I find myself running around

PICTURES!

2004-12-31T20:17:52Z

Hello everyone. break has been pretty fun so far... well at least until now. its fucking new years eve and I cant go out or have people over cause im sick. this is lame.

okay well recap on the last few days...

okay well I forget but I basically just hung out with kayla and seejay, it has been a lot of fun.

we hung out in the bathroom!

is that boy in the trash can?

we hung out with pia for a while

and tried on cool clothes

scary

piers!!

oh yeha and I took a million pictures of seejay in the car for fun.

this ones my fave!

I have such a beautiful smile not!!!

me and kayla got really drunk!

kayla got all obsessive with my inhalers!

Big drunk smile! ... my teeth arent really gross and yellow like that just to let you know.

wow that was FUN

kayla fell in love with the mirror.

kaylas really fun drunk.

she is sooo pretty!

eww

we be hardcore.

we ate a lot of food!

wow... I never update.

2004-12-27T07:34:00Z

okay lets see. I have three weeks of break. this is what happened so far.
thursday- camille and i went to hillcrest.
friday- olivia and I cleaned my room then we rode the trolley all the way downtown just to get panda express then leave. ha!
saturday- olivia and I went to fashion valley then we rode the trolley home. and i spent the night at her house
sunday-wednesday- big bear... sledding, movies, town, vons, alpine slide, drinking, southpark, baking, bobcat, arcade... yeah.
thursday- I got home then went carolling with seejay emily kayla ian celeste and rachel. It was soooooooo fun!
friday- uhh my mom and sister came over for a little. then I basically spent the night getting drunk and calling people.
saturday- eww i hate christmas. i went to emily cassarinos house and spent the night
today- went to vons with emily for 3 hours... we bought hairdye and walked to seejays. I dyed her hair and we did shots.... now i am home and bored as a mother fucker!

I loooooooove seejay!

my mouth is blue

ha

elisha and I dancing with santa!

seejay took my camera.

hes naked!

Heres big bear pictures!

we made cookies when I were drunk... haha!

jennifer looks so pretty in this picture! ha

yeahhhh
im out bye!

__feedthenight @ 2004-12-07T14:40:00

2004-12-07T22:51:27Z

ahh! things have been so wonderful lately... not that they were'nt before. This weekend was a lot of fun friday seejay and I went to the octoberfest met up with emily then visted the sdjt friends, I got to talk to shannon a lot, that was nice. I never really talked to her until this year, and I have known her since fourth grade, wow. then we hung out and all was well.
Saturday emily and ryan came over we ate icecream and then went to seejays to meet him and elisha for britney spears birthday party, which consisted of making cheesecake and watching dancer in the dark which was sooo good! then we went to christmas on the prado again... a lot happened there but i will refrain from going into detail. I saw olivia for a little. uhh ryan seejay elisha and I walked around got soaked and then went home.
sunday seejay came over and we went to the mall for forever and ate pringles and looked at sex books. yeah we know we are cool.
I had an amazing weekend thanks to everyone who I spent it with
<3

The Slow fade of love

2004-12-02T06:36:55Z

i got cool new shoes

I love seejay he is always so nice to me

bye!

HAPPY MAKE SHELBY FAT DAY!

2004-11-29T19:47:16Z

today is the best ever!
It's Make Shelby Fat day!
Kayla and ryan baked me a cake, and brownies.
Seejay made me this wierd jello pudding thing... ew?
olivia brought me donuts
and emily got me mouthwash.
pretty cool!
alyse and theresa ate all of my brownies and I am very sad
Mr. cranston the big fatty took away my cake when I started eating it
fuck em!
ha!

Okay that was great. This week is going to be so fun. Tommorrow I'm staying at Olivias house, and then Wednesday and thursday shes staying over at my house. fuuuuunnnnn. Then Im not quite sure what I am doing over the weekend.

Oh my jesus today was fun!

2004-11-25T06:17:41Z

Yesterday Olivia came over after school then kayla and seejay...

me and the nasty had a little SEX

mmm what nice teeth he has...

seejay did my makeup

Olivias a hottie!

me and olivia were REALLY hungry

Today...

we did makeup!

seejay did mine and ryan did his... eww

pretty

scary

kayayla did my makeup very pretty

I <3 ryans crotch

You will never know how much i love ryan!!!!

and of course his MULLET!

mmm... kayla

How do you spell photoshoot?

kayla and I both look really freaky

oh my god SeeJesus looks scary!

we are not self absorbed... I swear!

Here are some pictures from downtown the other day

mmm that man was delicious!

I had a LITTLE obsession with the birds

I am scary but I love Camille

and of course rocio!

haha

Here are some really old pictures!

And heres some new ones from school

My ghetto friend!

and again lauren...

thats about it for now so goodbye!

Dont act strange Dont be a stranger It happened to me now Its happening to you

2004-11-23T04:36:25Z

This may be a bore to some of you but I just am in the mood to write.
Things have become very strange lately.
I'm not quite sure if I like the way things have become, but hey what can I do.
Everything that had once been so easy has become so complicated.
Everyone is fighting and It's extremely depressing.
Some people are being very indifferent to the feelings of others.
I just feel like I have been caught in the middle of this all.

Well anyways today was fun. We had a field trip downtown. We were supposed to be studying urbanization... yeah whatever. Camille, Rocio and I had a lot of fun. I love them a lot! We just walked around downtown, ate, and watched the fountain for a really long time.

this weekend was awful. I was grounded and sick. so that is basically it. boring I know.
Bye

__feedthenight @ 2004-11-18T17:10:00

2004-11-19T01:19:29Z

hmm today i was sick so I stayed home and watched a clockwork orange and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. I want to go to sleep really bad so i will do this fast!

my closet

livvyy

__feedthenight @ 2004-11-16T18:10:00

2004-11-17T02:13:33Z

The Dresden Dolls
11/20/04
7:00
the epicentre
all ages

GO GO GO!

I miss emily!

__feedthenight @ 2004-11-14T16:58:00

2004-11-15T01:05:27Z

So today i have decided to dedicate my life to jesus
with life altering words from seejay I have decided to exclude myself from any objects or activities that may corrupt me.
I have decided to say no to weed, no to alcohol and no to sex.
im saving myself for jesus.
I think you all should follow in my footsteps.

fun fun fun fun

2004-11-13T07:02:06Z

today was so fun! knotts with Ryan kayla seejay and theresa, it couldnt have been any better. we have wonderful pictures.

mmm sexy

scary

mmmm sex

aren't I just gorgeous? not.

MY FAVORITE PICTURE, LEASH GIRL!

feet

SCARY MASK! OoOoOhHhHh!

wonderful pictures

2004-11-12T05:59:29Z

ahh today was fun.

hmm

2004-11-10T22:29:30Z

Your Death... Right In Front Of Your Eyes by _drop_out_
name
age
what will your last words be?	"If your going to...then do it"
how will you die?	during sex...too many orgasms
how much will your funeral cost?	$250,823
do people care?	yes

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yeah so this weekend will be fun. today ryans, tommorow ians party, friday i guess the gangs going to disneyland.. i have to find money. saturday the faint if i have money, and sunday i think im doing something with emily c. fun fun. okay bye

__feedthenight @ 2004-11-03T12:58:00

2004-11-03T20:59:34Z

I am in a REALLY bad mood.

__feedthenight @ 2004-11-02T06:59:00

2004-11-02T14:59:40Z

ahh hallows eve was fun. yeah so heres pictures

pictures

2004-10-25T06:38:48Z

this weekend i got to spend quality time with my aunt. that was fun. i didnt really get to see my friends much... sad i know. but i have pictures from thursday and friday.

hey yal

2004-10-22T21:05:32Z

Hi. Lets see, Dave and Jean are out of town so my auntie betsy is staying with me. I got my camera back from illinois FINALLY! im so excited. yessss! but unfortunatley photobucket is being a bitch so I cannot upload my pictures. its quite sad. tonight i am going to the haunted hotel with theresa, betsy and Diana. party. We are going to accidently bump into ryan and jesus too. haha jesus! Jesus ate cheese. I love kayla and olivia of course!!
later my lovelies

Join you guys, im serious!

2004-10-20T21:06:56Z

its raining

2004-10-19T21:39:33Z

only the best day of my life

2004-10-14T21:31:08Z

yeah. so bright eyes was last night. i went with ryan olivia seejay and emily. it was wonderful. it was a lot different than i had expected though. i had fun. Afterwards we stood by their bus and said bye to them, that was exciting. now i am in tech and its quite dull. uhhh okay bye.
emily and olivia have pictures of conor when we saw him, i will post them later maybe.

i cant feel my chin

2004-10-13T17:29:18Z

ughhh today has sucked so far. last night i felt sick so i basically stayed up most of the night trying to fall asleep, fun. and then today i had a dentist appointment, i dont know what the hell they did but it was scary. my whole face and mouth is numb and i cant talk, its really scary so i started crying and drooling. im disgusting. so i have to wait an hour to start feeling my face again then i will go to school. i am quite disorientated. oh well bright eyes is tonight and i am very excited

uhh

2004-10-13T02:59:13Z

today was pretty good. everyone was really nice to me, they kept offering me food and hugging me, what is up with that? i love everyone alot right now and i am in a very good mood. except im really scared for seejay, i wont go into detail though.
tommorrow is BRIGHT EYES! im so excited. im going with emily and olivia.
that is going to be a party. okay well you can kind of tell i am bored.

ughhhh

2004-10-11T20:34:26Z

this weekend was so incredibly boring. i think i could die.
lets see. friday i walked to see jays house with him megan and olivia, it took us 2 hours to walk home, sad. me and seejay then went to bannana video to meet ryan kayla and theresa. we rented saved and then went to ryans house, we sat around there and then went back to seejays. we all decided to go in the haunted house down the street and that wasn't really scary until seejay screamed. then we all ran out. dave came and got me cause i was a bad kid and got in trouble and i have been grounded for the rest of the weekend. i have missed a tequila party and a trip to jamul so far. its lame. oh well

__feedthenight @ 2004-09-26T18:10:00

2004-09-28T00:33:32Z

this weekend has been fun.

on friday i went to my sisters house. ian and seejay recorded their demo, megan and brian were there too. me jessica and megan walked to the liqour store and bought mongos... fuuuun. then my mom came and i met her for the first time in 8 years... wierd

saturday i had a soccer game and we lost, suprise suprise. Then i went to theresas beach party with kayla and emily... kayla and theresa were evil and kept trying to drag me into the water... me ryan seejay and emily did alot of running! then me and seejay just jumped in in our clothes. bad idea. but it was fun anyways. kayla ryan and i diggery dood... i hit my head on the ground... it hurt

my camera died... thanks to me and everyone else who helped with the surgery... so i wont be posting pictures that often anymore.

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how do i love the kayla and ryan?

kayla had her own little rave with the glowstick

eww ryan looks like the guy from coheed and cambria

yummy

fun

good bye! kiss kiss

__feedthenight @ 2004-09-23T20:50:00

2004-09-24T04:00:06Z

yeah so today was fun. last night i had a big fight with stupid ugly old people. all of a sudden they say i cant hang out with seejay because hes 18 and a boy. i was really mad and that pissed me off them coming out of no where saying that i cant hang out with one of my best friends.
but fuck them i am anyways.