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Created on 2004-04-19 21:17:09 (#2891158), last updated 2004-10-08
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Basic Info| Name: | ♥ nikki |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-02 |
| Location: | New Haven, Connecticut, United States |
| Website: | old emo poems |
BioThe real me is afraid of alot of things too. I'm easily annoyed. I do hold grudges. I judge people before knowing them. I'm a hypocrite, like you. I'm emotional. I'm not a pessimist, but sometimes I can't see the good in things. I hate my face. Mirrors are my favorite enemies. I'd rather hurt people then watch them hurt me. I disappoint myself. I try so hard to be that great friend, the person everyone loves but I don't love myself. I'm afraid of saying "I love you". I'm afraid of telling people how I feel. I am not afraid of saying hello first, but sometimes I choose not to. I am afraid of being alone. I am not afraid of crying for hours. I am not afraid of falling apart. though I may not be a coward, I am still far from being brave.
im fatally yours;
♥ nikki
PS: my mechanical pencil is a pistol.
heart. mmm.
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eww. ick.
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Good things don't last forever.
im fatally yours;
♥ nikki
PS: my mechanical pencil is a pistol.
heart. mmm.
apples, beads, biting, bracelets, candy, candy necklaces, care bears, chains, cheese, chocolate, chocolate covered strawberries, christmas, colorful things, cookies, degrassi, dr. pepper, drawing, dying hair, eyes, fairies, fire, fishnets, food, friends, glass, glow in the dark, hair dye, halloween, hamsters, happy bunny, hoodies, hot pink, ice, icicles, jackass, jewelry, kissing, kiwi, knives, lava lamps, lip gloss, lizzards, lucky charms, mango, marshmallows, monkeys, music, nail polish, necklaces, night, paintballs, paper clips, penguins, permanent markers, piercings, pineapple, plaid, pocket books, poetry, porn, red, rings, salt, silver, singing, spikes, stars, strawberries, strawberry shortcake, straws, stripes, taco bell, taking pictures, tattoos, writing.
eww. ick.
ashes, aligators, backstabbers, bad breath, bitchs, braggers, cats, cops, dora the explorer, fire, flowers, geese, hand cuffs, lairs, lord of the rings, mold, paper cutts, rats, sluts, smellyness, snobs, spanish, squids, tomatoes, uni-brows, wiggers, zoos.
Good things don't last forever.
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