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music: styx - midnight ride
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this week i've lost my pack of cigarettes three times, yes three times. I'm a fucking mess but a hot mess. |
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| 02:37pm 21/05/2008 |
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mood:  rejuvenated music: Smashing Pumpkins - Ava Adore
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it feels great to wake up and not have work, or have any other things to do. Jaime and Natalie came from Vegas thursday and we have be bar hopping and wasting money like its nobody's business. Went to eat at trays restaurant which is a raw food place and literally cost you an arm, leg, and your first born. It was fun eating rich but i'll never do it again. Nora's birthday was cool got dressed up and drunk. Other than that i've been working and working. Hung out with mike and ricky at some queer bar and totally got some guys digits so we'll see how that goes. Gonna go eat some breakfast and see what everyone else is up to, hopefully some debauchery. |
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| will someone just lay on me! |
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| 02:53pm 03/05/2008 |
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mood:  groggy music: Rolling Stones - Gimme Shelter
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i'm tired out of my mind, i'm not even sure if its physical or mental. I have been going through a lot of wear and tear. Gotta stop getting fucked up so late. Went out wit tray and frank last night sang a couple songs, got high, got drunk, and left the old bar to gets some more drunk at another bar. All in all good times, we all needed to catch up. I don't work today or tommorow so i'm planning to just relax and party this weekend. It cold and its may,...i just don't get that. I can't wait till we all destroy ourselves or mother nature will just have to fight back and send out some horrible plaque or killer monkeys. But its almost summer and i'm hoping for many sunny days at the beach, and cross interstate adventures. yo i just realized i haven't eaten, fruity pebbles or captin crunch? |
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| 07:38pm 02/12/2007 |
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its snowing! |
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| I said i wanted some more attention |
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| 03:47pm 31/08/2007 |
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mood: calm music: Senses Fail - Angela Baker and My Obsession with Fire
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i just figured out how to make egg toast and I'm such an attention whore, that I pranced around showing everyone what i made. Like some little kid saying " look what I can do", i'm such a loser. The summer breeze is almost gone but i can't wait for the fall. So out on a whim I decided not to attend school this semester and told my parents so. I did come up with a plan to return in January. The truth was I didn't enjoy john jay a great deal, it just wasn't for me. So instead I will be going to city college next semester. As for this semester i'm taking off sort of to re-evalutate my future and to sort of find myself I guess. I'm definitly gonna work more, get my license, and possibly a better job. But this isn't the end for me, all I want to do i make sure the path i've choosen is the right one, before its to late to make a u-turn. I've never been so scared and optimistic, its pretty exciting. Its definitly time for some damn change. |
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| 12:31pm 16/08/2007 |
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you where the last good thing about this part of town |
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| same old same old and cigarettes in open air |
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| 03:56pm 11/06/2007 |
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mood:  anxious music: Arctic Monkeys - Brianstorm
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its summer, its sunny and somewhat hot which i am okay with. No serious heat yet or droughts so no complaints. Nothing new just work, hanging out, drugs, rock n roll and and occasional ice cream cone. so um yea....this is gettting annoying i'ma just leave. |
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| 04:47pm 02/04/2007 |
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mood: relaxed music: taking back sunday - set phasers to stun
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Its been about 2 weeks since I started working at h&m and I actually like it. Its not bad and the people who work there are really chill. I like the area and atmosphere and of course my discount. I recently got paid and I can't wait to go shopping and splurge a little bit. Sushi dates, and lip piercing are already on my list of things to do. On another note; i have off this week from school because I have spring break and no one really to hang out with which sucks. I'm also glad i don't have diahrea anymore. |
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| 04:34pm 15/03/2007 |
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went to school and a job interview with a different shoe on each foot, and had to spend the whole day like that because I had no opportunity to change, it was actually quite funny but I pulled it off. Got the job. Enjoyed the beautiful weather yesterday with tray n nora. And now to enjoy the weekend....memo to self - wear green on sat. |
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| 05:52pm 05/03/2007 |
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my father can eat shit. |
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| 03:03pm 24/02/2007 |
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mood: complacent music: Morningwood - Jetsetter
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Last night was actually one of the most random friday nights in a while, and it didn't even feel like friday for some odd reason. Decided we we're going to watch the Departed at trays wit Nora, shannon and toria. Instead we opt to go bowling, but we all didn't have coupons so to the clairmont we go to dine and steal their coupons. The funny part was as soon as we exit i though i lost my coupon so I go back and ask to steal their menu because I needed their coupons and got a "it's perfectly fine". We head to paradise lanes with megan who had also joined us. Bowling was fun but i've come to the conclusion that fags can't bowl but we all had fun under the black lights, which only revealed I need to use lint brushes. After we end up going to Maudes and making plans to eventually meet up with mike and meg and we head to nora's. Once at Nora's we get coersed into going to Tally-ho's...is that how you spell it? So we go down to meet up with Nora's brother and his peeps. Run into some random kid from john jay i've smoked with and that shannon also knew, small fucking world. Played photo hunt with toria, and shannon and some random girl who would occasionally reach over and play with us. Got the high score so I was pleased. Eventually we all had to make our exit to go to mikes for one last hurrah at his apartment before it is no more. Get crunked and play boggle! yes boggle, it was a great way of ending things as they started at mikes. Mike won of course because he probably practices boggle on the down-low. Once we leave me and Nora danced in the street until cars came, and on the ride home listened to tray's weird mix of the spice girls and backstreet boys which we all sang our heart out to...yes i like the spice girls and backstreet boys so fuck off! Got home at 4:30ish, i only wish i saw the sun come up but we'll leave that for another night. |
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| 07:07pm 03/02/2007 |
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music: The Thermals - How We Know
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geez i had no idea i was this afraid of change, its actually kind of pathetic. I have to stop being so dependent on the present and just shake things up. |
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| 05:43pm 14/01/2007 |
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mood:  sick
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i've been sick since thursday and it sucks. Tested my luck going out friday, which i shouldn't have and I completely relapsed. I'm starting to think I have meningitis or something... |
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| Why must I label my thoughts? |
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| 09:05pm 03/01/2007 |
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mood:  hungry music: Sparta - Taking Back Control
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The new year is still in it's infantcy and i've already broken my new years resolution on quitting smoking. Instead i'll attempt a realistic goal and just try to cut back. Life has been pretty sweet lately, i've understood the reasoning on enjoying the little pleasures in life, because they make me happy. Parents have been gone for a while now and the dishes are piling up again, the house looks terrible. The worst part it gunna hav to do some serious cleaning before my parents come back. I'm completely broke,and all i have to my name is a pack of malboro's and some pot. I hope I can spread it all out for a while. The sad part was i bought my cigarettes using change and scratch offs, which is way too fun. Gotta go eat before I go out so i best get cracka lakin of that. |
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| 06:23pm 16/11/2006 |
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mood: anxious music: +44 - When You Heart Stops Beating
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Its been a while since I truly updated. But there is nothing much to tell, school is going good and predictable as always; i think i need to be challenged a tad more. Me and tracey lost our jobs because it closed on us randomly, so now I need to look for another job. Democrats kicked the republican's ass in the midterm elections! yay! britney and kevin are getting a divorce ( because no one saw that coming ), new +44 cd came out and its gunna slaughter fucking angels and airwaves. I'm sick of this scene, I need to break out of the routine. |
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