School started.

Awkward conversations with ex.

BevMo adventures.

Cut my hair off.

Parking lot headaches.

Too much reading.

Three day weekend.

Annndd....sleep.

Haha, it's been almost a year since I wrote on this thing.
I kind of blame it on the fact that I forgot my username and password for about half the time. Ah, well.

So, a year. Really? I remember when I wrote the last entry. Trying to think about how my summer would go without my parents around and working at TADW, as well as preparing for studying abroad. And now, all of that is over. Weird. Time just flies like crazy when you aren't really paying attention.

(Psst. I should be writing to papers right now but as the eternal procrastinator, I'm not. Rather I'm writing on livejournal and thinking about what I should have for lunch, while listening to oldies music.)

I just don't want to focus. The weather has been uncharacteristically nice lately, and all I want to do is veg out. Must focus, must focus. Almost done, almost done. Then I can focus on packing up all my stuff and focus on getting ready for a trip to Paris.

Must.Write.Paper.

Wow, I really can't keep journals...

So what has been the update since February? Not much really. School is over now, and I am getting ready for a relaxing summer (though not really). A lot happened over the school year, definitely a lot of growing and maturing that's for sure.

I am working TADW again this summer, but this time along with the title of the 'you ask me I will do it' person, I am also an Administrator. This means now when someone tries to say that they don't want to talk to a kid, but rather an adult (insert hand motions for the few people who actually know what I am talking about), I can smile and say not only am I an adult but I am also a person in charge. Sweet.

Along with working TADW this summer, I am also preparing to leave for the next year and going abroad to England. It's kind of surreal that I will be leaving everything and everyone I know and going to a completely different country and culture for a year. It will surely be a change.

On a different note, my parents are leaving to travel around Italy for a month so I get the house all to myself. Woot! Not like much will happen. I'm not a big party throwing person, plus I will be too busy with work.

Anyways, that's my shpeal for now. Adios!

How odd. For some reason I don't think I actually ever accepted that idea. I'm not sure why.

It's true what they say, you begin finding yourself in college. And it's no because of the things you do, but rather the people you meet. I've met amazing people whom I will never forget. I don't want to forget any of them. I appreciate every single one of them for giving me something that I never knew existed before they came into my life.

How funny...I know only a few people read this, and only one whom I guess knows what I am talking about. To this person, I don't want you out of my life, but I feel as if we are both moving in different directions. We used to be in the same car, now I feel as if we live on opposite sides of the world. What's happening?
You are always looking at me, but you are never there...haha how poetic.

Hm.

I was going to write something about how my first two weeks of school have gone, but suddenly I don't feel like that's important.
I realized something about myself, with the help of the people around me: I don't know how to vent.
They tell me that it is easy, just express to someone exactly how you feel. But for some reason I can't do that. And I think that is why my mom gets mad at me so often. She wants me to tell her what is wrong, and I have chalked up the fact that I couldn't tell her was because she was mother, I can't tell her things like that. But I know that that isn't true. I just don't know how to tell people how I feel, and I mean any emotion.
I can't even tell someone when I am happy.
That's just not normal right?
I don't even know who I am asking that question to.

My Dad cooked rice.

He made it blue.

*shakes head*

Wow, I haven't written here in a long time. Phew, and so much has happened since then. Yeah well...

This weekend was great. Went dancing at Clockwork Orange on Friday for a few hours. Had a great time! But boy did we sweat like pigs! Dance with some short crazy pacific islander man who was attempting the salsa with me, but it just wasn't happening. My feet were killing me when we were walking to Long's to get some water...haha watermarked dollars bills...

Saturday I went and got a manicure with my room mates, then we just hung out at the dorm the rest of the night. We were going to go bowling but we all decided we were to lazy to go anywhere and spend that much money. So we ended up ordering chinese food and played Cranium and Life the Pirates of the Caribbean version. Ahh...good times.

Nothing has really happened after that. I've been a lazy bum these past few days. But it is time to start getting everything together for school, even though it's still three weeks away.

Hmmm...now that TADW is over, I feel really restless. I need to do stuff.

Darn it.

It's been exactly a year since I've been sick. Darn you Brent, you gave me your cold.

Ugh...I don't feel to good.

So I accomplished nothing today.

Yesterday I walked to CSUN to work on TADW filing stuff. Scary part about my walk was that some guy in a car began to follow me. He kept pulling over to the curb, waited until I passed, then drove more and waited until I passed again. After the first two times he did it, I immediately called the CSUN police. Dude was creeping me out. Good thing I was so close to CSUN.

So that's my story. Tomorrow I'm going back to help with more filing. But this time I'm getting a ride over. Dude was creepy and it sucks that as a female I can't walk anywhere by myself without fearing that some guy is going to try to grab me or something. It just completely sucks.

Ugh...I need some advil.

As the title says, I was attacked by plastic wrap while making dinner. Why do kitchen items seem to not like me?

I"M DONE WITH MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE!!! YAY!