Sometimes I would buy Vogue instead of dinner

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 00:37:25 GMT

"Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there."

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 03:08:58 GMT

oops i did it again.

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 19:14:32 GMT

you make me nervous.

in a better mood

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 06:18:59 GMT

i am sooooo homesick.
jersey in 14 daaaaaaaaaaaays.
yay! i want it to be like the last episode of Sex and the City when Carrie walks into the coffee shop and everyone screams and hugs and laughs and then the music plays and we all live happily ever after.
aimee and lauren-- work on this (i know shaynas too busy to work on the special effects).

in other news, i saw pirates of the caribbean 2 this morning and it is amaaaazing.
seriously, 2387239847234987 times better than the first. and the first was really good.
and our pirates gala is this weekend, and i cant fucking wait.
pictures will be posted, it will be fabulous.
this is the first big event ive helped plan/create/organize, and i hope it will be amazing.

in other news, everything is fabulous here.
just drinking wine and watching sex and the city and reading magazines and working a little and playing a lot and taking it easy-- because its summer, and thats what you are supposed to do.
if its possible, i love this city even mor ein the summer than i do in the winter.
i love the stillness of it. the slow way people move in the heat.
theres always magic in the air here.

Wed, 17 May 2006 05:18:52 GMT

i have the best friends in the entire world.
and even though this semester has been kinda shitty, the most amazing people have still managed to make me smile.
and thats absolutley priceless.

Sat, 06 May 2006 01:31:11 GMT

i just spent last night in the slammer.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 16:16:00 GMT

just when i think ive really gotten used to this city...
i spend the night drinking with 9 off duty cops, all of whom were either married or engaged, all of whom knew we were under 21, many of whom kept buying us drinks until the wee hours of the morning.

Mardi Gras Update, Part 2

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 06:17:41 GMT

sooooo. funny story. on the way to the parade, my car kind of got stuck in a sand pit. yeah, a sand pit. welcome to new orleans. we ended up on out hands and knees, trying to dig it out, until a good semaritan with a pickup truck and a chain came and pulled us out.

while at an ATM waiting for Anna and Emilia to get money, this random guy came and sat in my front seat and asked me to take him to the airport. I of course, took him to the Boot instead.

but dont worry, we made friends.

this is my, "please get away from me short guy and stop staring at my tits" face.

fucking love this girl.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 17:07:39 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDY BEAN!

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 02:59:51 GMT

everyone should download Jack's Mannequin's album Everything in Transit.
amazing amazing amazing.

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:14:21 GMT

as if my life wasnt weird enough,
i started drinking at 3:30 yesterday so i could get drunk enough to enjoy a free Juvenile concert, outside, in the pouring rain.

and then emilia and i went to quills, and trouble ensued, as always.

in case youve been wondering

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 08:14:10 GMT

and, although i dont want to jinx things,
im drunk enough to say that everything is perfect.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 09:23:25 GMT

i am drunk
a nd i am happy
and i had forgotten what it felt like to feel totallhy and utterly complete.
because i am boozing with the ones i love, in the bars i love, in the city i love.
and everything is love love love.

its official

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 22:22:28 GMT

as of 2:30 Friday afternoon, I am no longer a Georgetown University student. Its been fun DC.

jersey tommorrow.

NOLA IN TWO MOTHEREFFING WEEEEEEEEEKS

god I fucking miss Loyola.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 03:32:08 GMT

HOLY SHIT LAGUNA BEACH SEASON THREE IS GOING TO BE NARRATED BY LC'S SISTER
AND LC HAS HER OWN NEW SHOW
I ALMOST HAD A CORONARY.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:42:24 GMT

i am OBNOXIOUS.
seriously, Im annoying myself.
if i say the "e" word when i am around you, punch me in the face.
thanks.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 21:36:56 GMT

"'ive had my cock sucked by five of the big names in Hollywood...I think its pretty funny because i waned more than anythiung to just get some small little part, something to do, and they'd invite me for a fancy dinner overlooking the blue pacific, and we'd have a few drinks, and how long could getting wined and dined and paying for it with your prick go on? Thats what i wanted to know...The answer was it could do on until there was nothing left, until they had what they wanted and ther eas nothing left...so I decided they'd had all they were going to get- except this-'and then he thrust his hand up with the middle finger standing straight".

I bought a book about James Dean today at 1:30. Its 5:30, and I have yet to put it down. He was amazing. Careless with his own life to the piont where it became an art. Amazing amazing amazing.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:08:18 GMT

laurel went back to the house this weekend and my room is totally destroyed.
everything i own is swimming in sewage.
i have to replace everything.

i just want one fucking thing to be happy about.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:09:53 GMT

i cant help but think how ironic everything leading up to Katrina was.

not two days before we evacuated, i was talking to Laurel about how we never go to Bourbon and how we always just take it for granted. when jenn came we decided to go downtown. that was the last night i spent in new orleans, enjoying the things i never enjoy in the city.

three days before we left i was talking to elliott about starting school and he was telling me how excited he was for once. and how he felt like this year was his last fun year becuase next year he was going to be a senior. and how he wanted to be in college for as long as possible.

about a week before we left, emilia and i were talking about how amazing this year was going to be. and how this was going to be the best year ever because we had even more freedom than last year.

a week ago i felt invincble and unbelievable happy and excited.
now i feel confused, lost, and sort of alone.

i might be going to George Washington University for the fall semester. Im looking online for roommates. Thats where Elliott is going (hes the one who told me i should go there too), and i dont know if that makes it a good idea or just sort of weird. but i know people in the area, not to mention all of my family. so i could expiriance a new city but still have something to fall back on.

im also looking for apartments in philly. and am considering attending Temple or Drexel. that woul dbe really scary though, because i dont know ANYONE in philly. im not sure my balls are that big.

i just feel like maybe i should take advantage of this situation. I get to spend a semester at almost any school in any city i want (most schools are just accepting kids without even asking for their GPAs) so long as i can find a place to live. yes-- this is a tragedy. and yes-- i will want to get back to New Orleans as soon as possible. but i cant just sit here and be sad.

its not even about making up the credits, its about recovery and moving on and making the best of this situation.

4 days on the verge of tears

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:03:51 GMT

your problems arent problems.
my problems arent problems.
they are inconviences.

i have friends who no longer have homes to go back to.
who left their dogs and cats in their living rooms
and now they dont have living rooms.

there are 30,000 people who have to live in the leaking superdome without power or plumbing.

it makes all my entries about how flakey my boy is and how boring new jersey is seem pretty rediculous.
so rediculous its embarassing.

if all goes as according to plan, ill be home by midnight tommorrow.
i havent even been gone for two weeks.
but at least i have a fucking home and a fucking bed to go back to
and hundereds of thousands of other people dont.

think about that next time you think you have a "problem".

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 21:33:03 GMT

IM UPDATING FROM MY HOUSE
that is all.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 23:49:20 GMT

THIS SUMMER
had a party? nope
gone to a party? yup
spent the night with someone? oooh yeah. they were good nights too.
laughed until your stomach hurt? yes
laughed until you almost peed your pants?sure haha
tanned? never
went to a camp? not since i was 3.
swam? every chance i got
went to the movies? a few times.
gone shopping? too much.
Had a job?carousel, full and a half time.
gotten freakishly bored?suprisingly no.
have you gotten sun burned yet? duh yes
made a bonfire? no, we should do that.
been outside during a lightning storm? yes
Been to another state? maryland, dc, new york, DELAWARE
been to another country? no
changed someting about your appearance? nope
been to the the hospital with an injury? no
commited a crime/broken the law? minor ones.
gone on a road trip? a few mini ones.
kissed someone? indeed.
been to a concert? TOM PETTY
Been in trouble with the cops/parents? nope
had a memorable moment? a few here and there.
had a horrible moment? yea
made new friends? haha not really...
missed a friend? EVERYONE FROM SCHOOL LIKE TIMES A MILLION AND ONE.
Slept under the stars? nope.
thought about school? all the time
been to the beach? yes <3

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 17:48:37 GMT

holy shit,
i leave tommorrow.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 03:10:39 GMT

alright, so maybe ill really update.
although i dont really have much to say anymore.

this summer has been good for the most part.
dinners, drinking and smoking with those lovely ladies.

weekends go like this:
-went to nyc and walked around everywhere in heels. got laurens car locked in port authority. definently one of the most memorable nights of summer thus far.
-spent a weekend at seaside, getting fucked up and hit on by guidos on the boardwalk.
-spent a weekend with a boy who pretty much rocks my world like no one else has in a very very long time.
-saw TOM MOTHERFUCKING PETTY in concert, on the perfect night with the perfect buzz.

but, like anything else, summer '05 has had its drawbacks.
-i work at least 10 hours a day.
-and dont get paid very well to do it.
-ergo im poor and tired and dont like to go out during the week.
-no chrisannaemiliajenn love

up and comming:
-fourth of july weekend (no milk record label party on sunday, party in jefferson on monday)
-maryland to drop my brother off and see some peeps.
-rehobeth beach, delaware. not so much by choice.
-boston.
-then back to new orleans. maybe early, maybe late. it depends on whos there and whos elsewhere. the only person i know for sure is going to be there who i enjoy is chris. so ill have to see what everyone else is doing. plus, jenn glynns furnature is in my room. ha-- MY room. :-D

and thats pretty much it.
also, ive grown much closer to a certain hottie named ADAM<3.
got new glasses.
bought my new car...which i can pick up on FRIDAY<3.
got rid of some people.
reunited with some people.
my boobs have gotten bigger.
i spend at least 5 hours a day in the sun and i love it.
and the boy who makes me smile like no other is named ty, and hes 2.25 years old.

and of course, i continue to grow closer to the lord through alcohol.

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 23:47:32 GMT

this weekend was amazing.