Still floating soft

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 23:25:20 GMT

GUN.....MY HEAD....NOW~!!!!!!!

HAPPy THanksgiving everybody I hope you aren't being held captive by insane family members singing oh holy night on karoke like I AM!!!

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 15:52:37 GMT

Back from the dead, I went to D.C. and traveled 'the south' without any accent thankfully. D.C. was amazing and I love hot summer afternoons with fireflies, I don't think we even have fireflies here. I would put pictures up but I will later when I find the Digital. I can't believe I survived a week with the family and didn't kill myself, am very proud of myself. Anyways, yesterday went to Coral Square with Kristen and later saw March of the Penguins and its a good thing I'm not a penguin because they live such hard lives to just survive and they're so cute. OK pretty much nothing is happening and I'm going to workout later and read the the hobbit, which I've been neglecting because of Harry Potter which got me so psyched. My hair is surprisingly getting lighter, from the black it looked like to a chestnut brown, its looks healtier to me in my opinion but some might not agree.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 00:53:39 GMT

Sorry for being a little big vague after that last post referring to the ouch...well nvm anyways I'm going to D.C. on the 16th yes I know Harry Potter day and I'm pretty excited unless of course theres some big terrorist attack my mother swears is coming. I kind of not looking to spending two days in the car with my brother, that's a disaster waiting to happening, should've flown...Charlie and the Chocolate factory comes out tomorrow and I saw the VH1 special last night and I can't wait for that special ending.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 16:42:32 GMT

Ouch....

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 22:48:36 GMT

This isn't good, when I start getting bored I'm become hostile when I become hostile I become depressed, when I become depressed I stay that way for a long time. Its not usually everyday, its just someone promised me something and didn't pull through with their promise and that makes me mad and that's why i'm staying home and bored and bitchy. I wish people would stop bullshitting with me and telling me they're going to do something and then they don't. Fuck it I'm so sick of people.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 23:01:15 GMT

Another round of fix-the-damn-computer-yourself-cause-comcast-is-freakin-useless! So know I have the lucky job of downloading everything all over again, it doesn't matter as long as I have internet access. Today sucked I woke up feeling like someone tried to choke me to death cause my throat was killing me, so I croaked to my mom to go to the new doctor's place and it smelled like apples and I read Latin magazine lol (i'm so pathetic) and read that Shakira is marrying the presdient of Argentina's son and it was a big controversy in the economic crisis of Argentina. They seemed to handle it well and it made me appreciate her so much more, despite the whole chest gyrating thing.

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 18:49:23 GMT

I'm going to be 17 in 2 months...i feel like an old bird and every since this weekend i feel life is starting to go in the right direction for once.:)

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 21:44:23 GMT

I haven't updated in a while which could probably be because I've been wrapped up in this whole summer school thing. Despite the four hours of boring writing, I had lots of fun so it wasn't that bad. Anyways, I went to Miami last night to drop of my aunt so I finally have my room back and I got to eat cuban food yay! Oh and if you want to see Keira Knightley with a really strange American accent you should see The Jacket, I have to admit the beginning really freaked me out but it turned out to be really good. I just hope Adrien Brody and Keira don't hook up in real life because they look really strange as a couple. Yeah, I'm oddly fascinated by the Star Wars toys at Burger King, I don't know but I have the strange urge to collect them all.

01. would you ever let your hair grow curly again? Give it a few years lol
02. if you had to adopt a kid, what nationality would he/she be? (the chinese kid across the street from you doesn't count, lol) I wouldn't want to adopt a kid period..but I guess I would adopt any baby from a third world country and needed to be loved, besides I always wanted a little sister
03. if you could travel anywhere right now, expense free, where would you go? Tokyo, Japan; Sydney, Austraila; Rio de Janiero, Brazil
04. if you were a cookie, what kind of cookie would you be? a Fourtane cookie, because i like to give cheesy advice for the future
05. how's your iPod doing? Semi-alive, call it undead? not in a zombie sort of way and I'll shut up now

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 23:34:52 GMT

So I took a little survey, and I want to celebrate for today is the one year anniversary of living in my new home! YAY!

dresses like a thug: off
dresses like a surfer bum: neutral
dresses like a prep: neutral
dresses in all black: neutral
doesn't care what he wears: as long as he doesn't look bad
sings: on
plays a musical instrument: on
drums: on
sax: off
is skinnier than you: on
is bigger than you: off
is shorter than you: off
is taller than you: on
has straight teeth: on
has fangs: off--a tad bit creepy!
can knock you off your feet with his charm: on
wears braces: off
has chapped lips: off
has green eyes: on
has blue eyes: on
has brown eyes: on
has long hair: neutral
drinks alcohol: off
smokes cigarettes: off
smokes pot: OFF
smoke cigars: off
wears glasses: on
is tan: on
works out: on
smiles more than not: on
calls you just to say HI: on
lets you know he was thinking about you: on
smacks your butt: off
tickles you in public: on
compliments you: on
shaves his legs: off
has facial hair: neutral
has sideburns: off
wears jewelry: neutral
has bigger feet than you: aren't guys feet usually bigger than girls?
has smaller feet than you: off
wears cologne: on, if it smells good
smiles when you walk into the room: on
calls you pet names: off
has brown hair: on
has black hair: on
has blue hair: off
has blonde hair: neutral
dances: ON
can make you laugh at any given moment: on
is spontaneous: ON.
doesnt care what a lot of people think: on.
female friends call him the italian stalion and even he doesn't know why: i hope not

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 23:45:07 GMT

WOw, I just saw something really disturbing, Chinese people attacking each other its so weird because I thought they were peaceful...Anyways, Patrick lent me Fantasia 2000 and I'm hoping its better than the original but nothing's better than the original disney movie, I learned my lesson from Little Mermaid 2 and Cinderlla 2 and all those other sequels.

Hoping to get a job sometime soon, a tad pissed I have to give up my room for my week cause my Aunt came for a 'surprise visit', and hoping that my dad let's me go to Vegas in July even though its like a thousand degrees.....So many expectations, so little time (yes I know how cliche and stupid that sounds)

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:08:08 GMT

Yeah since alot of people posted about the Islands trip, I'll save you from boredom and keep in sweet and short on my perspective. Well, the trip was fun and we went on a bunch of rides that wasn't worth the 12329041309 minutes we waited for them with the exception of the fast pass rides. Dueling Dragons took 2 and a half hours, but Kevin and me just ran through the castle and such. After the storm all the other rides were a 5-10 minute wait which proves that patience is a virtue after all. The park was fun and later we had dinner at Friday's and partied in the hotel room two hours straight laughing which hurt my stomach but it was worth it. We went to melbourne/indiatlatic/ harmony/ and all those other small towns and it was theraputic, but I had the most space which is why it was better for me I guess. I 'm going pay for that later I guess. Went home and my sister took me to get my nails done and get Jamba Juice, one of the few occasions when she's nice to me. So yeah, that's my weekend and I hope everyone else had a great time too.

P.S: My sister just got into a car accident, but not a major one so she's okay now my parents are furious about the cost of it, which sucks cause its most likely going to carry on to me when I ever start driving . I'm just glad she's okay though.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 02:36:55 GMT

things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. what lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.
1) exercising. 2) music. 3) talking. 4) reading. 5) taking a bath.
list five songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.
1) La tortura-Sakira
2) A new kind of love-Frou Frou
3) The edge of the Ocean-Ivy
4) Speed of Sound-Coldplay
5) Life for rent-Dido
i tag:
-chewychicle
-lilacliz
-notyourstar4
-little_kraft

tagged by nathalie(thanks!)

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 01:22:35 GMT

Today was alright, went to the clubhouse and put my feet in the pool and ran into a little acquaintance from last night. The little kid who tried to give me, kristen, kevin, jordan, and quentin free pizza in an empty pizza box had a little 'surprise' for me. He and his little friend brought me to the playground and told me to run over the pink towel they had randomly put on the floor, of course they dug a whole under the towel so they expected me to fall in. Being the idiot I am I did and thank God they don't know how to dig because it was like an inch deep.
Anyways, yesterday was my ALL AMERICAN cookout barbecue at least that's what you guys call it because to me a real barbecue is ribs and slobbering barbecue sauce all over your face. To me it was just my dad cooking a bunch of burgers and hot dogs. We went to the clubhouse and played in the Billiards room which I haven't been too and I've lived here for almost a year. It was my first time playing pool so don't cast stones at me, cause I actually scored one in and didn't hurt anyone in the process. After we ran past some speeding meters, we had to walk back and eat cheescake and listen to the monsterous sounds of my home. I took a little movie meme from userinfogreenmuse89

1. Take this list, post it into your own LJ, and mark the movies you've seen
2. Add five more movies to the end of the list.
3. Count how many X'es you have. If you've seen more than 70 movies, you are a ~*~ Movie Whore ~*~
4. Post the score of how many movies you've seen in your LJ-cut text.5.
Question five more people's taste in film.
1. Napoleon DynamiteX
2. Saw
3. White Noise
4. White OleanderX
5. Anger Management X
6. 50 First Dates X
7. Friday The 13th
8. ScreamX
9. Scream 2X
10. Scream 3X
11. Scary MovieX
12. Scary Movie 2 X
13. Scary Movie 3 X
14. American PieX
15. American Pie 2X
16. American Wedding
17. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's (Sorcerer's) StoneX
18. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets X
19. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban X
20. Resident Evil
21. Resident Evil: Apocalypse
22. The Wedding SingerX
23. Little Black Book X
24. The VillageX
25. Donnie DarkoX
26. Lilo & Stitch X
27. Finding Nemo X
28. Finding Neverland X
29. 13 GhostsX
30. SignsX
31. The GrinchX
32. The Texas Chainsaw MassacreX
33. White Chicks
34. The Butterfly Effect
35. 13 going on 30 X
36. I, Robot
37. Dodgeball X
38. Universal Soldier
39. A Series Of Unfortunate EventsX
40. Along Came A SpiderX
41. Deep ImpactX
42. Kingpin
43. Never Been KissedX
44. Meet The Parents X
45. Meet The FockersX
46. Eight Crazy Nights X
47. A Cinderella StoryX
48. The TerminalX
49. The Lizzie McGuire Movie X
50. Passport to Paris X
51. Dumb & Dumber X
52. Dumb & Dumberer
53. Final Destination X
54. Final Destination 2
55. Halloween
56. Halloween 2
57. Halloween 3
58. Halloween 4
59. Halloween 5
60. H20
61. Halloween: the Resurrection
62. The Ring X
63. The Ring 2
64. Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
65. Practical Magic X
66. Chicago X
67. Ghost Ship
68. From Hell X
69. Team America: World Police
70. Hellboy
71. Secret Window X
72. I Am Sam X
73. The Whole Nine Yards X
74. The Day After Tomorrow X
75. Child's Play X
76. Bride of Chucky X
77. 10 Things I Hate About You X
78. Just Married X
79. Gothika X
80. A Nightmare on Elm Street X
81. Sixteen CandlesX
82. Bad Boys 2
83. Joy Ride
84. SevenX
85. Ocean's ElevenX
86. Ocean's TwelveX
87. IdentityX
88. Lone Star
89. BedazzledX
90. Predator
91. Predator II
92. Independence DayX
93. Cujo
94. A Bronx Tale
95. Darkness Falls
96. Christine
97. ET X
98. Children of the Corn
99. My Boss' Daughter
100. Maid in ManhattanX
101. Frailty
102. How to Lose a Guy in 10 DaysX
103. She's All ThatX
104. Calendar Girls
105. Sideways
106. Mars Attacks X
107. Event Horizon
108. Ever AfterX
109. Forrest GumpX
110. Big Trouble in Little China
111. X-Men
112. X-Men 2
113. Jeepers Creepers
114. Jeepers Creepers 2
115. Catch Me If You CanX
116. The OthersX
117. Freaky FridayX
118. Reign of Fire
119. Man on Fire
120. BraveheartX
121. Cruel IntentionsX
122. The Hot ChickX
123. SwimfanX
124. Miracle
125. Friday Night Lights
126. Old SchoolX
127. RayX
128. The Notebook X
129. K-Pax X
130. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring X
131. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers X
132. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King X
133. A Walk to RememberX
134. Sweet Home Alabama X
135. Moulin RougeX
136. Boogeyman
137. HitchX
138. The Fifth Element
139. Star Wars episode I: The Phantom Menance X
140. Star Wars episode II: Attack Of The Clones X
141. Star Wars Episode III: Revenge Of The Sith X
142. Star Wars episode IV:
143. Star Wars episode V: The Empire Strikes BackX
144. Star Wars episode VI: Return Of The Jedi
145. Swimming with Sharks
146. Trainspotting
147. People Under the Stairs
148. Blue Velvet
149. The Sound of Music X
150. Parent Trap X
151. The Burbs
152. SLC Punk
153. Meet Joe Black X
154. Wild ThingsX
155. A Clockwork Orange
156. The Orde
r 157. Spider-Man X
158. Spider-Man 2 X
159. AmelieX
160. Mean Girls X
161. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen X
162. Shrek X
163. Shrek 2X
164. The Incredibles X
165. Collateral
166. The Fast & The Furious X
167. 2 Fast 2 Furious
168. Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
169. Closer X
170. The Sixth Sense X
171. a.i. - Artificial Intelligence X
172. Love Actually X
173. The Sweetest Thing X
174. Shutter
175. Ella Enchanted X
176. The Princess Diaries X
177. The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement X
178. The Breakfast Club X
179. October SkyX
180. Remember the Titans X
181. Titanic X
182. Boondock Saints
183. American History
184. Fight Club X
185. Heavenly Creatures
186. Stealing BeautyX
187. Like Water For Chocolate
188. Powwow Highway
189. Secretary X
190. But I'm A Cheerleader
191. I <3 Huckabees
192. Ripley's Game
193. Coffee And Cigarettes
194. Taxi Driver
195. Silence Of The Lambs
196. The Exorcist
197. If Lucy Fell
198. Lady Jane
199. When Harry met Sally X
200. Me, Myself & Irene X
201. Kung Fu Hustle
202. Sin City
203. Labyrinth
204. Much Ado About Nothing
205. The Cowboy Way
206. Paulie X
207. Blazing Saddles
208. Galaxy Quest X
209. Guildenstern & Rosencrantz are Dead
210. Citizen Kane X
211. You Can Count on Me
212. Young Frankenstein
213. Raiders of the Lost Ark X
214. Starman
215. St. Elmo's Fire
216. Coyote Ugly X
217. The Other Sister X
218. Rainman
219. Little Shop of Horrors
220. Chasing Amy X
221. House of Sand and Fog
222. Mildred Pierce
223. The Big Lebowski
224. Mallrats
225. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind X
226. The Goonies X
227. Starsky & Hutch X
228. Saved! X
229. The Upside of Anger
230. Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song
231. The Cat's Meow
232. The Rutles
233. Waking Ned Devine
234. Pirates of the Caribbean X
235. Little Women X
236. Huck Finn
237. National Treasure
238. O Brother Where Art Thou? X
239. Dick X
240. Howard the Duck
241. Garden State X
242. Hero
243. Spinal Tap
244. Almost Famous
245. Before Sunrise
246. Before Sunset
247. Troy X
248. Gone With The Wind X
249. Chocolat X
250. Gentlemen Prefer Blonde
251. Now and Then X
252. Romeo and Juliet X
253. Ferris Bueller's Day Off X
254. GreaseX
255. Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?
256. Mr. North
257. The African Queen
258. The Wizard of Oz X
259. Country Girl
260. The Philadelphia Story
261. Bringing Up Baby
262. The Aviator X
263. An Affair To Remember X
264. Sabrina X
265. Holiday
266. Conspiracy Theory X
267. Stage Door
268. Rigoletto
269. White Christmas
270. Who Framed Roger Rabbit? X
271. The Wedding Planner X
272. Arsenic and Old Lace
273. A Day at the Race
s 274. Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory X
275. Bend it Like Beckham X
276. Troop Beverly Hills
277. A Beautiful Mind X
278. Urban Legend X
279. Dead Poet's Society X
280. Kill Bill vol. 1
281. Kill Bill vol. 2
282. The Royal Tenenbaums X
283. The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou X
284. American Beauty
285. A Chorus Line
286. Iron Jawed Angels X
287. Phantom of the Opera X
288. A League of Their Own X
289. Stuart Little X
290. Notting Hill X
291. A Lot Like Love
292. Along Came Polly X
293. Billy Madison X
294. Happy Gilmore X
295. Igby Goes Down X
296. Sid and Nancy
297. Bruce AlmightyX
298. The Usual Suspects
299. Chances Are
300. SWAT
301. House of Wax
302. Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World X
303. Gladiator X
304. Gosford Park
305. The Jacket
306. Red Dragon
307. Hannibal
308. ElizabethX
309. Quills
310. Velvet Goldmine
311. Chuck and Buck
312. Titus
313. The Pillow Book
314. Queen Margot
315. Sex, Lies and Videotape
316. His Girl Friday
317. Persuasion
318. Party Girl
319. Top Hat
320. Singing in the Rain X
321. Spirited Away
322. House of Flying Daggers X
323. Goodbye Lenin
324. Willow
325. Battle Royale
326. Dude, Where's My Car? X
327. Drop Dead Gorgeous X
328. Josie and the Pussycats X
329. Romancing the Stone
330. Mystery Men X
331. Bound
332. Crossroads X
333. Dawn Of The Dead
334. Shaun Of The Dead
335. The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
336. Angels with Dirty Faces
337. Deathrace 2000
338. The Terminator
339. Unforgiven (1992)
340. Virtuousity
341. A Life Less Ordinary
342. The Crying Game
343. A Company of Wolves
344. Brotherhood of the Wolf X
345. Dirty Work
346. Chutney Popcorn
347. Love in the Time of Money
348. The Life of David Gale
349. Wimbledon X
350. Divine Secrets of the YaYa Sisterhood X
351. Stuart Little 2 X
352. Rocky Horror Picture Show
353. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
354. Star Trek: Nemesis
355. Flight of the Phoenix
356. The Mask of Zorro X
357. SelenaX
358. Godsend
359. EnoughX
360. Murder By Numbers X
361. Cube
362. Thought CrimesX
363. Van Helsing
364. The One and Only
365. Uptown Girls X
366. Requiem for a Dream
367. Kontroll
368. Kinsey
369. Touching the Void
370. Whale Rider
371. Shark Tale
372. Stargate
373. Black Hawk Down X
374. Madagascar
375. Finding Forrester X
376. Shakespeare in Love X
377. Get Over It X
378. Mary Poppins X
379. Indiana Jones & The Last CrusadeX
380. Indiana Jones & the Temple of Doom X
381. Daredevil X
382. Green Mile
383. 8 Mile X
384. Clerks
385. The Thomas Crown Affair (1998)X
386. The King and I X
387. Striptease X
388. The Void
389. One Special Night
390. Victor/Victoria
391. The Bridges of Madison County X
392. Something's Gotta Give X
393. Murder by Death
394. Marnie
395. One, Two, Three
396. Stage Door Canteen
397. Sister Kenney
398. Mame
399. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
400. Star Trek: The Motion Picture
401. The Pirates of Penzance
402. Movie Movie
403. Circle of Iron
404. Kentucky Fried Movie
405. The Mask X
406. The Shawshank Redemption
407. Minority Report X
408. The Graduate
409. Shock Treatment
410. Phantom of the Paradise
411. Taxi X
412. Benny & Joon X
413. Brain Candy
414. The Wrong Guy
415. Fried Green Tomatoes X
416. Gigantic: A Tale of Two Johns
417. Ed and His Dead Mother
418. Clue
419. Strictly Ballroom
420. The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Deser
t 421. Dogtown and Z-boys
422. Frida X
423. Pollock
424. Adaptation
425. The Devil's Backbone
426. Captives
427. Run Lola Run
428. Stalag
429. Buffalo 66
430. The House Of Yes
431. Elf X
432. Erin Brockovich X
433. Pootie Tang
434. Wet Hot American Summer
435. Super Troopers
436. Pulp Fiction
437. Pretty Woman X
438. Dirty Dancing
439. The Full Monty
440. Interview with a Vampire X
441. Reservoir Dogs
442. Empire Records
443. Mean Creek
444. Lost In Translation
445. P.S.
446. Moonlight Mile X
447. The Virgin Suicides X
448. Life As A House X
449. Zoolander X
450. Corkey Romano
451. What's Eating Gilbert Grape? X
452. Poltergeist
453. Lion King X
454. Austin Powers: Goldmember X
455. Paradise Road
456. The Purifiers
457. What a Girl Wants X
458. Bridget Jones X
459. Bridget Jones 2: The Edge of Reason X
460. My Big Fat Greek Wedding X

total:200
things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. what lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs. 1) exercising. 2) music. 3) talking. 4) reading. 5) taking a bath. list five songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. 1) La tortura-Sakira 2) A new kind of love-Frou Frou 3) The edge of the Ocean-Ivy 4) Speed of Sound-Coldplay 5) Life for rent-Dido i tag: -chewychicle -lilacliz -notyourstar4 -little_kraft tagged by nathalie(thanks!)

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:37:55 GMT

I'm not reading the hobbit,even if you have to strap me in a chair and tape my eyelids back! Its too boring, who fuck cares about Bilbo Baggins?!?!

This is stressing me to no end, anywho, I bought Chuck Palahniuk's True Stories and its really good. Yet, again even though its just a collection of short stories he still captures that sense of honesty and blunt truth about everything in the world. It makes me love reading, except reading the Hobbit, Bilbo can go back to his hobbit hole and burn for all I care.

Anyways, my dad is thinking about the Barbecue which means it is more likely to happen on Wednesday so I'm so excited because I never have barbecues. I never have random parties either so this should go on my list of things I haven't done before. I'm excited about Islands, can't wait to jam into the SUV, can't wait till someone calls me back and gives me a job, and can't wait for summer school to end!

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 22:29:06 GMT

LONG LIVE MY I-POD
12/25/04-6/02/05

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 22:03:33 GMT

Today has been pretty okay, woke up and ran in the wind and rain, which was so movie-like only without the dramatic music in the back ground. I came back and watched Lemony Snicket and thought it was cute, I had no idea Dustin Hoffman and Cedric the Entertainer was in it and I thought that was pretty weird. Went to the mall to help my mom choose a vaccum because she's horrible at those kind of things she always chooses the crappiest one then we have to buy a new one in like a month. I saw this new robotic vaccum called the Roomba, and it was actually kind of scary, because it follows you everywhere so I don't think the world is ready for robotic stuff yet, at least not me. Anyways I took a meme

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Sun, 29 May 2005 22:33:20 GMT

Oh man, one of my poems from freshman year made it into the Prism, which is like this art magazine that Pope makes each year. I can't believe I get recognition after I leave the school, how ironic! It was my poem about Jack Sparrow and I guess Mr. Anderson liked it so much, heaven forbid he like anything I wrote, and put in the Prism. I'm so hoping liz can send me a scan or something cause I want to see it so badly. Man, I'm so excited I never been accepted for these kind of things.

Sat, 21 May 2005 22:38:09 GMT

As many of us dread the upcoming week of finals....I have been jam packed with my chemistry project thanks to Ms. Meade who was so generous to do this to us the week before finals. I hate studying as much as the next person, but it sucks even more if you don't have any food cause food=brain power. I remember a while ago they had some public annoucement with Ben Savage (Cory from Boy Meets World) say that food will make you smarter so eat your veggies and such, well the point is I have no food which means I'm going to starve instead pass of my finals. Oh well, click for little surpise.

Mon, 16 May 2005 02:23:59 GMT

So time for another weekend update....
FRIDAY: Was Kelli's birthday party and was very fun! Alfonso proved that he can dance to any type of music,literally, everything from coutnry,rap,reggae,latin,and of slow dancing. The DJ's music thing kept breaking then we resorted to the stereo and we even did the chicken dance acapella.

Saturday: Was filming day for Michelle's movie at Michael's. Her movies are so funny, especially Murder, She laughed. It was a tedious day while I played mutliple parts, Jordan played Watson, Crystal as Helen, and Michael of course as Sherlock. It was fun yet long and we had a great dinner of kebabs, pasta, and stuffed clams(yum!) We're not completely done with filming, but we should be soon and Michael's dad is in it too. We had to do so many retakes because Michael or his dad would start cracking up before we finished the scene. I hope there will be some good bloopers.

Sunday: Went to the mall with Kristen and got Michelle's gift, but I couldn't go since I had no idea where my parents were, so Kristen ended up taking me to the last yg meeting of the year. It was good, and Antioch sounds very interesting.

On a random note, I still have a list of things I should do. Maybe I should make lists from now on, and be more of what's that word? Organized? Yeah, organized and it would help me not be so stressed out if I forget things. The only thing I'm worried about is remembering to actually make the lists because I can have a short-memory span.

I was just watching ABC, and the LOST season finale and the ALIAS season finale looks so good. I can't believe T.V. could be so exciting these days. I wonder if the O.C. season finale will be any good because if they leave any of the good shows on a cliffhanger, then I'm going to kill the producers or writers because I hate the feeling of anticpating.

Okay so this entry long and meaningless(not to mention random), heaven forbid anyone read it, but I just have alot of things on my mind and had to write it out.

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:11:53 GMT

Well this weekend was good,on Friday Kevin and Kristen came over my house and my dad drove us to our neighbor's chinese restaurant. All turned well even though it felt awkward to sit with my parents, but it turned out better than expected. We came back to my house and watched the LOST special on ABC, but no spoilers so bleh.

Saturday my sister came home, and I had to spend "quality time" with her. I went to the mall with Kristen and I tried to pick out a gift for Kelli but no-such-luck. Afterwards Kristen's mom drove me home, and I was supposed to go to Miami to eat dinner but I ended up doing something with my sister instead. Came home and watched the Italian Job, which turned out to be reallly good but reminded me of Ocean's eleven and twelve, and Ladder 49--way to emotional for me.

Sunday was Mother's Day, and my mom and dad got me a new cell phone??? It's mother's day and I'm the one getting a gift? My mom got a gift too, so all is well, went to my mom's friend's house and had an okay time the karoke drained all the sound out of my ear though.

Sun, 01 May 2005 17:27:04 GMT

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mayako Yamaguchi

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Birthdate: September 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading.

The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.

Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.

You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 00:27:01 GMT

Running outside today was very calming today, its strange considering running= dying and clutching your sides. I should do it more often if I get the energy. Trust me I'm not the kind of person who worksout every now and then its a miracle if I even get off the couch. Which reminds me I watched the movie Chasing Amy and even though I'm a Ben Affleck hater it was very romantic, I'm still a sucker for those romantic comedies. Its too bad that romantic comedies never go into what happens after the happy couple gets together...like are these people really meant to be? ignoring the fact that's its a movie just for thought.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:18:42 GMT

I know this may sound really cheesy, but what brings you luck? Or yet, do you actually believe in luck? Please share.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 18:04:25 GMT

I know I'm posting twice in one day and know that can be annoying...but its my journal so whatever. Anyways I've just come to the realization of what I truly think of my life. Bear with me I'm not going to turn into some sop and be all deep and religious...well maybe. I just think I let people effect me too seriously and I care way too much about what other people think, and I'm tired of being let down and being depressed about it. When I was in California with my sister and my cousins I realized everyone actually does have their imperfections and people talk about it behind your back, and yes even adults talk, but I don't really care anymore. I don't care if people don't like me I don't care if I'm alone, because I'm not. I'm not hated and I'm not alone, and for the longest time I felt that I was. Mostly because I let my friends and the people in my school effect me in a way they shouldn't. I always felt like I had to have lots of friends and go to parties and all that crap. I'm happy with myself or at least I'm trying to be, and I'm not going to change myself for other people. If you like me the way I am then fine if not than don't bother talking to me. Still, in high school I'm still trying to find out what 'real friendship' actually is and I think I do have that with a very certain few but I probably won’t know till college, cause face it high school is fun but the people in it can be bullshit sometimes. Some people in my life, who I thought were my friends, turned out to be a disappointment and ended up leaving me for someone better to hang out with and /or hurting me. So I decided to be very selective about who I let in to my life, cause I can't afford to lose my trust in someone again. For the people who have been in my life and been the friends who were there for me, you know who you are, thank you being there and I enjoy having you in my life. So to whoever reads this, I'm sorry its so long and probably really boring to you but thank you for reading it anyways.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 17:30:47 GMT

I can't believe how tired I am! After catching the 'red-eye' flight at 12:30 A.M., I spent the enitre night sleeping on the window and I kept waking up cause I was so uncomfortable. I'm glad to be home though, I miss seeing a blue sky since the one in California was layered in smog..it was so gross. I actually had a good time though, I really needed to the trip to clear my head.My Grandfather's funeral was sad, it was a really depressing thing to go to cause I never actually been to a real funeral before. I can't believe every single member of the family came and didn't killl each other like we usually do. Being in California, despite the smog and traffic, really makes me happy for some reason. I'm not saying the my life in Florida sucks its just...different. Anyways, I was expecting to see tons of English-Spanish signs cause LA is so full of Mexicans omg...but actually I saw alot of Chinese-English signs, I'm really not used to seeing alot of Asians cause I guess we don't have as many as in Florida but it was different. I went to Knott's Berry Farm with my sister and cousins and that was good. The Santa Monica Pier upsetted me though, I really thought it would be the same but its so much dirtier and overcrowded...I swear the overpopulation of LA is getting worse or something. Not all of California is like that though, the place where my aunt lives and the temple are really nice cause they're untop of mountains and I love mountains since I'm used to flat land. I got this really cute hello kitty bag from my cousin and other stuff I'm giving away and some philipino beads from my cousins. So I guess this has been good for me, I feel more relaxed and calm..I wonder how long that's going to last?

Outside of my aunt's house...you see the back moutain clearer if it wasn't for the smog

The International Buddhist Progress society

More...Buddha

The house on the hill is supposedly Richard Gere's and its close to the temple because he is a devoted buddhist or something like that

Santa Monica 'Pacific Park'

The waves of Santa Monica ocean

The Pier...

I don't know if he's Korean or Japanese but he's a 1 man band who supposedly appeared on Jimmy Kimmel like he says.

and one more shot of the Pacific