So kiss me like you did.my heart stopped beating.such a softer sin.im melting...

WHOA

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 06:57:21 GMT

hey if you still have me as a friend.
i AM still alive.
i have a new LJ name.

staycgee

^add that. if not well, you wont talk to me then....

peace.

i feel like nancy drew in the middle of a mid-life crisis...

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 03:29:33 GMT

so i got my phone.
its pretty sweet.
i hae two ring tones on it.
kelly clarkson - since you been gone.
OF COURSE. and
good charlotte - i just wanna live.
hahahaa @ that.
but i got a new number also.
so ask and i will give it to you.
if youre cool enough.
uh, i havent done much lately.
my great grams been sick.=\
yesterday i watched movies all night.
Harry Potter 3.
The Stepford Wives.
then today i woke up at like 2pm.
watched Stepford Wives again.
then Harry Potter AGAIN.
then Pirates of the Carribean.
bc i hadnt seen it a while.
then i watched Agent Cody Banks.
HILARY DUFF IS IN THAT.
haha. the only reason i agreed to watch.
so i have absolutely nothing to do.
im really bored...
i start class again tuesday.
still no books.
i dont know what the fuck im gonna do.
i actually work this week.
and then friday i am going down to MINERVA.
for the show. which i will be attending
with the coolest person. LACY!!!
i freakin love her. and i told her that its
official. shes my bff. and thats all
there is to it. the end.
im pretty pumped for the show for the
fact that i havent been to one since their
last show where me and lace got the shit
beat out of us by the baffoons in the pit.
also the fact that one of the songs is for
MOI. yeah....
then there is the weekend... i dont know
what the heck im doing. probly sitting
around watching stupid movies i have seen
like a million jillion times...=\
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr. im out.
to go watch napolean...

i love you. always...=\
---stay c gee<3

ps. lacy > you. kbye.
^ that stands for
"WAY COOLER THAN"-FYI.

whats else should i be? all appologies. what else should i say? everyone is gay.

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:24:17 GMT

OK. so.
today is not going like i thought it would.
i didnt get my hair appt.
and i work ann hour earlier than i thought. OH WEll.
its still shaping out to be better than yesterday.
i get a new phone today.
yessssssssss.
i need one so bad you have no idea... unless you are
eric or ericka bc only they have seen the monstrosity..
haha i dont know how to spell that. just sound it out.
my phone: no antenna, bc it broke off. no screen,
bc i dropped in so many puddles and shit. and then
like no buttons bc they rubbed off! haha. cant wait.
picture phone, what?!
yaaaaay.
well yesterday i found my labret stud again. its a 14.
what i was wearing was a 16. now usually that wouldnt
matter much bc they are so close in size but like bc
i lost the 14 when i practically had JUST gotten it
pierced. it hurt. and its still sore. =\ oh well.
i finally got my Napolean DVD back. i actually
missed it. huh. never saw it coming bc that movie was
seriously on my nerves. PROBABLY bc i havent worked and
been around it 24/7.
okkkkkk so im gonna go get ready.
peace out.
i love you.
---stay c geeeeeeeeeeeeee<3

my neck hurts....im emotionally sick.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 05:29:41 GMT

i really dont feel well lately.
tomarrow i am going to go work out.
then later go to minerva... i dont know why...
my Napolean DVD is there. so i should get that.
im really sick of people talking shit. its old. and i
really wish i was like 4 so i could beat them up and
wouldnt get in trouble for it.
whatever..
this weekend is going to be really busy.
friday night i work 5-close.
then after that elliott and justin wanted
to go see a movie...i havent hung out with them
in forever. gosh. so that will be nice.
then saturday. i have to go to ballys in the early AM.
then i have a hair appt... possibly. i want to do it
saturday but i havent made the appt yet. we'll see.
maybe i will do it friday morning. who knows.
then saturday afternoon sometime i am heading up
to toledo. ERICKA!!!! haha it will be a fun time i
am sure. KIKI!!!!! i cant wait to see you guys.
i may stay sunday also. i dunno when i start school.
speaking of school. i still havent bought my
fucking books. i dont know what the hell i am
waiting on.
whatever....
so my day today was really exciting also..
i woke up at 2. to these big guys in suits banging
on the door. wtf. i didnt answer. turns out they
were insurance people for my grandpa. oh well.
they werent here so whatever... then i made an Oreo
NO BAKE pie. god. that thing is freakin LUSH.
----bestthingeverlykeomgzzzzzzzzz-----
then i got a shower. and ready to go. no where.
i didnt leave this flippin house all day. gayyy @ me.
i got ready to watch oprah. and dr. phil.
i freakin love oprah. shes the lady.
then after that. my mom came for like .4765 seconds.
that was nice of her...=\
then my grandma and grandpa came home at like 9.
wtf @ that.
then my cousin was here and we played cards til like 11:30.
and then i came up here...
i have suuuuuuuuuuuuch an exciting LIFE!!!
please.

ok im out. i love you so much. always.
stay c gee

ps. i love her.
i really freakin do. a lot.

here's the thing we started off friends....

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 23:39:50 GMT

soooo. i havent updated in a while.
a lots been going on. actually its probly the
complete opposite. i have done nothing.
i havent worked since thursday [it's tuesday.]
and i dont work again til friday.
its really annoying working in sales and at the
begining of the year how you have no money to
give associates hours. blah. whatever i start getting
more hours next week. and what a coincidence i START
back to flippin school. god. my schedule isnt too bad.
Mon
9-10:40
Tues
8-9:15
9:30-10:45
11-12:15
2-3:15
Weds
9-10:40
Thurs
8-9:15
9:30-10:45
11-12:15
2-3:15
Fri
NO CLASS

not too bad... i guess. whatever. i hate school and i have to do really good this semester. its going to take much studying time. god i reaaaaally hate school. i wont hate it as much next year...i will be with MY BEST FRIENDS EVERRRRRRRRR. <33

so i have bought like a gazillion cds in the past like so many days and dvds. A Cinderella Story, Dodgeball, The Doors, and Anchorman. Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Doors and Kelly Clarkson. LET ME TELL YOU. i dont really like kelly clarkson but racheal shields told me "stace thats a good cd for you. seriously its good." and so i actually bought it. and its freaking good. i like it. all you kelly clarkson haters: pshhhhh!
hahaha. what else??

yesterday i went grocery shopping and to the mall and best buy with my mother. that woman is so hard to get out of the flippin stores. i swear you would think you are with an old grandma. but none the less, i had a good time. she took me to lunch/dinner. and it was just us. that was nice.

ummmm....i went to the dentist today. NO CAVATIES! yay. like ALWAYS. its pretty amazing that i am 18 and still no cavaties. well maybe not, but i'd like to think so.

i still have yet to buy my books for this semester. i dunno i should do that considering the freakin semester starts like monday!? im just not in the mood to do much lately. whatever...

i may get another job. like a second one. waitressing. but thats still up in the air...
i want to work on the strip possibly. wtfever. i dont knwo what the hell i am even saying.

the 21st is a show. i think im gonna go. and possibly w/eric and dave. that would be sweet. haha i was talking to eric about that show and he totally was being rediculously funny about some things. that boy cracks me up. i love him. i got a really sweet email today from him. that was a nice touch to my day since i didnt get to hang out with him like we had planned...=\

welllllll i think i am gonna get going. i love youuuuuu.

<3 stayC gee

knowing nothing is better than knowing it all....

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 20:57:56 GMT

i just really want to wake up from this horrible dream i am having...:'(

tina, ya fat lard, come get some dinner!

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 17:10:56 GMT

sooooo i havent updated in like a century and a half.
WELL HERE IT GOES:
my christmas was absolutley wonderful...the best one ive ever had.
just for the fact that i think that eric, deep down, enjoyed it.
i know he did, he will say he didnt. but we had a really good christmas together.
then of course there has been working. i was working like a dog there for a while,
but alas, the holidays are over and im back down to like a few days.=)
New years was last night/today.
it was awesome too. i am just in like awe of everything lately.
everything is so awesome. i love it.
so im still on break for about 17 days. YES.
i reaaaaaaaaaaally dont want to go back AT ALL.
fuck that.
ok so i really need to go and like do some things this morning.
before i go and spend all day at erics. lol.
i need to eat breakfast. pay my bills. go to drugmart. shower.
blaaaaaah.

I LOVE YOU BABY.

???

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 08:12:15 GMT

dear livejournal.
im sorry for neglecting you.
dont worry i didnt forget.
i promise i'll update real soon.
sincerely.
stacy greenwalt.

you suffer from the lack of sex...

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:19:43 GMT

Dear LiveJournal,
Sorry for neglecting you for all this time.
i still love you.
sincerely,
stacy greenwalt.
------------------------------------
ok so---
i thought first we could make snow angels for two hours.
THEN we'll go ice skating.
THEN we'll eat a roll of Toll House Cookie Dough, as fast as we can.
and then. to top it all off, we'll snuggle~!
------------------------------------
no but really. for real. this is my life.
HOT TOPIC.
eric is right. they have stole my soul.
i feel like i havent seen him in 4 years.
the madness started to get crazy on thursday. i worked 2:30-12:30. then friday 9-6. then saturday 9-5:30 and then sunday 10-4:30 and then today 8-4:30.....hahahha i worked soooo much in the past few days...and i work so much until i finally have a day off---CHRISTMAS EVE>when me and jenny will be doing our shopping for saturday. i forget what saturday is--i hear its an exciting thing but with all the working i have done i forget.
i just miss my boyfriend, alot. eric is the best. i love him!
we went and saw a movie saturday and i saw him before that but
i just feel like i havent seen him in forever.
i saw him today though. and boy oh boy.
i missed him sooooooooo much.
today was good quality time.
i am so excited for christmas.
just being with my family and erics family and having a super super
time with everyone. MY AUNT IS COMING IN FROM MISSOURI!!!!
im pretty pumped about that one.
soooooo yeah. work work work.
come see me at belden you whores. i work like everyyyy day.
seriously. no lie. lik 10 hour shifts too. thats also a very true statement.
im pretty sure hot topic got wind that i used to be the bitch@drugmart so now i work like one there too....oh well----it could be worse. i could have a shitty job like at a drug mart or a grocery store or a fast food place....
OH YEAH ----saturday --before the movie-- i also went to watch shawnnys band!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOVED IT! they are amazing. seriously. if you havent seen them perform yet, you should. shawn rocked out. and hes a screamer!!!

-I LOVE YOU, ERIC ROBERT NICKELL-
i promise that we will spend more time together this week than last.....

>:O

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 05:39:02 GMT

LA LA LA
I HATE FINALS
LA LA LA
I HATE FINALS
LA LA LA
I'LL CUT YOU BITCH
LA LA LA
RIGHT ACROSS THE THROAT
LA LA LA
YOU MAKE ME NAUTIOUS
LA LA LA
I HATE FUCKING FINALS
LA LA LA
I HATE GEORGE BUSH
LA LA LA
THE EMO GAME > YOU
LA LA LA
LA LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

=\

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 16:17:02 GMT

after my first final, this morning.
i have come to realize, that i suck at life.
this semester is a waste of my life.
this semester is god awful.
this semester can kiss my ass.

psychology final. here i come.
get ready for me to suck more at life.

and all that i have is a song to pass the time...

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:48:45 GMT

ok so i work tonight at 6 and still havent gotten a shower. but since its been like 8 years since i updated i figured i would do that. uh tomarrow around 4:30am my grandma and grandpa are leaving on yet another vacation. i <3 them but i am still pretty pumped about having the house to myself. its always nice not to be bothered once in a while. uh work has been getting really hectic with it getting closer to christmas and all... i still havent gotten anyone any gifts. i dont know what to get. blah. i suck. uhhhh I CHANGED MY LAYOUT-------->MAKE SURE YOU CHECK IT OUT!<3 [i did it myself so its probly not the coolest layout ever--but im happy with it] anywhooooo me and eric are still lovely as ever. i love that boy so much. he just makes me so happy. and im so thankful for him---even after thanksgiving! hehehe. i found more things i want for christmas...

fucking plaid, dude.[american eagle.]

i <3 track jackets.
PIIIIIIIIINNNNNKKKKKKK!!!!

hollister. i heart these.

k thats all i really feel like looking for. uhhhhhhhhhh kbye.

i<3him.

in this town, everyone hail to the pumpkin song...in our town of halloween.

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 17:19:35 GMT

ok sooo its like december. CHRISTMAS!!!
i get just like a little kid.
-i watch all the movies....like a gagillion times.
-i looooove snow.
-i love the lights.
-i love the music.
-the smells of my grandma making cookies.
OH MY GOD. I GET SO PUMPED.
probly my favorite movie ever is The Nightmare Before Christmas.
AND MOE SAID ITS PLAYING AT A THEATER IN ALLIANCE!!!!
i want to go see it really bad.
i work tonight. 5-close.
so come see me if you are in town. lol.
just know that i love christmas. "she gets crazy!"-eric
the boy knows!! haha.
eric is slowly starting to love christmas...he doesnt know it but he is. and THAT WOULD BE THE BEST PRESENT EVERRRRRRRR=IF ERIC LOVED CHRISTMAS. =D

i really have no idea what i want for christmas other than a XBOX and i already got that from my mom. so i couldnt really tell ya. victoria secret. abercrombie. EXPRESS. hot topic. american eagle. i want gift certificates for those stores. oh and old navy AND BESTBUY. i have a list of dvds i want. i have most of them on VHS already but i NEED THE DVD!!!
-willie wonka, a christmas story, the nightmare before christmas, ORANGE COUNTY, home alone 1 and 2, the grinch[cartoon and jim carrey], the santa claus[w/tim allen], and ELF!!!!! OK SO I DO HAVE A LIST>
-THE USED CONCERT TICKETS FOR MARCH!
-'THE USED' unused UNDERWEAR.
-NEW cell phone.
-XBOX GAMES INCLUDING: TONY HAWK UNDERGROUND 2, AMPED 1 & 2, AND THE PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN[I DONT THINK IT SUCKS--SO DONT TELL ME IT DOES.]
-GIFT CERTIFICATES FOR THE ABOVE MENTIONED STORES.
-QUINN ALLMAN.
-ERIC TO LOVE CHRISTMAS. AND IF NOT LOVE THEN LIKE.
-TO GO FOR A WALK IN THE SNOW, PREFERABLY AT NIGHT SO WE COULD LOOK AT THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!
-TO LAY ON THE FLOOR AND CUDDLE WITH MY BOY BY THE CHRISTMAS TREE AND IT TO BE SNOWING OUTSIDE AND US NICE AND WARM BY THE FIRE, DRINKING HOT CHOCOLATE! <3
-SNOWBOARDING HOODIES!!!!!!!
-NEW CHUCKS.
-LETTER KILLS-THE BRIDGE CD, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS-[NEW ONE], NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS SOUNDTRACK, 98 DEGREES CHRISTMAS, AND A FEW OTHER CDS I CANT THINK OF.....
-TO LIVE LIKE JACK AND SALLY, AND HAVE HALLOWEEN ON CHRISTMAS,[ERIC LOVES HALLOWEEN.]
-ANYTHING TO DO WITH MY SNOWBOARD...I DONT REALLY NEED ANYTHING BESIDES A NEW COAT FOR WHEN I GO TO NEW YORK...NEWYORK!!!<3 I LOVE IT THERE.
-FOR CASSY TO REALIZE WE'RE BOTH EQUALLY #1.
-EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY.
-EVERYONE TO LOVE CHRISTMAS.
-JUST SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'I LOVE SMILING! ITS MY FAVORITE!'

-IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM.-

OH FUCK YES.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 05:32:45 GMT

quinn allman is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

UM WTF!! I KNOW THIS!!! GOSH.
thats the best quiz i have ever taken in my entire life.
it speaks the truth.

=O

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 05:06:41 GMT

i know what you're thinking!

"HOLY SHIT SHE'S UPDATING!"

but im not. HA!

only writing to say: stay tuned i just may update tomarrow.

real quick:
erics great.
schools gay.
works fun.
i love chris carrabba.
bert is my homeboy.

i fucking love my boyfriend.<33

i kiss your neck, i feel you breathing on my shoulder....

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 03:35:54 GMT

ok sooooo this is going to be super long.... so get ready. but for all the tards out there [myself included.] i will make it easy to read. w/an OUTLINE!!!!!!!

just gooooooooooooooooooo.

FRIDAY
ok so the weekend started off with me and jen shopping boardman.
i was so aggrivated with that damn mall. noooo one had dresses out still.
charlotte russe was the only reason i drove all the way to fucking boardman.
CHARLOTTE SAVED MY LIFE> even though the employees in there were about to get cut the hell up.
they wouldnt help me with shoes or anything. bitches were about to get sliced.
well then we shopped for shoes and accessories.
went to victorias secret and spent way too much money.
im obsessed with underwear.
well then we got food and went home. i got called in the parking lot to come into work an hour early sooo we hurried and i dropped jen off and ran up to canton. to work. jeeze. it was a busy day.
then after work i went BACK to minerva to see eric.
and then at like 4am i came BACK to canton.
SATURDAY
woke up around 10:30 and super exhausted.
i went and ran the salvation army bell for 3 HOURS!!! WTF @ that!
then after BS-ing with the old guy from my grandmas church, i FINALLY got on the road.
MALL, WAL-MART, HOME, MINERVA.
had to be ready and at erics by fucking 4!
it was like 2 already. i was soooo stressed.
well at like 3 i am finally ready to go to minerva.
get to minerva at like 3:30 and have a half hour!!!! WTF!
so i get ready super quick.
look like CRAP.
and go.
well jeb is the one who said to be there by 4 and he doesnt show up til 5. wtf, jeb.
so we took pictures and yadda yadda. and left.
we ate at Rockne's.
saw erics grandma!!! [me and eric sat by her. she is great.]
we ate and then we went to semi-formal.
semi-formal was not the greatest thing in the world, lemma tell ya.
i just think that since all my friends are gone and not there that it was not as fun>
although i did see the LOVELY AS EVER: SARAH CROWELL! I <3 HER.
the dance was then over [thank god.] and we all went back to erics.
the night got better.
i took jen back to our house.
i went BACK to erics. stayed there.
i had to wear my dress all night. i wasnt aloud to change hahaah.
eventually i did.
I HAVE PICTURES BUT THEY ARE ON A DISPOSABLE CAMERA [wtf, who uses those still?!] AND THEN I WILL POST.
went to bed pretty late as usual. probly around 3 or 4ish.
thanks for a lovely evening though, eric. <3
SUNDAY
woke up at like 11.
got ready.
went and got eric.
went to brians.
picked up dave.
left for the concert. DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL AND SOMETHING CORPORATE!!!!
i drove half way and brian drove half way.
uh, we went to cassys!!!!!!!! i missed her so.
i was in a bad mood before the concert though. i dont know why. i just was.
we went to chipotle. but i wasnt in the mood.
me and eric hadnt ate all day. and we wouldnt until later. =\
well then we went to the concert. and i started to get a little pumped.
after about 45 minutes outside and being frozen. we got in.
general admission so we could sit by dave, brian, and jasmine.
the night just went straight to the top from then on.
something corporate was amazing!! They we're seriously one of the best bands i have ever seen live.
they were just incredible. then theyy were over and we went and bought our merch.
haha we came back and this girl told me that i wasnt sitting where my hoodie was clearly sitting.
well to make a long story short: she said i was lying. everyone around me said i wasnt lying. the girl said everyone was lying. and then her friend came back to sit in her seat and i sat in erics lap for about 5 mintues until the psycho girl realized they were down one seat. and she looked like a douchebag.
that woulda been hilarious if we got in a fight at a dashboard concert.
anyways then dashboard came out. uhm, chris carrabba is BEAUTIFUL!
it was an awesome awesome show.
he played "As Lovers Go" and that is my favoritest song ever. its erics and daves too.
ANYWAYS, during that song eric made a phone call. recorded the song and then like hung up. i was like wtf, who does that...more on that later.
so the concert was probly the best thing i coulda did with my boyfriend. i mean it was dashboard confessional. hello? how cute is that?
i will tell you what is the best thing ever though...actually two things.
1. when your boyfriend goes to a dashboard concert and KNOWS ALL THE WORDS.
2. when your boyfriend calls YOUR PHONE [that you left in the van] during your favorite song and leaves you a voicemail: with that song and "I Love You" at the end.
^2 best things. =D
so we headed back to cassys. went to white castle. i ate nothing there. ew. i went to wendys.
then headed back to minerva.
the ride home was so lovely. not sarcastic at all.
it made me realize JUST how much i care about eric. a fucking lot.
when it was my turn to drive, eric stayed awake the whole way, even though i told him he could sleep, just to keep me company. awww.
we talked about how the next day when he picked up jen for school he was picking me up to and i was coming to his house to sleep with him until i had to go back to canton. =)
got back to minerva around 3:30am.
got home around 4....=\ @ this point in the weekend. i have had like zero hours of sleep. blah.
MONDAY
woke up at 7:15am so that when eric picked up jen and took her and evan to school, i was going to his house. that was the plan.
so we took them to school and went back to his house.
we slept til like 11:30. then we kinda just talked and stuff til about 1ish.
i had class at 2 and then work at 4 so i had to go.
i love him so much.
psych exam back yesterday: B+ YAYYYY!
after that i came back here, showered and went to mother effing work.
NON STOP!! THATS WHAT I AM!
work was lovely. then i came back here and remembered i had a paper due today.
SWEET>
so i wrote NONE of it last night.
i got up at 11am. my class is at 12:30.
wrote the entire paper.
went to class. got my other paper back. A-!!!!!! i was like =O. i was pumped.
and then i came back here got ready for work and left.
work was fine. and this is where i stand.
talking to eric on the phone and typing out my life.
BTW: IM OFFICIALLY ON THANKSGIVING BREAK FOR 5 DAYS STARTING TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YES!
minerva. canton. east canton. three dinners. im so pumped. FOOD !!!$$%%^&*#@@!!!
ok uh i'll post all the pictures and shit when i get em developed.
love you all.

-=Well, I'm willing to break myself
To shake this hell from everything I touch
I'm willing to bleed for days my... reds and grays
So you don't hurt so much=-

i love you so much, eric!

high schools over, and ya still wont quit....

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 05:14:09 GMT

ok i never update anymore. i dont ever have time.ANYWAYS>a few points.

-talked to tim ruby. all is well in that dept. thats cool.
-all the drama at work is over. thank god.
-eric got his outfit. major hotness.
-im going shopping tomarrow w/jen. we're skipping school! haha. HOPEFULLY i find a fucking dress.
-im taking pictures so everyone can see how cute we are.
-jen is going with tommy to semi. lol.
-sunday im going to see DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL AND SOMETHING CORPORATE!!!<3333 wow. im so excited.
-i have 25 hours next week at work. pretty pumped about that.
-i have become obsessed with conor oberst again. bright eyes<3 i cant get enough.
-eric is getting me into Radiohead. i am really starting to like them alot.
-i really want an XBOX.
-i made my christmas list. but i still dont think im done.
-im so pumped for the holidays. BEST TIME OF THE YEAR BABY!
-i havent smoked in forever. or drank. i like the influence eric has on me.
-eric came into my work tonight and saw me! he looked so cute. as always.
-eric is my best friend. i never noticed it but he pointed it out to me. he is my best friend that is a boy and has been for a while. and i am his best friend that is a girl. i love it.<333
-i wore my hair in pigtails today. i was told i looked cute by a boy. eric said hes told me this before, but i dont remember...lol.
-sunday i get to see CASSY!!!!!! UH IM PUMPED!!!!! TOTALLY!

i cant really think of much else to say.... life is great right now.

cant make a wife, out of a whore. dont want your skin on me.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 05:48:30 GMT

uh ok this is going to be quick bc im tired. but i never update so here ya go.
we went to alliance and got his new PS2. its so fucking little.
its like 6"x4" and really thin. like an inch thick.
so tiny!
well the madden still doesnt work.=\ its scratched or something.
well then we didnt get THUG 2 either. =\. bc he heard it sucked or something.
whatever. i am jsut goin to buy it. lol.
sunday we went to his grams to help her with some work around the house.
well we ended up going out to eat first and then after that, she said that it was too dark
to do any work. so we got a free meal for nothing. It was the best free meal ever. so good.
i love his grandma. shes beautiful.
spent all night with eric. as always, lovely.
all weekend, lovely.<3
today, i slept in AGAIN. uh ok wtf. i NEED to not sleep in anymore.
i missed my math class again. hahaha. shit son.
well i woke up at like 10:30 and went and pee'd and immeadiately after
started studying for the psych exam i had at 2pm today.
got ready, took the exam, which was easy[bc i knew what i was talking about maybe??]
and then went to work at 2:45. i got there early so i talked to my boss about some issues.
and then called jen and eric back.
turns out jen is going to semi with tom.
and me and eric ARE going.
now i need to get an outfit.
listen to what i picked out for eric.
Light Pink shirt.
Black Tie.
Black pants w/pin stripes...and if we can find some, with light pink PIN STRIPES!
god. i have the hottest date everrrrrrr.
i was like OMG YOU SHOULD WEAR PINK! bc i dont love pink at all! hahah.
now i am going to need to find some type of outfit/dress? blah....i havent tanned at all.
so im sure.
whatever. who cares. its SEMI-FORMAL. lol.
funny thing is: jens dress is black and light pink. so tommy is getting a pink shirt.
and then dave already had a pink shirt.
we're all going to be pink and black! how sweet is that>!?>@!
we're going to look so hot.
alright im done.

i love you so much, baby!

love is insane baby, and we are too...

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 20:05:09 GMT

so my life is really boring now.
actually its always been.
WORK.
SCHOOL.
ERIC<333.
thats all i have been doing.
eric is as lovely as ever.
yesterday was ONE MONTH!
haha. i know its not very long but its still exciting.
i had the worst day ever too.
[until i went to minerva later.] but yeah yesterday=horrible.
at work i am considered this "sad emo girl" which is only
because of the music i listen to and they just pick on me for it.
but yesterday they wouldnt stop.
this one kid who doesnt even work at hot topic kept going
"OMG just listening to this cd [MY CD! -Funeral For A Friend]
makes me wanna cut myself." emo kids apparently cut themselves>?!@ GAY.
and i am ALWAYS IN A GOOD MOOD AT WORK. but last night
because they kept saying shit about me being 'emo' and im gonna go home and cry.
it really did start to piss me off.
well they started noticing that it was pissing me off and so to cheer me up [i think is why they did it.]
they were like "stacy what cd # is the used?" im thinking 'this is a cheep way to get me to cheer up' but
oh well i got to listen to the used! yay! haha well it got a little better after that.
we got out early at like 10. thats awesome for a friday.
then i went to erics. there was no where else i would rather have been.
and geuss who was there>!>!>?? JEB AND DAVE! i hadnt seen dave since forever.
i was pumped.
so i told them all of my LOVELY evening and then we watched as the PS2 froZe on eric again.
poor boy. this is twice now. =\ he had the 'perfect game going' lol
the rest of the night was great. i love my boyfriend. and jeb and dave. haha.
SPEAKING OF PLAYSTAION.... his PS2 is broke so they are getting a new one.
the ones that are like 2" thick...i dont knwo. anyways. he has like 23927498748 old games and
today he called me and was like "i want you to take all my old games to game stop or wherever and get money
for them. and then with that money see if you can get TONY HAWK UNDERGROUND 2." i was like uh why?
you dont want that. and he was like yeah but i want to get it so you can play it and youve been talking about it forever.
HAHA>yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!
this is true. i have been telling him to get it since it came out. i beat the first THUG in like two days. so i have been pumped ever since i heard about a second one coming out. well i told eric before that i was goin to get it for him as a gift for no reason so that i can play it and then today i get told that he is getting it! i was like =O SUPER EXCITING!
thats all thats really going on.
Im in minerva right now...but i work at 6.
eric is playing basketball in the park. getting ready for church league i guess. haha
GO PURPLE TEAM! #17!

im listening to HIM. i missed this cd. i havent listened to it since the summer when cait came and stayed the night.
Hmm....
oh yeah look at how cool i am:
THEmotherfUckingStacEDuh
i realize i am a dork and totally obsessed. so no need to inform me of that.
ok well the boyfriend just called and i am goign to alliance with him before i go to work apparently.
see you all later.

i love you so much eric!

ps. check out my icon! <3333333 hotness.

I<3theused....ALOT>>>so fuck off.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 18:11:43 GMT

i know i havent updated in a while. i have been extreamly busy.
sorry to all of you that i havent commented on too! [My Wife, Moe!<3]
its not really been too exciting around here since the concert. that was the best thing
ever. i love the used so much. and i met them. fuck yes.
anyways. eric is still lovely as ever.
my grandparents are home. they got home last night. =\
i missed em a little. but it was nice having the silence and
stuff...oh well.
work is great. i love my job. hot topic is the shit dude.
i have no classes today. vet's day. not like the PET VET.
VETERANS DAY>
[for all the tards out there.]
i have only gone to 3 of my 7 classes this week. the four i missed were 2 of the same.
at 8am and 9am. and i just havent woken up. tardin it up!
anyways i plan on going to them on friday.
PLAN. haha.
NO I WILL>
well there isnt much more to talk about.
I love eric.
I love the used.
I cant wait til november 21st.
I MISS MY CASS!!!
Eric still doesnt know if he is going to semi-formal.
If he does go, him and tommy are NOW going as batman and robin, under their pants and ties and stuff. how fucking funny will that be? i will crack up.
I really wish i could win the lottery or something....
I love my chemical romance. even though i found out that someone trying to be "alternative" listens to them and i find it annoying. its ok. still much love for Gerard and my other boys.
oh yeah i remembered something.
[CAUTION: RANT AHEAD]
i also love when people think that bc i have a new boyfriend i am going to listen to DIFFERENT MUSIC?!?? "stacy, can i have all your cds now since you probly wont listen to them anymore, now that you are with eric?" WHAT THE FUCK?!?!uhhhhh, no. the used has always been my favoritest band everrrrr. [eric doesnt even like them anymore. ask him] and MCR, yep always loved them. DASHBOARD has always always always been in my heart. ATREYU still<33333, and FFAF still owns my heart too. Underoath is amazing. and senses fail is awesome. sooo fuck the hell off.
MY TOP 5. [ive been wanting to do this a while...]
1. THE MOTHER FUCKING USED.
2. My Chemical Romance.
3. Funeral For A Friend.
4. TIE: Underoath.&Atreyu.
5. Dashboard Confessional.
just bc you people classify everyone into a certain catagory, doesnt mean i cant listen to other shit too. like if i listen to ashlee simpson, WHO CARES?! if i listen to Nsync, WHO CARES>!!? if i listen to Garth Brooks, WHO CARES>!>!? i really dont think that any of it concerns you. i listen to whatever the FUCK i want. and i am who i am. dont yell at me, bc i dont fit into one of your little catagories. SO WHAT if i listen to that music. i dont tell you: "you cant listen to that because you are alternative." i dont care! so do me a favor and dont care about who i am going out with, what i listen to, what i am wearing, or who i talk to, and just worry about yourselves. if you havent caught on to the fact that i have NEVER CARED what people think, you really dont know me. all of my FRIENDS know this, i have never cared and i still dont. i do what i do. i dont care who it pisses off. i love eric to death, but that doesnt mean all of a sudden i HATE the above mentioned bands. thats retarded. you say 'oh now that you are dating eric, you're going to become some other person, a huge prep girl...etc..' first of all, i dont really consider eric that big of a "prep"[there ya go again with the catagories but whatever...] second of all, IM NOT ANY DIFFERENT nor am i going to be. ask MY FRIENDS. everything that was anyway in the begining of me dating eric, is still the same. same job. same school. same EVERYTHING> and do me a favor: if you have anything to say to me, how about you tell me to my face instead of being a little bitch. i dont fucking care. its stupid. and i am done.
i realize that all the drama is over. [i need to emphasize that.] but last night i remembered that i got asked that question["stacy, can i have all your cds now since you probly wont listen to them anymore, now that you are with eric?"] and i remember how pissed it made me. just dont care about what i do, it doesnt concern you. im the same person.ok the end.

this poison's my intoxication.
i broke the needle off in my skin.
PICK the scabs. and PICK the bleeding.
and assume that it was in vein....

Let it bleed....

if you feel like dying, if you feel like dying,
if you feel like dying you might wanna sing,
you might wanna sing,
you might wanna sing or screaamm........<3

iloveyoueric.sofuckingmuch.

"I want to fuck everyone of you in here tonight.'-b.McC.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 17:30:12 GMT

so saturday started off LOVELY as ever. i was awoke by a text message reading: i am in canton.
YAY, so i met them at the mall. eric, brian, and jeb.
for some reason half of minerva was at the mall AGAIN.
wtf, minerva?
well then i was told 'stacy i have bad news'
i was thinking please dont tell me we didnt get our tickets or something....
so then hes like we only have 3 tickets. we needed 4.
i was like oh. hahah. so turns out that tommy didnt go with us.
the boys and i went to kaufmans to see if we could get another ticket.
it was sold out.=\
so then we left i went to my house they went to minerva.
i still had to finish getting ready for everything that was happening that evening.
well i ate a little bit. fiinished getting my shit together.
went to best buy and got eric his Radiohead cd.
went to minerva.
picked up lacy.
went to erics.
LEFT FOR PITTSBURGH!!!!!!
we got a little lost but the awesome usher-singing-brotha at subway helped us out.
along with making a kickass sub, according to eric.
we find the club ...or excuse me the rock JUNGLE.
and we had only missed one band.
i was pumped bc that meant we didnt miss the bled.
we watched this really shitty band and then...
THE BLED. they were really awesome.
eric said he liked them..."they arent that bad."
i thought he would hate them.
i was so excited to see bert. and the used. omg....
eric thought he would remind me "stacy they are normal people...just like you and me. they piss everyday. they arent gods." i was like "uh i know but i would turn them down for you, so what does that say that i think about you?" he goes"I AM THEE GOD." hahah.
ANYWAYS, then like a half hour later....
THE MOTHER FUCKING USED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me and lacy parted ways with eric and made our way to the front.
It. was. amazing.
bert. quinn. jeph. branden.
MMMMMMM.
SETLIST:
take it away.
i caught fire.
listening.
taste of ink.
all that ive got.
blue and yellow.
on my own.<3
box full of sharp objects.
lunancy fringe.
im a fake.
ENCORE:maybe memories.
bert and quinn made out<3 haha that was hot.
and then they played the "last song" and me and lacy got out of there.
we found eric.
and then they came back out for an encore.
SO. we bought some merch.
and then eric was like 'you guys just wanna leave now?'
and so we did.
WELLLLL, as we were rounding the corner outside to the street,
GUESS WHO WE SEE????
Fucking QUINN!!!!!! i was so pumped.
Then who else came around the corner?? NONE OTHER THAN
BERT!!!!!!!!!
that was the best thing EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR>>>>>
My Life is Complete.
I MET MY LOVES.
the ride home was lovely. that night was amazing.

sunday: i stayed at eric that night.
i woke up to him biting my head. hahahah.
he went to church.
and i watched edward scissorhands.
then he didnt know i was awake when he got back from church and he tried
tackleing me in bed to wake me up.
hahah. dork. i love him.
well then he had to do yard work and i had to shower and see my mommy.
so i went to my house showered and then eric called about an hour and a half later.
i finished getting ready watched a lil tv. ate some grinders and
about 2 hours later i went to erics.
that was SUCH a fun night.
we watched desperado and school of rock.
i think the ps2 bit the dust. but shhh. i dont want to jenks it.
i left at like 1130 bc i had class today at 8. and he also had school.
well turns out i like to sleep and not hear alarms.
soooo i slept right through my two morning classes today.
im a bum.
well now i have november 21st to look forward to.
CONCERT! but cannot tell you who. for the tickets would get sold out.
so pumped.
then i need to find My Chemical Romance in concert somewhere.
Then the winter warped tour will be in february. with bands such as:
THE USED.
UNDEROATH.
TAKING BACK SUNDAY.
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE....possibly.not positiveyet.
AND SOOOOO MANY MORE>
god i cant wait.

i love music.
i met bert and quinn. you didnt.
'fuck emo,fuck screamo, you can listen to whatever the fuck you want...i want to fuck everyone one of you in here tonight....music is the best drug out there...'-b.McC.

iloveyousomucheric.

lets sleep til the sun burns out...im melting in your eyes.

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 21:20:33 GMT

so last night i went to minerva. saw my wonderful WONDERFUL boyfriend.<3
he seriously is the nicest boyfriend i have ever had.
i am so thankful for him being in my life.
we had a fun time last night.
pizza.
ps2.
we had a fight. like a wrestling match.
that tom had to encourage."shes talking shit eric.beat her."
then we had our usual 'lay-around' time. good chats.
i went and picked up evan.
watched tom get fired up over this stupid girl...poor guy.
erics new cellular came home with his mommy.
we played around with that...
watched evan put together the new desk chair.
at 10:30 we programmed erics phone.
i am entry 001.
bc im loved the most.
and my image on his phone is a heart.
it was this little girl but then he found the heart and was like
i should give you the heart instead huh? lol.
good good night. i love him.

today i had two classes. english & nursing.
english is boring and long. nursing i took too many notes.
came home. got a text: ' i love you so much.'
=D
eric called me. talked to him for a little bit.
definately put me in a good mood.
he always makes me smile.
i discovered that i am going to see him tomarrow....
well DUH, but like earlier than expected.
he is coming to see me while im at work!
SO HE CAN GET OUR TICKETS FOR THE USED ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
im so fucking pumped. <3quinn.bert.jeph.branden.<3
[its jeph to me, none of this jephA shit.]

i must work tonight. 5-close. should be an ok night.

iloveyoubaby. =*

and if they get me and the sun goes down...and if they get me take this stake and stab me in the <3

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 17:46:32 GMT

so lets recap.

-last night was lovely.
saw my boyfriend. VOTED FOR JOHN. and all out had a wonderful night. which is expected. i was with eric and i love that boy like CrAzY so naturally we have a wonderful time together.

-this morning....is another story.
i wake up. my grandparents leave. my grandmas sick still...=(. uh, we still didnt know who the president was. and above all i had an exam in math. BLAH.

-present time.
im hungry. i need a shower. im doing laundry. i need to go run still. GEORGE BUSH IS PRESIDENT!?! FUCKING-A MAN. fucking a.
get ready for the rant.............ready? here we go:

people who voted bush: i hope you are happy. you fucking idiots. just bc of the gays, or abortion or your god damn guns. good fucking reasons. how about the fact that we will be paying so much more for college, all the factories jobs are getting sent to the mexicans. and the fact that we are in a war, people are dying and for WHAT??? there isnt a reason. FYI: SADAM WASNT INVOLVED IN 9/11. you fucking idiots. get your heads out of your asses and care about other people. and to the kids who voted for bush bc of their parents: YOU WIN. you guys are intelligent. pat yourself on the back for the AWESOME reasons you have for voting. good thing we'll have SUCH A GREAT PRESIDENT bc of your ignorance. fuck this.

people who voted kerry:thank you for voting for him. we needed a better leader. too bad the majority of americans are tards and feel GW is fucking better.

i leave you with this: He's not smart, a C student
And that's after buying his way into school
Beady eyes, and he's kinda dyslexic
Can he read? No one's really quite sure
He signs stuff and he executes people
Maybe that's why, he doesn't have any friends
Cocaine and a little drunk driving
Doesn't matter, when you're the Commander in Chief.

Idiot son of an asshole
He's the idiot son of an asshole
Idiot son of an asshole
He's the idiot son of an asshole

He's too dumb, to eat pretzels, apparently smart enough to fix an election.
Moved boldly into the White House,
but most people voted against him.
He likes naps, He really likes naptime, A couple of naps and then a nap and then he's ready for bed,
He may be from Bush decent, but he's always gonna be the unpresident.

He's our president! -NOFX<3

good job america. you HAVE spoken. and in that you have said: we are america. we are tards.

uh im totally sweeter than you now.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 17:23:54 GMT

so how about that i just found out a few things:
-my grandma works the election polls.
-she got super sick this morning and couldnt go.
-she can no longer vote now bc they do absentee ballots.
-the deadline for the absentee ballots is past.
-my grandpa is voting for KERRY.
-my mom is visiting today.
-she also voted for KERRY.
-my grandma and grandpa are leaving TONIGHT to go to my aunts in missouri.
-i will have this house to myself for a week and so may days.
-i will be having a great time.
-parrrrrty niggas.
-i must shower now.
-bc i have to go to minerva tonight.
-TO VOTE FOR JOHN F. KERRY. DUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHH.
-and bc i am going to see eric as well!!<3333
-you vote for bush=your ignorant. hahaha true and heres a quote from none other than my grandpa..."kerry has problems. bush has problems. everyone has problems. but if you vote for bush thats just plain ignorant." hahah i love him.

ok i must leave you all now. "kerry" on.

=)

-iloveyou,eric.-

hey peter, check out channel nine! check out this chick!

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:41:20 GMT

today was so boring.
i went to my 8am class.
i went to my 9am class.
i drove home.
my car got fixed.YAY.
i came home showered and ate.
i went to psychology.
i went to work.
i saw jared timmerman and andy ray.
i also saw JEB and BRIAN. wtf @no eric.
but he had a bad day. so its understandable.
i came home a little early.
we got all done by 9:30. rockin.
i got on here.
eric called.
i cheered him up.
i need food.
and i need pjs on.
i need to do homework.
I LOVE HIM.

goodnight.