Posted on 2006.12.22 at 03:46
Current Mood: awake
wait... i'm not a teen anymore. teen movie moment is not allowed!
this is the most single i've been in a long time. i know i've never been in a real, notable, serious relationship - but i've been less single than this. i mean i've at least liked people and thought about people. like, thought thought about people.
i'm not sure if this is good or bad. i feel like not thinking about anyone is liberating but at the same time i feel lost.
but single is nice.
but i feel fragile.
ok wait too much coffee before too much alcohol and not much dinner = shaking limbs.
i kinda like how things are starting to pick up and i'm starting to get what i want... that's nice. it's a happy thought.
maybe i should meditate.
coffee coffee coffee then alcohol alcohol alcohol = weird brain feeling and shakey-ness