__ohsoindie @ 2005-10-01T10:16:00

2005-10-01T15:50:06Z

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: yeah until i find the right guy
(5) Your birth day: septermber 23, 1898
(6) Age you act: older then what i am but im not sure an age
(7) Age you wish you were: hahah do u even have to ask? 21
(8) Your height: 5'4
(9) The color of your eyes: blue
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: dark blonde with some light and dark highlights
(12) Happy with it?: i would like it to be lighter or darker
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: left
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my parents and brother
(27) Your family: dad, mom, dad, and baby
(29) What's your job: looking
(30) Piercings?: one in each ear and my cartiledge on my right ear
(31) Tattoos?: none
(32) Obsessions?: music and movies and books
(35) Do you speak another language? i take spanish but i cant speak it or write it or understand it so i guess that would be a no
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "appreciate the good times, but dont take the worst for granted, cause you only get so many second chances."-the ataris
(37) Do you have a webpage?: i have a livejounrnal xanga and myspace

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: it depends on what the situation is
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant
(40) Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: at times
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: sort of
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: tons!
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i can make people laugh and i have pretty eyes
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: day in the life of an addict. hahaha kidding
(46) What's your biggest fear?: being raped
(47) Can you sing: not very well..but i still do it
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope..im pretty happy with the person i am
(49) Are you a loner?: not really but i can be at times
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: hell yeah i rock haha
(52) Are you a daredevil?: depends
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate how i can make something little into a huge deal
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: can be both
(55) Have you got a ?: uh...
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my greatest strength? im not really sure on this qustion pass.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i try not to think about that- im me, and i dont want to be anyone else
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love bc love is beautiful and beauty insprires you so that leads to creativity.
(59) How do you vent?: listen to music cry and sometimes i scream
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i can be..i took a lot of crap this year and kept a lot of it to myself..but at other points i can break down very easily
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i try to have no regrets- you learn from past experiences
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: its had its ups and downs but overall yes
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: be careful who you trust
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
(65) And least?: my stomach
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: i could look worse
(67) Are you confident?: yeah
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: good question..
69) Do people know how you feel?: yes
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: at my school, yes. people pass judgements about you too much there.

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: yeah
(72) Do drugs?: not anymore
(73) Read the newspaper?: every morning
(74) Pray?: no
(75) Go to church? once in awhile
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: only Mr. Giggles bc well hes cool
(78) Take walks in the rain?: i have before but i get sick really easily so im not really aloud to haha
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes and i hate that about myself
(80) Drive?: i have to wait till im 17
(81) Like to drive fast?: i only get to drive emmalees car sometimes so no but kerry lets me!

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: its okay
(83) Hurt yourself?: not anymore
(84) Been out of the country?: nope
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: maybe?
(86) Burped?: yea haha i can make the guys run for thier money
(87) Been unfaithful?: possibly
(88) Been in love?: nope
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: to grandmothers house we go
(94) Played strip poker: yeah
(95) Gotten beaten up?: haha yeah i learned my leason too
(97) Been picked on?: yea
(98) Been on stage?: yep
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: haha well ive blacked out whole nights does that count?
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: i guess so..but would never do it
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes haha the gang is so good at those!
(103) If yes, what is your record?: till 9 in the morning
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: yep
(108) Killed someone?: haha..no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: yes
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: haha yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: nope
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
(114) Been betrayed?: yes..ugh
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yeah
(116) Broken the law?: yes
(117) Met a famous person?: nope
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: im sorry! little bird.
(146) Stolen anything?: yeah just for fun tho
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: radio yes..tv no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes... hurt my wrist!
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: haha yeah then i found the religion i am now
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: nope..ahh i want to soooo bad tho
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: chucks , vans , wallmart old lady house slippers
(155) Brand of clothing?: pac sun holliser ae
(156) Cologne/perfume?: done really wear it
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: uniform : abercrombie slacks and a polo
(159) Wear hats?: everynow and then
(161) Wear make-up?: a bit
(162) Favorite place to shop?: hollister
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my hoodies
(164) Are you trendy?: i guess so?
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i do.

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yes its been proven
(167) Miracles?: nope
(168) Astrology?: yes
(169) Magic?: not really
(170) God?: no
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: no..but those were the days..
(173) Ghosts?: no
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: no you cant truly love someone if you just met them.
(176) Yin and Yang?: yes its very improtant
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: doubt it
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: hell yeah
(181) Do you wish on stars?: everynight

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope, why should i?
(183) Do you remember your first love?: i remember what i thought was my 1st love.
(184) Still love him/her?: no i care for about what happends to him and how hes doing but love no.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: of course not
(186) What do you find romantic?: just someone showing they care for you in anyway.
(187) Turn-on?: nice eyes, sweetness , being funny.
(188) Turn-off?: jerks, cockyness
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no bc ive dated some not so good looking guys.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i would feel flaterd but just explain to them that i dont have those kinds of feelings and try to be their friend.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: i like knowing them first
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: doesnt matter..if you like them and they like you why does it matter who asks.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i guess so..ive been told im beautiful
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: how they can make you feel like your the world.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they change thier minds and get bored way to fast.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? little signs i made the gang.
(208) Are you in love?: cant say i am
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: .....
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: try to find a way to talk to them with out making myself look stupid.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: haunted? i dont know
(212) You wanted to kill?: tiffany
(213) That you laughed at?: aulden
(214) That laughed at you?: im notsure.
(215) That turned you on?: some guy i met yesterday.
(216) You went shopping with?: my brother
(217) That broke your heart?: robert haha its all good tho i still love him
(218) To disappoint you?: mike
(219) To ask you out?: Robert.
(220) To make you cry?: my family.
(221) To brighten up your day?: brian
(222) That you thought about?: kerry
(223) You saw a movie with?: aulden brian and some other people.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Emmalee
(225) You talked to through IM?: Zack
(226) You saw?: My mom
(227) You lost?: hm..
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Frank
(230) You wanted to be?: no one
(231) You told off?: tiffany
(232) You trusted?: The gang.
(233) You turned down?: haha who dosnt turn me down?

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: a little while ago
(235) Laughed?: a couple mins ago
(236) Cried?: thursday the 23rd
(237) Bought something?: yesterday
(238) Danced?: this morning in my underwear haha
(239) Were sarcastic?: im always sarcastic
(240) hugged someone?: yesterday
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesterday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: about a week ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: awhile ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: just a min ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: i dont listen to it
(247) Watched TV?: rightn ow
(248) Went out?: yesterday after school.
(249) Helped someone?: i helped keep emmalee company yesterday.
(250) Were mean?: haha..just a min ago to my mom
(251) Sang?: lastnight
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a few weeks ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: lastnight to my parents haha
(254) Missed someone?: now
(255) Fought with a family member?: just a min ago
(256) Fought with a friend?: not sure
(257) Had a serious conversation?: a couple nights ago
(258) Got drunk?: afew weeks to long if you ask me tonight better be the night to change that!
(259) Had sex?: never

Hello Old World

2005-10-01T02:49:26Z

Hey so yeah im back. I've had a few journals on here before then i went to xanga but now i want one on here again. ill post some surveys about myself in a little bit bc im stuck at my house and well okay just because i like to do them okay? is that so wrong lol.