I tend to be sleeping a lot these days. It may be the new pills, it may be that my body wants to recover from miscarrying, it may just be that i want to hide away and that's the only way i can do it.

I have things to do and choices to make and everything's spiralling.

I KNOW I AM LUCKY. I KNOW I AM PRIVELEDGED. I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE ALL OVER THIS MESS OF A WORLD SUFFERING FAR GREATER THAN I. I SWEAR TO GOD, I KNOW THIS. I ACCEPT IT. I AM SELF INDULGENT AND A WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT. I KNOW. TRUST ME, I KNOW.


"we set the stage but we cannot engage, so we cut all ties by candlelight."