| Jake |
[11 Nov 2008|05:04pm] |
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[24 Jun 2008|03:45am] |
Its insane how everything changes and all that shitt.
I love seeing how after 8 years were all still together hanging out.. likes its incredible that the group although its gone through its strains has managed to stay together some how and managed to lately have grown closer..
I feel absolutely lost in emotions at this point and i feel like im acting it out in my actions which w.e makes me mad at myself..
I really hope everything in my life stays at peace the way it is now.. for a whileee. cause i dunno i dont think i could handle any other loss or drama or w.e
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[26 Jan 2008|03:58am] |
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Happiest girl alive. everything is falling into place pero perfectly.
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| held back |
[11 Dec 2007|01:18am] |
i honestly wonder sometimes if i am insane or if the people around me are retarded.. But you know what in the end i guess its that they are surrounded by a bunch of kiss asses and they'll never see the light of the self centered monster they really are..?
most likely. I want miami to be done with. Ive had so much fun lately but im tired of the fake ass hypocracy and im tired of people talking shit about me that isnt true.. But what im mostly tired of is having someone in my life tell me how cool i am one minute and then the second your not friends talk so much shit.. just goes to show you how spineless some people are.. and you know what in the end I have had a way better turn out because i have friends that tell me the truth that dont kiss my ass and lead me astray.. that have important things on their minds. that show me what its like to grow up and to mature and to move on with the things that held you back in life.. mayte and maria are the two people i know have the least drama in their lives yet have the most fun.. and whether or not im blamed for certain things we are each responsible for our own actions.. =]] and things will turn out how fate has it no matter what infact blame me for what ever you want because in the end responsibility falls solely on yourself.. and that live journal is the last thing im ever posting on this thing. I am saying good bye to old friendships that crumbled good bye to a love i once knew and now am such a stranger to.. and good bye to friendships who although you were never hurtful to me you really were no gain to me.. and I apologize to all the people i talked shit about because thats about everyone.. honestly. im not going to play games, but just remember the person i was talking it with agreed and added input too.
it was nice and i hope everyone luck and happiness truely.
michelle danielle.
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[05 Dec 2007|01:30am] |
I LOVE double standards. =]]
you can reject but i can't
w.e
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| The Key to the castle is right where you left it. |
[30 Nov 2007|01:52am] |
I feel angry... and im scared because for a while i just didnt give a shit.. but when i feel like something i want is being taken away i get this uncontrolable anger come over me.. I start not making sense i get all fucking wierd and i hate it.. so i really pray that you stay the fuck away...
Today sucked. but not really just parts of it. =/
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| love stricken |
[25 Nov 2007|01:20pm] |
manic depression hit about 11 AM yesterday morning...
Today i feel alot better. =]]
Fake ass bitches all over the place got me laughing thinking thank god im not a part of your life anymore. =]]]]] because you will stop at nothing to make the world think one thing of yo uwhen its totally the oppisite.. bet no one would see it coming that you called me arguing to be with me again from the way you got your persona going on but thats okay.. cause im at the point where since im over you i dont care what you do with your life.. just get better.. and live an honest life.. cause its really the only way.. being fake is just a cover up for the fact that you've amounted up to nothing.
Orlando in two weeks =DDDD
im super siked!!
&& maytes winter bash.. lmao..
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[19 Nov 2007|07:36pm] |
ORLANDO WAS AMAZING =]]
I had so much fun!!
Lynn and me got Tattoos =]]]]
i cant wait to move up there I love it!!! ahhhh!! its amazing!
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[14 Nov 2007|09:21pm] |
ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE.
Peace =]
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[11 Nov 2007|07:16pm] |
"Goodnight And Go"
Say goodnight and go.
Woah woah. Woah woah
Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.
[Sigh]
Go!
Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go
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| Real & Fake |
[05 Nov 2007|11:49pm] |
I can remember laughing you off. Laughing off the mistakes i made and pretend to be over it all. Like it never happened. Its like The events passed, they are over. So when they are over i pick my life up right where i left it off a happy person who never fell inlove and was never hurt. A person who never let anyone in so never having the oppurtunity to feel the pain i felt. Having a grasp on reality. The Line is so thin between Reality and Lie and To know your life crossed into it with you not being taken back by it is scary. In fact it just goes to show you that nothing that happend didnt affect you. Double negative. Everythiing that happened affected me greatly. All the losses and all the gains. I can honestly say i met one person who changed me alot. One person who didnt kiss my Ass, one person who had the fucking balls to make the thin line of reality just a bit more bold.
Bold.
Fake Friends, Real Friends. Fake Love. Real Love.
How Can something mean so much to you. die out and you all of a sudden feel it back in your heart because you finally are beggining to admit you got used. He fucked you over.. You didnt win. You werent the stronger one. N o matter how hard you tried to act like a bitch you got stepped on. And although i treat people like shit just because im scared to get used i let this one just roll over me like a street roller.
You fucking suck.
This Important thing just went to shit. But who gives a fuck.
this Shit has been bothering me for weeks now and although i run into someone that hates me almost every where i go I dont care anymore. Because they dont know me. They dont know the real story.. Not just my side but The real story..
And im content with losing in that aspect because obviously your brains dont work on any fruequency except drama.
This is about so many things...
W.E.
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[11 Oct 2007|12:44pm] |
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immmmm sooo inlove with FIU i loved it today when i was there. And im super siked I hope they let me in for spring this yearr =] =]
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[05 Oct 2007|12:51am] |
And now I walk around without a care
he's got me hooked
It just ain't fair, but I...
I'm love stoned and I could swear
That he knows
tell me how im tired of this. :[:[:[
Ill never understand any of it
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[02 Oct 2007|11:42pm] |
tell me how excited i am that im seeing anthony green!!!!!
ah. =]
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[23 Sep 2007|12:16pm] |
due to monetary reasons im not doing guard this winter.
lame. But im getting my mac, and im very happy. everything is so perfect right now that this little down fall is probably for a reason. maybe ill be more prepared after i march for a university...
<33
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[23 Sep 2007|03:07am] |
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insane night lol.that is all!
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[20 Sep 2007|11:07pm] |
I'm so scared of what im feeling. I miss you.. And i dont know if its just that everyhting around me is falling apart but i miss you so much, i ffeel like i need to hear you confort me just one more time for old times sake.. i miss you so damn much..
But the things I've gone through in life have made me stronger. And im thankful to say that although its been tough its good to know they all still care. =]
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[12 Sep 2007|12:14pm] |
Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecure
The concept of school seems so secure
i freaking love Kanye West.
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[08 Sep 2007|12:16pm] |
holy crap. I love the providence.!
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| Metro Station!! |
[30 Aug 2007|10:06pm] |
well I sleep with you
but you dream of him
and pretend every touch of my hand is his
you lead me on
in the same trip
I can tell by your eyes
what you truly feel, oh
I tuck you in
after you drink
I take advantage
of this opportunity
but I lay awake
thinking of her
and you just put your hands on me
as you have before
I am yours
and you are mine
just as we go on pretending tonight
we both know
this is make believe
I dont believe you when you said
I swept you off your feet
We'll both fake it
pretend we'll make it
make it as we have
with a past lover x2
Close your eyes
and drift fast asleep
as I pleasure you
with my company
my eyes are fake
because I'm staying awake
how can I sleep dreaming of her with you next to me?
We'll both fake it
pretend we'll make it
make it as we have
with a past lover
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