its been a rough week. it seems like everythings going wrong.

stay strong, both of you. you're both incredibly strong and i have no doubts you'll make it through everything. if either one of you need me, never hesitate to ask. i'd do anything for both of you. i love you both.

its things like this that make me feel sosososo terrible for ever complaining about my life.

wes went home today. i never get to see him anymore. like twice a day for 3 and a half seconds.

our game got postponed today which im so thankful for.

tonight i went to the memorial service for mrs. selenski. it was beautiful but so painful. i never want to see someone i care about in that much pain ever again. i love you paige. hang in there<3

it still seems like its all a bad dream. this cant be happening. it was all dark and rainy tonight and it just felt like a bad dream. but i just pinched myself and it definately hurt.