_____MIcHe (__fool_for_you_) wrote,
2007-11-05 23:49:00

Real & Fake

I can remember laughing you off. Laughing off the mistakes i made and pretend to be over it all. Like it never happened. Its like The events passed, they are over. So when they are over i pick my life up right where i left it off a happy person who never fell inlove and was never hurt. A person who never let anyone in so never having the oppurtunity to feel the pain i felt. Having a grasp on reality. The Line is so thin between Reality and Lie and To know your life crossed into it with you not being taken back by it is scary. In fact it just goes to show you that nothing that happend didnt affect you. Double negative. Everythiing that happened affected me greatly. All the losses and all the gains. I can honestly say i met one person who changed me alot. One person who didnt kiss my Ass, one person who had the fucking balls to make the thin line of reality just a bit more bold.
Bold.


Fake Friends, Real Friends. Fake Love. Real Love.

How Can something mean so much to you. die out and you all of a sudden feel it back in your heart because you finally are beggining to admit you got used. He fucked you over.. You didnt win. You werent the stronger one. N o matter how hard you tried to act like a bitch you got stepped on. And although i treat people like shit just because im scared to get used i let this one just roll over me like a street roller.

You fucking suck.
This Important thing just went to shit. But who gives a fuck.
this Shit has been bothering me for weeks now and although i run into someone that hates me almost every where i go I dont care anymore. Because they dont know me. They dont know the real story.. Not just my side but The real  story..
And im content with losing in that aspect because obviously your brains dont work on any fruequency except drama.


This is about so many things...
W.E.

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