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So... my busy life has been sooooo awesome!!!! i love all of my friends and everything has just been falling into place.... life is great.. especially when you surround yourself with people you love...
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To be honest, I am really bad at updating. I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and everyone's families are healthy. i had to go in for emergency surgery on tuesday before thanksgiving. so i am in pure agony. the nurse forgot to give me my pain perscription so i am just toughing it out. alot has changed in my life... my bestest friend doesnt work with me anymire:(.... But she does work down the hall a lil way in the mall so i still see her... my dad moved to omaha and my mom is constantly there.... megs got her camera and i get mine in 30 days... there is a new boy in my life but i will talk more about that at a later date... i am so happy..( besides the four 'stab' wounds Dr. Klem gave me on tuesday) my new job is not as cool as i thought it would be but i am trying to get back in at the hospital.... i hope that works out... well.. thank you to all of my beautiful friends for all of the warm wishes.... i will be 100% in about two weeks... well that is what good ol' Dr. Klem says.... hopefully i will be updating my pics soon cuz megan said she would love to take new pics of me... and my self pics are not as good as hers.... michelle... 10 more days... cant wait!!!!
MOOD :  sore
MUSIC: : tbma.. buy that shit!!!!
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I just want to let everyone who cares know that i have the BEST friends in the world.. They know how to cheer me up even thought they dont know i am down... I Love You Guys so much!!! Meg, Kel, Tam!! you girls are the BEST!!! I am so lucky!!
MOOD :  exhausted
MUSIC: : Shakira.. No...
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I would like to say in regards to my last entry, i was in NO WAY shape or form talking about the lovely ________deadgerl... she is my homey, my confidante, if it were not for her i would have quit a long time ago. Megan!! you are the best... i like you.. you are fun... did you eat your kibble... that is what i thought... here is some nice water to wash it down with!! haha... hey kelly wants to know if we want to go out to eat with her today... let me know luv!!!!
MOOD :  complacent
MUSIC: : hospital beeping... ewww... work...
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Do you ever feel as if you try to make everyone else happy and you just cant do it anymore. I am so frustrated. With everything. I cant make everyone happy.. I try to make my job a nice place to work. I try to keep everyone happy and ever since kels and miriam left, everyone says how much they hate it. Well I try to make the best of things. To be honest, i love miriam but our new manager is not that bad. I know everyone misses them but it makes me feel like crap... like iam chopped liver for stayin. I think that i need to get away from that place.. i dont know what to do... i am just bitchin... venting.. i will be fine in the morning...
MOOD :  stressed
MUSIC: : icepic..
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I just got back from a walk... I started out just going around my neighborhood and ended up at my aunts house a mile and a half away... i feel so invigorated... i walked a total of 3.6 miles tonight... This diet and new lifestyle is awesome... I must tell you that it is hard.. but well worth it... NO SODA, NO FAST FOOD... it is not easy but it feels awesome to feel as if i am dedicated to something... anyways, i think i am gonna head over to lifetime to go for a swim.. laters...
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So yeah... Me and Steve... I dont know... So why is it that I put my name on one of those dating sites when i have a current love interest who i cannot get enough of? Well in a great turn of events that site emails you matches according to some rating system they have.. I open my email today and you will never belive who i see... YEP!! Stephen... I am just hurt... "i want to take care of you" " i go to work everyday with providing for you in mind" he is a crock.... but why should i be mad when i did the same thing? I dont know what the hell to do... but out of some bout of craziness i wrote the man who is basically my boyfriend this email...
***Hi. My name is Lori.. I saw your profile on match.com. I couldnt help but notice that you have one of the nicest smiles I have ever seen. So, do you think that there is someone out there to change your life? I do. Who knows, it could be someone you have known for years. Well like I said in my profile, I want to find someone who I want to share my memories with. Someone who completes me, someone who makes me happy. No drama involved. I used to be a little high strung but I have that under control. I enjoy photography and long walks. I also enjoy all types of wildlife. I don't know if you are looking for someone to hang out with or someone to be serious with, but I would like to get to know you better. I hope that I do not come on too strong, it is just when I see something I like I go for it. I am tired of sitting back while everyone else is happy. I need to see if maybe i can find happiness, who knows maybe it will be with you. For some reason I feel like I know you even though I have never talked to you. We have some things in common, I too, am a sucker for cuddling... So, in conclusion, I think that I need to go for things if they are gonna happen for me. I do not want to look back on this time and say... What if? So... If you are interested in anything I have said then please contact me... Oh..one thing... I dont have red hair.. Lorianne...
***side note... your profile was sent to me in an email entitled "A List of Near Perfect Matches" hahaha... i would like to think so... why dont we give it a chance?****
Who else thinks I am a loon for doing this... Lord help me!!!! Please advice!!!
MOOD :  confused
MUSIC: : icepic we were meant to be...
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So... Alot of stuff has happened... My sister graduated from college... So my whole family is here... We had alot of fun at her party yesterday... I saw my family that i have not seen in years... My lil cousins are so big!!! Well that is ok... I have been sooooooooo bored and soooooo sick.... I have been doing alot of thinking... I have to talk to Megan.... I hope she is having a great time in Florida... Business planning is hard work... Especially when you are unsure of yourself... I am really uneasy about the whole thing now... But like i said i gotta talk to megan... Well my family is calling so i will update more later...
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