| 182 - Merry Chrismukkah |
[ | | 12.24.06 at 5:19pm] |
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MONDAY: Nothing to report aside from momentary insanity. [Thank you, Steve]
TUESDAY: Ben!texts then going out for drinks then spending the night with the boy.
WEDNESDAY: Tea and presents with Miss Beecham then drinks then wine at the Ben's house then sleeping with Hannah like we did in Manchester that time. Man, I've missed my girl.
THURSDAY: Morning off work with girl and boyface - fucking awesome. Lunch with the work folk. Brilliant.
FRIDAY: Night in with Ben, lots of wine and Chinese takeaway. We argued BIG-TIME and I was so close to walking out but he apologised profusely and I thought he might cry at one point so we talked lots and made up and it was fine. Lots of cuddles in bed = L♥VE!
SATURDAY: Day in bed. Dinner and dancing. We are like a couple from the 50s. We dressed up and went out for a meal and we talked about the future like it's only around the corner and I was/am so happy. Met up with his mates post-meal and later on in The Buck, he told me he loved me then looked at me like "OMG! What did I say?". We talked about it on the way home and I didn't say it back for about half an hour. The relief on his face was actually tangible - I could've grabbed it as it appeared. Got completely stoned when we got back to his and it totally reacted with the wine so I ended up puking and passing out. How romantical.
TODAY: Er... Merry Christmas?! Why do I not feel festive in the least? Spent the morning with Ben who made me breakfast in bed. I'm going back over there in an hour or so until midnight then home to spend the actual day with the parentals. We're having our Christmas on Boxing Day. He held me so tightly this morning and just said "Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you." It was so cute.
I feel distant and magical lately. I miss LJ so much but this weekend has been so weird. Hope everyone is well. Hope everyone got their Christmas cards. Hope everyone has a wonderful night and a wonderful day tomorrow.
Love to you all ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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| 163 - Skinned Knee |
[ | | 09.29.06 at 7:22pm] |
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Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah |
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Just something I wrote... I love my new muse... ♥
The sponge is rough even when dripping and I wince as you press it down to my knee. The skin is sore and still bleeding slightly and I have never been the best at dealing with pain. Lukewarm water, slightly salted, runs down my bare leg but I ignore it. Your drop the sponge into the bowl and it makes a strange sound that makes me smirk despite the sting. You lean forward in slow motion and blow, ever so gently, on the graze. I gasp sharply at the sensation but it soon passes and I sigh, relieved.
You tell me that I will have a bruise in the morning and I shake my fringe into my eyes and nod pathetically. You reach up and brush the hair back, that look in your eyes that I recognise but still can’t place.
You would think I’d know you by now.
“Ready?” you ask and I nod again. Glance down at my knee.
The bleeding has stopped and a dark brown clot is forming on the outside. It doesn’t look so bad now and I wonder why I was so upset about it. I look up at you and you help me to my feet and I know why but refuse to admit it to myself. It would make me weak and foolish and I am neither of those things.
I wake in the morning with a bruise on my knee.
And you in my bed.
And I know why.
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| 128 - A Gift From Me2You |
[ | | 06.24.06 at 11:05pm] |
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Incubus - Like A Virgin |
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Bands you know.
Bands you don’t.
Music you’ve heard.
Music you haven’t.
I was bored so I made you all a mix album…
It might take you a while to download but I hope you’ll take the time to accept my little gift.
Do let me know what you think…
because i loff you
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| 122 - More Sekrits Pour Vous |
[ | | 06.11.06 at 9:39pm] |
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Muse - Exo Politics |
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There's just a handful of unposted secrets from the Diana!secret post so here they are:
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| 114 - The One With All The Sekrits |
[ | | 05.17.06 at 7:17pm] |
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AFI - Death of Seasons |
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It’s about that time, kittens. Enjoy yourselves!!
[P.S. The submissions post is HERE and it’s still open so feel free to keep making your dirty little sekrits!]
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