Stranded

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 17:32:27 GMT

aye so my new lj is:
www.livejournal.com/~im_a_shockstar

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:18:03 GMT

New journal
Im not posting what it is in here though.
If you want to know either email me or ask me on msn.
Its friends only also.

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 22:06:27 GMT

JAMIE, YOUR A FUCKING WEE CUNT BTW
YOU BETTER FUCKING STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU WEE BASTARD CAUS I WILL ACTUALLY FUCKING MURDER YOU.
AND AS FOR YOU, SHAWNEE.
YOUR SUCH A FUCKING WEE LIAR.

NOW MY FRIENDS ARE PLOTTING AGAINST ME ANAW.

IM GUNNA BE ANTISOCIAL AGAIN.

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 21:01:28 GMT

death to straight edge cunts.

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 15:37:27 GMT

Im not even gunna bother updating about yesterday, caus it was shite.

Why do i always like fucking theiving liar junkie whores?

And david.. I cant believe you would do a thing like that.

Obviously i dont as much about people as i thought i did.

And shawnee if you ever stole anything from my house when you were here....

Song that i think is good description of shawnee.

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 23:42:57 GMT

Blood For Blood - So Common, so cheap.

Looking back at all the times we had, I wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad.
But in the end we were just wasting our time,
Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind.
Lost my mind...

I knew you were common when we started this thing,
So very common with you're everyday dreams.
But I was desperate for a heart of gold,
So I took a chance and I came in from the cold.
Life's so cold...

I oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you.
But it wasn't like I really felt for you, I was just cold and empty through and through...

I thought you were something but you proved me wrong.
Money is your only god, what a tired boring old song.
Just another coward out to sell your soul but it just goes to show that
Nothing in this world is forever.
And people are all the same.
And there's no such thing as love.
It left me choking like a candle in the cold hard rain.

You were so common, you were so cheap,
Another coke snortin' slut from the barroom scene.
But brother, I was so empty, I was so blind,
I turned my back on the truth before my very eyes.

'cause sister, you could have been anybody.
You could have been anyone.
All I needed was anybody,
All I needed was anyone.

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 23:39:15 GMT

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fucking why6 did i even get back with her, i knew this would happen.
Fucking boot.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 23:12:43 GMT

Were together AGAIN

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 22:02:19 GMT

Single again.

AND YOU PEOPLE WHAT IS YOUR VIEWS ON THIS:

right your going out with someone and they just want to be with their friends aw the time and dont want to be only with you, when the other person is pure trying his hardest to keep her.

Who's fault would that be if they broke up.?

COMMENT ON THAT ONE PLEASE

Caus im being told that the one trying to have some time alone with her is in the wrong.

FOR CALLUM

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 21:18:23 GMT

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Streetlight Manifesto - A Better Place, A Better Time

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 19:06:48 GMT

and so she wakes up
in time to break down
she left a note up on the dresser
and she's right on time
you don't know anything
right or wrong
i said i know
and she said so
i want to panic
but i've had it
so i go
you don't owe anything to anyone

but don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't think they will stop

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

looking through the paper today
looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when i left her alone
she made a sound, like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves
i'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere
find anyone
do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go
and that's that
it hurts too much to stand by
you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family
regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide
and they're screaming "why won't you?"
i'll start the engine but i can't take this ride for you
i'll draw the bath and i'll load your gun
but i hope so bad that you bathe and hunt

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems (her problems)
annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them (solve them)
"oh, this loneliness is killing me
it's filling me with anger and resentment (resentment)
i'm turning into someone that i never thought i'd have to be again"

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

and even if it was
i wouldn't let you go
you could run run run run but i will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
i know that you think that you're on your own
but just know that i'm here
and i'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but i can't

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 18:21:35 GMT

Fucking hell, today was boring.

Got home and just got hit by apathy like i had just been struck by lightning.

I hate feeling apathetic, makes me wanna puke.

Dont want to go into town tomorrow.
Dont want anything.
Dont want to do anything.
Dont really wanna gf at the moment, caus i am worrying my ass off that she is just gunna cheat on meh loads again.
want to cry.
want to boke.

An shawnee, dont say im fucking attention seeking, caus aye there is stuff wrong in my life, just as much so as yours, everyone has fucking problems/shite hings in their life. Fucking open your eyes.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 22:45:42 GMT

Haha my bro is pure fucked.

The phone bill came in the day n it was like £697 or some

AND

£495 of it was my bro on the phone to his gf.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

IM SO COOL, LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT!

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:48:03 GMT

I'm dying :D

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:05:05 GMT

Aye so at lunch, like me n aw the guys at the training hingy went to the beach park, lmao was fun, acting like pure 3 year olds :)

Oh aye, yesterday me n shawnee decided tae get back together.:)

I now have £120 in the bank and still nae bank card.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 22:15:00 GMT

Your Future! by sum41prin
Name or LJ username:
Home:
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Job:	janitor at a zoo
How much youll make per year:	$40,052
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HAHA so true.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 18:11:51 GMT

i HATE this training hing im doing.

Its so pish.
But smoked some dope before went in so that was alright :)

Haha its quite funny laughing at the guy that takes us though.

Hahaha ryan was like pointing to his back, and it was sooooo rank, like fucking back hairs coming out over his shirt and stuff, then me, ryan, barry and richard were just pure gutting ourselfs for half an hour.

We got made to go around the town finding out about history of ayr, but we just went to the tourist information.

Haha when we got back we were asked the anwers, and like it was on william wallace, and we were to like say where there were statues of him, charlene came out with: The wee guy with the fish statue.

OMG i was gutting myself for ages, pure crying of laughter and everything. lmao lmao.

Seen my old pal at the train station, that was funny anaw caus his bro now works in the poundshop and Jimmy was saying that his bro gets a 25% discount. LMAO thats like 25p off a £1 item hahahahaha

Bye.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 19:23:01 GMT

Haha likeliness :P

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:56:02 GMT

So i had my interview in kfc today.
I guess it went awright.
I should know if i get the job by friday.

Thats aw for the noiw, i havent been in an updating mood.

And this fucking steps training programme hing i started on monday is shite.

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 20:49:55 GMT

Since everycunt is doing it.

¬ My name -
¬ My birthday -
¬ My interest's -
¬ My Crush -
¬ My love -
¬ My Favourite food -
.x.
¬ What do i like -
¬ Can i play an instrument -
¬ Do i smoke -
¬ Do i do drug's -
¬ do i drink -
¬ Do i have a girlfriend -
¬ Do you think i'll get married -
¬ What are my fears -
¬ Who are my best friend's -
.x.
¬ Do i like you -
¬ Do i hate you -
¬ Have we met -
¬ Do you like me -
¬ Do you hate me-
.x.
¬ What are my key features -
¬ What is my music interest -
¬ Me In you're own opinion -
¬ Would you Fuck me -
¬ Would you kiss me -
¬ Would you hug me -
¬ Would you go out with me -
¬ am i attractive -
¬ Nice shoes...wanna fuck -
.x.
¬ What are my favourite bands -
¬ What do you think of my personality -
¬ If i was to die tonight wat would you say or do -
.x.

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 14:16:04 GMT

Clare, Pinkey, Feena Or Gemma:

One of you's tell me what happened yesterday.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 23:57:18 GMT

Haha tonight was fun, mark came for me and wanted me to go to his pals house but i could not be fucked.
Got my dad to give him a lift there caus he didnt want to walk through lochside again, He knows how to network aol without having a router so thats good news :)

So went to global and got movies, i got some mad thing called frankenfish so that should be funny.

Then went to snooker club and i played my dad at snooker and lost as per usual.

Now im just sitting on here talking to folk.
I have been playin yahoo pool aw day :P

I misss you </3

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 23:45:37 GMT

HOW FUCKING HOT IS SHE.

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 14:03:49 GMT

Well thats my door and my window fixed :)
New comp soon :)

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 11:04:11 GMT

Now now.

Im gunna blow up the bank and take all its money. Blah, i want to so much

I PHONED JUST THERE AND MY ACCOUNT HASNT BEEN UPGRADED YET. That was um like 4 weeks ago tomorrow that i went in to get it upgraded and it still hasnt been done.

Phopned jobcentre and they have put money in that account and thats why they sent the letter out, they need a statement of how much i have in the bank, but obviously i cannot do that until it actually gets upgraded and i get my fucking card. Bunch of fucking bastards that they are.

Thats all for now.

getting a new computer today prolly :)

*Stranded*

Song that i think is good description of shawnee.

FOR CALLUM

Streetlight Manifesto - A Better Place, A Better Time

Stranded