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gibberish. i can never get my point across. [11 Feb 2007|01:26am] it's so weird...cause looking back at live journal...i don't see why i ever used this/how people still can. if you actually lived your life...you wouldn't need to come here and post things to tell people. i guess it's a way for people to write things out...but it just seems odd. and the different groups. i look at all the people on madradhair...i just want to scream..grow up...stop doing your hair ugly and taking pictures of it to show off. i admit some of the styles are cool and fun to look at it...but it just seems so dumb. i don't even know where this post is going...or why i even wrote it. it doesn't make sense...but yea. 1 comment|post comment

[20 Oct 2006|02:40am] BIRTTTTHDAAAAAAY  GRRRRLLL post comment

[19 Oct 2006|01:09pm] It's amazing how people can affect your life so much without you even knowing it. I just recently found out that my sisters best friend from university is a lesbian and has a girlfriend. They both went to a Christian University...so i was kind of shocked when I added her to myspace and saw her orientation. Once I actually thought about it i wasn't shocked at all it all made sense I was probably just to young to observe things. Sarah was and will always be my idol. She has one of the best personalities I have ever had the pleasure of getting to know. She is laidback, hilarious and friends with everyone. She is naturally pretty and has long beautiful curls. She is living her dream in Chicago...she's in a band that tours, she works at a funky t-shirt making company, where people come in and tell them what band shirt they want then they just create an original band shirt. In her last e-mail she gave me the best advice because I was telling her how I was confused about what to do in the future whether I should follow my sisters and attend a Christian University or persue hair styling...my life would be completely different depending on which career i chose. this is one of the things she told me and it's so true... "it's hard to not know what you are going to do, but honestly, i wouldn't worry about it too much. whatever you choose to do...follow your heart and don't let anyone tell you what you should or shouldn't be. that's for you to decide, or figure out even. just make sure that you are the best person you can be and that you are happy. i mean, i'm almost 30 now, and my parents still don't think i am doing anything with my life...which, by most people's standards i'm not. but that is just sad. i love playing music and actually feeling something as opposed to a day in day out lifestyle of incessent work. it feels good to free myself from the standards, i guess." I am so happy she is back in my life...and I know I will never be young again visiting them at university and staying up all night in their dorm room but we all grow up and I hope I can stay in touch with her. at the end of her last e-mail she told me that i was always the sister she never had... maybe this is where i learnt my love for being dirty. 4 comments|post comment

hey yall...i don't even use lj anymore... [09 Oct 2006|05:59pm] so my rents left today for a week...you know what that means. so many plans i can't wait till they all happen! also halloween is coming up and i have no idea what to be. i was an 80's girl last year...i want to be something that you can make hot/buy cheap at value village. everyone give me at least 3 good ideas.haha 3 comments|post comment

[18 Sep 2006|01:36pm] the states trip i had this weekend was amazing. my nephew is PERFECT. i love him so much. i got my whole new fall wardrobe. all from the gap...this gap place where it has old navy, banana republic and gap stuff that didn't sell in stores...some things have tears or holes. but none of the stuff i bought did! pants for 6 99. jeans for 12 99. under wear for like 25-50 cents! then i went to the actual Gap later on in the trip...and spent like 150  on four things lol. the other stuff i got like 20 things for 60 dollars.  i got the niccccest fall jacket. i'm so excited.  i got my wisdom teeth out this morning...it was actually exciting...being put under for the first time in my life. literally felt like two seconds. that's so cool..but creepy at the same time. my doctor was hot and funny so its cool. i am in pain but not really...my mouth is still kind of frozen and feels gross...lots of blood...yummmy! i can now eat...lots of milkshakessss! sooo many pillss...hello drugs! i have been reading a lot of amazing books lately...i hate how i get so attached to the characters. they become so real to me.  karen and i have been coming up with a bunch of cool book ideas that we want to write. how amazing would it be if we could write a book, publish it and just make money from that. amazing. i've decided to start writing.  not just keeping a journal about what goes on in my life...but writing everything emotions n stuff. i'm excited. mamas and papas have also taken over my life. i can't handle how good old music is. i grew up with the best tunes in my surroundings. hope you are all having fun in school studying hard while i'm doing nothing with my life. muahaha. 2 comments|post comment

[02 Sep 2006|01:27pm] [ music | break it off- rhiana n sean paul ] the summer is coming to a close. all of my friends go back to high school or are moving on to University. A couple of my good friends are leaving to go to far away places, 2 of them being Halifax and Switzerland. it was HECTIC saying good bye to them. Brit and Karen are still here though. i don't know what i would do if i had to say goodbye to them. i hate change. on a better note this has been the best summer in my 17..almost 18 years of living. and i'm sure next years will be even better. i kind of like this guy at work...and he likes me. i am pretty sure. so we will see where this goes. he's a year younger though...i usually hack the like 23 year olds.haha i hate when old crushes come back into your life. it messes you up so badly.  Summer 'O6 Always Remember: - beach at least once a week       "hey can we pet your dog*giggle*"[i hate girls] -GB=huckle berrys hamburgers, taco shop, stayin' over at Ness's cottage -dutch krew =matt and his wives -so many parties -cruising with the techno so loud -driving an infiniti g35 and a BMW [this grl loves her V6 engines and the guys who let her drive them;)] -hanging with the king of whitehills. gotta love chocolate. -getting chatted up by a black guy who wouldnt take no for an answer the whole night. -slapping guys backs and leaving welts.loooves it -watching channing movies with my gf over and over again cause we looove him. jizzy lipsed in the theatre to step up. -2-4-1 Pizza, i'm a regular -hanging in Dara's frat house on richmond -TEGAN, meet me where he eats lunch.  -webcaming.."dutch stripper"hahaa jokes. best webcam convos wid Tegz -actually having the darkest skin ever this summer -all the black guys -the most BBQs -my cabin, seeing old friends -CRABBY JOES. where we spent like every late night eats. 1/2 price appetizers. i'm prob forgetting half of my summer or it is too R rated to post.hahaha. this winter will be filled with western parties and the best hang outs yet. i can't wait to get my fall wardrobe and for H&M to open. i can't wait for my B day in October. I can't wait to go back to Banting every day and go to all the school eveents. red feather! dances! i loved my high school...more than life itself. I know none of you will even read this but i like having it to look back on in the future.  pzzz all. xox 2 comments|post comment

i love friends [21 Aug 2006|02:15am] [ music | turn me on ] 2 comments|post comment

[13 Aug 2006|05:56pm] [ music | do it do it, cherish ] best rows i've ever had.sorry the pics are so small..webcam? on another note...an ugly pic of me hackin a stoge. as if. lyfe is too good 1 comment|post comment

i had a photo shoot with myself yest..first one in like 2 years. enjoy?haha [13 Jul 2006|02:44pm] [ music | shake-ying yang twinz ] my life has been amazing.  i love boys. i love dancing. **PROM PICS INCLUDED** ( so many more pics ) 10 comments|post comment

high school is like over...Wildcard was amazing [13 May 2006|09:50pm] [ music | ladytron ] i think i might die. i love crying attacks. i love people. i love my grade eight boy.[MATT FROM NIMH's lil bro] you made my weekend little guy. i love steph ferris and the rest of WC5JJ. i love when we are drunk off of ice caps and our love for jon. I love when we walk to tim hortons to buy a timbit with Jon Junior on our back.[a big white furry monkey]. i love when steph breast feeds it. i love staying up 31 hours in a row at banting. i will miss that. i love laying on those hard cold floors so tired, so many times before...but i wouldn't trade it for anything. I love my three husbands George, Andrew and Chris. Three of the best guys i know. Why aren't any of you in grade 12?lol. I love when ness is hypnotized and is a Martian and she speaks the language from Mars. I love how tuff i looked...in my army pants and FBI shirt. i loved my water gun. The Security crew was so good. especially everyone in camo! Adrianna and I were twins. I loved the half chinese/half french guy that came to do the Big Mike. I loved the dance. I loved dancing like a black girl. I LOVE HOW I'M THE AWKWARDEST PERSON EVER. 2 comments|post comment

[08 Apr 2006|06:02pm] peeing feels so much better when you're crunk pictures coming... 3 comments|post comment

my hair is getting so long...i feel like a girl. [01 Apr 2006|02:34pm] [ music | touch it, bring it babbbbyyy ] life has been pretty amazing lately... other than the fact that i am such a goof with guys....i need to stop being so moody with them. guys that i don't like i flirt with and i am like all over touching them and being like bfflz....then guys that i have a crush on I talk to but usually end up getting mad at them?and not being touchy and fun...why am i weird. lots of partying...lots of great hang outs...and so many more to come... i can't believe i am almost done high school...next year is going to be one of the funnest years of my life.... ( here are some pics ) ness really drunk and me in steph ferris's bed<3...my hair is in curls... me jizzing in brits mouth...lolz me standing up for my gloves...which brit hates. me fake crying...cause i'm amazing at it....P.S. FREE ICE CREAM AT DQ IS JIZZ. my currlllzzz pz life deftones sometime next week? i'm excited. like the cut didn't work and i don't know how to fix it?sorry? 12 comments|post comment

[27 Mar 2006|07:43pm] [ music | tech ] going to the gym and tanning are my life. and i love it. still into techno/trance/euro...it's getting unhealthy. i love boys too much. and my heart hurts sometimes. i'm vacationing so much in the near future. michigan.sisters house. and then finally cali! i'm looking forward to it... hope all of your lives are going well! post comment

[05 Mar 2006|09:24pm] [ music | grillz ] WHITEHILLLZ i need a new digital camera. this whole webcam thing isnt workign for me. 9 comments|post comment

whasssssup [25 Feb 2006|01:01pm] [ music | TECHNO ] man my life has been SO hectic. but in a good way. i never update anymore. i started co-op at Eden Salon. it's jizz. it is AMAZING. i do so much and i am learning from the BEST. my life has been amazing lately. i never have homework...pure hangoutz all the time. so good. i am so into techno right now it's not even cool. it's taking over my life. i wish i could explain to people how it makes me feel?i dunno. ALSO i'm seeing metric tomorrow for the first time with karen. i'm excited.i hope they play a lot of old stuff because i don't listen to the new stuff... we're hopefully having a dance party at ness's tonight or i kind of want to hang out with some different guys..i dunno. PZ LIFE? 1 comment|post comment

[12 Feb 2006|03:51pm] [ music | death cab ] hello all. this weekend has been amazing...uncluded chillin with friends and partying with amazing, funny drunk boys. whom i slapped...frequently.they liked it? umm i got my hair cut yesterday. the girl just won the 'canadas best hair dresser' award...so it was sick. she also accepted me to do co op in her salon. i am one little happy camper. i am sick? i'm going to a hockey game with errrbody tonight. this weekend was amazing. p.s. ill post pics of the hair later... post comment

[26 Jan 2006|07:53pm] [ music | pledge of allegiance ] LOUIS XIV is sex to the ears. http://flash.atlrec.com/louisxiv/player.html 4 comments|post comment

RANDOM PICTURES POST [22 Jan 2006|01:55pm] [ music | matty j -obvy ] don't save this to your computer ladies and gentleman....hahah jk meet my bf jamal ( your eyes, they put the stars to shameee ) 9 comments|post comment

[16 Jan 2006|04:11pm] [ music | matthew johnston...what else is there? ] This week is actually going to be amazing!!!! yesterday i hung out with tegan..it was really nice...we pretty much planned everything out...figured out how much living in cali would be monthly...it was exciting! but scary! Tomorrow my beautiful hebitbe comes home...i cannot wait to see her.AISHA how could you leave me for 25 days?! i don't think she understands how much i have missed her...i have so much to tell her. and im so excited to hear all of her stories. she better not be married.[she's muslim going to Lebanon...it could happen] i'm def skipping school and seeing her..i'm not sure when she gets home though. HMMM ah im gonna die. so this week is just going to be amazing seeing her...and also Thursday Matthew Johnston free at the embassy. wow. he has such an amazing voice. i can't wait to see him again...THANKS vana you got me hooked. Friday i'm going with Vana to her work party! haha yes dancing and free food? i'm really happy...and i'm gonna go do my art...i love my art project right now...maybe i'll post a picture of it when i'm done...oh wait my cameras broken. love you all 1 comment|post comment

[09 Jan 2006|10:11pm] OKAY SO MY SISTER CALLED ME TODAY. and were just chit chatting and she goes "IM PREGNANT!" i like freaked out. this is like my favourite sister...and im so excited for her to have babiesss!yay!! i already have a niece and nephew..and speaking about kids...im gonna post cute christmas pics of them!!!IM SO EXCITED! I LOVE BABIESSS ( cute kidddds ) 11 comments|post comment

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