(or rita hayworth)

__ofpaper @ 2006-10-11T06:58:00

2006-10-11T07:05:19Z

hi.

i am changing my email address, phone number, getting a new journal, and deleting my myspace.

if i care to keep you as a friend, i will contact you with my new journal.

~marilyn

__ofpaper @ 2006-10-04T12:11:00

2006-10-04T19:09:56Z

toothpastefordinner.com

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

__ofpaper @ 2006-10-03T15:11:00

2006-10-03T22:16:07Z

the cool thing about ethan is that he is incredibly smart.

we taught him this useful, awesome trick: if you say, "go see mom!" he'll come to me, if you say, "go see dad!" he'll go to daniel.
but the INCREDIBLY SPECIAL, WONDERFUL thing is that he KNOWS that i am "mom" and daniel is "dad", he doesnt just go to the opposite of whoever says, "go see ___". If i say, "Go see mom!" he'll still come to me as opposed to just going to daniel, the way most dogs do. I guess what i'm saying is that most dogs recognize sound and tone of voice as opposed to titles, names, directions, ect.

any way, this comes in useful when daniel and i want to send messages to each other, he is like our little messenger bird.

__ofpaper @ 2006-10-02T18:34:00

2006-10-03T01:42:54Z

Things i am obsessed with:

1. My Mod Vans:

2. Soul Music.

IE: LOTS of otis redding, sam and dave, james brown, etta james, wilson pickett.

Particularly the song "Coffee and Cigarettes" by Otis Redding.

3. "The Final Countdown." - Europe, probably the most perfect sample possibility ever.

4($). My Pulitzer Prize Attempt.

As the title implies, i am attempting to read all the pulitzer prize winners by 2007. I am 12 books in and am averaging a book a week, not including my other reading.

5. Reading all of Margaret Atwood's books and realizing that i should have just stopped with the first one i read, ORYX AND CRAKE, because it was fucking awesome.

6. Cool Ethan. Enough said.

7. Working Saturday mornings.

Rosy and i get to sit around and make portraits out of meat. last week we made this really sweet unicorn portrait that was featured at the Horse Head for some time.

8. The possibility of obtaining a new animal hat.

Koala hat, you are old news.

9. Rescuing a 2 year old airedale.

We are giving pagoda away because he is untrainable and the most destructive puppy in the world. think of it as upgrading, perhaps.

10. MOTHER FUCKING GREEN TEA. it is like liquid coccain.

that is all.

__ofpaper @ 2006-10-01T17:46:00

2006-10-02T00:56:41Z

my birthday:

well, i dyed my hair, and the dumb bitch did pretty much exactly the opposite of what i wanted, but whatever. i'm a little more used to it now, and hopefully will be getting it fixed on tuesday:

my grandmother forgot to call me! how sweet is that?! it hurt my feelings quite a bit, but she did call me this morning and i feel a lot better about it now.

i got a juicer from max! now i can make some sweet orange carrot juice! wicked!

i got a bottle of absolut citron vodka from ben.

i got a care package of various faggy alcoholic beverages from callie. (all this alcohol is hilarious considering i rarely drink, but i think everyone thought, "HEY IT'S HER BIRTHDAY LETS GET HER FUCKED UP!" even though i had absolutely no intention of doing so.)

I got some PINK! perfume from daniel and also MOD VANS!!!!! i dont know if any of you remember, but in highschool i was fucking obsessed with my mod vans. i wore them until they were destroyed and i could never get another pair because only 5,000 pairs were made. apparently daniel searched for 6 months and had to order them from this warehouse in san diego, the only place in the country that had any left. it was the best present i have ever gotten, the sweetest, most thoughtful gift. i am so grateful for them.

the shoes almost make up for the fact that daniel made some asinine reference to my mom and made me cry. this is how it went down:

ben: it's your birthday, you should be going crazy, doin coke or something (joke)
me: you should have seen me earlier, i was shooting up heroin (joke)
daniel: ah, following in your mother's footsteps (not funny)

in any case, its all okay now and i'm just really glad i got to spend my birthday with really cool people that give a shit, even if we do have 5 pizzas left over.

MANY THINGS

2006-09-27T18:40:06Z

Alirght.

this is going to be like, mega, ultra entry post. it's going to be pretty awesome.

Daniel, Ben and i have been playing quite a lot of frisbee golf, which sounds pretty gay and college-y of us, but whatever:

it took years of training to get me this good looking and awesome at frisbee golf.

daniel plays!

ethan plays too! in his own way.

this is daniel and ben. the weird thing it is BEN ULSH. ben and i went to high school together and he was really good friends with one of my boyfriends, BUT WE NEVER SPOKE! then i left la salle and never heard of him ever again. FAST FORWARD 5 YEARS and Ben just happens to sit next to daniel in an art class this summer! AMAZING. Daniel and i are bff with him and his girlfriend now. it's amazing. she's pretty hot too.

We got 100% on our health inspection at my work (hawthorne's deli) so our boss took us on a cosmic bowling adventure! there was zero alcohol involved.

this is my best friend in the whole world, Rosy. We decided to dress up like frenchmen, simply because we have to dress up at every employee function. yes, we do have mustaches.

the V stands for victory, the F (in sign language, which i remembered, despite being totally blotto) stands for france. VICTORY FOR FRANCE!

this our boss, Eric. He likes to say, "thats how i roll" , "dont be a dumb nigger", and "thats how we do it on the left coast". he is a racist asshole, (when josh came to visit he said, "what is that negro doing in my kitchen?") but whatever, we accept him how he is.

no. idea. what. is. going. on. here. but his girlfriend got me a job at turtle's! wait, i just realized that someone is grabbing my boobs. WHO IS IT?! WHOS HANDS ARE THOSE? I SURE HOPE THEY'RE CALLIES! i hope they're not daniels, because they're pretty damn girly.

i'm jaques, rosy is jean luc, daniel is danibal, and rosy's boyfriend is special ed because he is a fucking idiot.

i saw Andrew Bird last night!

it was probably the number 3 best show i've been to, right behind the beastie boys and the white stripes. His music actually sounds better (i know, i know, it doesnt seem possible) live than it does on cd. It's just this lush, layered, cacophony, this wall of sound that's coming at you. it's quite amazing, especially because it's coming from him on a violin and martin dosh, on drums.

I actually Andrew Bird. He was covering the merch table while the girl was getting water. He had no idea where anything was and just rummaged through the boxes helplessly when i asked for a small in the blue shirts. He just grabbed fistfulls of anything blue and said, "i dont know i dont know, im sorry". He seemed incredibly shy and insecure, which is quite the departure from how he is on stage. in any case, i ended up buying a red shirt i didnt want because i would have felt like an asshole for making him look through all those shirts for nothing.

oh yeah, ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON SATURDAY!!! I'm turning 29. If you're in Eugene, i think we're having a dinner party of some description.

just kidding, i'm turning 20.

~mari

__ofpaper @ 2006-09-13T16:00:00

2006-09-13T23:00:01Z

yep, definitely going to england to visit laura next year.

definitely

waiting for my lentils to finsih.

2006-09-13T01:39:01Z

kyle, my favorite.

hands

HANDSOME HANDS

PATRICK SWAYZE

myspace time:

this is my favorite picture daniel has ever taken:

the book i am reading in the picture is "lady oracle" by margaret atwood. not my favorite of hers, but it was worth a shot.

__ofpaper @ 2006-09-03T22:11:00

2006-09-04T05:22:46Z

hi,

i'm in pasadena right nowand have been for the past week and it has made me realize how much i have grown in the past year. I realized that i am able to step outside of my feelings and realize why i feel certain ways and am able to control my actions a lot better. just because i feel like i want something doesnt mean that it is right for me, and i am able to appreciate that and just accept the fact that the way things are now is for the best for everyone and not be sad.

my grandparents moved to reno on friday, which was quite depressing. my grandmother gave me an envelope the hospital sent her when my mother died, the envelope was filled with all of her personal effects. last year i would have probably curled up in a corner and cried about how she is dead and probably held these shitty pieces of jewlery in such an exhalted way. Recently i have realized that it is incredibly childish to romanticize her in that way. i think i put her on a pedestool just because she's dead, but to be quite honest, i am glad (i'm not sure if that's the appropriate word or not) she died because i was put in a much better environment and was able to have a lot more opportunities. i am extremely grateful i was raised by my grandparents and not my mother, or the man that is assumed to be my father.

in anycase, it's bizarre to see your childhood home completely empty and know that it is no longer your home and no longer a safe place.

I've been working at numero uno all weekend and it's been great! i didnt make that much money in tips, but i was able to buy daniel an AWESOME gift for his birthday (on friday) and that's all that really matters.

if you want to hang out, give me a call : 626 297 4792!

love,
mari

__ofpaper @ 2006-09-01T00:45:00

2006-09-01T07:50:21Z

i really wish i had my beastie boys dvd right now.

today: rolling around on the floor reading a book about a dog, watching little miss sunshine AGAIN with josh hunter and kyle hartsfeild, mildly inebriated with previously mentioned josh and kyle, del toco; almost ate beef, but then said the word, "beef" and realized i was a loser and couldnt deny my heritage of giving a shit. now i want to knock all of captain's things over and roll on the floor.

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-31T16:20:00

2006-08-31T23:20:40Z

I AM THE MOST MATURE PERSON IN THE WORLD.

FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-28T11:36:00

2006-08-28T18:37:45Z

"dear marilyn,

i know how you always want to rub charlie browns with boys that look like stephan hawking, and i have a member of retard camp RIGHT HERE, i believe he will satisfy all your desires.

love,
rosy"

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-14T20:01:00

2006-08-15T03:01:02Z

i wonder what it's like to be beautiful and not have to think about your looks constantly.

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-08T19:00:00

2006-08-09T02:02:34Z

if i was in love with you i'd send you packages like this:

but i'm not, so i wont.

ps. i know a few of those pictures are from havesomehats.com i'm not even going to front.

pss. if you didn't know, i'm visiting los angeles for 2 weeks from the 25th on. be prepared.

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-02T01:18:00

2006-08-02T08:36:19Z

50 questions

1. WHAT CURSE WORD D0 Y0U USE THE M0ST?
FDB or cunt.

2. D0 YOU 0WN AN IP0D?
yes! daniel got one for me for christmas, the doll.

3. WH0 ON Y0UR MYSPACE "T0P 8" D0 Y0U TALK T0 THE M0ST?
daniel, duh.

4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CL0CK SET F0R?
6:55.

5. H0W MANY SUITCASES DO YOU OWN?
one. i gave my other one to daniel. what a dummy, the one i gave him has wheels on it.

6. DO YOU WEAR FLIP FLOPS WHEN ITS COLD?
boots! so no!

7. W0ULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE 0R BE IN THE PICTURE?
be in the picture, like the dumb narcissist i am.

8. WHAT WAS THE LAST M0VIE Y0U WATCHED?
ghost dog! we just got netflix so we get new movies everyday. tomorrow will be Brazil.

9. D0 ANY OF Y0UR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
a few people i went to highschool with have children, which is unique i suppose.

10. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED Y0U LAZY?
sure. daniel and i call eachother lazy on a daily basis.

11. D0 YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATI0N T0 HELP YOU SLEEP?
i did on the train ride from LA to Eugene. Man, i wish i had ambien all the time.

12. WHAT CD IS CURRENTLY IN Y0UR CD PLAYER?
i dont have a cd player. but a gladys knight and the pips album is on my record player.

13. D0 Y0U PREFER REGULAR 0R CHOCOLATE MILk?
i dont drink milk at all.

14. HAS ANY0NE T0LD Y0U A SECRET THIS WEEK?
yep yep.

15. DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ANYONE?
i feel for everyone.

16. CAN Y0U WHISTLE?
no. i would love to whistle like andrew bird, that would be beautiful.

17. WH0 WAS THE LAST PERS0N Y0U TALKED T0 ON THE PH0NE?
callie.

18. D0 YOU THINK PE0PLE TALK AB0UT Y0U BEHIND YOUR BACK?
all of my friends and i talk about eachother all the time. all the time. so much to the point that it doesnt even matter. it's weird. i think its because we love eachother so much that we would never say anything behind someone's back we wouldnt say to their face. none of this makes any sense.

19. DID Y0U WATCH CARTO0NS AS A CHILD?
sure.

20. wtf kind of Q is this?
a capital Q as opposed to a lower case one.

21. ARE Y0U SHY AR0UND THE 0PPOSITE SEX?
no. i am way more shy around ladies.

22. WHAT M0VIE D0 YOU KNOW EVERY LINE TO?
the commitments and rushmore.

23. D0 YOU 0WN ANY BAND T-SHIRTS?
i have a robot ate me shirt and a basass the who shirt.

24. WHAT IS Y0UR FAV0RITE SALAD DRESSING?
thousand island, which i still eat even though im vegan. and i never put it on salads i only use it as a garnish. on actual salads i use straight up balsamic vinegar. i like my salads to punch me in the mouth.

25. IS ANY0NE IN LOVE WITH Y0U?
yes.

26. DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
quite a few!

27. EVER CRY IN PUBLIC?
not in quite sometime.

28. ARE Y0U 0N A DESKT0P COMPUTER 0R A LAP TOP?
lap top.

29. ARE Y0U CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS 0R TATTO0S?
i always WANT one, but i never want to GET ONE.

30. WHATS THE WEATHER LIKE?
PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT.

31. W0ULD Y0U EVER DATE S0ME0NE C0VERED IN TATTOOS?
sure. im open to whatever.

32. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE THIS?
wrote to kelly, fed the ducks and nutria, went to the sweet life.

34. H0W MANY H0URS OF SLEEP D0 YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
anywhere from 5-8

35. D0 Y0U EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
yes. i always eat a toast, tomato, and tofu sandwich with a memosa.

36. ARE Y0UR DAYS FULL AND FAST PACED?
no, my life is incredibly simple.

37. D0 YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE CAL0RIES 0N THE PACKAGES?
yes. always. but im still a fat ass, so whatever.

38. D0 Y0U USE SARCASM?
yes.

39. H0W 0LD WILL Y0U BE TURNING ON Y0UR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
20.

40. ARE Y0U PICKY AB0UT SPELLING AND GRAMMAR?
yes. yes. yes!

43. D0 YOU GET AL0NG BETTER WITH THE SAME SEX 0R THE OPPOSITE SEX?
opposite. but recently i have had some very rewarding friendships with females. which i LOVE.

44. D0 Y0U LIKE MUSTARD?
yes. way more than ketchup, even though ketchup is 1/3 of what makes up 1,000 island. i like to call 1,000 island the multi racial king of condiments.

45. D0 Y0U SLEEP 0N Y0UR SIDE, ST0MACH OR BACK?
on my stomach with my right leg up to my chest with ethan between my legs.

46. D0 Y0U WATCH THE NEWS?
yes.

47.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
one time my car flipped off the freeway and landed on the roof, and instead of trying to open the door like a normal human being, i decided it would be a good idea to break the window with my fist.

48. WH0 WAS THE LAST PERS0N T0 MAKE Y0U MAD?
daniel. hah.

49. D0 YOU LIKE ANYB0DY?
yes. rosy england fisher!

50. WHY DID Y0U D0 THIS SURVEY?
a desire to talk about myself.

__ofpaper @ 2006-08-02T00:15:00

2006-08-02T07:15:52Z

so i totally just became embarrassed for the first time in 9 years.

i freaking hate myspace because you think one comment you sent didnt go through, so then you make another one, go and look at the person's profile and then there are two comments that pretty much say the same thing, but arent the same, so then you just look like a crazy stalker.

thanks myspace!

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-26T22:41:00

2006-07-27T05:45:49Z

the other day daniel and i met this band Lese Majesty. they were on tour and their show got cancelled, and as we were riding our bikes past them at 11:30 at night they stopped us and asked if we wanted to hear their music. they were amazing! i hung out with them all day the next day, fed them, showed them around, and fell in love with the one in the glasses, Etienne. (kelly, take a good look, i wrote you about him). it was a really nice surprise and coincidence that we happened to take that route home and meet them. i think i am going to try to visit them for thanksgiving.

you just narrowly avoided seeing crotch.

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-20T20:53:00

2006-07-21T03:53:23Z

rosy and i just spent 20 minutes on the phone talking about how much we love hanging out at the supermarket. we are awesome.

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-13T10:22:00

2006-07-13T17:25:26Z

I had a dream, two nights in a row, that kyle died in a car accident in a freeway/parking structure and i couldn't find his body. I'd keep returning and looking for it, but i had to call alex who crawled into the wreckage and found him. alex didn't pull out kyle's body or anything, he just gave me his drivers lisence and said, 'sorry'.

i think it was the worst dream i have ever had.

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-12T20:07:00

2006-07-13T03:32:22Z

this is waaaaaaaay late, but here are some picture from my trip to los angeles. i didnt take that many photographs because it was pretty much the worst trip of my life, but here are soooooommmmeee highlights, i suppose.

this is the view from our condo in mexico:

i didnt really take any pictures in mexico because i got sunburned the first day, and the food made me sick the next day. i swear i am not trying to complain a lot, but i was incapacitated most of the time i was there. and i dont mean drunk. that comes later in the trip.

YAY GROVER AND MARISOL! YAY.

so anyway. i had the worst night of my fucking life. i am not exaggerating. the next day i went to robin's with chris and the waiters medicated me with 4 cosmopolitans. thanks kyle and jean.

then after kyle got off of work we got margaritas at rancheros.

i love kyle. there is nothing like someone having your back and defending your dignity. also, it is nice to have someone know when you need to kick back.

i am fairly certain that josh hunter is the love of my life.

no, i am not a fucking dumb drunk blonde bitch. i swear.

this is blurry noah. he was very excited when he found out that daniel and i love Drangon Force. In fact, he made me call daniel so the three of us could get pumped up about dragon force together. in anycase, he took us back to his house and we played pool and listened to metal.

this is oscar. he is a hottie. he took josh and me to Gin to eat sushi.

this is also a little late, BUT ARENT YOU GUYS PUMPED TO SEE MY NEW HOUSE?!

living room

bedroom that daniel and i (mostly daniel) spent all weekend painting.

i am sorry our bed is not made.

kitchen:

backyard:

PUPPIES

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-07T20:35:00

2006-07-08T03:34:39Z

when i get sad i just lay on the floor and let my dogs climb all over me and wait for them to lick my face.

__ofpaper @ 2006-07-06T08:26:00

2006-07-06T15:25:24Z

goddammit.

this was the worst vacation i have ever been on.

__ofpaper @ 2006-06-29T01:46:00

2006-06-29T08:47:47Z

when i get back to oregon i am going to leave the deli and find a job where i can wear indian headresses everyday.

__ofpaper @ 2006-06-04T22:17:00

2006-06-05T05:26:29Z

daniel and i had a house warming party last night!

i made that headdress in 20 minutes. fucking delirious.

kent

my single favorite picture of daniel, ever.

i think it's fantastic my boss drinks with us and encourages us to do so.

luke, callie, nina. you can't see them in this picture, but luke is wearing pink cowboy boots that match his shirt PERFECTLY.

this is michael. he fashioned spurs out of tinfoil, plastic forks, and cardboard.

presented.

crafts.

my fridge is now filled with crappy ass beer, because everyone drank the whiskey and tequila instead.

there were a ton more people and a lot more stuff going on, but the dogs stole the camera and i found it in their beds at 2:30 in the morning.

__ofpaper @ 2006-05-16T21:14:00

2006-05-17T04:32:31Z

- Age: 19

B- Band: the buddy rich quartet

C- Cousins: justine, james, westley, nicole, ashley, and candace.

D- Dad's name: who knows

E- Easiest person to talk to: daniel/rosy

F- Favorite ice cream: anything vegan. its hard to find, kind of.

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears: um, right now, neither because they're not vegan, but generally....worms. cause there is sooo much MORE.

H-home town: the streets of compton. keepin' it hood.

I- Instruments: nada.

J- Junior High: Clifton.

K- Kids: Ethan, Johnny, and Pagoda.

L- Longest car ride ever: pasadena to EUGENE.

M- Mom's name: Kimberly.

N- Nicknames: mari, big m squared, stalin (i'm stalin, and rosy's mao. when we fight, we use historical facts from their military records to prove why one is way better than the other).

O- One wish: that i lose these last fooour pooooounds.

P- Phobia[s]: words that end in IES.

Q- qoute: "wer're big in japan"

R- Reason to smile: memosas, rosy, daniel, the puppies, the brand new house i just moved in, riding my bike in the sunshine, the fact that i am blonde again, the fact that my rent is now only 300 dollars, endless reasons.

S- Song you sang last: WE ARE KILLING THE DRAGONS TO SAVE THE PRINCESS AND EAT SOME CUPCAKES, COLLECT SOME PRIZES. a song i wrote inspired by the video game zelda. i think today i hummed the theme to the little mermaid as well. maybe a little iron maiden.

T- Time you woke up today: 7:30. i wake up with the sun.

U- Unknown fact about me: i can eat a banana with my feet like a little monkey boy.

V- Vegetable[s]: edamame. i remember when kelly tried to get me to eat them and i thought they were disgusting. man, is that girl WAY ahead of the times. but i also enjoy carrots and spinache.

W- Worst habit: putting my clothes in the sink. so the puppies wont eat them. it annoys the crap out of daniel.

X- X-rays you've had: teeth, ankles.

Y - Years since you've been to church: 1

Z- Zodiac sign: libra. but i dont act like a libra at all