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[21 Aug 2008|12:19am] |
So long sweet summer, I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays. So long sweet slumber. I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer. It is cold where your going I hope that your heart is always warm. I gave you the best, I gave you the best that I had. You passed on the letters and passed on the best that I had.
So long sweet summer, I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays. So long sweet slumber. I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.
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[20 Aug 2008|07:55pm] |
I notice you, noticin me, from across the room. I can see it and I can't stop myself from lookin and noticin you, noticin me. Watch out I've seen her type before, that girl is so dangerous.
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[20 Aug 2008|10:51pm] |
i used to know you like the back of my hand until today you held your place now you're shifting like the sand your chest would heave with pride if i were spoken of til tonight i never knew the difference between comfort and love.
this is so difficult for the both of us i know we tried so hard there's just no hope for us well its more than a shame that we lost to this game all my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same.
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[20 Aug 2008|10:32pm] |
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There's no place else I could be but here in your arms.
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[20 Aug 2008|09:37pm] |
& every time you feel the pain hey jude, refrain.
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| hospiteren aan me hoela |
[21 Aug 2008|02:47am] |
For the past 2 weeks I've been doing interviews i student houses in hope of finding a new room. Almost every weekday I've been trying my luck once or several times. Still nothing. I stopped counting how many times I went for an interview. Pfff I just don't fit in? Actually I've been having doubts! My reasons to find a new room in a student house are: - people rarely clean the toilet/shower and kitchen here, we have no ageda for cleaning - I have no social life in my house, my contact with flatmates is limited to hello/goodbye - I have no tv and I feel lonely sometimes So far the main reasons why I couldn't get a room probably are: my cat, I'm not into alcohol, I dress weird and seem a little childish or too serious. I dunno, nobody explains why they don't want me. But there are about 15 people competing for the room... So it's tough! I'm getting tired of this though and there's nothing wrong with the room I live in now. It's almost 2 times bigger than what I'm trying to get. There are some miner points on the cosmetic level but it's very cheap(220 euro for 18m2 all inclusive a month)!!! The onlyproblem is I can't rent this room while doing an internship abroas, which is my goal for this schoolyear. But I have a backup plan, I can cancel this room and move my stuff to my mom's place. Would have to throw away a lot... but when I get back I can take a new room like this one for a year. I'm in a "temporary room" because they want to wreck this building eventually... Oh well, my current passion is make-up and I want to get extensions. Want to be pretty and feel good. Doing intervieuws takes up the whole evening nd maybe it's just a waist of time? I could put my time into more useful activities.
Next week I'm staying home to catch up on school work I wanted to do over the summer but was too busy working. It's more important at the moment than work. Besides nobody is throwing me out of my room so I'm not in a hurry.
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[21 Aug 2008|02:57am] |
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I ruin Everything As I sit in a field of grass In the spring Listening To the beat of its little heart And to its wings Struggling For air under an upturned glass And I put a pin through its wing
And I bottle it up, I box it up, And bury it in my heart.
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[20 Aug 2008|07:13pm] |
It turns out you were into yourself It turns out you can fuck your way out Just once more for my baby girl It turns out you were into yourself It turns out you can fuck your way out And no one ever knew... HELP! ok this isn't a lyric question but i need everyones creativity! i just joined a roller derby league and i get to pick a derby name... but i can't think of one. so please help me come up with a name! after a name is picked it has to be registered so that no one has similar names or the same name. so check out this mastery list- http://www.twoevils.org/rollergirls/ any help is appreciated. thank you sooo much this is my league http://www.myspace.com/cnyrollerderbyleague there's a map on the page that shows most of the leagues in the states so check it out and see if there's a league by you!
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[21 Aug 2008|12:28am] |
yeah!!! 16 nov Theo Maassen in Peer (de stad in vlaams limburg hier, niet de vrucht)
w00t
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| IK VERNEUK JULLIE FRIENDSPAGE BITCHEZZZ!! |
[20 Aug 2008|10:36pm] |
 mijn nieuwe kamer is al bézig 'de shit' te worden. en mijn losse zijkant haren is ook al druk bezig met naturals (natuurlijk gegroeide dreadlocks ontstaan uit veelvuldig wild gewassen haar en niet kammen) te worden. ik weet nog niet of ik het daar mee eens ben ;) wat een klittenboel.
 verhuizen is vermoeiend/frustrerend.
 en ik heb veel losse haren.
 en ik patste met m'n vet coole voor vegetariërs verandwoorde reep. die vies was.
 Neeske, mijn nichtje, en ik. vrijdag. waus.
 en vrijdagnacht/zaterdagochtend ging ik zó slapen.
 en toen werd ik zo weer wakker.
 en dat zijn toffe mensen uit utrecht.
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| Lowlands Blowlands |
[20 Aug 2008|10:14pm] |
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Lowlands was gezellig. Overdag waren we aan het chillen, we leefden eigenlijk vooral 's nachts en belden elkaar vaak om te vragen waar iedereen was, elkaar op te zoeken, en vervolgens weer weg te gaan. Wijntjes, mojito's, vodka, hasj, sigaretten, in de buitenlucht slapen, fijn ontbijt, 3 keer avondeten, gratis swirls, een beetje muziek, vooral Steve Aoki, dronkenschap, heel veel zon, een beetje blubber, nouja, see for yourself.
 ( ouwe dit is lowlife, yeah, looooowwwliiiiiife )
Hele gekke foto's, ik weet het.
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| There's No Penguins In Alaska. |
[20 Aug 2008|04:04pm] |
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She loves me, she loves me not. My love was my decay She loves me, She loves me not He repeated to himself over and over These petals decide what's next for you and I...
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[20 Aug 2008|08:44pm] |
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Nada Surf - I like what you say |
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They say you have to have somebody
They say you have to be someones
They say if you’re not lonely alone Boy there is something wrong
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[20 Aug 2008|08:30pm] |
I've seen your act And I know all the facts I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see Who you are underneath I'm still in love with who I wish you were And I wish you were here
I was true as the sky is blue I couldn't soon say the same for you So now I find denial in my eyes I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind
Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart For what it is 'Cause I don't want to keep on believin' in illusions
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[20 Aug 2008|11:32am] |
so long sweet summer i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays so long sweet slumber i fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away
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[20 Aug 2008|07:37pm] |
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Jack's Mannequin - Annie Use Your Telescope | Scrobbled by Last.fm |
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And my friend calls me up She says, "how have you been?" I say, "dear I've been well, Yeah the money's coming But I miss you like hell. I still hear you in this Old piano, oh yeah." She says, "Andy, I know That we don't talk as much But I still hear your ghost In these old punk rock clubs Come on, write me a song Give me something to trust Just promise you won't let it be Jjust the keys that you touch."
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[20 Aug 2008|07:37pm] |
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Jack's Mannequin - Annie Use Your Telescope | Scrobbled by Last.fm |
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And what if we were married forever? Like the past never happened And time did not exist for us at all
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[20 Aug 2008|07:36pm] |
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Jack's Mannequin - Annie Use Your Telescope | Scrobbled by Last.fm |
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And the bars are finally closed So I try living in the moment
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[20 Aug 2008|08:15pm] |
 - I have new glasses. - The job interview today went really well, I will hear if I got selected next monday. - I have a viewing at an apartment in Breda tomorrow, still no news on the other apartment I really want. - I still have to hand in my official letter of resignation at school, but I'm putting it off as long as possible. - I can spend ours walking through ikea, well, not just walking..- I can't wait till we have a place of our own.
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[20 Aug 2008|07:41pm] |
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Today i've pre-ordered Mercenaries 2: World in Flames. I'm so hyped for the game. LOL!
I'm thinking about getting a new doll. But i don't know which one yet.
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[20 Aug 2008|12:26pm] |
I hate you so much I actually hope you die. I'd love to dance on your grave. I hate you that much.
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[20 Aug 2008|06:21pm] |

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[20 Aug 2008|11:45am] |
You shouldn't kiss me like this Unless you mean it like that 'Cause I'll just close my eyes And I won't know where I'm at. We'll get lost on this dance floor Spinning around. And around and around and around. They're all watching us now, They think we're falling in love. They'd never believe we're just friends. When you kiss me like this I think you mean it like that And if you do, baby, Kiss me again.
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[20 Aug 2008|11:42am] |
They're complicated people leading complicated lives, And he complicates their problems telling complicated lies. He tells her he's sorry, She tells him it's over. He tells her he's sorry, She says over and over, "You never really know That when the white flag is flown, No one, no one, no one Has won the war."
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[20 Aug 2008|11:07am] |
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heyy, i'm new. :] but i've been watching this for awhile and figured i might as well join.
tell me now you smile hard cause i don't smile much so far and is he everything you need? is he everything i couldn't be? does he make everything match better? bring you all the shiny weather that you want and is he everything.. everything i'm not
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[20 Aug 2008|03:24pm] |
Demented are go + the bodybags donderdag, 04-09-2008 20:00 Willemeen, Arnhem 10 euro
Demented op fietsafstand, en niet tijdens Drop Dead. Hitsig.
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[20 Aug 2008|12:10pm] |
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[20 Aug 2008|11:35am] |

Lowlands was echt te vet! Donderdagochtend weer om 6 uur gaan rijden met de auto! lekker wachten voor het hek wat super gezellig was! Natuurlijk weer op camping 3 met een groep van ongeveer 20 mensen. weer lekker vervelend zijn! Natuurlijk veel feesten!
En dit jaar heb ik iig meer band gezien als vorig jaar :P iig junkiexl, deformer, bong-ra, dj scotch egg, dj promo, black sun empire, N*E*R*D , underworld, vive la fete, dropkick murphy's, jaya the cat, the hives, pfff en nog veel meer! haha
Ik vind het jammr dat het weer voorbij is want ik had nog wel een week willen blijven!
( De foto's Lowlands 2008 )
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[20 Aug 2008|01:29am] |
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lyrics about a friend treating you badly. or just not being fair to you. along those lines...?
please please lovvvers.
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[20 Aug 2008|12:12am] |
Give me something to believe in, A breath from the breathing So write it down, I don't think that I'll close my eyes 'Cause lately I'm not dreaming So what's the point in sleeping? It's just that at night, I've got nowhere to hide
So I write you a lullaby
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[19 Aug 2008|11:53pm] |
If I could hold you in my eyes for just a minute I could show that there’s gotta be something in this Life that we create and what good friends we make Step out of your walls and open up your heart
And if I can hold just some of your attention I could to show you just what you are missin And we could count stars Share the hood of my old car And I promise I could have you home before the sun comes up
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[19 Aug 2008|11:44pm] |
Your name is pounding through my veins Can't you hear how it is sung? And I can taste you in my mouth Before the words escape my lungs And I'll whisper only once...
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[19 Aug 2008|11:36pm] |
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Please don't believe my words are lacking honesty
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[19 Aug 2008|11:28pm] |
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide Lying awake at night
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[19 Aug 2008|11:25pm] |
And your friends have left You've been dismissed I never thought it would come to this And I I want you to know Everyone's got to face down the demons Maybe today We can put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies That you've been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
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[19 Aug 2008|11:22pm] |
you write such pretty words but life's not story book love's an excuse to get hurt
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[19 Aug 2008|11:10pm] |
A little white house It’s everything we've dreamed about I wanted you to know I’m hanging up my ego We shouldn't have to fight Or worry about the bills tonight I wanted you to know I want to be your shadow
The mystery's gone So bring back the sun We’ll bury this hate And build it with love
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[19 Aug 2008|09:40pm] |
make your decision and don't you dare think twice go with your instincts along with some bad advice. this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all; you blame me but some of this is still your fault.
i tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge i tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge. i think you know what I'm getting at YOU SAID GOODBYE and i just don't want you regretting that.
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[19 Aug 2008|08:33pm] |
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...but my heart says i'm sorry so we'll leave it at that.
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