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[Monday
October 13th, 2008 at 1:29am] |
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does anyone have the fifth episode of 90210 they can upload for me? it's the one where they perform the play. my torrents aren't working and my itunes is fucked up and i really don't want to just skip over it. =\ thank you in advance! ♥
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[Monday
October 13th, 2008 at 12:03am] |
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i have really been enjoying the new season of friday night lights. it seems like it's back to how it was in season one, not the crazy weirdness of season two that, to me, seemed forced and out of place. i'm pleased with lyla/tim and everything's progressing more and damn i love me some connie britton. anyone else been watching that i can fangirl with? :D
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[Friday
October 10th, 2008 at 2:13pm] |
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so, i tried bubble tea. but my friend mac told me to get strawberry green tea with passionfruit jellies and dude. the jellies were disgusting. i liked the tea but the jellies made me feel kind of sick. and brian got taro with pudding and that was even MORE disgusting, sipping up cold pudding through a straw. blech. i'm definitely going to do the tapioca balls next time, none of this fancy stuff lol.
i stoleded this from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) joie_de_vivre cause i'm boooored!
♥ bold the ones that are true.
♥ italicize the ones that are sort of true; please elaborate on them too.
( if i fall, forgive me, i'm just learning as i go along )
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[Sunday
October 5th, 2008 at 12:44am] |
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two kind of weird, very random questions:
1) when do new verizon phones come out? my plan is up soon but i'll wait to get a new one to see the pretty fancy ones. (kristen adventurepants, i'm expecting you to know this right off the bat lol.)
2) i see people walking around with these drinks that i assume are some sort of juice drink, with round balls of things in the bottom that look like perfectly round-shaped fruit snacks. i have seen many combinations of colors of juice/colors of balls, so i'm assuming they're different flavors. but wtf are they and where could i find them? they intrigue me.
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[Monday
September 29th, 2008 at 9:52pm] |
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brian and i broke up. I knew it was inevitable and best for both of us right now but that doesn't stop me from feeling miserable and like someone is ripping my heart right out of my chest.
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[Wednesday
September 24th, 2008 at 2:21pm] |
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i told tom i would make my decision one way or another this weekend, him versus brian. brian and i are going to a family thing so we'll see how it turns out (last time, a few weekends ago, he left me alone with like thirty people i didn't know and went golfing with his cousin instead for four hours), and we're going to the casino (where we usually get in fights cause i get grumpy when i don't win and he gets gloaty when he does). so it's kind of like a double test, i guess you could say.
i have no idea which one's better/worse: a guy who tells me he'd do anything for me, leaves flowers on the windshield of my car and will let me bring phoebe and any other animals i want there, makes me feel comfortable and loved but inadvertantly pressures me sexually sometimes and makes me feel bad about the situation and sometimes takes his anger out on me.. or a guy who tells me he'd do anything for me and is improving (albeit extremely slowly), who when it's good it's great but when it's bad it's horrendous, who knows everything about me and is goofy with me and whom i am more comfortable with than anyone in my life, yet who gets mad at me for stupid things and doesn't always treat me the way i should be treated, and doesn't see why that is.
*sigh*
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[Tuesday
September 23rd, 2008 at 9:57pm] |
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introducing...
ZOE!!! ♥
she is the cutest, tiniest little thing. she's a pug/miniature pinscher mix, but looks like a puggle. she's almost three months old. we were supposed to get a puppy on sunday but the owner decided to keep it for herself instead, and then today brian's mom saw an ad in the paper for mixes, so we went and got her tonight. she's so freaking adorable.. everything is like way too big for her, even her food bowl and dog bed, cause she's so wee sized. and she smells like puppy. :D
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[Monday
September 22nd, 2008 at 7:36pm] |
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[Monday
September 22nd, 2008 at 7:32pm] |
stealing from addie ♥ maddie508:
Name a character from one of my fandoms and I'll give you (a) three facts about them from my personal canon/fanon, (b) a reason he/she sucks, (c) a reason he/she is awesomecakes, (d) five things that never happened to that character or (e) five people that character never fell in love with and why. You pick the character. I pick the letter.
fandoms = grey's anatomy, prison break, gossip girl, lost, nip/tuck, gilmore girls, friday night lights, veronica mars.
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[Thursday
September 11th, 2008 at 11:20pm] |
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brian and i have been on the verge of breaking up for like three days now. we had a big blowup last week about me closing down when things happen and shutting him out, and we had a three hour conversation about things we need fixed and how to change them. he knows that things are rough with me and not stable with us, but he's not fighting for me. he's just like eh well. do what you have to do. he says he doesn't want to lose me and he loves me, but he's not fighting for me.
but the real problem is that i feel like maybe it would be best for both of us if we were with someone who didn't need the other to change/was happy with the way that person was. i feel like it's not fair to him to be with me, who isn't happy with a lot of things and needs a lot of things changed to be happy. they're not big things (more pda, being more considerate/understanding, etc.), and he says he doesn't mind because change comes with every relationship and he doesn't mind working on those things for me, but. i don't know if its fair for him.
it also complicates things because i went to see and talk to tom last night, and he told me he's hanging out with another girl, not planning on being in a relationship of any sort with her, just for something to take his mind off of me and get over me. he told me to not contact him again unless things change, because he was falling for me and i'm someone else's girlfriend and he's not okay with that. so it makes it like now i'm choosing between brian and tom and if i want to keep tom in my life or not. and i do. and. i don't know.
i love brian. i really really do love him. he was my first real boyfriend, my first time, my first love. i love his family and he makes me laugh. but we argue frequently now. and he told me it seems like i can't get over him breaking up with me, and maybe i can't, because he was the one person i thought would never leave me, and he did. i can't picture myself marrying him anymore, let alone having kids with him. our bad times are really bad, but our good times are really good. and i do love him. which makes it way more complicated and i have no fucking idea what to do and it's weighing on my mind constantly. ;/
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