Kiss Me Fool

Get Down Girl

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:36:49 GMT

I've been spending a lot of time over at MySpace... I'm sorry.

Friday was hella crazy.
Mostly the night.

I had a band concert infront of the court house for the veterans day parade. It was fun. Chris' mom gave me a cigarette, so I got to smoke before we played. I almost got caught twice though.
Then me & dad went to go see Jarhead. It was pretty good.
Thennnnn.
I convinced Dad to let me go to Lindy's. It was cool. Brandon Malone, Tyler & Ryan Osborne were there. I hadn't seen them in so long. I ended up kissing Brandon.. >>; Ah well, he's hot and hates Brad, so it's okay.. >>;
After meh lovely friend Tiffany got into a fight, this girl Christoni got into her face, even though it was none of her buisness. So then her friend Patti got into my face saying it was her buisness.. and she pushed me..

So I punched her.

It's the first time I've ever hit anyone violently on purpose.. She has a black eye and bruised cheek bone.. You could see it a minute after I hit her.

The sad part of it is.. I only got to hit her with my index finger. Which is rather sore right now.. Meh.
So I'm banned from Lindy's for a month. It's okay, I had my fun.. Now I can go to real parties.

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btw..

www.myspace.com/onedayintime

for those who have one and semi-care about me..

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:54:33 GMT

MY MIEKY'S BACK!

Oh.. I am too...
and for real this time <3

Tue, 31 May 2005 00:40:41 GMT

..I haven't been updating much in thsi one..

mainly because i just got back..

But I'm back..

and I'm totally pissed at Jcakie & Sarah.. for some odd reason involving Nick.

and tehre's a shit load of typo's in here... mainl;y because I'm really confused.. and pissed.. and running out of time to be online.

Tonight's the night we've been wating for.

Sun, 08 May 2005 06:42:18 GMT

Old Journal. New Girl.

Public. Some FO entries.

I'll be updating more.
More or less depressed.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 00:11:56 GMT

That's right bitches... I'm back.. and I'm 13.. so they can't suspend me for something stupid again..

..My and Ryan broke up in Sept. I was with this 18 yr old, Nick until we broke up on my my b-day. I went out with James for 3 weeks until we broke up on Tuesday.. Now me & Ryan are back together. I hope we'll stay together longer this time.

School tomorrow. Dad's taking me out on Friday for a trip.. It's gay.. whatever though.

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 02:28:19 GMT

Sorry guys. I haven't been home for the past few days. Oy. But Yeah.

The news That's most important
+/- Me and Ryan broke up.
+ Me and Adam *might* get back together.
+ I'm NOT prgenant. -cheer-
+ I only Have one week and 5 days till FLORIDA!
+/- My Clarinet teacher quit
+/- Only One Month and two days till school starts

+ I haven't ahd a cigarette in two weeks!

The news that's so so
+ Annie B. still likes me
- Sean and Dylan are still obsessed with me
- Dylan wants to know about my sex life
- Trevor now knows about my sex life
+ trevor Likes me
- I have cramps.

yay! I'm done with this update. I might update fully tomorrow.

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 22:18:32 GMT

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 04:55:20 GMT

Sum of the last hour or so.

Talking To Hannah.
Crying
Talking To Dad
More Crying
Screaming
More Talking To Hannah
Crying
Cutting
Smoking
Yelling for no reason.

In other news.

Adam still likes me. I saw him last night and talked to him for about an hour. We got into a water fight down at the river.

and in even worse news.

I ~~might~~ be pregnant.

and frankly, I'm scared as hell

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 03:50:21 GMT

You think I'm different, but really, I'm just like you. And every other poser in this world.

Everyone says they're different. But they're not. The truth is, someone out there is wearing the same shirt as you, the same pants as you, the same hoes and even the same underwear as you.

--; I'm so pissed off.

So, Caitlyn calls me. With Kory on the other line. And once again, I'm the bad guy. I'm the one that screwed Kory up and made him unlovable. I'm the one that made everything in Caitlyn's life a living hell.

I'm sorry. I was the one that stood up for Kory when everyone was calling him a wimp. I was the one that got him together with Caitlyn. I was the one that got Caitlyn a boyfriend. I'm just sooo sorry if I fucked up your etire life by trying to be your friend.

As if getting scolded by two assholes wasn't enough, I got a call from Jordan.

Jordan Haye. The girl who is moving in with my boyfriend. The girl that would jump at a chance to screw the ugliest guy.

So, Jordan has called me to tell me that all of her stuff has been moved in to the house. This is what the conversation went like.

Jordan: Yeah, I was just calling to tell you all my stuff was in the house.
Me: That's nice Jordan. How'd you get my number?
Jordan: Oh! It was just laying on the floor in mine and Ryan's room.
Me: Gee, That's nice Jordan. Got to hell and don't come back.
:::click:::

&^%#*&^ It would've been nice if Ryan fucking told me the god damn truth! >

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 00:34:33 GMT

Happy.

I'm hungry. And bored. --;

Ugh. Ryan once again called me, but I was at the store! Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fuck.

I'm supposed to be cleaning. But I dun wanna.

TEXT ME! 541-680-4229.

-falls over-
Sad.

I miss Florida so much. Centzy stopped by and I couldn't stop talking about Florida. It was ridiculous. --; I miss eveyrtyhing, it's pitiful. But I miss one person. It's the most pitiful. And the one person?

my mom.

I thought I would be able to hate her. But, I can't. I miss her so much. I mean, I can't talk with my dad like I could with my mom. I can't tell my dad that my boyfriend hates my guts with him syaing "Who cares? Screw him." I miss her so much. I miss that once a month shopping spree where we would look in the guys section just to check out all the guys. I just want my mom to be my mom again and not be the reason I'm here. I just want my mom back. I want her to tell me eveyrthing is fine. I want her to tell me that in a week, I'll be back to normal. I just want to be with her. I want her to wipe my tears off my face and just hold me. I just..want her.

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 18:11:45 GMT

-sigh- Susan Creek Falls was okay. I thought we would be able to go up to the Indian Burial. I also thought I could bug Lucas, but I forgot he was having surgery (sp?) on his knee today. So he wasn't there.

My right ankle is swollen. Gah. =_= Yesterday, I made a promise to Dakota, if I was wrong about teh way we were going, I'd have to kiss him. 15 minutes later, I was kissing him. Blah.

I'll post pictures later. I'm too tired to mess with my lame ass computer right now.

Ryan called me this morning. Two seconds later he hung up. He called me 8 minutes later, two minutes later, he hung up. ^%$#&*^(. I can't call him, cuz he's not at his house. I don't know where he is. BLAH! I haven't seen him in a week. If I have to go a whole month without seeing him, I'll kill him. O_O! AHHH! I just relized something! Our anniversary is on the Fourth! FOURTH OF JULY! Two months on the fourth. -sigh- But two week after that, I'm leaving.

30 days.

Oh. Fuck. I have to get dad something for father's day, but what? I have no money. Shit.

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 05:49:31 GMT

Ugh.My dad pisses me off. =_=. I got my report card today, so wanted to looked at it again. I saked where it is and my dad starts yelling "WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANT IT! IT'S YOUR REPORT CARD, BUT IT'S MINE!" I was just stood there. I wonder what got pulled out of his dick.

Anyhoo. I passed, but I have to take two Social Study calsses naxt year since I failed it this year. -shrugs- Dun bither me, just means I miss band for two days out of the week. But Mr. Baker will be one of my S.S. Teachers. Damn It. And not only that, he's gonna be one of the track coaches. Oy Vey.

Well, as of right now I am stuffing down brownies like no tomorrow.

-smiles- Ryan called and left a message on my voicemail. Yup, he's comin' to the club tomorrow and bringing somethings I really really really want. Yup.

.____________. Someone at the store yelled "LOOK A DRAG QUEEN!" as I was passing by. asshole. Then I looked behind the counter and it was Taylor M. and Ashton. I was gonna kick their ass, but I saw a better subject.
-drools- Keith. Yes. Keith. -sigh- He scared the shit out of me. He came up behind me and grabbed my ass. I elbowed him in the side before I knew it was him. I felt bad so I bought him some condoms. XD . 'Tis a sad and unusual inside joke between us. He said he'd use one on me when me and Ryan break up. ^_^;

Ugh. I'm bored. I cut off all my nails and now it's buggin' me like hell.

O_O! I get to go to Susan CReek Falls tomorrow. I forgot. Totally. Ahhhh. I love that place. It's waterfall has a log sticking out of it so you can crawl on it and jump in the srping. -smiles- But we're not gonna be allowed to do that. Fuckin' A. Ah well. I'll bring pictures for tomorrow.

*poof*

I dress her up...she knocks me down.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 20:52:35 GMT

I am terribly bored.

No word from Ryan yet. I hope he can still go skating with us tomorow night.

I'm supposed to be cleaning. But here I am. Not cleaning.

God. I have gell in my hair from last night when I gelled it down, and I'm afraid to take my hair down from the bun, cuz there's a 85% chance that it will stay like it is and not straighten out. Ugh.

32 days until Florida. ^_^; Meh friend Cassidy from FL is in Japan right now. ;-;. I won't get to see her until the day before I leave. --;

Blah. i should clean. But I dun wanna. Fuck. I only have one ciggy left. Ugh. --; Ahhh. Ah well, I'll waste time and tell you my plans for tomorrow.

- Wake up at 7
- Go To The Club in an ugly ass shirt ((not by choice))
- Stay at Susan Creek Falls for 4 hours.
- Sit with Lucas on the bus back to the Club.
- Torture Lucas at he Club.
- Leave with Carissa and go skating.
- Meet Rayn at teh skate park and do...things.
- Go home and get in trouble.

Sounds like a plan to me. How 'bout you?

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 20:33:50 GMT

-sigh- I haven't heard from Ryan in two days. He called me yesterday, but I was in the bank. --;

I've decied I'm obsessed with pens. Why? I have no idea. But I've stolen like 45 from Hi 5 music. They all say teh same thing. "HI 5 MUSIC INC. 530 NE GARDEN VALLEY BLVD ROSEBURG, OR 97470 541-492-8533" Yesh. But they ish purrdy. And they write well.

I want to write something. But I don't know what. I think i'll write a letter to Blink. Yeah. I'll do that.

33 Days Till Florida. ^_^;

God, I'm so nervous.

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 21:31:01 GMT

Just got done with a layout for lucky23_x ^_^; BY GOLLY I say I did a nice jon. Jon? Job. Yeah.

I've 'legally' downloaded 68 songs in the last two weeks. How do I do it? nobody knows.

Ugh. I have a clarinet lesson at 4. I dun wanna go. At least it's close to Ryan's house so I *MIGHT* be able to go over there for a while.

Do Be Do Da De. I miss singing. -le sigh- I was sitting in bed, when I was suppose dto be practicing, thinking about last year. This time, last year. Hmm...I think I'm gonna go to Caleida and pull out my journal entry for this day. And I'll be doing that, for like ever. Yeah.

Laterrrrs. ♥ A

Born To Break There's

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 21:13:15 GMT

She's Going Away....What's Wrong With My Life Today

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 22:04:44 GMT

^_^; Yes. Me and Ryan worked things out. -dances-

I went over to his hosue and his mom wasn't home.
LE GASP!
Nothing happened though. Sadly enough. >>

But yeah. We sat around and cuddled and kissed and all that lovey dovey stuff. We were in

We laid on the bed while Sinjin was on the phone and wrestled. Some how I eventually ended up on the floor in my tank top, with Ryan on to of me, shirtless. O_o; I have no idea how it happened.

But yeah. I just got home. And I'm am fully happy.

AV ♥ RL
forever?
Perhaps.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 10:04:44 GMT

My user info is pissing me off...

The font is too bug, wrong color and my border isn't there. After working on it for 7 hours, I give up.

Gah. and I have work in the morning damn it.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 00:46:02 GMT

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Sun, 13 Jun 2004 21:54:06 GMT

Yay.

I got dumped.

Woo. Hah.

I'm gonna go and see Ryan tonight. Hopefully we can work things out. If not...Aww Well. I always have Keith ;)

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 21:48:19 GMT

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