br />who comment on my posts and make it seem<br />like we actually know each other. To<br />my ex girlfriends who have helped me<br />become the person I am today, because<br />influence is influence and experience <br />is the same way. <br /><br />I'll see your asses tommorow after I get that diploma.<br /><br />And I'll see the rest of you on the 26th when I <br />get back from Europe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:96200 2005-06-09T19:24:21Z 2005-06-09T19:24:21Z too sad. too tragic.<br />i spent myself<br />choking on the motions<br />leading up to<br />said misfortune. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:95751 2005-06-05T22:19:06Z 2005-06-05T22:20:07Z Call out of work, hold the wedding, wake the dead.<br />Everybody needs to come Trinity on Friday for <br />probably the most talented collection of bands to <br />ever collect at that (recently) shithole of a venue.<br /><br /><b><br />June, 10 2005 at Trinity Cathedral<br />801 West State St., Trenton, 08618<br />Cost: $7<br />Time: 6:00<br />bands like: Jena Berlin, Sometime in April, Passion, <br />Jet Noise, Procession Came Opposite, Ariadne</b><br /><br />Much love to my friends who keep me sane, <br />and my band that keeps me well adjusted.<br /><br />Sometimes I think I'm slightly OCD, because I<br />just edited this live journal entry to make<br />it even? I'm not OCD, though. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:95375 2005-05-30T23:49:42Z 2005-05-30T23:49:42Z Last night was senior prom, and it was pretty cool. I had a very awesome & beautiful date who even drove an hour and a half to go, so many &lt;3's to her. We rolled pirate style, and everybody loved it. Everybody looked nice dressed up, and I didn't really mind being all done up myself in my tux and such. <br /><br />Post-prom was fun too, but tiring. I didn't feel that tired when I was driving home, but once I got there I fucking passed out.<br /><br />Tried going to the beach, and decided it wasn't worth driving there just to end up going to sleep. Brian and I went to guitar center and picked up some cheap ass gear, and then picked up Yapes for a mini-pirate adventure.<br /><br />I came home and fucking died. Every muscle in my body was screaming for sleep.<br /><br />The two shows were amazing this weekend, and I love everybody for coming out, and love Kids Explode for being the best guys ever, and hooking me up with a free shirt. (Which I'll eventually repay them for)<br /><br />Happy Birthday to a very cool guy named Matt Goold who's the big 18. <br /><br />That's about it. I'm almost done high school. Rock on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:95222 2005-05-27T11:17:57Z 2005-05-27T11:18:29Z Blood brothers was alright. They played entirely too much off of Crimes, but the plot to blow up the eiffel tower was kicking. I was an inch away from having my first man to man kiss on the lips, but I bitched out. I could've gotten sick and shit.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/ariadne">http://www.myspace.com/ariadne</a><br /><br />Check that for this weekends show times. I'd love to see everybody come out.<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />I was going through my myspace inbox and saw a message from Cassie I never opened from a month ago today. Weird.<br /><br />"hi. <br /><br />i love you. <br />and i think that you think that i like jared. but i dont. hes cute and all but hes not you. and i love you. and you're nice and cuddly and funny and all mine. don't forget that. <br /><br />&lt;33333333333 x a million <br /><br />cassandra. "<br /><br />Jesus Christ. Should've seen that one coming. <br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:94916 2005-05-25T10:56:39Z 2005-05-25T10:56:39Z I don't know. It's better, but it's over fo' sho.<br /><br />You guys should definetly come check out Ariadne this weekend<br />either Friday at Crosswicks or Saturday at Washington Crossing.<br /><a href="http://myspace.com/ariadne">http://myspace.com/ariadne</a><br /><br />Tomorrow is blood brothers. Suck it!<br /><br />I'm about to graduate motherfuckers. :D <br />WE'RE about to graduate motherfuckers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:94472 2005-05-22T14:03:36Z 2005-05-22T14:03:36Z I've decided being alive and conscious is a horrible thing. <br /><br />It feels like I will be bitter and hurt by this for an eternity. <br /><br />Everybody give me hugs when you see me. I'm really fucking sad. :/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:94440 2005-05-22T03:58:51Z 2005-05-22T03:58:51Z Went to Finnigans with Catwar and the gang to take my mind off things. It was a good time, although they got dicked over for time and position, etc. I had a good time hanging out afterwards though and it made me feel better.<br /><br />Come to some Ariadne shows this weekend. <a href="http://www.myspace.com/ariadne">http://www.myspace.com/ariadne</a><br /><br />I've worn my outfit two days in a row. <br /><br />Rahr. I still love you/miss you/etc. blah blah blah. I think it gets worse by the day, but I'm just getting used to it. :/<br /><br />I feel so gay when I write these kind of entries. The sad ones. About missing you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:94091 2005-05-20T00:55:59Z 2005-05-20T00:55:59Z Sometimes it's fine, then at others I'm having breakdowns left and right. <br /><br />Thanks to all my friends who leave comments or instant message me, or put up with my drunken rambling (which actually stopped tonight). I'll get through it with your guys help, obviously. It's just harder than I thought it would eventually be. <br /><br />... and we listened to this cd while we were under the covers and we didn't know what was going to happen and if we were going to be okay or not. Now I listen to this cd when I'm at my worst, mentally and physically. I haven't slept or eaten a decent meal in three days, mixed with selfish drinking. It's hard to stay awake, and sometimes I'm not sure I can walk I'm so tired and weak. <br /><br />Sorry guys. I'll be back soon. &lt;3 alex. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__on__impact:93756 2005-05-17T21:29:57Z 2005-05-17T21:29:57Z I'm already as hurt and upset as I can get, but I'm sure there's room for more to come, because there usually is. And by the end of the week I am going to have the shortest finger nails, because all I can do obsessively gnaw them down. If I was a drinker I'd be done by the time I get home, but I'm not. I just stay up all night chewing on my nails.