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MY CAR (MOMs CAR) GOT BROKEN INTO
the window's shattered
my purse is gone
candaces purse is gone.
no more wallet
no more camera
im so sad/mad
and moms in rhode island
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[09 Aug 2005|02:38am] |
im abandoning this journal.
ask me for the new one.
xoxo♥
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[15 Jul 2005|12:16am] |
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Bright eyes; first day of my life |
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i love the feeling of being
swept off my feet.
everything is amazing
i just miss alot of you.
xoxo♥
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[03 Jul 2005|10:24pm] |
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Today was fun and i love Sam♥
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( DAYYYUUMM )
byee.
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[02 Jul 2005|08:21pm] |
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The Kinison; new way to dance |
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my summers been going alright with the exception of today.
Turesday and Wednesday were spent with Jackie and we had a great time. Thursday morning mom and i got our make-up done by the guy that runs LANCOME the main rich artist =X. At night Uriel took me swing dancing and i had a really good time. Yesterday i went to my dads and was very pleased to see that his girlfriend wasn't there. I have MANY reasons to not like her and i dont want her there when i am there.
Today i was told she had nowhere to go tonight so i told him to take me home. I know i sound like a brat but if you only knew half of it. I've spent the whole day crying cause ima babi and now i'm home with absolutley nothing to do. Someone pick me up or something. jcfjcdghdlksfhjll
kbye.
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[19 Jun 2005|07:10pm] |
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VH1; strip search |
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mm i just had a really good boca burger.
I'm pretty excited about my report card coming out i think im getting all A's and one B. Friday after school some chick jammed her show into my toe and made the whole corner of my nail lift and bleed. And yesterday some stupid girl stepped on it. Before i went to the Tiki Room i went to my cousins surprise party for his birfday and a good luck going on tour type thing, he leaves this friday. I was happy to see a ton of people last night.
I had to go to dinner wif my "father" tonight. I didn't get him anything. I'm really bored at home and i know tomorrow i have to be up by 5 to go workout wif my mommy. RAWR.
IMA MISS JACKIE AND ALYSS THIS WEEK UGH! =(
( LOOK AT DIS SHIT )
xoxo♥
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[10 Jun 2005|03:22pm] |
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movie; 13 going on 30 |
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Wednesday I had a bleh day but in the night I
had sooo much fun wif Jackie and Alyss. Wish
i would have had my camera =\. oh well.
I love them♥
Last night saw Eisley.
Amazing show. They're so good live.
I was so thankful to hang out wif Gen
I miss her so much. Hopefully her and
I will hang out this summer more.
I dont wanna be the insecure person i am
anymore. I dont want to always compare myself
to the prettier, the skinnier, the uninsecure.
I hate living this lifestyle. This is all i ever do
and all I ever tell myself is i wont be happy
till I have a boy I am head over heels for.
+My father and I are in worst terms
and I hate it cause I cry and ew.
AND I'm way stressed about grades
i'm trying SO HARD TO GET STRAIGHT A'S
I hope to change for the better.
xoxo♥
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[15 May 2005|12:36pm] |
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copeland; sleep |
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i just spent the past 5 minutes crying harder then
i could ever remember. no ones here to hear me so
every wimper and sound i made, echoed.
this is killing me and it hurts.
now ive got cute mascara
running down my cheeks,
<|3
[edit] i got my phone back[/edit]
xoxo♥
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[11 May 2005|05:39pm] |
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bella lea; the mess |
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shes such a great friend to me. and i cherish our friendship like no other.
my weeks been pretty good. havent gone to 2nd or 3rd really for the past 3 days. i need to go the next 2 days.
i cant stand the way i compare my self to everyone else in the world. and let myself know how much i let myself down.
ive been going running alot. i need to lose weight. im going through a ton right now. i miss my mom so much. one of my good friends is mad at me and i apologized and i cant understand what i did wrong and i dont need for her to be upset with me. my dads really bad wif calling me and it upsets me cause i call him all the time. im not going to his house warming party cause this girls gonna be there and i dont feel like meeting her.
i feel like im living on my own. i wish i drove so much right now. i'd never be here. I cant wait for school to end.
i really wanted to go running today but Elise cant today or tomorrow. it takes my mind off everything.
this year is going so fast and i could honestly say its been the worst beggining of the year ive ever had.
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[02 May 2005|08:50pm] |
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cursive; sierra |
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worst past week.
lost phone.
ipod stopped working.
internet loss.
twisted ankle.
locked out of house.
no ride.
+bunch of outer junk.
er oh well new week.
today was alright.
so i had this zip tie on my wrist
for ever and fag Pat pulled it
tighter to where it was cutting
off my circulation and i had to
cut it off. ivehad that one for a
year. i wanted to shoot him.
er im in rancho.
come visit me people.
ima go see kelly right now
cause i loves her and she
needs me. yup. <3<3
peace nucckah.
xoxo♥
Ashley Danielle
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[25 Apr 2005|04:07pm] |
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The Good Life; always a bridesmaid |
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omgoodness.
i went so long wif this whole not having a crush thing and not liking anyone it was so simple.
and now.
er.
i dont want to.
kdjfhkdsfjkdf
this will get me nowhere.
the good life was amazing last night.
and i get to see Becky today. <3
the end.
xoxo♥
Ashley Danielle.
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[17 Apr 2005|11:32am] |
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Copeland; kite |
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my disneyland pass has been renewed.
yay.
someone dont go to school
tomorrow. i'm not.
disneyland?
teheh.
xoxo♥
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[14 Apr 2005|10:10pm] |
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Cursive |
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i'm super excited for tomorrow.
sjdkfhskldfjklsdfldf.
a little sad. not too much though.
tehe.
i did absolutely no hw today.
it felt great.
i hate this whole trying to get an
account on ebay. i have had absolutely
no success whatsoever. and i found
some really cute prom dresses that
i want to bid on. someone help me.
this weekend may be long.
i really wanna go somewhere.
just fly somewhere and i dont
care how long it may be. but
i wanna go. are you down?
kdfhjkldfl;df.
peace out.
xoxo♥
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[12 Apr 2005|07:13pm] |
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decisions
school was ew today.
i dont like it much there.
or here in rancho.
maybe its not even that. it's more of
that i miss it out there so much.
i miss friends.
i miss my dance studio.
i miss the simplicity.
i miss what i had going for me there.
i was getting such good drades like
straight A's and all that. now ive dropped
my stupid counselor took away my honors
classes so i dont even have that to make
me feel like im doing sumfin better. me
not being able to achieve what i was makes
me upset because in time it will make the
mother upset. so i spoke to her about it.
she said i can live wif my aunt if i want.
i really dont know what to do.
ive made about 5 close friends out here
and they mean alot to me and im scared
to leave them. but id love to go back.
what to do.
in time i hope i do make a good decision.
if i dont end up going i think almost for sure
ima get homeschooled the rest of the year
till i go back to charter oak.
guh. i'm so lame.
xoxo♥
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[10 Apr 2005|09:30pm] |
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I'm in San Diego wif Sam right now. We're bof online cause we're tight like that.
we go back tomorrow. which means no school for me.
my spring break was really good.
hang out wif ( these ) cool kids. pretty much everyday.
i know alot of you are on spring break,
so come visit me in rancho. i miss you guys.
i went to CO on friday and only saw a few.
( we're cute )
xoxo♥
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[17 Mar 2005|06:39am] |
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I saw Odd Project Sunday and i love how they're so much better live then their CD.<3
things seem to be getting somewhat better for me. I hate this going back and forth between parents. I don't even know what to do easter.
Last weekend when i was at my dad's i was told something very unexpected. I have an older brother. I was shocked and had no idea what to say. I found out everything i could about him. His name is Brian Ian Molina. He's 17 and my dad's been paying child support for him all his life one of the arguments him and my mom used to get into about, my dad said. I guess my mom never wantedto me to know and she wouldnt let my dad see him. I can't even tell my mom that i know. I've always wanted a sibling close to my age. I really want to find him. I don't know how. My dad said he's going to find him. After this conversation with my dad i felt so bad for him. He's one of those people where their dad just dissapears yea know? It kills me and i wanna find him.
I need helpon my mac, dealing wif picchas n stuff. Ashley's way confused.
I'm going to Scandia today for a physics field trip. I've never liked it there. Oh well guess it beats going to school.
I MISS YOU ALL ALOT.
xoxo♥
Ashley Danielle
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[07 Mar 2005|11:18am] |
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frou frou; psychobabble |
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i couldnt have asked for
a better birfday<3<3.
weekend was amazing.
thanks so much to everyone
who was apart of it.
xoxo♥
Ashley Danielle.
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[02 Mar 2005|09:41pm] |
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this is amy♥
we're cute.
this past week has been really weird for me. i havent been the happiest person but not the saddest. i dont know whats wrong wif me. oh well. i miss my friends alot<|3 thats might be it.
i see Elise almost every weekend and it makes me super sad when she leaves me. I had to pick up some things from CO today and i saw a couple people including Kelly Bang, Bre, Harold, Chris, etc.<3.
im excited for friday and saturday. eep.
( i miss youâ„ )
xoxo♥
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[15 Feb 2005|03:31pm] |
i had an alright Valentines Day.
Riley gave me a ty bear her name is Valentina<3 This boy Randy gave my a box of chocolates with a note that said "i'll be your bitch!" it was cute.
Today my friend John gave me a rose.=)
the only thing is i didnt get to see my REAL Valentine. he's too far =\<|3
HAPPY BIRFDAY GENEVIEVE CAPUL<3
hi love.
i hope you had a good birfday.
i called you.
and text you.
i love you so much.
and hope to see you soon
so that i am able to give
you your gift.
i love you.
xoxo♥
Ashley Danielle
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